Tortured/ experimented on Etherically by next door neighbor

[FinallyNow]

No better time than the present to ask once semi publicly to stop and desist. After some time without a neighbor next door to us the old owner finally sold the place a little over a year ago. Since that time the strangeness, psychology and physical feel of my nights has changed dramatically. Lets make it clear that this is a neighbor, they know who they are on the same side of the street and directly next door to us. They are certainly not the only being participating and this is not the only phenomena I've experienced. It's one of countless. This is the neighbor that has the last four of my SS number on one of their vehicles. I'm not saying that proves anything it's just lets say a bit coincidental or Non coincidental as we know. It doesn't look good and that's a direct use of psychology on me. The chances alone of that randomly happening are slim to none unless the officials in this supposedly random licensing agency now have a less than random sense of humor with these 4 digit tags and people all over the state of NC are seeing their neighbors with their id's on their tags.

This being has used, tried and experimented with who knows how many forms of black majick and tech type stuff besides his own personal talents I suppose.

Tonight I just awoke to a humming and pain in my left ear and it was creating a very odd pattern in my minds eye vibrationally. It also sounded like a mid range hum. It was creating the same pain on the other ear and side of my head as the side that was being aimed directly on to using my jaw as the apparent connection to the other side of my head. I said one of the things that helps to end stuff sometimes which mentioned Jesus. Sometimes I"m just able to breathe a few breaths and expand my field and that can do it to. I hear the physical version of the just recently etheric or astral version of this being choke as they "jump" back to their body. The hum in my ear disipates immediately and i'm left with the throbbing pain and burning in my jaw, teeth, head and especially the ear it was aimed at.

Most archons have a place specifically that they return to in the outside of their house or even a portal type trap door in the physical that allows them inside. It always makes a loud slamming noise that can be heard by all the neighbors that are in the know (that is). My tooth that just had a cavity repaired as well as my entire jaw and head is still throbbing from the episode that lasted until just after I woke up. I have no idea how long it was until I awoke.
This is another reason or fitting day to post it seems because it almost appeared as God himself or maybe the geo engineering Gods gave him a little warning to stop just yesterday. The storm came through and gave us a bit of hale and wind and then as it tailed off it gave us an incredibly "tinnee" sounding as in 'tin' sounding and violent clap of thunder/ lightning. It perhaps did not hit their house but made us and the house shake and hit in between the yards to maybe the "tin" roof of their shed. Boom the storm was over.

I have been helped as I"ve stated before. My health has generally improved right along with it just so happens all these increases in energy and this is consistently since the end of 2014. On the off chance, and it's a big off chance that this particular thing is not hurting me long term. Who knows what all the other stuff has done. I'm not egoistic enough to think that nothing can hurt me but I've had to try to carry that attitude for some time.

I'm going to stop there. It is amazing how many grammatical mistakes I had to go back and correct just to get this far. My focus and attention have improved a bit since working a new and good job since about November. No permission is given for such experimentation. EVER.

[Antihero]

Maybe you're right. I've had similar experiences, my head felt like a chalkboard scratched by knives and I envisioned a truck outside carrying a portable satellite, directed at me. When my awareness was noticed I chased the truck in murderous anger. Then I realised I'm the Beast, and love is the way. I still get into situations where I feel targeted, and I still boil with anger, but I know I have the power to release myself from the grip of fear, hatred, frustration...

[soul]

Maybe you're right. I've had similar experiences, my head felt like a chalkboard scratched by knives and I envisioned a truck outside carrying a portable satellite, directed at me. When my awareness was noticed I chased the truck in murderous anger. Then I realised I'm the Beast, and love is the way. I still get into situations where I feel targeted, and I still boil with anger, but I know I have the power to release myself from the grip of fear, hatred, frustration...

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around. They see what they want.
Still could be someone trying to mess with you, but their will is weak because it comes from unstable emotions. or.. is it that your will comes from unstable emotions.

