A premonition — that "I would die today"

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Dear Friends —

Kick back and listen to this interesting story... to the very end of the post. It all happened yesterday (20 July 2015).

For context, please see these two posts on one of Avalon's members-only thread. (Nothing confidential! Largely just fun accounts of my various mountain walks with Mara the dog, and other related expeditions and projects involving other Avalon members.)

1. https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post980236
2. https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post980563

For non-members, I'll copy them here:

Hi, All https://projectavalon.net/forum4/imag...0802%20Sun.gif

Today is a perfect, still cloudless day (a rarity!), so, quite on impulse, Mara the dog and I are going to jump into Pandora the Jeep and go climb this thing, which goes by the same of Avilahuayco.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco.jpg

I know very little about it, except that it's quite steep, it's nearly 14,000 ft high, and the views will be spectacular. Mara and I will report back within 24 hours.

I'll not be taking any Avalon Avatars with me this time (except in spirit!)... the Avalon Cairn is already well-established on another mountain about 5 miles away. (For any new members reading this, see a few posts earlier on this thread, when my friend Tony and I revisited the cairn — and all the Avatars, still there, safe and dry — a few months ago.)

Then, when I returned safely from the trip:

Mara and I had a spectacular day:

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco..._July_2015.jpg

* High resolution image here (7.9 Mb): http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco...ly_2015_lg.jpg

The very top section was a tricky rock climb that Mara couldn't do, so I left her tied to a bush with my backpack and jacket for company — most definitely smelling reassuringly of me! — while I left her for half an hour.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco..._rock_step.jpg

Here's the mountain.... it was as steep as it looks.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco_from_road.jpg

And here's Mara... as happy as ever (this was lower on the slopes: it was a hot day!), despite being abandoned for a short while.

http://projectavalon.net/Mara_in_puddle.jpg

I had a most interesting experience on the way there (in the vehicle)... I'll report on that separately, tomorrow.

Now, here's the interesting part.

I had quite a remarkable experience when driving to the mountain. I had a sudden, certain feeling I was going to die that day. (Really). It was very clear, and I'd never had that feeling before.

I was very calm, not at all afraid, and was just curious. I was even wondering if "it was my time".... etc. I knew the mountain was steep and potentially dangerous, and I would be on my own throughout.

I was pondering this, and then I asked myself if this was actually a trick to get me to BELIEVE this, and was in fact someone else's intention. Or maybe I was simply remotely perceiving the intention itself.

Now, here's some more context, which I'd not reported on the forum at all and only shared with a few friends.

Two weeks ago, a very supportive Avalon member generously sponsored a 'reading' for me with a sort of counselor/ medium/ channeler/ shaman... a very good man, actually, who I'd not spoken with before. The conversation we had was intriguing.

Although I sent him some basic information about me, he declined to read it and instead meditated on me before the session, totally un-frontloaded (i.e. not influenced by anything at all). He barely knew a thing about me. He didn't even know what I did.

When we got to speak, the first thing he said was: "Someone wants you dead." He added that, in his experience, for him to have that strong and clear a perception of that nature was really rather unusual. That got my attention. :)

He asked me if I had any ideas who this might be. I told him, without mentioning names or details, that off the top of my head I could think of two possible people.

He asked me NOT to tell him who they were, but just to label them, in my own mind, 'A' or 'B'. 'A' was an adversary from quite a while back. 'B' was someone more recent, who had showed himself to be astonishingly hostile.

He then said he'd consult his spirit guides. "B", they apparently told him immediately. "This person is psychopathic. They're mentally ill."

I just made a note of the reported information, and regarded the 'reading' as interesting, but of course quite unprovable — as many such insights are, of course.

Now: back to the journey to the mountain in the vehicle. As soon as I spotted the connection with the "Someone wants you dead" thing, the 'premonition' vanished, and I found myself straight back in my normal, default state of being confident that I'd have a safe, enjoyable day.

The climb was very exposed (even more tricky going down), and there were a number of places where if I'd slipped, I'd have been seriously injured or worse. I thought of Jeff Rense's experience back at the end of April, where he blanked out when driving home on a clear, dry road, and woke up in hospital several hours later. It was an assassination attempt on him.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nd0v512XMwE
This is all unprovable — every bit of it! — but it really is just as if someone KNEW I was going to the mountain that day and had fully intended to capitalize on it.

Bill Ryan slipping to his death on a remote, steep peak, when out alone with Mara the dog, would be the perfect crime. I'd e-mailed a friend of mine the previous day to ask him if he might like to come (he wasn't able to), and that morning, about an hour before I left the house, I posted my plans on the members-only 'Avalon Cairn' thread. No-one else knew what I'd intended to do.

There may be a moral to the story.

Assuming that e-mails, members-only posts, or even unspoken private thoughts can be read with impunity by anyone with sufficiently advanced technology, we simply have no technological defense against that.

Encrypted Hushmail, Protonmail, or Unseen accounts just don't cut it — ultimately. In my view, they have limited value: certainly worth the trouble to defend against low-level hackers, but likely to be useless against the most advanced tech there is.

To defend against adversarial super-high tech, one has to resort to spiritual defenses... not technical ones. We're hopelessly outclassed technically.

Avalon member Hathor posted a very interesting thread last week, here:

Enough Good People
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post979606

... which rallied us that we should NOT be afraid when we perceive, read, hear or are told apparent bad news (which is endemic in the alternative media). Rather, each time it's an opportunity to raise our own personal bar, and be more proactive.

That can either mean taking action in the real world, or in what could be called the spiritual universe. It may well be that it's more the latter than anything else than can be counted on to keep us safe.

