Posted by
randyward85
I said something I really shouldn't have. The things I have experienced and have been told by numerous intuitives, as well as a past life reading have all told and shown me what I am. I should be dead right now, there is no reason I should be here after what I have done to myself. I'm not arrogant in any way, I just say things that I shouldn't in public and make a fool out of myself. Things that I have experienced and believe should be told slowly, I have a long story of suffering in my life, and have tried to take my life numerous times, and was hospitalized almost dead about 8 times in my life. I tried to kill myself by jumping off a highway overpass to the pavement below, and I didn't land feet first. I smashed the ground flat on my side, and completely snapped both hands off both arms at the wrist, as well as my right hip completely off the legbone, broke my face, and had internal bleeding of the brain. I was hospitalized for 2 months recovering. I couldn't feed myself because of my wrists, and couldn't walk anywhere because of my hip. My hip never healed right and I had vascular necrosis in it which caused it to rot inside me. It took 2 years after being in so much pain, and getting xrays showing the decay of the bone inside me to have a complete hip replacement. The x-ray tech said I should be dead from blood poisoning. God won't take me, I wanted to go home my whole life, but I'm here for some reason that has to be important, because of what I am and can do, and why I can't seem to die.