[kirolak]

Please set up mirror shield around yourself, sprinkle coarse sea salt around your property, leave lights on in the house at nights, listen to music (Bach works!) softly as you fall asleep, & perhaps do a LBR , if that resonates with you. However, I do "see" you as being quite knowledgeable & aware, so perhaps you know all that already:bigsmile:

[Antihero]

Maybe you're right. I've had similar experiences, my head felt like a chalkboard scratched by knives and I envisioned a truck outside carrying a portable satellite, directed at me. When my awareness was noticed I chased the truck in murderous anger. Then I realised I'm the Beast, and love is the way. I still get into situations where I feel targeted, and I still boil with anger, but I know I have the power to release myself from the grip of fear, hatred, frustration...

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around. They see what they want.
Still could be someone trying to mess with you, but their will is weak because it comes from unstable emotions. or.. is it that your will comes from unstable emotions.

I agree with you. We must be open to ourselves being the culprits ;)

[FinallyNow]

Where's this stuff about selfishness and me me me coming from? Forgive me but that is not me so much these days. It's ok but someone comes here and calls TI's selfish that's a bit of an over generalization. No one here knows me except I have consistently posted with sincerity and been kind. In return I have had distraction, deception, red herrings and a whole host of other stuff.

I'm saddened by the whole forum thing. Anonymity is a killer. I deal with the public and am a people person and a servant.

First I have a couple of points to make.

I purposely put this in the Mind Control category and it was immediately moved to TI category. There are several agendas at play here imho. I'm not saying anything about the mods at all. I will say my peace and move on.
1. TI as a category completely by it's very existence obliterates what is really happening in true spiritual awakening and adds a huge fear component that in many cases should or would not be present.
2. Most everything attributable to TI "stuff" is easily categorized in the mind control category and is done so around the net.
3. New age is pretty correct in certain areas of spiritual awakening. Many sources talk about the world looking chaotic and to not pay too close of attention to what is happening around you but in you. After 11 years of gaining insights and experience I can tell you that's a lot better advice for someone that is truly going through various stages of spiritual awakening, purification and forms of gnosis. Lose some of the fear and the things that appear to be TI related actually do face into the background. You are seeing the "one mind" at work and learning to accept it's existence.

[FinallyNow]

Maybe you're right. I've had similar experiences, my head felt like a chalkboard scratched by knives and I envisioned a truck outside carrying a portable satellite, directed at me. When my awareness was noticed I chased the truck in murderous anger. Then I realised I'm the Beast, and love is the way. I still get into situations where I feel targeted, and I still boil with anger, but I know I have the power to release myself from the grip of fear, hatred, frustration...

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around. They see what they want.
Still could be someone trying to mess with you, but their will is weak because it comes from unstable emotions. or.. is it that your will comes from unstable emotions.


I'll just leave these as they are. I have nothing to say about them.

[Bill Ryan]

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around.

Be careful with unkind generalities! Some people really are targeted, and there's been very little they've been able to do about it. It's not self-centeredness, or being a victim, either.

There's always a cause — somewhere — although the extensive research of Dr John Hall indicates that some people are picked out entirely randomly. Sometimes that cause is extremely elusive to find. If it is random, one could drive oneself half-nuts trying to figure out 'why me'.

Here's John Hall talking with Alex Jones about exactly this:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmVthe_XdjQ[/url]

[sheme]

What if it is a metre/monitor for electricity or something they can really upset some people- it is the sort of thing that a new home owner might innocently have installed? I hope you have some peace in your home soon.

[Shannon]

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around.

Be careful with unkind generalities! Some people really are targeted, and there's been very little they've been able to do about it. It's not self-centeredness, or being a victim, either.

There's always a cause — somewhere — although the extensive research of Dr John Hall indicates that some people are picked out entirely randomly. Sometimes that cause is extremely elusive to find. If it is random, one could drive oneself half-nuts trying to figure out 'why me'.

