Recurring dreams

[Madeira]

Good morning, first of all I am really glad to have found this great community and after a long time considering it and a few exchanges with some people here ( thank you Bill Ryan and Billy) I decided to post this up.


When I was around 5 years old ( 40 now), I went to my mom's bed because I could not sleep and I just lay besides her, I believe it was around 1 or 2 AM when my mom started to talk in her sleep, it wasn't Spanish or English (I was raised bilingual, to this day I believe it was some kind of Arabic / middle-eastern dialect), she was having like very long conversation, I've been witnessing all of this and at the end she said really loud in Spanish " Yes, I know I am the queen, granddaughter of Sabba?* "* (no idea what this means or how is spelled). Going forward, I got moved up in grade twice in school, teachers told me I was really smart for my age ( lol, I still laugh about it). When I was in 7th - 8th grade I asked my mom about that experience and she said she remember it but it was a cool dream, I told her it was not a dream because I saw and did in fact listened to her, she was kinda in shock still, he rarely talk about the subject to this day, it still feels weird.

Moving forward it was a normal life, high school then joined college which I dropped because I found everything so... easy?...boring?, mom was pissed off, she wanted me to become an astronaut, lol. I joined the Air Force, got really drunk the night before the asvab test, I passed it with a high score, the rest of the young guys with me failed, no idea how it happened because I smelled like rum really bad. Because of my MOS I had to wait a few months (dunno why) to get to basic training and between those months 9/11 happened.

Stationed in Alaska. Alaska is strange, nothing against it, but the base I was was weird, I was Civil Engineering, nothing fancy but kept me distracted and I learned a lot.
Things that happened while in that AF Base in AK:

1- feeling observed or spy 24/7
2- got access to some places where my clearance wasn't supposed to let me
3- Medical facility lost a vial of my blood ( yes yes, I know)
4- In AK the earth shakes technically everyday, I could know it was gonna shake like 10 - 30 seconds before it happened ( won some bets on it $$)
I can continue but let's move forward

Honorable Discharge, I didn't re-enlist.

Looked for work when I got home, competed some engineering vacancies with people who got BA and masters degree, got the job.

I have never used any drugs in my life, only drink (in a non alcoholic way whatsoever), bought a house, nice job, beautiful wife, great kid, and now I am having weird dreams:

1- Got touched in my should and someone told me " Look for the truth in Ra, he knows who you are"
2- Voice telling me "the blossom of the moon reach it" (this one happened like 9 times)
3- One night I was playing video games and fell asleep in the couch and I could hear myself talking in my sleep with something / someone and they told me "you special, you are the charmer". Then my dog (which I believe is special too) woke me up.
4- Just a week ago, "you are the son of the queen, just be yourself"

TL;DR, yeah, weird dreams and weird stuff...just want some opinions and insights on what all this could be about, even though, I have been doing a research myself, would love to see / read what my fellow "avalonians" have to say about the matter.

Blessings to everybody!

Madeira

[Noelle]

Thanks for sharing your experiences. All fascinating! Until after reading your post, I never associated the moon with a blossom. The full moon in May is called the "Flower Moon." How about that!

[Madeira]

Wow, that is good to know, thank you for your words. By the way, most of my dreams are positive I would say and have them all written down. Funny how I had that dream in May, fascinating.

[Noelle]

Keep trying to make sense of the experiences. You will probably have more, which may bring more clues. Sounds like you are recording your experiences in a journal -- a very good thing. Just like this reality is a cosmic-scale puzzle, so each of us is an individual puzzle. As above, so below.

[Ernie Nemeth]

Very cool. But when they start telling you you are special - watch out!

[Noelle]

Very cool. But when they start telling you you are special - watch out!

That's because we all are special, something that they don't want us to know. :blushing:

[Justplain]

I honestly think that just by keeping your mind open to the great mysteries of life, actually helps bring light, and love into the world. By being kind and conpassionate to others, this has an amplifying effect. By exploring your dreams, and what they mean, Madeira, you are opening space for yourself and others. It matters not much if in a past life you or your mother were royalty somewhere, although it might be interesting, what it may be pointing to of importance is spiritual achievements you made in past incarnations may be available to you in this life, thus the reference to 'Ra knows you'. I would suggest following your intuition as to where to take your steps on your spiritual path because it sounds like your are receiving direction from your spirit guides.

