PathWalker call for assistance

[PathWalker]

Greetings All,

I am over stressed with my current studies and the college is evaluating/questioning me now for educator soft skills (dispelling interviews).

I suffer from acute diarrhea and my path is vague again.
I am calling for my guides and angles to restore my confidence in the path.
I am calling my spirits and soul to restore my inner strength.
I am calling members and readers to send your love and healing to assist me in my path.

Thanks
Joy and happiness
PathWalker

[betoobig]

Count on me, i sended you a pm.
Much love

[enigma3]

How long have you been suffering from acute diarrhea? That will throw your body and mind severely out of whack. I'd deal with that first. Try an apple cider vinegar cleanse and add a parasite cleanser to the mix. With orange juice. Take in lots of probiotics and real (Fage) yoghurt. Don't shy away from taking Immodium A-D or its generic for a short time. Get your stomach stopped up first. And drink plenty of fluids to counteract fluid loss. Do not drink alcohol, take dairy other than yoghurt and probiotics, avoid gaseous foods like beans, and avoid sugar. Gut chemicals need to be rebalanced. That alone will help you immeasurably.

[uzn]

Be well. You are already calling for the right stuff. Sometimes it helps to do something else for some minutes, like a walk around the block. To get your mind elsewhere for a bit.
love and happiness for you and everybody with a good intend

[wondering]

Dear Pathwalker, All that you request is already surrounding you. So it is. May peace, confidence, joy and strength flood your being - know that these are your birthright. Much love to you. Wondering

[Clear Light]

Greetings All,

I am over stressed with my current studies and the college is evaluating/questioning me now for educator soft skills (dispelling interviews).

I suffer from acute diarrhea and my path is vague again.
I am calling for my guides and angles to restore my confidence in the path.
I am calling my spirits and soul to restore my inner strength.
I am calling members and readers to send your love and healing to assist me in my path.

Thanks
Joy and happiness
PathWalker

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that ... and at times I find the only thing left to do is to *breathe* your way "through it", but don't forget "this too shall pass" eh ? :heart:

[Foxie Loxie]

This Grandmother carries you in her heart! :heart: Sometimes it helps to remember that each of us is a point of the Infinite....to just relax & let that flow through us; to Go with the Flow! Listen to your Higher Self & the way will become clear, tho' it might seem foggy at present! You are constantly surrounded by the Love & Good Vibes of your Avalon Family...we care! :bearhug:

[AutumnW]

Pathwalker,

I send you my best wishes and some virtual immodium!

[Patient]

Pathwalker, I am thinking of you right now - all the best to you! I love seeing your name in the forums - it is inspiring and uplifting as are your posts!

[Justplain]

How long have you been suffering from acute diarrhea? That will throw your body and mind severely out of whack. I'd deal with that first. Try an apple cider vinegar cleanse and add a parasite cleanser to the mix. With orange juice. Take in lots of probiotics and real (Fage) yoghurt. Don't shy away from taking Immodium A-D or its generic for a short time. Get your stomach stopped up first. And drink plenty of fluids to counteract fluid loss. Do not drink alcohol, take dairy other than yoghurt and probiotics, avoid gaseous foods like beans, and avoid sugar. Gut chemicals need to be rebalanced. That alone will help you immeasurably.

Hi Pathwalker, in addition to enigma's great suggestions, when i had diahrea after a trip to india, when i was fed mllet porridge, everything got stuffed up real fast. Good luck and may you find your mojo again soon!

[chancy]

Hello Pathwalker: Sorry to hear of your ills.
The solution I found for acute diarrea is unusual but it is by far more effective than any over the counter perscription.
When I was going to university the stress was causing huge problems.
I was told to take ginger ale pop and shake it until the fiss was out of it. Drink it and the diarrea would go away. I was a non believer but had nothing to lose and to my shock it worked!!
Try is I am sure you will find the results to your satisfaction.
Good luck
chancy

[chancy]

Pathfinder:
Just to let you know that immodium would not do the job including all prescription medicines for me.
The doctors could not help. They finally told me to go home and wait it out...
ginger ale was the only thing that helped.
chancy

[Flash]

Greetings All,

I am over stressed with my current studies and the college is evaluating/questioning me now for educator soft skills (dispelling interviews).

I suffer from acute diarrhea and my path is vague again.
I am calling for my guides and angles to restore my confidence in the path.
I am calling my spirits and soul to restore my inner strength.
I am calling members and readers to send your love and healing to assist me in my path.