Here's John Hall talking with Alex Jones about exactly this:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmVthe_XdjQ[/url]

Good info in that video. ...5-6,000 people as an experiment. How dare they?...Think about that. And those are just people who've spoken out. And are aware and awake to what's going on.

[Daozen]

Etheric targeting is real. The most powerful shields I know are mantras and good music. Gospel may work too:

EP_2Cr03uNI

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoJz2SANTyo

This one is a little more energetic. They need to be played all day long to have an effect:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-gWBj21lpM

[arwen]

There is loads of targeting going on right now.

At the moment, in my neighbourhood, they have started transmitting loud "cricket" sounding signals, which are electronic, and traceable to a specific installation. It starts at 6.30 pm, and continues non-stop all night till about 7.00 am. People in the neighbourhood all complaining they cannot sleep. The signals are loud, and transmitted as a very fast pulse (Beep-beep-beep) every half a second, so it has a franticness about it, and one cannot ever relax or get centred. It is very deliberate, very evil, and very real. An all-out etheric and psychic assault, that is a form of torture. And it is increasing worldwide.

[soul]

Yep yep guys, all great info, about something.

There is one method i read about on a website concerned with hermeticism. Not sure how it works, but it does.
When you feel someone connecting to you, imagine a upward triangle with a dot inside. Focus on that connection, and this dot, send it straight away from your eyes like shooting a rocket.
End effect is that the offender gets threefold what he directed against you and gets quickly tired.
This is a kind of magic but do as you feel is right.

Did you try to figure him out from direct contact?

[soul]

Be careful with unkind generalities! Some people really are targeted, and there's been very little they've been able to do about it. It's not self-centeredness, or being a victim, either.

There is no space left in this can to be careful.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Hi FinallyNow, sorry to hear about your torment.

I, too, am targeted. It never lets up. If I try and defend the attack is ramped up. If I try and raise my vibration, the attack is ramped up. If I try using mental imagery or any form of self-actualization the attack ramps up. The only option I have is to let it happen and live with it.

I hope you find your release.

[FinallyNow]

Hi FinallyNow, sorry to hear about your torment.

I, too, am targeted. It never lets up. If I try and defend the attack is ramped up. If I try and raise my vibration, the attack is ramped up. If I try using mental imagery or any form of self-actualization the attack ramps up. The only option I have is to let it happen and live with it.

I hope you find your release.


Sorry Ernie. Thanks for posting. I find many small releases on any given day since I appreciate so much in life now. May you find the same.

[FinallyNow]

Before I even watch the video. I have it in my que and will get to it by tomorrow. Music may be calling me tonight after my stop here. I'm going to say this in general.

Many nights were not just talking about one phenomenon. For example, one night may have been ELF drum beets like the truck people talk about. Except it has multiple contact points in the house and I can hear it oftentimes in the past even in my car, since it is a resonant cavity. So we'd have the standard ELF's which have had so many nuanced forms over the last couple years that would be a long summary alone. At the same time, I"ve always had what I have had to perceive as a positive constant high pitch energy in my bedroom that helps in general but always has required and adjustment to get used to when going upstairs. Then in the middle of the night there would be undulating waves going through my mattress while at the same time from above, I can feel the energy with my hands quite easily waves coming from satellites on the entire upper floor of the home and not just my bedroom. Then you could add to that some specific event like the one I described above on top of everything else and a whole bunch of entities hanging on to any fear I might display in the process.

Now, I will also give this caveat. I've had several powerful and scary experiences as well as healing and uplifting experiences over just the last couple years. When being awakened in the middle of the night it is a fact that one is not in full possession of their faculties. Two, I believe many of the more recent experiences of the last year have been a greater percentage of the healing variety and not negative like often perceived when one is awakened by such things.

Even the above experience could have been told from a different more neutral perspective. Now, two days later I perceive that whatever was used and went through my ears head and jaw may have had a healing affect. I always hold out the possibility of being wrong in my conclusions, but the experiences stand as told.