[Madeira]

Thanks Justplain, I do not care about royalty or material things (obviously they are needed in the world we are living), I've been having an open mind for spirituality from some time now by treating every being I encounter with respect and love, taking out of my life toxic persons and avoiding toxic environments and such, my life overall have been increasingly rising to new levels of happiness and joy... I AM FREAKING HAPPY and look forward everyday to get even better.

Thank you all for your words, blessings!

[Virma De Ris]

Interesting, Madeira, interesting indeed. First of all, welcome to Project Avalon. I visit the forum often but usually keep to myself (for personal reasons) but do login when something catches my eye.

I want to tell you something someone I trust told me a while ago. He said to me that PR is pretty much a gigantic vortex for all sorts of entities: terrestrial and non-terrestrial. I too have my share of things that had happened to me while living in the island. That's a story for another day.

We are beings that have experiences through multiple “lives” so your experience with Egypt isn't as far-fetched as you think it might be.

And for some reason people with certain traits get pulled into the military one way or another.

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I added my comments in bold.

1- feeling observed or spy 24/7 It does happen and you caught the frequency which makes you stand out of the group, which…
2- got access to some places where my clearance wasn't supposed to let me …will happen, just to see what you do or don't do. They may have thought you were a candidate for certain jobs (if you get my drift)
3- Medical facility lost a vial of my blood ( yes yes, I know) Again, same stuff. They were checking your ancestry.
4- In AK the earth shakes technically everyday, I could know it was gonna shake like 10 - 30 seconds before it happened ( won some bets on it $$) You're a sensitive that's why you can feel energies fluctuating around you. You probably can do more stuff that you shared with us.

I have never used any drugs in my life, only drink (in a non alcoholic way whatsoever), bought a house, nice job, beautiful wife, great kid, and now I am having weird dreams. Alcohol disrupts the brain no matter what. You will see or feel or hear stuff while under the influence, any kind of influence.

1- Got touched in my should and someone told me " Look for the truth in Ra, he knows who you are" Just be careful with this kind of stuff. They're love to flatter (and that's how they trap you-free will kind of stuff).
2- Voice telling me "the blossom of the moon reach it" (this one happened like 9 times) Anything related to the moon is related to grays and reptilians. Do not willingly listen to this. If you're lucid you can shake them away. My husband can tell you many stories about this. ;)
3- One night I was playing video games and fell asleep in the couch and I could hear myself talking in my sleep with something / someone and they told me "you special, you are the charmer". Then my dog (which I believe is special too) woke me up. Again, same stuff. Your dog probably felt the entity trying to interact with you. That's a good girl.
4- Just a week ago, "you are the son of the queen, just be yourself" Maybe you're starting to remember your past life in Egypt? And most likely these entities are manipulating these dreams for their own benefit.

[apokalypse]

as i thinking about this Recurring Dreams wonder any of you guys having it? having same dream or same story over and over again? for me is continuation of the story over many periods of dreams.

i have experience recurring dreams of tsunami waves higher as empire state building and running for safety about years ago over many period of days in totals and last night it came back agian, previous dream we running about a week prior to the event and eventually in my final dreams in more safe land look at ancient geek or European styles of building like italy/rome as people need to get to mountain top..the vision is incredible as if i'm there.

Last night dream was abit wierd got told by someone local or friends gonna happen month time or weeks but people surrounding thought its conspiracy and i believe in that person so myself and other female along with few people running for safe place...as we went people hearing the news and they panic just like in my previous dream, need go to this land as in my first dream to stay safe.

i remember when i was young 6 to 10 something having Recurring dreams of falling down from high wall..

[Harmony]

I also have had many dreams over my life time of large tsunami type of waves, but I haven't had them as much over the past couple of years, until last week I had another. This time it was a place in the mountains I recognised and the wave was coming up to places that I believe are from 700 to 1000 metres high and then receeding.


It would be interesting to see if others are having dreams with similar themes each day or each week and what that might mean.