Thanks
Joy and happiness
PathWalker

I do not know if you are a professor or teacher or what or a student (you mention being stressed for your studies) and it does not help that I do not know what dispelling interview is (English is not always my forte, being French).

But what I sense is that diarhea may be due to stress as well. So follow adivices below given by our members, and take walks to relax, empty your mind (meditation or breathing exercices) and get grounded by fixing your feet on the ground, growing roots through the floor and into earth (imagine it) and repeat 3 times a day: Everything comes to me easily, with great joy and real abundance (you could say with glory instead or real abundance), right now. I thank the universe for the full health, financial ease, love and success it is providing me in this very moment. It did work for me.

If you are a teacher of any kind, this is a soul path, and the interview will result into a good outcome.

[ElfeMya]

Lots of Love to you Pathwalker, you are on the right path :-)
I use a book from Christiane Beerlandt that explains all physical symptoms link to emotional and mental and beliefs we are holding that are interacting with our physical reality. Also I found myself numerous time on travel with not much to use so I stuffed myself with dark chocolate and bananas to get over diarrhea.
For stress relief I focus on something or someone I love. I also visalize myself after or at the end of the painful or stressing experience. I see myself in my mind walking away from the place I had to do something at etc. It usually uplifts my mood immediatly and helps me focus on what is really important.

Take care :bearhug:

[Chakra]

All super great advice - Carob is good too, to stop diarrhea. I would also go do colonics, get cleaned out and rebalance with blue green algae.
And try to remember - This too shall pass.

[sandy]

Shakey or not 'YOU GOT THIS PATHWALKER' !! :heart:

[Ashy67]

I will send you loving healing energy but please remember that you are never on the wrong path. Try to step back from the situation you find yourself in and observe it objectively with complete honesty. Take note of comments and actions by others and yourself and notice how it makes you feel. By doing this you become the watcher and are in a higher level of consciousness and you will be able to see a path forward. Its not easy to be able to do this but once you start it will become easier. I have used this technique before and have been surprised how I find an honest way forward that I never expected. :heart: remember 'there is no wrong way.... there is no right way....... there is only way '

[PathWalker]

I wish to share my progress.

I feel the love and support energy from Avalon, got very emotional and got into tears (even now).

Diarrhoea is under control now, I drink allot and eat few bananas and dark chocolate pieces.
I am well hydrated and during night went to bath room only twice.

I am meditating and using the D.O.S disks (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?42581-Experience-with-chakra-healing-disks-The-D.O.S---System&) as well.

I am gathering my spiritual strength again slowly, the final interview is next Tuesday morning.
My meditation and guides speak about facing fears and crossing the ring of fire.
I am also understanding/internalize that one year program for becoming a teacher is not enough for me. I require more.

Reflecting on the schooling program experience. I am learning allot and experiencing the education system in Israel. Yet due to many 'magical' events during the 6 months program, I was not practising teaching ( Which is a prime goal of the program.) , the circumstances just increased my fears.
I fear losing control on class and students walking out on me.
While working as freelance robotics teacher, I have very positive feedback from teachers and students. Therefore I know and feel my passion and mission.

The accumulation of negative circumstances in the schooling program, are a sign/clue. I am not ready for public high school teaching and/or I am not meant to teach in public high school.
No matter matter what I am now in teachers' certification program. I am not successful yet. I want to regather my skills and strength to find the path for meaningful life, health and abundance.

I wish to share with you part of my personal daily prayer (translated to poor English):
"I am attracting and flowing/pouring: Abundance, Health, Love, Gratitude, Compassion and kindness."
I am now going to work out the suggestions on the forum to connect and gather my spiritual strength.

Avalon magic is working, I am full of gratitude and love to the forum.
Will update with progress soon.

Love and healing
PathWalker

[BongoBob]

I wish to share my progress.

I feel the love and support energy from Avalon, got very emotional and got into tears (even now).

The accumulation of negative circumstances in the schooling program, are a sign/clue. I am not ready for public high school teaching and/or I am not meant to teach in public high school.
No matter matter what I am now in teachers' certification program. I am not successful yet. I want to regather my skills and strength to find the path for meaningful life, health and abundance.