[FinallyNow]

Etheric targeting is real. The most powerful shields I know are mantras and good music. Gospel may work too:

EP_2Cr03uNI

*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoJz2SANTyo

This one is a little more energetic. They need to be played all day long to have an effect:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-gWBj21lpM

Thank you Daozen. I stated in a message to someone else here that music was probably on my agenda after my stop here tonight so I have started with your first post. Thank you, It is soothing and uplifting.

[FinallyNow]

That's exactly what i see in every one talking about being targeted. me me me, danger, look around.

Be careful with unkind generalities! Some people really are targeted, and there's been very little they've been able to do about it. It's not self-centeredness, or being a victim, either.

There's always a cause — somewhere — although the extensive research of Dr John Hall indicates that some people are picked out entirely randomly. Sometimes that cause is extremely elusive to find. If it is random, one could drive oneself half-nuts trying to figure out 'why me'.

Here's John Hall talking with Alex Jones about exactly this:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmVthe_XdjQ[/url]

Thank you Bill. I very much appreciate that.

[kirolak]

In my experience, please be very aware of BEATS . . . . anything with a repetitious, driving beat is not positive. . . please consider listening to Bach, the composer of the purest music for music's sake, with the least adulterated "beat" & rythmn. :flower:

If there is an agenda, it tends to utilize those thudding, beating "sounds" that are intrusive & harmful, regardless of any apparent positive intention. . . whatever subverts our consciousness via a repeating, rythmic pulse, is entraining, & to be resisted with every fibre of our consciousness, like the plod, plod, plod of boots on a bridge, or the thump, thwack,thwack, of driving beat- driven "music". . . it leads to the break down of the energy body & our consciousness, our awareness, & our freedom of choice.

It is NOT simply that I was a "classical musician", & "prefer" so-called classical sounds; it is far more of a slowly-moving virus that is subverting the conscious choice of most of humanity. Once we have been " beaten" by sound we are most easily directed. . :raining:

BTW, Please let us all know if you have had other experiences, as these are my own insights; but to me, drumming is the WORST case scenario. . the tribal mind takes over, & any hard-won individuation is lost, & can be directed in any way the "overlord" chooses.

I know you will mostly think I am exaggerating or quite daft, but please compare your state of mind after listening to anything blasted over the airwaves, with the clarity that comes through Bach, Beethoven et al. . . .of-course, there are also many modern composers who are in the flow, so to speak . . . . they are not "pop" composers; the use of the finer intellect/psyche is essential to appreciate their contributions.

ENTERTAINMENT= DEATH, . . . extreme as that may seem! As Krishnaji said, there is Buddha entertainment, Krishna entertainment, Jesus entertainment. . .so when will we REALLY wake up, & drop the need to be entertained by any outside agency at all?

So many popular "awakened" views are vapid, generic. . there is very little creative impulse to really awaken - we enjoy the entertainment afforded by the latest "whistleblowers", or the "secret documents" released by whichever agency.

We are lazy, & seek amusement; we love the frisson of fear that foretold doom brings; the vicarious thrill of "others" who commit terrible deeds. . . . the revelations of "insiders" about dark & evil things that we sententiously condemn.

But all the while we stumble like blind men through the field of consciousness, tripping over our pre-conceptions, chasing after bubbles that rise from the swamps of our own psyches.

I apologize for ranting & raving, but I have just "seen" the horrors of the animal's charnel house, & there is really nothing more I have to say; we are the authors of the darkness of other beings, but expect Goodness & Mercy to "follow us all the days of our lives".

[Openmindedskeptic]

My wife and I refer to the targeting of completely random people as the Jack Reacher technique. That is, randoms are chosen to make it difficult to find a pattern of why governments are really targeting people.

[GloriousPoetry]

Finally Now and Ernie.......recite this mantra several times every day...it works

I call upon all spiritual cords of equity
to revoke and dismantle all false thoughts,
all false beliefs, all false lights, all false energies,
and all false contracts
I am a fee and sovereign soul
I am a fee and sovereign soul
I am a free and sovereign soul
I am free and you have no authority over me......

