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Chester
25th February 2017, 19:48
Beware of the single most monstrous post I ever wrote... a post so monstrous that I had to break it all up into several posts. Note that I will be editing (cleaning up) these posts soon. Please, forgive grammar and other errors until them.




Sam Hunter, may I ask where you get 'improving' from and also 'more are glad T is President'?

I ask because I get the opposite, on both above (as in: observing, noticing, reading,..). I also (actually) get the opposite from 'aware/sane in the US'.

Thank you.

Perhaps it all boils down to a.) your own experience, b.) who you talk to (I talk with all sorts of folks from all walks of life) c.) the information I experience from third parties where I magnify the strength of information by its "honesty rating."

And couple all that with the enthusiasm I experience from folks who somehow found out how to think for themselves and do so realistically and critically.

Thank you Sam Hunter for taking the time.

I have some more questions, taking the opportunity to ask you. Because you shared about improving and increasing numbers. Which I am interested in.
'improving' (at my first post) in '...' meant quoting the topics I am interested in.

My questions (taking you experienced and others did too): what are the improvements? I'd like to get some examples, to understand what those improvements are/mean.
(If you like to share.)
Its not that I don't believe there are improvements, and I am also happy that there are such. I know its rather personal, but thats what I am looking for.
Personal accounts, experiences, detail.
(Because the opposites I mentioned are also personal, details - so to get a more complete picture just for myself I am looking for something similar. The personal. But only if you like to share)
And second: can you also share some more details about
all sorts of folks?
(for instance, also folks who voted for someone else? Or no matter their vote what changed/improved for them? Such kind...)

Thank you very much, I appreciate you taking the time.
:sun:


Hi sunpaw,

To answer your question I believe that it is best to do so in its own separate thread. Note that I will be writing in such a way that is inclusive to all readers.

I will first need to answer your questions from my own experience.

But in considering this I realized that my own personal experience (much less my conclusions) would likely not make much sense unless you understood my (metaphysical) world view. In addition it may help you to understand what I call “my operational assumptions” (some might call these beliefs… I will explain the difference), and “my operational protocol.”

Note that I am 59 years old and though I have been deeply immersed in consciousness studies for a good 25 years, I have only adopted my current metaphysical world view to be my primary operational assumption in just the last few years. This world view is known in philosophical circles to be “idealism.” More on this further in the post.

I arrived at my current primary operational assumption by utilizing my operational protocol that I had unknowingly been developing for years but which finally took form such that I was able to grasp it, formalize it and have the ability to articulate it now to others. It should also be noted that both my operational protocol and my establishment of operational assumptions go hand in hand in that each of these experience an ongoing refinement process.

Simply stated, perhaps my most significant operational protocol is that I never accept any single bit of information as fact unless I can prove to myself ‘well enough’ that it is fact. And that in cases where I may call something a fact, I always remain ever open minded such that new information might cause me to change my characterization of fact to false or fact to assumption. I utilize a process I learned as an odds maker – development of one’s confidence level with regards to any specific thing. In my protocol, I rate everything on a scale of 1 to 99 where zero represents “Impossible” and 100 represents Absolute Truth. I have learned the hardest of ways that by assigning a confidence level that allows for a wee tiny bit of wiggle room, I avoid a great deal of embarrassment and even better, I avoid damage I might otherwise do when I operate that I am 100% right about anything.

Anything where my confidence level is in the upper 90s or has my highest confidence rating of 99% I probably will call “fact.” Anything that achieves a confidence rating of near zero % probable I would probably call, “most likely not true and if 1% I may even call “false.”

The key here is to understand I remain ever open minded about everything… always.


So, here is a little more helpful background. I, like so many of us, have asked some of the most fundamental questions. These being - “Who am I?” “What am I?” “Where am I?” “Why am I?” “When am I?” and “How am I?” Some readers might recognize that journalists are taught these same six questions (http://blog.journalistics.com/2010/five-ws-one-h/) and I applied it this thing I described as “I.”