[mizo]

Recently my recurring dream is about trying to find something that I've lost or misplaced ... the disturbing trend is my dream tends to wake me up at 3:33 AM

[ExomatrixTV]

Does anyone know how much % (on average) of all dreams are meant as symbolic language and not "literally"?

... like: you can dream driving a car in a rainy day and your car-window wiper is not working anymore being a SYMBOLIC subconscious communication that you may have eye-sight problems soon!


and the list of examples like this are endless.

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳

[Bill Ryan]

I also have had many dreams over my life time of large tsunami type of waves, but I haven't had them as much over the past couple of years, until last week I had another. This time it was a place in the mountains I recognised and the wave was coming up to places that I believe are from 700 to 1000 metres high and then receeding.

It would be interesting to see if others are having dreams with similar themes each day or each week and what that might mean.I had recurring dreams for many years when I was younger — all about tsunamis and giant waves.

This does appear to be a common theme. Linda Howe has discussed multiply-reported dreams of giant waves several times in her Earthfiles livestreams. (But interestingly, I've not had any dreams about this at all for well over a decade, maybe longer.)

[Vangelo]

I also have had many dreams over my life time of large tsunami type of waves ...

It would be interesting to see if others are having dreams with similar themes each day or each week and what that might mean.

I had dinner Wednesday night with a business associate who also has had recurring "Huge wave" dreams throughout his life.



Does anyone know how much % (on average) of all dreams are meant as symbolic language and not "literally"?

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I don't know the answer to your question but I believe the vast majority of dreams are symbolic. This is because I believe we dream for a specific purpose; to heal our inner wounds or make sense out of disturbing events in our lives. I believe our dreams are coded in the language of the way our brain associates things and makes meaning i.e. through symbols and metaphor.

During dreams we are trying to make meaning out of the repressed things stuffed in our unconscious in an attempt to heal our inner wounds. During our dreams we see these repressed things in the form of their symbolic representation and metaphor but only within the context of our individual brains (i.e., my symbology is different from yours).

[RunningDeer]

I have reoccurring dreams that I describe as Escher-like. It’s where I either walk down a hallway or up and down stairs or pop into or crawl from one place into another time period/life experience. Some of the dreams I recognize family members and often my dog that’s passed joins me. My thought is that I’m recalling a birthing process for the ones I crawl into because I feel claustrophobic and the entryway gets smaller as I make my way through.

I haven’t had those Escher-like dreams for the last several months. My current thoughts are these rooms, these different eras are simultaneous aspects of me. A speculation is that I’m collapsing my timelines back into the original, organic one intended before the fracturing.


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[Bruce G Charlton]

(In case nobody has said this already)

JRR Tolkien had a recurrent dream of a great wave rolling over green countryside - which he called his 'Atlantis haunting' and put into his work as the drowning of Numenor, and the bringing of its survivors (Elendil, Isildur etc) to Middle Earth in nine great ships which foundered far inland.

His son Michael inherited this dream (but without ever being told about it). In JRRT's unfinished posthumously published The Notion Club Papers, where this is discussed, it seems that Tolkien felt (rather than 'believed') that this dream was true in some way - in which myth merges into history.

dreams and visions were very much a part of JRRT's creative process, as I wrote here:

https://notionclubpapers.blogspot.com/2018/10/the-shamanic-creativity-of-jrr-tolkien.html

[RunningDeer]

Harmony’s tsunami waves reminded me of another dream theme I have where the lands are flooded, but the waters are calm and clear. No one is around. There’s always a long pathway of sand that I’m able to walk, but I don’t recall nor can see what’s beyond.

I interpret it as new life beginning. The calm, clear waters support a fruitful journey and for me to trust what unfolds.

[Harmony]

Harmony’s tsunami waves reminded me of another dream theme I have where the lands are flooded, but the waters are calm and clear. No one is around. There’s always a long pathway of sand that I’m able to walk, but I don’t recall nor can see what’s beyond.

I interpret it as new life beginning. The calm, clear waters a supports fruitful journey and for me to trust what unfolds.