[Koyaanisqatsi]

I think you're just fine. Stop worrying so much!! Nothing can stop you or mess with you im here to tell you

[DynaFlex12]

Do you think it's possible, satellite access to microwave harassment platforms can be a purchasable service independent of government agencies?

Because the information needs to remain classified, you can understand why there is no regulation efforts by uncle Sam. These private businesses that sell remote voyeurism/molestation services would start leaking the information to the public in response to a crack down, then the whole world freaks out and economies destabilize because of the panic of "mind reading" being real and the government doing nothing about it.

It's almost like one of these days, one of the major governments is going to have to come clean about it and start explaining their plan to regain control of the satellite constellations that made this possible. It'll be very costly, so it's easier to let the adults and kids alike to keep being molested and tortured.

Plus the extremely wealthy, A-lister's, and V.I.P.s or whatever random freaks who use the service don't want to lose their special little security/recreational sadism computers so you can see why they would also discourage the declassification.

This whole thing comes down to managing world panic and ****ty people (imo). TI's are possibly the least cared about minority in existence so just make sure you try to live a life better than your voyeur's, cause you're gonna be on your own until you can afford a microwave generator to block transmissions in the upper GHZ.

[FinallyNow]

In my experience, please be very aware of BEATS . . . . anything with a repetitious, driving beat is not positive. . . please consider listening to Bach, the composer of the purest music for music's sake, with the least adulterated "beat" & rythmn. :flower:

If there is an agenda, it tends to utilize those thudding, beating "sounds" that are intrusive & harmful, regardless of any apparent positive intention. . . whatever subverts our consciousness via a repeating, rythmic pulse, is entraining, & to be resisted with every fibre of our consciousness, like the plod, plod, plod of boots on a bridge, or the thump, thwack,thwack, of driving beat- driven "music". . . it leads to the break down of the energy body & our consciousness, our awareness, & our freedom of choice.

It is NOT simply that I was a "classical musician", & "prefer" so-called classical sounds; it is far more of a slowly-moving virus that is subverting the conscious choice of most of humanity. Once we have been " beaten" by sound we are most easily directed. . :raining:

BTW, Please let us all know if you have had other experiences, as these are my own insights; but to me, drumming is the WORST case scenario. . the tribal mind takes over, & any hard-won individuation is lost, & can be directed in any way the "overlord" chooses.

I know you will mostly think I am exaggerating or quite daft, but please compare your state of mind after listening to anything blasted over the airwaves, with the clarity that comes through Bach, Beethoven et al. . . .of-course, there are also many modern composers who are in the flow, so to speak . . . . they are not "pop" composers; the use of the finer intellect/psyche is essential to appreciate their contributions.

ENTERTAINMENT= DEATH, . . . extreme as that may seem! As Krishnaji said, there is Buddha entertainment, Krishna entertainment, Jesus entertainment. . .so when will we REALLY wake up, & drop the need to be entertained by any outside agency at all?

So many popular "awakened" views are vapid, generic. . there is very little creative impulse to really awaken - we enjoy the entertainment afforded by the latest "whistleblowers", or the "secret documents" released by whichever agency.

We are lazy, & seek amusement; we love the frisson of fear that foretold doom brings; the vicarious thrill of "others" who commit terrible deeds. . . . the revelations of "insiders" about dark & evil things that we sententiously condemn.

But all the while we stumble like blind men through the field of consciousness, tripping over our pre-conceptions, chasing after bubbles that rise from the swamps of our own psyches.

I apologize for ranting & raving, but I have just "seen" the horrors of the animal's charnel house, & there is really nothing more I have to say; we are the authors of the darkness of other beings, but expect Goodness & Mercy to "follow us all the days of our lives".