I referred above to my at least 25 years of ardent study, meditation and contemplation of consciousness and through the process of doing this, I arrived at the conclusion (for now at least) that consciousness, itself, is fundamental to all. Currently, my favorite information source regarding this view is Bernardo Kastrup and my favorite book he has written is called, “Why Materialism Is Baloney.” (https://www.amazon.com/Why-Materialism-Baloney-Skeptics-Everything/dp/1782793623/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1488041060&sr=8-1&keywords=why+materialism+is+baloney)

Also More here (http://www.bernardokastrup.com/2014/08/my-philosophy-and-quantum-physics.html)

Equally to my appreciation of Berbardo Kastrup’s information is my appreciation for the “standup philosopher” (his own label), Tim Freke. He has written dozens of books, but my favorite is his book – “Lucid Living: Experience Your Life Like a Lucid Dream.” (https://www.amazon.com/Lucid-Living-Experience-Your-Dream/dp/1780289626/ref=pd_sbs_14_img_0?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&refRID=SY3Z599X333KMGZH49J9)


In addition, Tim gave a talk a few years back where he presented in a very easy to understand way what is known in the perennial philosophy as “The Paradox.”

Here is that talk –

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So with all the above in mind I have formed my primary operational assumption that consciousness is fundamental to all and that all springs forth from consciousness. As mentioned above, this view is known in philosophy as “idealism.” (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idealism) (Note: this is not to be confused with looking at life "idealistically").

It is important to understand my term, “operational assumption.” The word, “assumption,” should be clear to the reader, but I do not assume it is to every reader (ha ha)... Some may argue that we can “know” something even at this deep level of understanding with regards to those six questions I listed above… some call this “gnosis” for example. Some call it “the a-ha!”

Interestingly enough I would have to say that when I discovered “the Big Me” (as Tim calls it and as I also now refer to it), I had that massive “a-ha” feeling. But I would never tell you or anyone else for that matter that “this is the way it is.” I would be happy to tell you that I am typing on a black Logitech K270 keyboard at this moment. I would tell you that this is a fact. I could “prove” this to you if you were standing next to me. I would still only apply a 99% confidence rating to this “fact.”

What I cannot tell you is a fact is that ‘consciousness is fundamental to all’ as that is your own conclusion to draw. Another property of an assumption, besides that it cannot necessarily be proven is that new information might cause one to change their assumption… maybe modify it or maybe even throw it out completely with or without a replacement. Having said all the above, to try and look at anything that involves the realms of form, one has to start somewhere which is what I did from the POV of Sam Hunter yet once I explored the paradox, I also realized that I desired to discover a starting point for “the Big Me” – a point which I assume doesn’t exist and has obviously never been discovered by materialists and in my opinion never will be… but a point I can philosophically “point to” once I begin to philosophically explore the realms of form – from mental constructions (ideas, imaginations, etc.) to physical form

So with my primary operational assumption in place and my acceptance that there is indeed a Sam Hunter (a ‘sort of’ fact… along with Sam Hunter’s story), apparently a human being whose life began 59 years ago and whose life will likely end one day and whose life has been a story (like all of ours)… combined with my own, personal “a-ha” that there’s this “Big Me” (again all and only an assumption), I found myself experiencing sadness that “my story” will find its end.

So looking at all this deeply, I extracted the primary difference between “Big Me” and “Sam Hunter and his story.” The “Big Me” has no individuation as “it” encompasses all unless “the Big Me” is viewing itself, something philosophically all but impossible or at least all but impossible for a “Sam Hunter” to grasp. Yet, that it could be argued that “The Big Me” itself experiences all this subjectively… this is when idealism becomes “monistic idealism.” (https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/monistic%20idealism)

Definition of monistic idealism. : a system of philosophical idealism emphasizing the primacy of the One (as the Absolute or Nature) rather than of the many —contrasted with pluralistic idealism — compare hegelianism, spinozism.

And as stated, paradoxically, Sam Hunter is an expression of individuation and in my opinion ‘individuation’ is Sam Hunter’s primary property.

And so back to “the sadness…” Recognizing this underlying sadness catapulted me to develop my “full spectrum operational assumption.” This full spectrum looks at life from three primary points of view where monistic idealism is both the “top view” (or could be called “the ground”) and is also the all-encompassing view of all three. I call this Level One and All. It is “the Big Me.” And within “the Big Me” is all… all of us, all possibility, all manifestation of form… simply all.