I find that facinating Paula, because I have also had that dream with the calm waters and the long pathway of sand, wonderful interpretation :flower:

[RunningDeer]

Harmony’s tsunami waves reminded me of another dream theme I have where the lands are flooded, but the waters are calm and clear. No one is around. There’s always a long pathway of sand that I’m able to walk, but I don’t recall nor can see what’s beyond.

I interpret it as new life beginning. The calm, clear waters a supports fruitful journey and for me to trust what unfolds.


I find that facinating Paula, because I have also had that dream with the calm waters and the long pathway of sand, wonderful interpretation :flower:

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Oh yeah! and thanks, Harmony. I’m grateful and tickled when confirmations come my way.

[Sue (Ayt)]

I also have had many dreams over my life time of large tsunami type of waves, but I haven't had them as much over the past couple of years, until last week I had another. This time it was a place in the mountains I recognised and the wave was coming up to places that I believe are from 700 to 1000 metres high and then receeding.

It would be interesting to see if others are having dreams with similar themes each day or each week and what that might mean.I had recurring dreams for many years when I was younger — all about tsunamis and giant waves.

This does appear to be a common theme. Linda Howe has discussed multiply-reported dreams of giant waves several times in her Earthfiles livestreams. (But interestingly, I've not had any dreams about this at all for well over a decade, maybe longer.)

I also had the tsunami dreams often when younger. They were generally terrifying, and I felt great relief to wake up from them.

I do remember one last one clearly. My daughter and I were on the beach, clinging to each other and terrified yet again, but this time we were fairly resigned that this was it. No escape.
As the wave engulfed us, I sighed and surrendered, and we encountered a being who was "The Lord of the Sea" in the dream. This entity was very loving, and gave us the thought to "Simply Float. Release, Surrender, and Float." And once we did that, and let go of the fear, it morphed into a wonderful, sparkly, joyful dream as we all rose above the beautiful shining sea.

I woke up feeling joyful, invigorated... so happy! And that was the last time for tsunami dreams for me.
(this did coincide with some drastic, personal life-changes for me.)

[apokalypse]

i wonder what's up with these tsunami dreams? might already happened in other timeline?

[Ernie Nemeth]

I used to dream of driving in my car on a rural road when suddenly the water comes. It is not a tsunami but it just keeps coming. I try to drive through the rising water but soon it is too deep. I am stranded. And the countryside that was fields of crops a few minutes earlier becomes a sea...water everywhere and nowhere to shelter.

[Casey Claar]

When I was younger ( pre age 30 ) all I had were recurring dreams, and I have always been a 'dreamer', not just remembering my dreams daily but having a difficult time vacating them each morning when 'waking' here. There would be a period of about an hour wherein I was walking in both fields, simultaneously, synchronously. This would fade over the course of the hour until I was fully, solely here. The larger of the recurring dreams, the first of the four main recurring dreams of my youth, I returned from each night, every night. The dream was enormous, I would enter and exit it from new and discrete points each night/morning. It was a lifetime. I won't go into the details. Only to say that in that lifetime I was always on the run, being hunted by another faction of being who lived on the planet. And not just me, others of my kind also. We lived in the forrest, in the trees, and were always on the move. Never staying anywhere more than a few days.

Another of the recurring dreams involved my Earth person, going up into the mountains, always ending up at the edge of a cliff, losing my footing, falling over the edge, hanging by my hands and the sheer strength of my will. At times I would see a hand reach out over the edge for me, I would take hold of the hand and the dream would end here. With me still dangling over the edge. This evolved to the day when I finally had the wherewithal to face who it was up top. To my shock, true shock I saw that it was me. The instantaneous knowing that hit me caused me to let go. In the letting go two things happened. Two scenes superimposed. In the one I am lifted back to solid ground on the mountaintop and in the other I am blissfully falling. The combination of the two is exquisite. I am reminded that in any event there is always somewhere that I will land. All fear is gone. I never have this dream again. I am in my mid-30s. It is the beginning of the conscious shifts into OBEs.