Kirolak. First let me apologize for not thanking you for your comment sooner. Your comment is appreciated and spot on. Although I enjoy classical music. I have listened to many genres over my lifetime and continue to listen to dozens of different types of what I consider to be positive or uplifting music. Perhaps not as pure as classical but I get chill bumps from some songs that I find from bands I have not heard of.

You are right about the use of beats and things for entrainment. I am still dealing with some now.

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Finally Now and Ernie.......recite this mantra several times every day...it works

I call upon all spiritual cords of equity
to revoke and dismantle all false thoughts,
all false beliefs, all false lights, all false energies,
and all false contracts
I am a fee and sovereign soul
I am a fee and sovereign soul
I am a free and sovereign soul
I am free and you have no authority over me......


Thank you. I like that. Printed, repeated and repeated again.

[Openmindedskeptic]

David Voigts with George Noory on Targeted Individuals, Human Experimentation, Weapons Technologies.

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[The Freedom Train]

Kirolak you are right on with your assessments as far as I can see. Re: drumming. Did you know that many shamans from various tribes around the world use drumming to enter hypnotic states, and to bring people into other dimensions for astral travel and soul retrieval? The drumming gets the brain into different brain states - such as Theta. So your point about the drumming is spot on. While it can be used for good, it can also be harnessed for mind control ABSOLUTELY!

I am sorry that, at least by the end of this post in May, you were so disgusted by humanity. Not that I can blame you for your feelings - but I do really feel like we have been manipulated into this situation of harming ourselves and others based on programs of control (devised by the aliens that bred us) to keep us enslaved. To awaken means to find ways to counteract these methods of control as much as possible - and it is not something that everyone is learning how to do at the same rate. It is not necessary it seems - for in the end we'll all get there. I do truly believe that. I do. I think of the kinds of conversations I have with people now, versus even five years ago. People are waking up! And that wave of vibrational ascension is exponential and unstoppable!

[heuristic thought]

hi, im somewhat new. ive had success in getting through the attacks. i get voices all day responding to thoughts and emotions and feelings. theyre good voices but disciplinarians, and weve battled each other mentaly for years because they drive me insane all day. So ive tried a bunch of blocking methods and mental techniques and today its random that they are able to bother me too much. but the gangstalking..tech harrassers are always trying to control them to be part of there e-harrassments. Ill just say if any human gets into my brain, i will do all mental capabilities to end it.

[heuristic thought]

areas on body of energy access

feet, shins thighs, sex organs, stomach, lungs, heart, throat, digestive track, jaw, behind ears, in ear canal, in brain, around brain. it seems overwhelming..you have more power than them, you can clear them out, push them out, get through the torture by blocking, fighting. they will say you make real sound..its lies, its all lies. fight smart..stop suffering..clear that snip with your mind..aim..focus..fire!

[Molly4US]

I have had similar experiences to FinallyNow, nearly exact at times, and am relieved that FinallyNow was willing to share his/her experience. Each time they use frequency to cause certain slide pictures, dreams, or interactive dreams, I suffer a lot through the terror of it (nearly always very gory), and feel some brain-cell death, loss of physical balance, and nausea for the day. It takes my brain about a week or so to feel normal again. It is scary, physically and mentally and emotionally traumatizing. A person becomes isolated due to the fact that they know that most people will not understand, but will say things which are cold and unsupportive.

Enemies use the divide and conquer method. Divide a house apart from itself and against itself. The tool of terrorists. Who is the United States having trouble with in the world? There you go then. Haters of peace and education, and stable government, and happy families, and free time for fun, and disposable income, and savings, and vacations, and health. Cain and Esau.

[Molly4US]

[QUOTE=Openmindedskeptic;1066645]My wife and I refer to the targeting of completely random people as the Jack Reacher technique. That is, randoms are chosen to make it difficult to find a pattern of why governments are really targeting people.[/QUOT


I have thought that too. I also think that the perpetrators can basically write a sentence or leave a "poetic calling-card" by finding certain last names that strung together have a meaning. Psychopath enjoyment and Pride, I would call it. I have been targeted all of my life, especially hard the last 13 years. I am a witness of high profile crimes which include murder. Also, lets say I wasn't a victim. .. .my maiden last name is Westfall. That name in itself could be left as a calling card for the perpetrators desire and plan, i.e. the fall of the Western World.

