I Died Twice.

[Kenn]

The last time I was here it was in 2012 a few hours after that visit I meet my wife. At that time just a person I said hello too. A week later I moved in with her a few months later I suffered two heart attacks while sleeping. During these heart attacks I suffered two cardiac arrests. My wife restarted my heart, scound one I was pronounced dead. The doctor fought for me five minutes later my heart started again they stuck me in a freezer. For four days I was in a coma. I remember every moment a gift I know, since then I have married her and adopted her two boys as my own.
When people speak of the veil, they leave maybe room for assumption. It is dark and the beings on the other side are drawn to your history. There communication is open and overwhelming, complicated emoting. Beliefs are important to me, I belive many religions speak of the same beings I dont belive all that is shrouded are evill as not all violent actions are done by bad people.
During this time I was bombarded with emotions and my own memories twisted. I can not take credit as I almost gave in to thoughts of giving up was close.
In this moments a feeling of safety brushed on my back if dimensions would allow front or back. In my defensive positions I tried to deny but was not meet with a rebuttal. It felt like forever with me ignorantly fighting all sides of this but since distance is not a factor no progress was made. I became exhausted, and over all gave up, a feeling of nativity I mean this word. if I could remember my birth I'm sure this would be a mimic of it. I was caudled, emotionally reassured and a bright light enveloped me a vibration enveloped me, this I can only explain as a chord being stroked gently.
There is more to share but its hard feeling on this for to long.I just wanted to say hello again.

[Nasu]

Thanks Ken for sharing. Do you remember anything whilst in the coma? Welcome back, in all senses. Clearly, you have unfinished business to attend to... N

[Kenn]

I do, alot of it was clouded in a feeling of confusion hearing people. But not making any sense like babel and charter a lot of what I explained happened during. There was a little of this person viewing but I have yet to prove that part to myself. I remember not being alone, but feeling distant.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Interesting experience, Ken.

When I was young I had I very high fever - scarlet fever, maybe. I remember being in my bed, half crazed by the fever, and feeling awful. Suddenly a light appeared in the corner of the room. It grew bright, then brighter. Then a sound came from it - a very pleasing humming. Then I felt a presence. The only way I can describe it is very big, very small, very powerful, extremely gentle...

I couldn't get a handle on its characteristics. The more I tried to focus on it the more it receded. The more I tried to listen, the less I heard. I cannot describe it properly but I will never forget that incident. It was profound. I got better soon after.