Zionbrion
18th March 2016, 07:47
Do you ever feel like you have multiple selfs? I am not talking about mutliple personalities, I am talking about different selfs...like the person you observe you are changes.
I think we all consistently change throughout our lives, and we are different people at different times, at least I am. Who we are at the time creates our life choices.
The reason I write this is that I had a very interesting experience tonight. I was browsing through my Pandora radio stations and I noticed a few stations I had not listened to in years, and some how when I was browsing to pick stations over the last 2 years I completely blocked out these options I chose tonight.
When I chose to pick one of these stations it was like a paradigm shift, or a blast to the past, which is the present.
Honestly, I have been pretty depressed over the last few years for no apparent reason. I am a tobacco smoker, roll my own organics, but its still a bit harsh on my lungs, and 3 weeks ago I stopped for 7 days. The first 3 days, they say are the hardest, but that is not true, it gets harder, depending on your level of addiction. I felt proud for the first 3 days, not really any emotional problems, and then after a week I decided I would just rather smoke then feel like this.
Flash forward, been smoking again. Huge rain storm(much needed in California!). Had some good hibernation. Then the sun came out. Oh my God! I remember who I was when the sun is out and its warm! Or I remember who I was when I smoked tobaccoo, or I remember who I was when I listened to that song.
As the observer of our beings it is constantly shifting.
It just amazed me when I Heard songs from lost station on my Pandora radio that it brought me back to a self which I missed dearly, and is much more joyful and excited about life. Optimistic.
For the last few years my "intuition" has felt nothing but doom and gloom for this world we live in. But somehow now I am feeling more optimism for our situation on this planet. I cannot say I believe in this David wilcock adventure, but I do believe we are headed towards a great future because humanity has a great awesomeness inside of it! We will persevere, and overcome all of these great obstacles that lie in front of us and create a better future for our children to co-create in. We are truly awakening as a species, and it will still probably be a slow process, but that is ok, that is how it has always been. Sorry, there will probably be no spontaneous acenscion, or great alien races to save us, we are our own saviours, we will overcome the disease of government, the bonds of debt slavery, the illusion of countries, to TRULY create a new world order. ;)
If you made it this far, thanks for reading my stream of conciousness.
I think we all consistently change throughout our lives, and we are different people at different times, at least I am. Who we are at the time creates our life choices.
The reason I write this is that I had a very interesting experience tonight. I was browsing through my Pandora radio stations and I noticed a few stations I had not listened to in years, and some how when I was browsing to pick stations over the last 2 years I completely blocked out these options I chose tonight.
When I chose to pick one of these stations it was like a paradigm shift, or a blast to the past, which is the present.
Honestly, I have been pretty depressed over the last few years for no apparent reason. I am a tobacco smoker, roll my own organics, but its still a bit harsh on my lungs, and 3 weeks ago I stopped for 7 days. The first 3 days, they say are the hardest, but that is not true, it gets harder, depending on your level of addiction. I felt proud for the first 3 days, not really any emotional problems, and then after a week I decided I would just rather smoke then feel like this.
Flash forward, been smoking again. Huge rain storm(much needed in California!). Had some good hibernation. Then the sun came out. Oh my God! I remember who I was when the sun is out and its warm! Or I remember who I was when I smoked tobaccoo, or I remember who I was when I listened to that song.
As the observer of our beings it is constantly shifting.
It just amazed me when I Heard songs from lost station on my Pandora radio that it brought me back to a self which I missed dearly, and is much more joyful and excited about life. Optimistic.
For the last few years my "intuition" has felt nothing but doom and gloom for this world we live in. But somehow now I am feeling more optimism for our situation on this planet. I cannot say I believe in this David wilcock adventure, but I do believe we are headed towards a great future because humanity has a great awesomeness inside of it! We will persevere, and overcome all of these great obstacles that lie in front of us and create a better future for our children to co-create in. We are truly awakening as a species, and it will still probably be a slow process, but that is ok, that is how it has always been. Sorry, there will probably be no spontaneous acenscion, or great alien races to save us, we are our own saviours, we will overcome the disease of government, the bonds of debt slavery, the illusion of countries, to TRULY create a new world order. ;)
If you made it this far, thanks for reading my stream of conciousness.