Leon55
14th December 2016, 03:41
To start off, I'm very familiar with my dreams. Dreams have always been a favourite part of my life for me. Some of my dreams are among my best life experiences. I have often written down my dreams to train my recall and also to analyse them. I've had lucid dreams as well.
Lately I've been making positive progress in my life by really getting to know myself better and better. I don't run away from my darkside anymore, I'm interested in it because I realize I need to shine a light in dark places to dissolve them.
As a result I noticed that in my darker dreams, I have become less scared and more inquisitive. Sometimes in a dream I would find myself in a dark basement complex with long halls and stairways and sometimes people or beings would be there. These were often unpleasant dreams (not necessarily scary) but that seems to have changed now.
The last dream I had about being in a dark basement complex, I actually ventured further in without hesitation and fear. It still was a very depressing place though. Suddenly I stumbled upon a door. It was one of those big metal fire doors you would find in stairways. It had a small window and through the window came a lot of light from inside the room. I felt there was life and energy coming from that room.
But as I approached the door, the fabric of the dream started to become liquid. It was like an energy field stopping me from venturing further. I was stuck for a few seconds in this field and then woke up.
Right now I'm wondering what that last part was all about. Was it just some unconscious unresolved energy/resistance that stopped me from a breakthrough/mayor insight into my darker self?
Or is something else going on? Is there some sort of trauma or bad experience locked away in that room? Or have I stumbled upon something that was constructed in my subconscious that has to do with screen memories? The reason why I'm wondering about that last part is because I have had some things happen to me that correspond with ET abduction (long time ago and lasted a short period).
I am now wondering what I would do next time I encounter the room :)
Lately I've been making positive progress in my life by really getting to know myself better and better. I don't run away from my darkside anymore, I'm interested in it because I realize I need to shine a light in dark places to dissolve them.
As a result I noticed that in my darker dreams, I have become less scared and more inquisitive. Sometimes in a dream I would find myself in a dark basement complex with long halls and stairways and sometimes people or beings would be there. These were often unpleasant dreams (not necessarily scary) but that seems to have changed now.
The last dream I had about being in a dark basement complex, I actually ventured further in without hesitation and fear. It still was a very depressing place though. Suddenly I stumbled upon a door. It was one of those big metal fire doors you would find in stairways. It had a small window and through the window came a lot of light from inside the room. I felt there was life and energy coming from that room.
But as I approached the door, the fabric of the dream started to become liquid. It was like an energy field stopping me from venturing further. I was stuck for a few seconds in this field and then woke up.
Right now I'm wondering what that last part was all about. Was it just some unconscious unresolved energy/resistance that stopped me from a breakthrough/mayor insight into my darker self?
Or is something else going on? Is there some sort of trauma or bad experience locked away in that room? Or have I stumbled upon something that was constructed in my subconscious that has to do with screen memories? The reason why I'm wondering about that last part is because I have had some things happen to me that correspond with ET abduction (long time ago and lasted a short period).
I am now wondering what I would do next time I encounter the room :)