I then look at Sam Hunter, his story, this one life and I label this point of view as Level Three.

And surely the reader notices I have yet to describe Level Two. Level Two is my boldest assumption. It is the assumption that there’s an individuated expression beyond and within “The Big Me.” And that it is from within “my” Level Two (suggesting my individuation) that (hopefully and assumptively) infinite Level Three expressions come forth - one of which is, Sam Hunter. I emphasize that Level Two is a hope and desire. Level Two is (at least so far) ‘unprovable’ though we have ample circumstantial evidence (and I have ample personal experience) to raise confidence levels that Level Two is “real” and very close to 99% if not indeed 99%. But again, I am only speaking for Sam Hunter when I state this.

I use the term “individuated spirit being” as a label for the Level Two expression. I do not intend to complicate Level Two too much here but I will say that I have always wrestled with the “soul” consideration as a definable difference from the term “spirit” and I continue to. At this point in time I use the term “soul” to suggest a “repository of memories” for an individuated spirit being. I also consider the possibility that I (and perhaps others) may be experiencing two sub levels of Level Two. Level Two A is the free and sovereign individuated spirit being. Level Two B is the theoretical expression of a Level Two being which, somehow, some way, has been usurped by some external third party and which struggles for its sovereignty. Some of the interpretations of the Gnostic myths are allegories for this scenario. Note, I just used the word theoretical in the last sentence but I must emphasize that everything I have written so far is theoretical other than perhaps my reference to Sam Hunter and my black Logitech K270 keyboard. Even that still can be argued by those who see “all this” as nothing but “illusion.” For those who do, I see that they have rested in “the Big Me” and I would never try and tell them that there’s more… Still, I am in the camp with Tim Freke on all that and have expanded my perception to what I term “trilogical perception” all inspired by Tim and contemplating my hope and desire “there be more” for this individuated being.

I am near concluding this part of my post and in fact will leave this already monstrous post as it is while beginning to answer your question in post two.

I feel compelled to conclude this first post by emphasizing that though I operate under the assumption that if my primary assumptions are true, they are universally true for all… all life… all expression of form, form itself… these primary assumptions are something which I would never impose on anyone else such that they have to “agree with” any of it because of one of my operational protocols is: that each and every one of us are free to adopt any operational assumptions we might desire. And though I would vigorously argue with anyone who tries to tell me this keyboard is red and made by Dell, I would never impose my world view of monistic idealism or my “levels view” on anyone as I cannot prove Level One or Level Two, much less Two A and Two B.

Here is a great piece regarding the benefits of adopting the view of monistic idealism if one wishes to explore more - Found Here (http://www.creativespirit.net/henryreed/bookreviews/column2_1.htm)

avid
25th February 2017, 19:49
Please don't turn into another Wade... 😳 😉

Chester
25th February 2017, 19:55
Second Post -

So now to try and answer the question posed by sunpaw firstly from my own experience.

I was born (this life) into a complicated world… world facing all sorts of complex issues. Because of the nature of the human being, a being that has risen to be the overtly dominant species on Earth, a species where, as a single human being ages, their various lines of development have the opportunity to progress, I have concluded that I am better equipped today to form opinions and then write or speak words and then perform actions which are better for everyone but which all emanate from my Level Three expression of my whole being.

This Level Three being, Sam Hunter, has adopted a key, operational assumption for my Level Three point of view but is based on the adoption of my assumption that this assumption applies to every single experience and expression of my individuated being (every level below Level One). To better explain… I live my Level Three life assuming I am fully responsible for every single thing I experience, say, write and do… I accept full responsibility with regards to every single facet of my entire individuated being.

This obviously says that I accept full responsibility for every single thing in this life of which I play any sort of role whether provable or theoretical. But this also says that I accept responsibility for every single experience and action I might be involved with at Level Two B and then of course, at Level Two A.

