What happened to Tila Tequila?

[Desrknelf]

Does anybody know about this? She was very passionate to disclose what she knew, or thought she knew. She wrote a blog and posted a lot of videos on youtube for a while. She did a few episodes of a radio interview show too. Some time ago I checked her YouTube channel and all her old videos were gone, and she seemed to no longer be making videos on these topics. I assume she got overwhelmed by threats and attacks obviously but does anyone have more information? Was anyone following her youtube posts at the time she quit talking about this?
She already had her lover killed apparently, so I am not surprised she could not do this forever. She was engaged to this bloodline woman who was murdered IIRC, was she a Rockefeller?

It's sad to see her stop, she must have got hell for it with the kind of audience she had. I am proud of her for what she did..

[Carmody]

Yes they will come after you.

I've been directly threatened more than once.

they will work very hard to give you the impression that you are completely isolated and completely surrounded. they will expend resources on you.

FOR A WHILE. Then, they necessarily have to pull those resources off, or follow through on a threat of, er, persecution, criminal implication, honey pot attempts, dissolution, if necessary, whatever the case may be.

The reality is that they don't really have the resources to go after large numbers of people, they have to allot resources carefully, in order to give the targeted individual the IMPRESSION that the organization(s) are all powerful, all pervasive.

When targeted, this is the most important thing to understand. That the thought they are everywhere.... is temporary as they simply cannot keep it up.

They do not have the resources, they are not everywhere they are not all pervasive.

They are a small minority gang.

No matter which group(s) may come after you, AT BEST..they are a minority small gang.

The huge increase in the size of the security apparatus in the west, is to try and deal with the fact that people are waking up, in droves.

More and more are understanding that they are dealing with dark groups, in gangs, doing everything they can to remain in the shadows and not be directly seen, for if seen, it is realized they are not everywhere and not everything.

Concealing their skimpy numbers is essential for the threat to be real in your mind. They are pervasive in their influence and connections.... but not large in psychical numbers of individuals.

[Carmody]

She gave her all and you have to risk yourself.

Nothing changes.... until you, the reader...... risk yourself.

that underlying urge to remain the monkey, safe in the middle of the herd, eating and playing...waiting for the screeches and death of the monkeys on the edge of the herd as they are attacked from out of the tall grasses, so you can go scurrying in fear from the threat they found....that they paid with their lives for.....that deep emotional instinct has to be sh!tcanned or it will kill us all.

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The caveat about Tia, though, is her stance on Hitler, appears to have been, er, a bit off. She seems to have managed to become partially educated on some of the subjects, but then..as can happen, not continue past the various levels and get to a deeper truth.

The layers of this thing can and does wreak havoc with attempts to find out exactly what is going on. People get stuck in layers. Beyond all truths, is a deeper truth waiting to be found. One can run in circles, uncovering layers, for a lifetime, and never reach the end. The answer is that there is no answer in that (external) direction. That there is no external from you answer to this mess. That fixing yourself at the core, comes first.

And it does not come from a pill, or a book, it comes from inner exploration... and time.

You can externalize and shake in fear and rage like a monkey... for 50 or 60 or 70 years and never reach a final functional conclusion or end.

Or you can take the more painful shortcut, which is to work on yourself. And with some self hypnosis and inner work, mediation, inner exploration, etc... find the real answers on the inside and find your way out, on the inside.

This can be done in as little as a few years, to reach the threshold of true understanding of the nature of reality. And it is only found on the inside, never on the outside...no matter what crap the external world may screech at you with, in order to prevent you from tinkering with your own inner seals and doorways.

Which is what the Buddhists tell you. You can help the world, but you've got to fix yourself first.

If not, all you can do is make a bigger, stinkier mess of things, as you have no truth and you have no center.

And it can't be a message or postcard from a religion, or a guru, it has to come from the depths of you, in the form of constant work on the self, always correcting, always looking for your own errors..

