I told them I was from out in space

[Vward]

Visiting some place in Northumberland with my sister as a child the local children asked me where are you from, I pointed to the sky. You could clearly see the sun and moon in the day. I explained I was from another star. It is one of my first memories.

[Deega]

Yes Vward, we are part of the Universe, we seem to be a pretty thinny physical being but our consciousness has no bound, is pratically infinite, and with it, we are a creation of love, making us beautiful beings, blessing to everyone.

[AutumnW]

That's interesting for someone so young! Apparently, between lives, according to Robert Monroe, we do a whole lot of flying around, too. So, perhaps you remembered being out of body, for a time?

[EFO]

Visiting some place in Northumberland with my sister as a child the local children asked me where are you from, I pointed to the sky. You could clearly see the sun and moon in the day. I explained I was from another star. It is one of my first memories.

I hope your story will not end to this post.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlR9w1cikgA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNrZ4-5B_sw

[Vward]

I could fly but then I started falling. In my sleep I could travel still can but sometimes physical pain blocks paths. That is why it is used. Not natural pain, induced. Forgiveness is a big key sorry I can't do much at the moment my friend Prince is slowly passing and a dentist pulled on my wisdom tooth. It shocked me badly I reacted arms out he said don't touch me like that. I cry I am keeping the tooth. Traumatic I keep seeing his face. I have no fillings not because of fluorine. Charcoal coconut oil help. They induced both my children I Just walk in nature. I have travelled the world love is the strongest defensive.

[Vward]

Imagine it can be believe you can change it, reach connect all is given. The implications are nothing but good. Help each other

[Lifebringer]

I remember showing off my skills coasting inches above a ground/pavement face down, then soaring up. I was 7.

[kirolak]

I spent my first few years in tears, wanting to go "back to where I came from". . . . I remember the feeling of desperation & aloneness, & had some now lost memories of another place; I found it terrible here. So you're not alone in your sense of not being from here :) Did you ever adapt? I don't think I ever will, but live quietly & wait. . . :flower:

[DeDukshyn]

I remember passionately crying out to my mother - trying to explain to her with tears streaming my face that "everything was wrong!" that "Things aren't supposed to be like this!", and that (paraphrased) "we are supposed to all be able to communicate with our minds where there is no misunderstanding and our voices are supposed to sing!". I remember feeling like I had been placed in the wrong world, the wrong existence (it seemed to me). I felt I had no home here ... These days I feel like a rogue wanderer trying to make a messed up world even just a little bit better ... I've accepted the job. :)

[Bill Ryan]

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Thanks, guys, for what you've shared here. :star: I'd love to read more.

Everything I've heard publicly and privately about this topic (and that's quite a lot!) tells me that this is much more common than one might think. We see this periodically in new member applications — who of course may or may not post in this thread. But, in most places or with most people (not here on Avalon), it's not all that easy to talk about.

I have my own 'origin' story, too (at least, a kind of one) — which I've never shared apart from with close friends, and it'd take quite a lot for me to recount that publicly just yet. It's just too extreme and ridiculous. :)

But the message to anyone reading this and identifying with some of what's been shared is: you're not alone.

And if you came here from elsewhere, that means you have a mission. Meditate on that. It's super-important. The KEY thing is to find out what it is.

Imagine if you returned to base after this tour of duty on the front line, and told mission headquarters:



"Gee, I just felt like a weird oddball all the time down there, and so to fit in and be accepted I just did what everyone else does. I guess I just clean forgot what I went there to do. Will you give me another chance, or did I blow it?"

[Jules]

I spent my first few years in tears, wanting to go "back to where I came from". . . . I remember the feeling of desperation & aloneness, & had some now lost memories of another place; I found it terrible here. So you're not alone in your sense of not being from here :) Did you ever adapt? I don't think I ever will, but live quietly & wait. . . :flower:

You must be here for something that will be happening in your lifetime. Something worth being here for, yet this place is not very easy to deal with, heavy density, archons exploitation, yet there is something that will be one of the best experiences. You don't know what it is, you just feel terrible for now. I hope you think it is worth it in the end, because it probably is...

[7alon]

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Thanks, guys, for what you've shared here. :star: I'd love to read more.

Everything I've heard publicly and privately about this topic (and that's quite a lot!) tells me that this is much more common than one might think. We see this periodically in new member applications — who of course may or may not post in this thread. But, in most places or with most people (not here on Avalon), it's not all that easy to talk about.

