A Lifetime of Recurring Presences

[RawLove]

Greetings any and all readers, I'm hoping this is a reasonable place to post this. If not feel free to move it to a more appropriate section.

I don't bring myself around to writing on these forums much, which in itself I'd like to change, however there is something that I've been experiencing on and off throughout my life I feel explaining here might provide me with some insight. That and a very good friend who is also a member of these forums suggested the idea.

Ever since I can remember from being a child, I have felt the presence of some demonic being assaulting me in the throws of slumber. Even when I am fully awake or aware that I am in fact sleeping, I will feel something looming over me until I get the sensation of being attacked. I hear a lot of sleep-paralysis and that having dreams like this is more common than a lot of people would believe, however I can't help but feel that it's more than just that.

I can provide a couple examples that have stood out or have left an everlasting impression in my mind, starting from the earliest that I can remember to the most recent being three (or four) days ago:


The first time I witnessed a presence was when I was only five or six. It was late and I was already in bed because it was well passed my bedtime though I could not sleep. Something drew me downstairs into the living room where I saw something outside the balcony doors. Its features were and still remain indistinguishable to me. It felt alien. It looked alien. I fled upstairs and hid under the blankets until the morning called for school. Ever since that.. encounter I have had recurring dreams of this presence haunting me. I would feel it lurking in the basement. I would try to run for the safety of my room upstairs every time to no avail for it always caught me and, when it caught me, I would witness my death before waking. This dream has recurred throughout my entire life though less frequently.


The second I will copypasta from when I spoke of it while it was still fresh in my mind the next day:

Didn't sleep well at all last night. Within minutes of falling asleep, I felt something and had three rapid flashes of white hot light pierce my closed eyes. I opened them and saw nothing. Felt nothing. The street outside was dark, the room pitch black, the house in the throws of slumber. I knew it was "something." After that for probably an hour or two every attempt at falling asleep, I had the ever familiar knowledge that I was at the whim of whatever it was that was invading my dreams. I barely remember the first few encounters, all I can recall is being aware I'm sleeping in my bed but a presence loomed menacingly over me. I opened my eyes once only to see myself sleeping, only to wake up and instantly plunge into another presence. Two this time, disguised as family members. I was lifted from my bed and manhandled. I could feel myself being spun in circles, my limbs being torn from my body, the life being drained from me like a vampire sucking my blood. I feared for my life but I knew I had control and I opened my eyes to the same nothingness of me sleeping. As soon as I did, whatever presence harassed me all night decided to try elsewhere. I felt my body return to the surface of my bed.



Thanks all for hearing my words and may the light shine brightly. ♥

[samildamach]

My partner has had similiar but not as extreme experience as you.taking seriously what she told me.I burnt sage in every corner of every room.in the bedroom I keep five crystals ordinary quartz which I have some affinity with.One in each corner and one in the ceiling making a pyramid.I cleanse them and recharge once every month.I also do a simple protection imaging a chi force surrounding her every night.she has had no reoccurance in over a year and has forgotten mostly about them.I could not say which of these worked but it does seem to have done the trick.

[Noelle]

Could it be something like those shadow beings or shadow people? Some thought form to make you, or your energy body, afraid of exploring while your physical body is asleep? Many years ago, there was something, some presence, that would try to grab me as soon as I left my body to astral travel. I posted something about this before, so I apologize for the repeated info. Anyway, I fought it and yelled at it to "get off me." This happened a few times before it finally left me alone. Be fearless!!

[Daughter of Time]

Hello RawLove,

I am sorry you are going through this much familiar, horrific scenario. I've been through similar terrors most of my life. They subsided greatly once I learned to let go of the terror they produce and stand "sovereign" against the darkness. This is a difficult feat. But you must learn to do it in order to lessen the occurrences and the fear brought about by them. Always remember that they cannot destroy you even though it may feel that way while they attack you.

For reference, I suggest you go to "Priority Threads" and check the "Horus Ra - the archontic parasite" thread. It is very long but full of references to what you are experiencing and it goes above and beyond that. It is not an easy thread to go through, however, if you do have the courage to immerse yourself in it, you might find answers which may initially terrify you but eventually help to set you free.

Freeing oneself from these astral parasites is not easy, but can be done. Upon going to bed, make a statement that you are a sovereign being and nothing can touch you. "I am sovereign. I am free. Nothing can touch me".

May the light shine brightly for you too.

Love and blessings,

Daughter of Time

[RawLove]

Thank you to everyone who has responded in kind fashion to my troubles. I will admit that I do not see myself on such an awakened level as many of the rest of you though I know I'm in the process of becoming so. My responses will seem naive if anything for I am still finding my calling.

@samildamach - Thank you for your suggestions. I will be looking into cleansing the space around me and creating myself a temple of protection. I am not one who currently utilizes my chi to the utmost fullest and it is another balancing act I'll need to start juggling.

@LadyM - During the occurrences I feel as if I am experiencing it out of my body though there is never any image. Usually it is the presence and the malicious intent of that presence that is felt along with the fact that I am fully aware of what is happening. I'll tell myself, in this dream state, that I am dreaming and that no harm will come to me. I don't believe I have ever actually had an out-of-body experience nor been an astral traveler. I'm grateful for your words either way.

@Daughter of Time - I think you might be the closest to how I feel about why and when these occur. Like the most recent one that really took a toll on me occurred after two very rough days on my mind and my soul. I believe these happen when I find myself out of balance with my emotions and I'm finding myself fearing or being scared over feelings that are simple fabrications of an over-thinking mind. If that doesn't make much sense, I feel I'm more susceptible to these "attacks" when I'm mentally and spiritually drained. I will check out your suggested thread and dive in as I can. I'm eager regardless of what I may unearth. I will also try as you suggest with providing myself a protection mantra upon going to bed.

[Lifebringer]

Well aren't you the protected one. If its been with you all your life, and not been able to touch you except in your dream state, KNOW an angel keeps them from harming you. They put the images in your mind of your death to put fear in you, but you have no fear, but faith that they have no power over you, they get desperate. I would Get a bible and put it under your mattress where your head rests. Read a few verses of a overcoming battle over evil through God, and rest. HE gives you rest as you fill your soul with HIS word. Prayers are on you, do not put the cross in your house, it's an idol of wood, just the word was good enough for Christ, its good enough for us too. Look under "times of trouble or fear and distress."

[Lifebringer]

Weaken it by envisioning a thin wispy thread of smoke dissolving. see it dissipate, and let it go by the blood of Y'ashayah/aka Y'esus, in the greek (no J until 1400's.)

[Michi]

Hi RawLove

As far I learned from Cameron Day's articles such entities create lots of havoc to many beings and Daughter of Time is spot-on.

A release technique can be found in Cameron Day's article at: http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/

Rich West offers at his website at richwest.net (beside elaborate courses) also sessions by Akvile using that technique by Cameron Day.

This is not meant as sales pitch.:silent:

[conk]

My child had these types of experience for many years, beginning at age 3 or so. Maybe earlier and she just can't remember them? A wonderful member of this forum suggested the following. Speak into all four corners of the room, "In the name of Jesus Christ consciousness leave. You do not have permission to be here". This is said from the heart, with focus and true intent, not just uttered aloud. It worked! The degree of incident fell off dramatically. This after many years and multiple events, and numerous entities. Thank you Idea of Jesus Christ! It matters not if you believe in Christ. Enough people do that it possesses the collective power as if real.