I wish to share with you part of my personal daily prayer (translated to poor English):
"I am attracting and flowing/pouring: Abundance, Health, Love, Gratitude, Compassion and kindness."
I am now going to work out the suggestions on the forum to connect and gather my spiritual strength.

Avalon magic is working, I am full of gratitude and love to the forum.



Are you not meant to teach public school, or better yet, how can you follow this path to bring more understanding to your future (or present) students so that they are able to bring new and creative, world-enriching solutions to the world they will grow up to live in?

Sometimes when we walk a path, we may make a few mis-steps; we may fall and cut our leg open on an old stump in the brush while hiking the path (and not have a hospital for miles around). Does it mean we should never hike in the beautiful forest again, after we heal from such an experience? of course not!

Teaching is one of the most meaningful paths any of us can challenge ourselves to, passing wisdom to the younger generations. Physical ailments brought on by stress, such as the diarrhea that you've encountered are similar to the bloody wounds of the physical encounter with a tree's stump. It will heal with time, as many minor wounds seem to do.

Maybe there is dissonance between the way you wish to teach your prospective students, and the way you are being taught to teach your students through your programming? I don't know the situation you're in, but I wish you well in finding the understanding that works best for you!

[sheme]

Pathwalker just found this thread - you need to bost your immune system- what you describe is IBS- irritable bowel syndrome it can stike at any time usually brought on by stress it is a flight or fight reflex, organic diet- vit C and zinc and selineum, Kefir was shown to be the best probiotic on a recent "Trust me I'm a Doctor" programme, start there and you will be fine, purchase a quality kefir product -drink most of it -then make your own with the remaining culture- loads of examples on the tube. "I trust myself I do this with ease". Your mantra.

[Bubu]

ginger is good but lemon grass is better. extreme. charcoal.
Inhale.... exhale....:bearhug:

[TargeT]

Around half your brain is "in your gut". (http://www.wbur.org/commonhealth/2016/09/16/the-mind-gut-connection)

"gut health" is extremely important, if you are experiencing chronic (acute instances may be something else) issues it is worth your time to try and remedy this.

if that's the case, I can expand. if not.. take a mini break if possible... and FIND A FLOAT TANK! (Isolation tank, Sensory Deprivation tank) or some (high dose) psychedelics... sounds like you need a perspective reset ;)

[Foxie Loxie]

Wonderful to hear of your progress, Pathwalker! Know that we continue to focus our energies into your healing as well! :bearhug:

[enigma3]

Here's another thought based on the theory that your problem is stress induced. Do you laugh a lot? Do you have a positive mental attitude toward living? Stress needs a counter to it. The best counter I know of is humor. Lots and lots of humor. Perhaps try to find videos on Youtube of comedians doing their stuff. Watch many of them. George Carlin might be a start. You just may find a channel to realize the unimaginable lightness of being.

Or take the advice of one of the greatest sages who has ever walked the planet. One of my main teachers. An extraordinary incarnation. This was poached from an avatar belonging to an Avalonian that I'm sorry I forget now. Thank you.

Since everything is but an apparition
Perfect in being what it is
Having nothing to do with good or bad
Acceptance or rejection
You might as well burst out laughing.

Longchenpa

[sunpaw]

Regarding diarrhea: emotionally it can happen due to being overwhelmed, shocked. As a 'picture' it could be described like 'all the thoughts and emotions are pushed out' (in order rather to have not to look/digest the situation, but to 'deal' with it.
When diarrhea happens due to infection, 'poisoning' - the body wants to get rid of the 'bad influence' as quickly as possible. Germs are flushed out.
When it happens due to stress adrenaline is involved - which triggers the body gets rid of digesting stuff. Digesting stuff takes time and energy.
Stress situations need energy - to think, to fight or run. So getting rid of stuff to digest - more energy available. And since its not known how long the 'fight/run' will take, it needs to get out, otherwise it starts to rot. Which isn't good for the body either.
Tourists also often get diarrhea - from the shock they see, are confronted with. Till the body/mind adapts to it as sad but 'common'. The helplessness, 'pouring out the heart' triggers diarrhea (too, not only germs...)

So diarrhea from such 'root' - it also helps to acknowledge there is something overwhelming, a shock. (It scares the sh.. out of someone)
Which can be just to sudden, too big to 'get' (the trigger), but with a second step could be 'taking another look, evaluating, planning'.

Otherwise the fear just 'wins' if 'listening to the diarrhea' (as a sign).