I have my own 'origin' story, too (at least, a kind of one) — which I've never shared apart from with close friends, and it'd take quite a lot for me to recount that publicly just yet. It's just too extreme and ridiculous. :)

But the message to anyone reading this and identifying with some of what's been shared is: you're not alone.

And if you came here from elsewhere, that means you have a mission. Meditate on that. It's super-important. The KEY thing is to find out what it is.

Imagine if you returned to base after this tour of duty on the front line, and told mission headquarters:



"Gee, I just felt like a weird oddball all the time down there, and so to fit in and be accepted I just did what everyone else does. I guess I just clean forgot what I went there to do. Will you give me another chance, or did I blow it?"


Thanks Bill :) In another thread I did mention I have started to have very brief flashbacks, one being from a different world. It happened after I started reading Mary Rodwell's book and started looking more into the subject of past lives etc. I suspect it has triggered my subconscious a little bit.

Edit: Ha actually I should probably go into more detail about myself since you said you'd like to know more about our experiences. Here are some dot points.


I have always been interested in space, aircraft, natural disasters and the unknown since I was very young (as young as four).



I have always had trouble relating to most people



Before domestic abuse started occurring with my step father, I was always very bold and stood up for what was right no matter how much the odds were against me (from when I could talk, walk, etc). I began to lose these traits about myself and many other traits due to the abuse and have only just remembered and rediscovered these things in the past year.



I have never been interested in lust alone (dating just to be with women or flings etc). I have always had a strong desire to be monogamous. My current partner is my first and only one I've had and we've been together for over 8 years.



For people that haven't seen my posts in the spirituality section, I have empathic, healing and very slight precognitive ability.



I've always questioned things because they don't make sense to me (discrimination, education, religion, etc.). I was born into a very christian family, went to a christian school, but I am not christian. I am agnostic, as I believe there is a greater force, not necessarily a being, but a universal consciousness.

It took me a while to fully wake up. I have been trying to from the age of 4 or 5, but I honestly believe that this society suppresses us. I've been distracted by being born into a highly, highly dysfunctional family.



I have constant dreams of flying and using telekinetic ability, very real dreams where I can actually feel the effort and sensations of using these abilities.



Since I have starting using this healing ability on my partner and spoken to Mary Rodwell, I have had several strange mental experiences, where I briefly have incredible clarity and have this very different look in my eyes when I check in the mirror. It is a look I've never seen in myself before.. almost alien (my partner said this too me once, before I noticed it myself and I didn't believe her).

During these moments of clarity, I remember things, like that I am not from here; even though I think this world is beautiful and I'm grateful to be here, I just feel like all of a sudden I am very old and I have a feeling of oneness with everything.



Oh yeah, probably the most important experience - I have always ALWAYS felt since as far back as I can remember, that I am meant to do something important, and it has always been nagging at me; yet I don't know what it is :confused:

I may never know what it is I am supposed to do, but maybe with help from communities like this and people like Bill and Mary, I can somehow remember :sherlock:


Some more information about my flashbacks: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?93581-I-m-an-empath-ask-me-anything-&p=1122411&viewfull=1#post1122411

[Patient]

Vward, I mean this in a positive way; Feeling like you are from somewhere else is better than just feeling "like you don't belong - period". At least there seems to be a connection that can be regained. You could look at it like you are already on your way to figuring it out.

And like 7alon, I have very similar experiences.

[kirolak]

I was told in the astral once that sometimes we are not able to remember our missions until they were over :sun:

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Visiting some place in Northumberland with my sister as a child the local children asked me where are you from, I pointed to the sky. You could clearly see the sun and moon in the day. I explained I was from another star. It is one of my first memories.

That is a lovely photo of you & your dog friend! May I ask what the oval shape is near your nose?

[Iloveyou]

Hmm. Firstly I came here with a specific purpose, with a job to do, from a state of a wide, expanded awareness and knowledge, with very few limitations (even back then were to be some, I think?) - and I don't remember yet.

Secondly I take it as a fact, that I reap what I sow.

("Sow a thought you reap an act. Sow an act, you reap a habit. Sow a habit, you reap a character. Sow a character, you reap a consequence.")

So over the many incarnations in this dense world I most probably have accumulated various strands of experiences and narratives about myself which are deeply engrained in my body (in my cellular memory) and which could be true or not or everything in between. Some of these core beliefs or 'certainties' could be implanted false memories. It is very possible that I've been tricked. Meanwhile I tend to think that the whole karma-concept is a twisted, perverted and misleading belief-system.