[ghostrider]

She did spill a lot of beans , and even said online , they are coming after her trying to silence her ... the one I watched she went into a lot of detail ...

[Bluegreen]

Thank you for the encouragement Carmody
It is needed
"Jesus said,
That which you bring forth from within you, will save you.
That which you do not bring forth from within you, will destroy you."
- Gospel of Thomas

[Eric J (Viking)]

I did notice that slowly slowly she started going the other way...why i don't know...

https://m.facebook.com/IamMissTila?ref=bookmarks

Viking

[Sérénité]

She recently went into the Celebrity Big Brother house here in the UK, I don't know precisely as I don't watch such mind numbing **** but I believe she lasted about a day before the producers pulled her out due to being inundated with complaints that she'd posed in a Nazi uniform in front of a concentration camp.

In December 2013 she apparently posted a mocked up picture of herself in front of Auschwitz, holding a gun and wearing a Nazi armband and hat. She was also on the record for saying some pretty pro Hitler comments...

I'm not convinced the producers of this series was innocently unaware of Tila's recent past incidents. These guys include trained psychologists who source and bring in guests solely based on their psychological profiles, lifestyles and views with the prime intention being that they mix like oil and water...or should I say gunpowder and a naked flame!

My guess is Tila has been used for the TV channels ratings AND to discredit her to a wider/younger audience. Whether she was a willing participant in this charade is debatable I guess...

[Zaya]

Does anybody know about this? She was very passionate to disclose what she knew, or thought she knew. She wrote a blog and posted a lot of videos on youtube for a while. She did a few episodes of a radio interview show too. Some time ago I checked her YouTube channel and all her old videos were gone, and she seemed to no longer be making videos on these topics. I assume she got overwhelmed by threats and attacks obviously but does anyone have more information? Was anyone following her youtube posts at the time she quit talking about this?
She already had her lover killed apparently, so I am not surprised she could not do this forever. She was engaged to this bloodline woman who was murdered IIRC, was she a Rockefeller?

It's sad to see her stop, she must have got hell for it with the kind of audience she had. I am proud of her for what she did..

I will attempt to address your questions as best as my memory serves me. I was paying attention to her during this time (before my own awakening actually occurred and I thought she was NUTS and an attention seeker at the time.)

Her lover/fiance was Casey Johnson of Johnson & Johnson wealth. So yes, she was from a very important bloodline. Casey's death was very sudden and mysterious and certainly suspicious. The first claims I heard for her cause of death was drug overdose. Prescription pills I think. But then I remember the story changed officially to say it was complications from diabetes, so I have no idea what really happened to her. She had a very short, public, firy romance with Tila. EDITED because I googled it and the two were only together for like 2 weeks in December of 2009. They were engaged SUPER quickly. Casey died just as quickly.

I remember Tila making all kinds of announcements about her departure from social media and her messages. She made an eerie video where she basically said she was an alien sent here to heal the world and spread the truth, but that she could no longer do it publicly because people weren't ready for it or something like that. I remember hearing at the time that a lot of what she said was taken straight out of The Urantia Book. She deleted her blogs and a lot of her videos.

I also remember a time when she claimed she was killing herself and posted pictures of her bloody arm all cut up. Someone called 911 on her.

She would often times freak her fans out by claiming she was dying. She also claimed to have two personalities, sort of an evil twin and a good one. She was definitely not holding it together, to say the least, so she was very hard to take seriously.

[Daozen]

I think everything Carmody said is right. In short: Panopticon programming.


In December 2013 she apparently posted a mocked up picture of herself in front of Auschwitz, holding a gun and wearing a Nazi armband and hat. She was also on the record for saying some pretty pro Hitler comments...

She may have been taken back to clones and reprogrammed aggressively with more layers, and then triggered to say something stupid as a punishment for disclosing. She's a very brave person and I hope she makes it through...

We all make mistakes. She's done a lot of good. She is one of the only mainstream validators for Donald Marshall's story.