Its also said something new shall have some scare - so one approaches the matter with caution, preparedness. As in acknowledging there might be 'downs' but there is a plan (to succeed)
and also an open mind that errors can happen and if so to work on correcting them as best as possible.

Maybe you (also) want to be perfect - maybe too perfect for the given task.
If being good requires practice (I believe it does) - at the beginning you don't have either much practice or not as fitting as you like.

As a teacher your work includes your students. Of course they could walk out - but at the moment you 'feel' it as if they do, already.
But wouldn't having faith in their willingness, ability (to fight through for instance) have a different energy than 'they walk out on me and this looks bad on me (or I feel helpless about it)'.
Wouldn't/couldn't there be asking, talking about 'why'? Maybe they just don't know differently, only know it as a way to react. Not regarding you, but the system (school) or dealing with the stress of something new. A new teacher, eager or fearful or wanting to 'be right' (maybe for the wrong reasons even), students and teachers.

My experience with teachers and also teaching - I (personally) find it more productive even when/if a teacher recognizes the individual too, who wants to 'give' me something besides information - the spark of getting to know something new, something fascinating. And this is shared, experienced together.
Rules are important too - walking out might be to 'recognize me', but shouldn't 'I don't care and disrupt whatever precious you brought'.
You have knowledge AND the willingness to share it, to teach so others can know more, better - and can use that for themselves, their families future own families - to get good grades, to get good jobs, to provide for themselves. And maybe even share it with someone else - so they know more, have that bond of 'cool, fascinating, right? yay'.
Maybe they walked out because your way overwhelmed them and they get nervous or even a panic attack.
I experienced that - getting a panic attack (which was revolting against listening to stupid disgusting stories, and additionally showing dumbness. While I actually was eager to learn something new, for the new path I chose (degree for a new line of work).
The person didn't pay attention that I was in distress (the person was even told we weren't interested in such stupid disgusting stories, but it was ignored).
After working hard to calm down - flight set in, I wanted to go.
So I told at the office what happened (incompetence) and got my stuff and left. Where I was ignored still.
So what shall I want to 'take in' from such a person? Nothing!!! (I did get all the stuff by myself, I wanted 'to get it')
I suggest 'monitoring' the audience for such signs, and engaging.
There are always students who appear to not want to participate - and good teachers keep believing in them. To come around (for high school though, for adults it can vary).

I am pondering the idea to maybe teach at some point in the future - and thought about how I would deal with what I 'heard'. (Adult education)
Attendees being rude for instance.
So (atm) I decided I would set boundaries. Just because their company paid the fee - it doesn't include to act out.
If I am not willing to give them my knowledge - who else would??? And obviously someone thought about 'buying it'.
And besides knowledge 'bought' they get the bonus of 'I want them to know' (instead of just: here, whatever, I get my fee).
So no money can pressure me, and no disrespect either. Even if no money is/would be involved - I expect respect.
I respect someone wants to learn something. If not, then at least be quiet or leave.

And in such an environment its safe(r) to ask, to debate, to question.

And regarding leaving (the room) - at home my darling and I have the 'thing' to ask each other 'are you coming back'? (which by the time became announcing, asking and answering 'Yes, I come back', 'oh thats great!' :sun:.)
And at my last course the lecturer asked everyone leaving the room 'are you coming back?' (he wanted to know actually. which was unexpected and lifted also the spirit. Fun)
Maybe you can use it?

I personally like to be asked 'are you coming back?' (it also allows to think about it, and have the choice. Because maybe I don't come back yet, but its nice to be asked...)

And even as an adult student - I myself (and I know my fellow colleagues) liked when teachers, lectures had 'fun stuff'.
A video (documentary or movie) about a topic, cross word puzzles regarding topics, even working in groups on topics (and presenting).

And I believe you questioning yourself makes you already a better teacher than some (many) out there. And maybe your students can help you to become the teacher you want to be.
Because: there is no such thing as a teacher without students. Then you are just a person with stuff you know. Even the sharing involves again students.
Who may or may not walk out on you - or may or not stay, and even enjoy.

My best wishes :sun: :heart: :happythumbsup:

[Michelle Marie]

Sending love and light to further your perfect wholeness restored!

We are a family of Love - more powerful than your (past) challenges.

Be well and bless you for your contribution to humanity.

:heart:
MM

[PathWalker]

A progress update.
I am recovering, diarrhoea is over in 2 days. Thanks to Avalon magic and healing energy.