In the third of the four main recurring dreams I go to a specific park, it is one that exists IRL ( ie: "in real life" ) in the city where I live ( Las Vegas ). There is a specific spot in the park I go to where there is an access to an underground area ( which does not exist IRL ), a small inner, intermediary circular room, or space. I open two wooden doors in the ground and go down a wooden step ladder to get into it. The walls are earthen, the floors dirt. I love coming here more than I can say. I always come back from here healed--healed in ways I can only feel, but the feeling-experience is complete and thorough, through every ounce and cell of me. Once here there is another access in the ground that goes off planet into an entirely other spacial location. All memory would cut off here as I would enter, and return from the access point. I would be left with only the knowing of having just gone and come back from this. A pure and deeply, lifelong abiding happiness would accompany me. Joy immeasurable. It has carried me through all the days of my life.

In the fourth of the recurring dreams I am being chased.. I am trying to run but my legs are beginning to feel very heavy, harder and harder to pick up and move one in front of the other; my feet feel as if they are being magnetically sealed to the floor. In these experiences I always create a body of water—a river, pool, even something as small as a puddle in the middle of the street. I dive in and swim down deep, at a certain depth turning myself upward to see the watery outlines of figures shooting down at me. I watch as the bullets penetrate the water, their velocity [sometimes] slowing the nearer they get to me. I dodge them a time or two successfully and inevitably get hit. A sickening feeling begins swirling through my center as I feel myself being suctioned, or funneled to somewhere. Inside myself I am screaming. This, I know now, was how I cognized my abductions in the dream state.

The whole process of my recurring dream changes and what they all led to can be read here: the extra-terrestrial reality (https://consciousnessexploration.com/2014/12/30/blog-post-title/).


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I also have had many dreams over my life time of large tsunami type of waves, but I haven't had them as much over the past couple of years, until last week I had another. This time it was a place in the mountains I recognised and the wave was coming up to places that I believe are from 700 to 1000 metres high and then receeding.

It would be interesting to see if others are having dreams with similar themes each day or each week and what that might mean.I had recurring dreams for many years when I was younger — all about tsunamis and giant waves.

This does appear to be a common theme. Linda Howe has discussed multiply-reported dreams of giant waves several times in her Earthfiles livestreams. (But interestingly, I've not had any dreams about this at all for well over a decade, maybe longer.)

JWu-uLKulKQ

Although when I was young I never brought back any awareness of tsunami dreams, when I was activated to awaken ( age 44 ) and began consciously shifting into out of body states the tsunami information came through strongly, and with immediacy. I relay a few of them in this video beginning @ 1:12:17. One of the tsunamis I experienced fully, in first person. It is something I will never forget.

[Casey Claar]

Does anyone know how much % (on average) of all dreams are meant as symbolic language and not "literally"?

I can say these seeming "two" can be one in the same.

We generally pull ( data ) from the area of our dreaming in which we are finding the most interest.

For a large portion of the population, for the majority of the life this is going to be a mundane level that carries what is generally called "day residue".

However, the Field is in the most fundamental sense singular, so the deeper spectrums are also right there. Often they are embedded into the experience as some type of object that is placed there, which we can either pick up ( /unpack ) or not. For instance I often have precognitive data planted in my OBEs. For instance, in one, a driver's license left on the bar where I was ordering a drink, just to see if I could finally get my sense of taste going within the experience. Now I could have just gone on with what I myself was doing and never go into the precognitive portion at all, but in this case I picked up the driver's license and looked at it. I could see it very clearly, read everything written on it, see the state it was from and the face of the female who it belonged to. In this, I opened out into a secondary field, found myself standing in the middle of the street, face to face with a woman had been shot, a bullet wound through I believe it was the left side of the face. A tertiary field opens. I am in a hotel room, someone is in the shower, four other male entities are here.....(the experience goes on ).

So, to break that all down, my answer to your question is that both potentials are always present, the determining factor leading into an either/or is only our own interest and capacity. Receiving actual data, or data in a literal fashion is not for everyone. It is not an easy thing to carry. When it happens, for the most part it is clear it has happened. If there is any question, it can always be carried into meditation and/or the night ahead for it to continue to be answered. There is no end to the intrigue. Consciousness is endlessly fascinating.

[ExomatrixTV]

Does anyone know how much % (on average) of all dreams are meant as symbolic language and not "literally"?

I can say these seeming "two" can be one in the same.

We generally pull ( data ) from the area of our dreaming in which we are finding the most interest.