So when I contemplate “life” from my Level Three point of view, I ask myself… “what makes life most fulfilling (and thus worth the experience) and I discovered that for myself, the very most rewarding thing about life is when I experience impacting the lives of others in ways that I believe improve their own life experiences and which quite often I am told ‘from the horses mouths’ they appreciate my words and/or actions.

And so I discovered what I believe to be the very most precious condition of my Level Three life with regards to my ability to act as I wish such that I can fulfill that which satisfies me the most… ie. being good for others.

I have identified this condition to be –

freedom (https://www.google.com/#q=freedom&*)

noun: freedom

the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants without hindrance or restraint.
"we do have some freedom of choice"

absence of subjection to foreign domination or despotic government.
"he was a champion of Irish freedom"
synonyms: independence, self-government, self-determination, self-rule, home rule, sovereignty, nonalignment, autonomy;

the state of not being imprisoned or enslaved.
"the shark thrashed its way to freedom"
synonyms: liberty, liberation, release, deliverance, delivery, discharge;

So for me, nothing is more fulfilling than being “good” for others.

And for me, no single condition that impacts my ability to decide for myself what I determine to be “good for others” and what I choose to do with regards to what I might speak and/or write and/or do that permeates this Level Three shared reality such that that which I perceive as ‘the good I might do’ has an opportunity to impact others ‘for their own good.’ – Freedom

So I live the concept that – “I should have the freedom to do as I wish while I simultaneously weigh the responsibility I have towards everyone (including myself) in every single thing I speak, write or do.”

I also operate under the operational assumption that everyone else should have this same freedom and hopefully that everyone else comes to an acceptance of their own responsibility in how every word they speak or write and every action they take can and likely does affect others. But I do not impose this assumption on others as I also believe it is up to each and every individual to decide for themselves if this is true for them.

So now I must dive into the muck of life… as sometimes it can get pretty messy. Clearly we might all (or at least most) agree that on a planet of over seven billion overtly dominant human beings that if each and every one of us was able to act in every way each might wish to, we would probably end up where a few kill the rest off and then perhaps once there’s only a few, they might end up killing each other off… and then, at least for humanity on Earth (and perhaps as fallout, for all life on Earth and maybe even Earth “it/her/him self”) all may end up permanently extinguished from the Level Three shared reality.

With this in mind, we see that perhaps some forms of “order enforcement” might make sense. And of course, most of the folks on this forum likely abhor any form of rules or laws or social protocol creation and implementation and so… the question is, what is good to do and best not to do in this regard. And the next question is… how would what is good and maybe not so good decided? What authority would do this? What authority would enact it? What authority would enforce it?

We can magically dream of a day where all life honors all other life fully and completely… perhaps we could say, perfectly… but do we really believe each and every reasonably sentient being would agree with that fully and completely and even perfectly might be?

And just imagine for a moment all life actually achieved that sate of being and did so permanently? Is it possible that life itself would become so boring we lose our desire to experience it?

These questions I have answered for myself. My current operational assumptive answers to these questions is the conclusion that life is wonderful because of its diversity, complexity, challenges, etc.” I would never argue that life is sometimes quite difficult and even despairing… but it all boils down to a decision I must make each and every second. And that decision is… do I appreciate life, am I grateful for life or… am I not. My choice is almost always “appreciation and gratitude” and I am fortunate that in the moments where I have experienced despair, I somehow made it through the despair and back to appreciation and gratitude.” I look upon those moments of despair and I draw only one conclusion… that I experienced grace and it was grace that got me through. I operate under the assumption that we all… indeed all life is graced by that which I cannot define much less try… but I can say for myself that I have experienced this grace and I hope that all who ever sink into sadness, depression… indeed despair can experience grace. It is my opinion that one raises their chances of experiencing grace when one looks very carefully at the possibility their uncomfortable state has been, at least in part, a creation for which they are responsible.

Chester
25th February 2017, 20:00
the third and final post (for now at least)

So now that you, sunpaw… if you have hung in there with me to now, I can begin to answer your question.

Sam Hunter has looked carefully at our world knowing Sam is handicapped a great deal by having limited information, false information, spun information and perhaps a little truthful information.

Sam Hunter has concluded that our world is terribly messed up. Sam Hunter knows that not everyone will agree with this opinion.