The complicated part for me is the differentiation between the true concept of resonance and responsibility (what goes around comes around) and the possibly false concept of karma (including guilt, heavy burden and incredibly challenging tasks) - as well as the clear differentiation between my initial purpose to come here and the (minor but essential) entanglements I've created on the way. And the most important thing: to deal with it on the day-to-day basis.

How to navigate between all these more or less vague recollections, dreams, ideas (illusions) and physical / body-memories? I have to say that definitly I am in contact with the very essential being inside of me representing my core truth. Just the awareness of that being is so subtle, elusive and often mired in fog . .

I came to the conclusion that I'm on safe ground to say: whatever memories there are that limit and weaken me, that restrict me in my vision or freedom of action, are most probably faked? Are there any other indicators?

[BongoBob]

One experience which has stuck out the most for me, past tense, -as a kid in this wide wild world- was the lack of flight. Tried flying down a flight of stairs as a wee-one, toddlerage. Trying to show to them (them, being my blood-family) that I -could- fly. could and can must have been cemented as well at this point as a lesson( or quite a few lessons :) ) to be learned. it's scientific to wonder if the constant stream of flyin' dreams is the cause or effect of that moment in my personal experience.

The most vivid dream that comes to mind is one from a few years ago where I was enrolled in a class of telekinesis- the younger students and I were rolling human-sized red rubber balls through a sort of obstacle course, with our minds as we followed behind them with the focused intent of a race-car driver careening down hillsides and through subway stations. This was all in good spirit- spirit of learning, until an invasion was called upon this secluded place of learning. The dream breaks- and then continues as we fly off, through what I would describe as an aircraft-hangar perched upon the water- through an escape hatch and thus this dream ends.

I've always figured I was from the stars as well, one that calls to me most would be Sirius, following fall-Saggitarius from the heavens in the night's sky. Home planet? maybe, with the gut-feel swinging highly towards the yes.

Do I (as a possible extra-terrestrial spirit being) have a mission here? Bill is not the first in this line of (personal) synchronicity to try and remind me of this-
Imagine if you returned to base after this tour of duty on the front line, and told mission headquarters:

"Gee, I just felt like a weird oddball all the time down there, and so to fit in and be accepted I just did what everyone else does. I guess I just clean forgot what I went there to do. Will you give me another chance, or did I blow it?"


but is it a war that we fight? if we fight fire with fire, all of the people of peace still pray for rain - balancing acts.

I may not know for sure what sort of mission i've still to be part of (or if that notion is all just pre-media-tated programming :sherlock: ) -but the elements are all present on this planet for bringing the sort of biblical garden-of-eden down to the physical earth.

[Justplain]

I remember reading or hearing somewhere, perhaps the Ra material, Kryon or someone else, but the message was that souls that are not part of the Earth human soul group (ie. from other parts of the universe) are incarnating here in droves because they have responded to the spiritual request for help from Earthlings at this crucial time, this time of transition. This is a quite risky venture to undertake because the incarnating soul risks getting ensnared in our karmic cycle. This is a very noble adventure.

I have little doubt that my soul has been involved here for a very long time, i feel the tiredness of it. However, the duty calls us to do our spiritual tasks. I had a dream that i had fulfilled my planned tasks for this life but i replied that i still had responsibilities to my family, and that the world is in dire need, so my life plan was extended and i am still here.

So for those of you who feel you are from somewhere else, you likely are, and thanks for being here. Its likely that you just being yourself helps bring light to Earth and helps to raise our vibration here.

Merry Christmas all and may the Creator's love be with you!

[Vward]

Hi Kirkland I think it is a loop of my hair.
I have been resting from technology. Wonderful and fascinating to read others experiences.

[bluegalacticmonkey]

Dear DeDukshyn glad you are here to fight the good fight! If you accept the idea of soul groups reincarnating into our 3rd dimensional reality, you might be a higher dimensional soul and sure this world seems wrong when you are used to the harmony and oneness you may have been used to. Apparently Pleiadians help train souls like yours before they enter our planet to deal with the harshness of this created reality..did you miss the earth bootcamp 101.. no matter you are here and together we will see this through. Happy to have higher souls on TEAM HUMANITY!

[conk]

Thank you Vward to starting this discussion. And that photo! Such beautiful eyes, lustrous hair. A truly gorgeous countenance! Indeed, that is one good looking dog. ;)