I also received healing session from dear friend that made me much better.
Yesterday night had full (vegetarian) meal with family and still (11 AM) digesting it normally.

On the emotional side I am now processing the whole situation.
I am unemployed for 2 years now, supporting family of 4. In the last 3 months I am beaten left and right with bad luck (karma) from different aspects of life (health, finance, study). But my family love is a strong basis for facing the struggles.
Eventually I am watched and guarded because the things eventually solve. I am learning to request assistance and receive it humbly.

The school dispelling interview is a big emotional trigger for me and I am fearful. And sometimes weep silently.
The most important lesson I am learning from the education system is to flow with it.

I am redirecting my life perception from struggle and effort to ... ease and joy. With your assistance and support.
The magic happens now.

[Debra]

I was about to write hang in there Pathwalker ...but you already are, and a good thing too that you took the decision to share with Avalon and call for help. Such amazing minds and hearts on this forum. The advice from every poster so far is so unique and valuable to help you on your way to wellness and strength.

If it was me, I think I would take time to reflect on why I developed into this state. I would express what I am truly Grateful for and celebrate how lucky I am.

Glad to hear you are feeling the goodwill magic. You are part of that, so know how amazing you are and also can be.:flower:

[heather6thsense]

There is so much excellent advice. I'm sending you lots healing energy. Listen to your heart and follow your bliss. Probiotics are awesome.💙🌼🌈⭐️

[Bubu]

Around half your brain is "in your gut". (http://www.wbur.org/commonhealth/2016/09/16/the-mind-gut-connection)


if that's the case, I can expand. if not.. take a mini break if possible... and FIND A FLOAT TANK! (Isolation tank, Sensory Deprivation tank) or some (high dose) psychedelics... sounds like you need a perspective reset ;)

yes of course. almost all people needs a perspective reset one time or another since we were born and exist in a society with wrong perspective. When I am troubled over little things, things that I should not bother at all. I knew its time for one. you may need some good dose of magic mushroom.

[PathWalker]

A progress update.

Today was the critical dispelling interview, I accepted quitting the schooling program.
I am in a state of great sorrow and uncertainty.
I am facing my fears and accept being unfit to the program.

I wish to be in the position of acceptance and flow, trusting my path. I must confess it is extra hard now, with the sorrow and panic.
I consulted my spiritual adviser she said I might be suffering mild depression being so emotionally volatile. I agree with her.

I also met with the teacher initiating this drama. It was important for her to clear her position and provide me with some consoling advises. I am very appreciative of her sincerity and wisdom. I trust her judgement, but more important as I reflect on the unfolding drama I had there. The message is clear, something did not allow me to fulfil the program. Causing many faults' failures and breaks.
I am looking now for some psychological and spiritual assistance to recover.

Also I got internal message: In order to shine my inner light, I need to peel layers off my armour. This is serious matters, requiring deep painful work. I am ready to do.

I am sad and worried.
I am confused between back to job hunting programmer position (old: practical controlling approach), or let go and flow with the river allow whatever comes my way (new: flowing and trusting spiritual approach). I know my passion is in teaching and lost my interest in technology.

Thanks for the assistance and support, the magic happens now.

Love
Joy and happiness
PathWalker

[Foxie Loxie]

Thank you for sharing with us, PathWalker! I had almost sent you a PM this a.m. so much is my concern for you. :heart: As difficult as it seems, we can only live ONE DAY AT A TIME! Be open to your Higher Self & watch the synchronicities begin to happen!! :happythumbsup: Sometimes, things come out of Left Field & head in a direction we would never have suspected! :Angel: Each of us must Go With The Flow & remain open to all possibilities. :star::star:

KNOW that our thoughts & prayers are with you & we're sending Positive Vibes your way!! :happy dog:

:bearhug::bearhug:

[Flash]

Again, I repeat: there are many ways to teach and don't forget: we become masters at what we teach, not the other way around

Keep your dream, just change the format

Also take a break, beaches are great, intuition will come right during or after

[betoobig]

My friend you are doing tremendous inside work, congratulations you are winning the battle!
remember there is no goal, the goal is the path itself, enjoy as much as posible, walking bare foot is incredibly restoring.
We are all with you, we are One.
Much love
Juan

[KiwiElf]

Hope you're feeling better mate - stay positive and BE well ;)