Sam Hunter considers his Level Three responsibilities which first and foremost are to his three sons, his step-daughter and his current wife. Why Sam Hunter takes principle responsibility for his three sons from the Level Three point of view is because Sam Hunter entered into acts when he knew that those acts could result in the birth of a child. So Sam Hunter feels first and foremost responsible for his children coming into this reality and it is a responsibility Sam Hunter has decided to honor throughout his life and throughout theirs until Sam Hunter or each son passes on (thus the Level Three connection becomes changed). Sam Hunter’s responsibility to his step-daughter is based on the fact that Sam Hunter married and remains married to his current wife, Cristina, and that Sam Hunter honors Cristina’s responsibility to her daughter and thus now views his step-daughter as his own daughter. Sam Hunter can also say this for his second son’s wife, Hollie... my son named Anthony. And this is how I look at how my level three responsibilities are formed.

Having said all the above, you might take my words to suggest that I am implying that I have little or no responsibility to others and perhaps all life. On the contrary, I actually feel the same responsibility to others and all life, but I also accept that I am directly… through my actions, responsible to these three boys, to Alejandra my step-daughter, and now to Hollie, my son’s wife… to their daughter, my granddaughter, Kim. And to honor the relationship I have with my wife, as her husband, I automatically see Alejandra as my daughter.

And so with all these responsibilities clearly established I then consider my responsibility to each of my family with regards to how I live my life in how the living of my life impacts others. So I not only do my very best to live my life in a way I believe benefits others because I see all others as expressions of “the Big Me” and as sisters and brothers in Level Two… I do so also because if I believe we teach by example first and foremost. And I wish for my loved ones to experience the best life they can and I believe I improve their chances of experiencing a better life by being the best example I can be. I then see how if they also see this same thing and strive to be good examples too… we all benefit.

And so here we are at the key to it all.

We must constantly answer the following questions to ourselves.

Where is the magic line between my actions being helpful for another or where my actions teach the other they do not have to be responsible for themselves.

Where is the magic line between what I think is “good” for others and what is maybe not?

Where is the magic line when what I might think is good for another I go too far and in a sense cross that line where it might be perceived by this other that I have become imposing for this other?... where I have crossed that magic line of another’s personal sovereignty… where I have created road blocks for the other such that they are unable to experience the need to be personally responsible which also prevents them from experiencing the fulfillment of life like just like I have as well as continue to experience when I act upon my self-established determination of my own personal responsibility with regards to both others and myself.

So now back to my experience and again… I am only speaking for myself.

The single most important ingredient for life… again, my own opinion which I apply only to myself… is – enthusiasm.

When I am enthusiastic about anything, this raises my overall zest for life. When I experience a high zest for life I experience a great deal more amazing synchronicities which act like “free-energy” that in turn raises even more my sense of awe, appreciation, gratitude, enjoyment and overall love for life and this creates a loop of massively fulfilling experiences which almost always are directly beneficial to others.

Yet because I, like Tim Freke, dove into the life of Sam Hunter and his story… I like to describe this as the following –

I achieved turiya and was knocking on the door of turiyatita when I suddenly realized the incredible and fulfilling opportunity I faced which was the opportunity to “dive into a foreign swimming pool on a moonless night with the pool light burned out… diving head first not knowing if I was diving into the deep end but operating under the assumption I was and thus could do so safely!”

And this is why I now engage life with the vigor and fearlessness I have (while also using my best judgment that I don’t end this one life’s journey any earlier than I have to) and do so from a “ground up” approach… something I finally incorporated into my operational protocol after my experience with Shane the Ruiner. So this explains why I have engaged the grand game from a ground up approach.

It is why though I am quite open minded that there’s an evil cabal behind all that’s covertly manipulating things on Earth at this time… that perhaps if there is, these folks are being manipulated too by evil Reptilians and Mantids, etc. who are also being manipulated by an evil Demiurge who somehow is a lost and hopeless mistake born of the now all wonderful Sophia (despite her mistake) who, along with Phelete (or Autogenes… depending on who you get your interpretation from) created this very Demiurge and who, in turn are lower level Aeons that emanate from an original Void… and this is all and only looking at it all from Level Three Sam’s view where Sam knows that this is all and only one grand possibility amongst a plethora of possibilities!