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Did you congratulate them on the spotting. That always reassures people who first encounter the sudden movements of it.:thumbsup:

Protection around you and Mara. Safe travels and peace. The karma of the intent, will fall back on the psycho. Karma is moving faster and now can occur within one to seven days sometimes. Stay aware and travel with someone, okay? It's probably just a "keep your eyes open moment." Stuff's happening and it's from the bottom up aka the hearts of love and minds of peace. Psychos don't feel comfortable, unless they are harming or controlling everything they come in contact with.

Godspeed to you two on the trails. That view from the top was breath taking.

Beautiful dog.

Hello Bill, i got very scare when i saw the tittle of the thread; uf!! Thanks for sharing anyway.
I am glad you are allright, nice walk you did.
Much Protecting Love to you and Mara.
Juan

I find it intriguing you were able to neutralize this perceived threat by perceiving something being focused at you and kind of following it back to its source.
As happy as I am that you were able to accomplish this, maybe in the future you could add a second level of safety by not continuing with plans such as solo mountain climbing when such a strong intuition regarding your safety is present.

I'm glad that you are alright, and that nothing happened.

Glad you are safe Bill and what another lovely day out climb you 2 had, thank you for shearing :)

This might just be a coincidence (no such thing!) but i was thinking of sending you a PM yesterday (Was having a deep-open minded and confident day)

The PM was actually related to Death and or Suicide!

Now don't worry anyone, I'm not and never will be in a suicidal sate!

Ill PM you if you like Bill, it's something I can't talk to many about, just one or 2 here in Avalon PM's, but it's a subject I feel very glad I know about (It opened my mind greatly, and has given me freedom from any fear of death etc) having said that it's still a subject/technique not to be miss used or given to just anyone as it where!

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A premonition — that "I would die today"
I find it intriguing you were able to neutralize this perceived threat by perceiving something being focused at you and kind of following it back to its source.
As happy as I am that you were able to accomplish this, maybe in the future you could add a second level of safety by not continuing with plans such as solo mountain climbing when such a strong intuition regarding your safety is present.

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This is also interesting: I while thinking of PM'n you Bill suddenly had the urge for you to PM me?
Now if it was my planed PM content you picked up on Bill (With it's content), but then only interpreted it as threat, your emotions, safeguarding you (Which always get in the way of any paranormal mind to mind working ha)
Well maybe that was you sending it back to me lol, but not as a PM :)

That is a good thing to remember:
Any paranormal and or RL situation, we should never add bad intent of damage to any perceived incoming action. just block it etc. you never know if you are interpreting it wrongly, and so hurting an innocent someone or thing!

Bill,

So glad you're still here! May you be here for decades to come! I'm counting on it!

It is, of course, highly conceivable that someone may want to silence you. Your work on the planet at this point in time is to help people wake up. Many appreciate you for that, while many are greatly displeased. This is an unfortunate reality.

Since you are aware of a certain psychopath who may want to seriously harm you, I hope you can stay as far away from this person as possible. And while I'm aware that people can be eliminated by remote control, the chances of that happening are far less probable when one is aware of the impending malicious intentions directed at oneself. And I do trust you will be protected by higher powers. The psychic war has been underway for some time. It is silent. Many do not even suspect such a thing, but we know how true and real it is. You would be a target. But I repeat, I trust you are protected.

One thing that came to mind while reading your post is far memories of death. I've had a few close calls myself, and in past life therapy, I've always found that those incidents related to some past life incident. Is it possible that you might have passed on a July 20 in some other existence? Could your demise have been caused by this psychopath who now has ill intent towards you? Just my thoughts...

May you be shielded every moment of every day with psychic awareness and the absolute knowingness that you can protect yourself and will be protected by benevolent guides who assist us in the attainment of freedom and truth.

Love and blessings,

Daughter of Time

Greetings, Bill!

Good to hear that your inner antennae picked up on that threatening message. I'm sure that the Knowing given to you just days earlier gave you that inner strength to bend the evil timeline intended by person "A" or "B"!

Keep in keepin'! Hugs!

Bill , pics are full of peace and tranquility . Sending you a few more guardian angels from my side of the world bud. :)

Hi Bill,
I'm very glad you are alive and well! :bigsmile:
A while back I was under some significant (to me) psychic attack....once I recognised it was not something that was coming from within me but was imposed on me, it soon lost its power and went. Interesting stuff.

Bill,
As soon as I read the intro to your post, I knew the premonition was not yours, but sourced elsewhere. Congrats on your process of revealing the truth, it takes clarity and strength to accomplish.....as you know. A great example and reminder, and thanks for that!

Die today?
Been there, done that.
Many times.

Thanks Bill, for sharing your story, your perception that the thought of your death that day, came from some other, is something that I have also experienced on a couple of occasions; not relating to my death , but clearly a thought which i knew was definitely not mine. In these two cases I found myself fighting the thought with all the energy I could muster. It felt more like an attack. I never wish to experience anything like that again.

I am glad that you are very much alive to share your experience with us all. Your dog is beautiful, and the views of the mountains were stunning.
Thanks Rick

Remember the late Robin Cook MP, Bill?

Regards.

P.S. I know that what is communicated here, both publicly and, more importantly, privately, is read with impunity.

Of late, I catch myself in the middle of the words, "I’m going to die". There’s no rational reason. I check to see if there’s fear attached. There’s none. I reasoned that there’s an uptick of energies swirling and we’re all tapping in unconsciously or it’s the dark techies at play. If it’s the latter, which I suspect it is, it strengthens my resolve to keep on keeping and continue to enjoy and to discover the jewels that we are.

RunningDeer <3

A lot of people think that we are, from birth, on a path of life towards death.

This is not so.

We are on a path of death towards life.


Regards.

Happy Birthday beautiful lady!

My birthday's in December Roy.


And I'm a man.


:bigsmile:


Regards.