For a large portion of the population, for the majority of the life this is going to be a mundane level that carries what is generally called "day residue".

However, the Field is in the most fundamental sense singular, so the deeper spectrums are also right there. Often they are embedded into the experience as some type of object that is placed there, which we can either pick up ( /unpack ) or not. For instance I often have precognitive data planted in my OBEs. For instance, in one, a driver's license left on the bar where I was ordering a drink, just to see if I could finally get my sense of taste going within the experience. Now I could have just gone on with what I myself was doing and never go into the precognitive portion at all, but in this case I picked up the driver's license and looked at it. I could see it very clearly, read everything written on it, see the state it was from and the face of the female who it belonged to. In this, I opened out into a secondary field, found myself standing in the middle of the street, face to face with a woman had been shot, a bullet wound through I believe it was the left side of the face. A tertiary field opens. I am in a hotel room, someone is in the shower, four other male entities are here.....(the experience goes on ).

So, to break that all down, my answer to your question is that both potentials are always present, the determining factor leading into an either/or is only our own interest and capacity. Receiving actual data, or data in a literal fashion is not for everyone. It is not an easy thing to carry. When it happens, for the most part it is clear it has happened. If there is any question, it can always be carried into meditation and/or the night ahead for it to continue to be answered. There is no end to the intrigue. Consciousness is endlessly fascinating.


The reason I ask is that I have had "literal dreams that came true" and I have much more symbolic dreams having a total different functionality, BOTH are equally important to me! ... In my experience, there is no "competition" :sun:

[Casey Claar]

Indeed. Neither is there in mine. All states are extraordinary, all ways of receiving data necessary, beneficial and good.

[RunningDeer]

Does anyone know how much % (on average) of all dreams are meant as symbolic language and not “literally"?

I see dreams as prophetic, metaphoric, and/or to process issues while asleep. Dreams are also the way I connect with others here or that’ve passed. It’s the same for my waking hours. I deleted the passage below earlier in the thread but will add it here because it’s an example of how it works for me.



This passed weekend, Karen, my friend’s daughter sent me an email to say her mom passed last Tuesday. It’s why she kept coming into my thoughts this week. I hadn’t heard back from Karen when I sent an email in April. I shared that she was in a dream and I was thinking of her for couple of weeks.

The update is that Karen has popped in a lot this week and the same for my brother who passed about a year and half ago. They were a couple. Often family members come into my field while I go off to sleep. Some have passed and others are still here. There’s nothing profound to share. It’s a brief exchange of love. It’s the same for how it happens in my waking hours.

Sometimes I’m concerned when family members pop into my thoughts or their spirit body stops by. History has proven that it means they’re readying to pass or experiencing a level of discontent or trauma.

♡

[apokalypse]

after breakup 4 years ago around covid period with my ex due to my ocd/adhd aka overthink...i got over with it and times i feel want to throw up but one big problem is having reoccurring dreams having contact since 2 years ago...if having lucid dreams gonna throw it all out talk to her and people...see what happen, i had this in mind is possible to same dream and talking to each other in a dream.

[Ravenlocke]

Ive also had recurring dreams in the past, with different themes. In my younger years one of the most “frustrating” was dreaming about magic and wanting to do magic to create beautiful things, to make things appear out of nothing. I thought in dreams I could use magic but I couldn't and I would be told I was not allowed to do that. In one dream a young looking magician gave me a ring with a black stone and told me that with the ring I could do magic if I used it. Only I didn’t use it and even in the dream I had a sense of forboding. I think not long after that those magic searching dreams stopped.
Another recurring dream that happened years ago was being part of a threesome of young women that were called the sisters of Jeru. We seemed to be protectors of this older lady who seemed to be our master. That theme stopped but throughout my life that older lady has appeared in my dreams sometimes to tell me it is time as in time to wake up or go back.
Ive had other repetitive themes, Ive had the what I call disaster theme, in my case I see the aftermath. A common one is roads that abrubtly end in the sea, where before the road used to continue, flooding that takes away roads.

[Ravenlocke]

A repetitive dream that still repeats itself from time to time is one where I am outside and I want to look at the stars in the sky as if I am going to see something moving or coming from there? If I stare long enough the sky changes and I start to see moving lights that chase each other.