And so how Trump and Trump’s election has improved my life is because I was (and am) convinced that if Hillary Clinton had won the election, not just my local nation, the US, would be toast, but that the entire world would either experience a massive world devastating war (WW III) or would be locked down in every way such that my freedom to experience (and yes… even make some mistakes) the making of choices which allows me to experience the rewards in living up to my own personal responsibility would be even further and further taken from me and us such that we end up reduced to the same life as the masses as was depicted in Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World. A scenario where all the plebes are on all sorts of “drugs” too by the way – to me a drug is any form of distraction that is coupled with mindlessness – TV an example.

Not that Trump and his administration will make anything any better as we shall see. In fact, if folks like this Robert Steele are correct in that Trump is compromised (blackmailable) by elements within the Deep State then all Trump and his administration might do is delay Brave New World a few years and who knows, may actually accelerate the final dark end game that some here suspect is desired by the supposedly organized elite.

But for now, I see hope that this sad result may be avoided. And note, I am not saying this based on my concerns as to how this impacts myself… hell, I have lived life and lived it incredibly… I say all this from the perspective of others like my children and yours, like my grand children and maybe yours… like from the perspective of all our descendants in this strange and amazing Level Three shared reality.

So simply from the raising of my hope has my enthusiasm been raised. And the raising of my enthusiasm has re-energized me again… energy which I use to speak, write and act in ways I believe with all my heart are helpful for others.

It is this same raising in enthusiasm I see happening among so, so many who I also see share much of my same core values – that freedom is all important yet this freedom must be viewed as a right only in so far as we demonstrate personal responsibility in a form that is beneficial to all. And we understand that who decides what is right is each and every individual up until an individual demonstrates they are less able to act responsibly with regards to others as well as themselves or who demonstrate they are unequivocally incapable of doing so. With regards to the incapable, there are those who are less capable via some form of physical impairment (folks we should help) or folks who demonstrate behaviors such that they prove they do not possess the best judgment when it comes to their behavior and this is where that freedom thing gets quite tricky, yes?

Folks who demonstrate they are harmful to themselves or others may require some form of “management.” Consider how the “rumored to exist” organized elite might view the masses of humanity in this light.

Do you now see how incredibly complicated this all is?

but FUN! Yes??

sunpaw
27th February 2017, 19:23
Thank you very much Sam.

I didn't want my questions asked (anymore then). I got the impression of joy from your first answer, and I didn't want it might turn into dissection.
As in: if, when you and those you thought of when answering first have that outlook despite what is going on (from my point of view) than it shall just be, grow even.
It also felt like 'you' seemed able to handle what else is going on in case it pushes on that joy and outlook.

But I checked, maybe you had seen it anyway.

I didn't expect an answer and also not an answer at a new place. However, today, it seems even the right place.
I also enjoyed very much your words, the structure, the content.
I was smiling and also got tears now and then - finding myself in your answer.

Not everywhere - I get occasionally impatient with people. However, I take responsibility for my actions, if possible (due to being impatient) before actions.
And sometimes I find myself in situations I if 'considering' I should've not gotten into - however, after: I'd do it again.

I am glad I asked, and your answer means so much to me.

Looking forward to read more.

Please take your time :sun: and my heartfelt thank you :heart:

Chester
28th February 2017, 02:54
Hi sunpaw... I now must direct you to the following post -

http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94769-Pizzagate-pedophilia-in-American-elite--with-links-to-related-threads-&p=1137442&viewfull=1#post1137442

This suggest a very real "swamp."

Many of us are concerned that this swamp exists.

Some of us think that only an outsider could lead the dismantling of such a swamp. It will take a great effort which will take a great many folks to see through... but it will never happen be there an insider in the Oval Office.

Here's the full article -

https://www.sott.net/article/343780-Pizzagate-turned-PedoGate-Leads-to-Momentum-Surge-in-Busting-Global-Child-Sex-Trafficking-Rings

Chester
28th February 2017, 13:33
What I pointed out in my three part opening, was that it is part of my operational protocol to constantly consider new information new views with regards to my own operational assumptions. Having said this, and because of sunpaw's question and because of some of the recent posts that have appeared on this forum... posts which link to external information which in turn links to even more information...