[Molly4US]

I did that the first few years. My harrassers send physical assaults in person, death threats in person, sexual assaults in person, abduct me to various places and leave my fingerprints and DNA: evidence is stolen/sold/destroyed/, but mostly, they make me lose consciousness and use physical and weapon assaults to my head to give me retrograde amnesia. When I report, even when there are bruises covering my face, the police disregard everything and have accused me of doing it to myself. I am convinced on the day of writing this that I am for sale in various ways on the internet, identity theft mostly.

Regarding on focusing the mind. This is going to sound really gross, but here goes: When I first heard the V2K, 13 years ago, it was super loud. There was a really mean derogatory group of people that I could hear. They were half males and half of them females. They said they were police and to turn myself into the police for pedophilia. Well, I had a 7 year old daughter, and a 9 year old son, and I certainly was not a pedophile. (Turns out that my ex-husband was/is in a pedophilia SRA cult, but I did not know that as it was secret and kept hidden) So, with these sickos saying such things, and thinking I knew who was doing it: an ex-drug-dealer, drug-user, bible alcoholics counselor of my husband's; and having the feeling that they could read my thoughts, I decided to perform my own experiment to see if they could read my minds eye. So I focused on visualizing who I felt was the perpetrator of the V2K and in the visualization I had the perpetrator walk over to his own child and grab them for their sexual pleasure. May sound sick, but the result was, that the guy who I thought was the perpetrator... I heard him. I made him mad enough to exclaim something like, "Hey, what are you doing?" Well, I was trying to show that a fake visualization could frame an innocent person, just as they were trying to torture and frame me. I did that on the first week of V2K. I didn't bother with that afterwards as it was gross, yet effective.

About 9 years later, when I was abducted into a strange house during a walk through a suburb, by a fat older guy who said he needed to borrow me to get some drugs, that he had heard that the guy in this house has a dream-machine, that maybe I would be one of them some day. He rendered me semi-conscious so that I appeared to be stoned. The drug males opened the front door and let us in (though I had no life in me to fight my way out so remained lifeless). The old dude said to the younger 2 males there, who looked gay, something. I was asked to sit on the couch. I sat on the couch and the fat older guy sat so close to me that I was practically smothered by fat rolls and sweat which I hope will never be a part of my life ever (i.e. this guy was not my type). I felt too tired to move and soon was glad that his fat was so cushiony. I think I passed out for a bit, but there was a knife, maybe guns too that were pulled by these two young yucky guys. I felt so terrified that I could do absolutely nothing physically, so I started thinking thoughts of: I wish, I pray, that these guys would be loving and kind. I closed my eyes and tried to think/feel the total body mind-set of kindness and lovingness. A couple moments later these two young dudes seemed effected, but they were not feeling kindness and love, instead they started having sex with one another. I squished my eyes closed, and the old fat guy beside me asked, "What were you thinking?" Very sick, but true story.

The gang-stalkers who stalk me do perverted things repeatedly. It is their theme so as to discredit me; for to tell about it is so sickening, that is would be deemed uncredible; but instead I would be the one perceived as perverted. It is a horror. I am a very wholesome Christian. I have old-school values of family and marriage which don't include yucky impromptu rendezvous.

If I had called the Art Bell Coast to Coast Am in the high desert, he would have had to change the nights theme to Gross to Gross.


areas on body of energy access

feet, shins thighs, sex organs, stomach, lungs, heart, throat, digestive track, jaw, behind ears, in ear canal, in brain, around brain. it seems overwhelming..you have more power than them, you can clear them out, push them out, get through the torture by blocking, fighting. they will say you make real sound..its lies, its all lies. fight smart..stop suffering..clear that snip with your mind..aim..focus..fire!