I have even gotten the urge to do so for several months now in the wake state.

The night before last I had another dream about the stars. This time I seemed to be outside with my family and a neighbor whom I had not seen since childhood. It seemed like my brothers and I were taking leave of my parents after dinner, and as we were outside I looked at the sky and told them to look at the stars. That’s when they all tried to get me to leave and they didn’t want me to look at the stars.
The neighbor guy was making fun of what I was looking at and whatever I said although I tried to ignore him.

The sky was so clear I saw the Pleiades and other stars so clear and bright and then this cloud appeared and it covered most of the sky and this orange colored lightening appeared in the cloud and I tried to look at the stars that were still visible on the peripheral of the cloud. That’s when I saw a dark looking moving orb come out of the cloud that seemed to take the shape of a round dark ship with what looked like windows and I tried to make them see it before it left as it moved across the sky from left to right. My family wouldn’t look they looked at the ground instead and were telling me to go home. It felt very real and I woke up and remembered it so that I didn’t forget it when I woke up again in the morning.

In hindsight I don’t think the people in the dream were my family but they looked like them, but that’s just my speculation. I don’t know what they don’t want me to see but it doesn’t take away my urge. It feels like I’m expecting something to appear in the sky that is important and not to be missed. It feels like I’m supposed to see something but what I don’t know.

It bugs me that I don’t know what this is about yet…and hope it turns out positive.

[Ratszinger]

Everything in dream refers back to you. So when your family is saying 'Go home' its you saying to you go away from family for a while. Even the dark ship going by indicates in dream your sub-conscious desire to distance yourself from family responsibility for a while. The childhood neighbor is also indicative of your hidden desire to go back to a better time maybe with less stress and responsibility even going so far as to say you try to ignore that desire. Trying to look at the stars is a reach for higher ideals but your own family attachments apparently hold you back some from doing that as well as your own sense of responsibility. At least that's what I see. Perhaps a life long family dependency of some kind? Not sure which way it goes, maybe some of both as mostly these are two way streets.

[Ravenlocke]

Everything in dream refers back to you. So when your family is saying 'Go home' its you saying to you go away from family for a while. Even the dark ship going by indicates in dream your sub-conscious desire to distance yourself from family responsibility for a while. The childhood neighbor is also indicative of your hidden desire to go back to a better time maybe with less stress and responsibility even going so far as to say you try to ignore that desire. Trying to look at the stars is a reach for higher ideals but your own family attachments apparently hold you back some from doing that as well as your own sense of responsibility. At least that's what I see. Perhaps a life long family dependency of some kind? Not sure which way it goes, maybe some of both as mostly these are two way streets.

Thank you for your great insight into this but in this case this is not about that.

The cloud was a Nebula cloud and the black orb was ominous flying out of that cloud.
To go home was to wake up and stop looking, and to stay with family would have been for me to stay in the afterlife since my parents are dead.
In real life my brothers don’t hold me back. The reason my brothers are not interested in looking at the sky in the dream is because in real life they are not interested in UFOs or anything to do with. The neighbor was symbolic as in there are those that try to mislead with their skepticism and/or rather their disinfo. The symbolic part of that was what I saw coming out of his mouth, like thick yellow foam.

[Ravenlocke]

In my recent wandering in the dream time I have discovered a small art gallery where they have art shows on the weekend. It is a small place in the middle of a garden. There are meandering paths through green lawns and green trees surrounding the place. It is very peaceful and inviting. The gallery room has glass walls on three sides and it seems when I visit I meet the artist and I get to see their art firsthand as they set it up before the exhibition. I visited last night (again), and I met the artist, a young man, real bright, quiet, friendly, gentle, but easy to talk with.
His name sounds very foreign to me, (like a jumble of letters), never heard this name before but I seemed to not only recognize him but pleased that he was having an exhibit there. He told me to come Sunday for the full exhibition.

The art itself I am unable to describe upon waking up, but I love the feeling of it even after I wake up, I want to go there again and stay longer. The place itself is enchanting and comforting to say the least.

So far from what I remember I have now been there twice.