I am sensing a change in the wind. And the wind I am referring to is 'my internal wind.'

In the very post above, I had hoped to show that the possibility of the scenario described in the information that post leads to... coupled with my hope that maybe it is possible that humanity has somehow found a glimmer of light represented by the accidental President, the Brexit vote and the related movements that have sprung up in other parts of the planet are justifiable reasons to be enthusiastic.

Ironically, because I was asked the question by sunpaw which resulted in this thread and my attempt to answer... and after I set the table such that I could finally begin to answer this question where I supply data points found in this Level Three shared reality, Herve's post #308 (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?94769-Pizzagate-pedophilia-in-American-elite--with-links-to-related-threads-&p=1137442&viewfull=1#post1137442) (which I link to in the previous post on this thread) links externally to the article which I, as well, shared the link to in the same previous post in this thread has affected my enthusiasm and done so significantly.

It is this article which happens to link to several other information sources... one of which is this article here -

https://www.lewrockwell.com/2017/02/joachim-hagopian/trump-presidency-takedown/

The two articles have broken a crack into my enthusiasm.

In addition, over these same last few days I have spent much time reading much of the recent writings by Robert David Steele and watching much of his most recent interviews.

What I am saying is that I have opened myself to a great deal more, new information. The impact of this extensive new information upon my enthusiasm has been so significant that I felt compelled to share it.

The bottom line - My enthusiasm has been greatly tempered.

In fact... I am sensing a shift of such significance in my 'internal wind' that I can also consider that this Type A thing I referred to in another post on another thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?96359-Robert-David-Steele-has-become-an-Avalon-Member&p=1137503&viewfull=1#post1137503) may actually be tempered as well... tempered in such a way that I, too, go off to the beaches of tranquility and remove myself from the struggle.

TargeT
28th February 2017, 14:03
In addition, over these same last few days I have spent much time reading much of the recent writings by Robert David Steele and watching much of his most recent interviews.

What I am saying is that I have opened myself to a great deal more, new information. The impact of this extensive new information upon my enthusiasm has been so significant that I felt compelled to share it.

The bottom line - My enthusiasm has been greatly tempered.

In fact... I am sensing a shift of such significance in my 'internal wind' that I can also consider that this Type A thing I referred to in another post on another thread (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?96359-Robert-David-Steele-has-become-an-Avalon-Member&p=1137503&viewfull=1#post1137503) may actually be tempered as well... tempered in such a way that I, too, go off to the beaches of tranquility and remove myself from the struggle.

Well I vote for the beaches ;)


BUT..


2 things:

1: Rockwell keeps saying there's two camps, there's not, there's more... the "right wing" is against trump, at least at the GOP+ level (not us plebs, necessarily).

2: Steele is a SOLE SOURCE for most of his claims & I fear the "cult of personality" feel I get from him.


I am far less enthusiastic about trump than you (did?), but I do find it an interesting situation where things might "change", but with his cabinet appointments and isreal kowtowing... I also feel it is a distinct possibility that none of that is the case and we will be tossed a few distractions then it's business as usual.

I really don't think it's possible to become president with out being "allowed"...

Chester
28th February 2017, 16:24
Yes... funny how less than 24 hours ago I had the view that expecting a change and counting on "new folks" in various positions of "power / authority" could somehow generate this change.

I see there are three primary possibilities -

One - is that an attempted change is forced. If this occurs, then it seems likely that the odds of a planet wide self-implosion increase.

Two - is that step by step, changes are sought such that folks who have been participants (and who may still be participants) have the opportunity to make the changes in their lives where these activities lessen until one day the proclivity to either be involved directly with "p" or to use "p" activities for the purpose of blackmail is extracted from humanity's future... ala Robert David Steele's recommended solution path for example.

Three - the brief moment of hope that humanity might rid itself of this specific form of manifestation of the greater human failing I call "the disease" will pass (perhaps has already passed and only idiots like myself still hang onto hope)... and if this is the case, the beach suddenly becomes so attractive that despite my own Type A personality trait, I can actually see myself retiring from these matters and for good (at least for the rest of this lifetime).

One comment, I don't see Rockwell's article as insinuating "two sides" (repubs vs dems or left vs right) unless the two sides are "the Deep State" and the rest of us. But apologies, Target, if I am misunderstanding... (I read your comment several times and now I find myself a bit confused about my interpretation).

TargeT
28th February 2017, 17:44
One comment, I don't see Rockwell's article as insinuating "two sides" (repubs vs dems or left vs right) unless the two sides are "the Deep State" and the rest of us. But apologies, Target, if I am misunderstanding... (I read your comment several times and now I find myself a bit confused about my interpretation).

yes,, yes and no?

Yes, over all: "deep state" vs humans (lets call it what it is eh?)

So deep state is represented by two power structures, or management teams: Left / Right.. I think we've seen enough infighting over the years that it's clear these are truly separated vying factions; though they still work together often obviously.

I used to (maybe a little still) think that trump is committed to neither & this is where my glimmer of hope comes from since it really seems that both "management" teams have turned on him. & the human trafficking (pedo rings) busts have really increased pace, that effects both sides as well (that probably has little to do with trump).

DJT seems like a slippery guy, he might be able to do something... or he might be slippery enough that he's giving even me a touch of the "hopes". He certainly is acting a lot more like a neocon lately though, at least in rhetoric (which I should probably ignore, cuz DJT seems to say ANYTHING, then act prudently).




I love your take on enthusiasm in life, I totally agree.. Passion/desire/curiosity make this game so much better.

I've been in a mental slump lately, so I bought a welder and I'm going to learn how to weld (always wanted to), now I'm excitedly waiting for it to arrive (smiling just thinking about it... haha).


(https://www.google.com/search?num=50&client=firefox-b&q=vying&spell=1&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi8rrDvqbPSAhXBPCYKHZf6BOYQvwUIGCgA)

sunpaw
28th February 2017, 17:46
Dear Sam. I am sorry to hear about the cracks at the enthusiasm. :flower:

I lost enthusiasm, optimism. Frequently and as far as hardly remembering I had it in the first place, while knowing I am even known for my optimism, cheering :cheer2:
I also wondered if I am 'just' delusional', and it was just there.
And then it was not..

Its more often changing now, atm. But I also learned/noticed I get up again, it appears again. I can work on it, increase. And at its lows - has some gems I found there.
And of course we help each other. Sometimes not even knowing or intentionally.
To get a spark, add sparks, and sparkle, ...and glitter :sun: and shine.

Chester
8th March 2017, 00:40
That this might become a thing of the past... this is why I supported the outsider - (read the comments too, please)

https://twitter.com/AnnCoulter/status/839180396067700736

Chester
28th March 2017, 15:59
Here is another reason I appreciate the last several months...

The Trump phenomena caused what was previously reasonably well hidden below the surface to become glaringly evident as I express in the following.


It’s funny… no actually, it’s sad to watch individuals, one by one, exposing themselves as to ‘the skin they have in the game.’ This 'skin' being ‘ego investment’ that reveals it is clear they’re overwhelmed by their need to protect their ‘lower egoic perception of self’ …protection which leads these folk into wittingly cherry picking information and/or intentionally skewing, twisting and falsely interpreting information and/or completely making up information… and then when all that fails, do everything they can to demean those of us who have transcended the big lie(s)…

...all of this done in attempts to politically terrorize those who back the massively obvious and massively needed political paradigm change.

In some cases, it appears that some of these folks’ identities... (especially their most lowest egoic identity needs) ...depend so heavily on this ‘skin’ that though they might otherwise have the ability to be honest with themselves, they have instead created such a solid wall between their ‘skin’ and actual reality they have rendered themselves incapable in seeing how what they have actually done is engage in a humongous self deception... where they end up blind to what sovereign, stable and grounded individuals are able to see and do see so very clearly.

In fact, it was only recently I realized this which led me to submitting this post (http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?96759-The-wisdom-to-know-the-difference&p=1141855#post1141855) last week.