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FineFeather,
Thank you for your detailed reply.
I know the answers are within me. But I always welcome the input and experiences of others. If one were to want to hear only those who totally agree with everything one has experienced, then one would never learn anything. I ask in order to learn of/from others' perspectives and experiences. I am in a school of learning after all, in this body, on this planet, at this point in time. And although, I repeat, I know the answers are within me, at times, the perspectives and experiences of another can be a powerful catalyst for a positive transformation which is what I'm aiming to accomplish, and this is the reason I ask so many questions.
I've spent time (not a lot) delving in the teachings of a number of religions: Buddhism, Hinduism, Spiritualism, and I always asked many questions. The answers ranged from: "God works in mysterious ways" "It's all karma" "Just be at one with everything" "the more spirtually advanced you are, the more challenging your path will be" none of which were satisfying. I feel that many of the members of this community as far more knowledgeable than the heads of those religions, so once again, I ask questions because I'm eager to learn.
I certainly do not believe I am my body. I know I am not my body. I have been out of my body so many times that I know I'm not my body. But I currently reside in this body and this body feels very real and it will feel real until I leave it forever.
And I am certainly not a materialist. If I were, I would have chosen to work in a different field where I could have made much more money than I've ever made. Instead, I chose to work in a field which provides me with a very basic living as far as material acquisitions go, but which is emotionally rewarding. Also, I've had more than one opportunity to marry a rich man, which most women would accept. I never accepted those proposals. I did not accept them because I did not love any of those (3) rich men I dated but found I had very little in common with. Some people tell me that perhaps it was a mistake for me to reject a lifetime of opulence because I could have learned to love the man. But for me, such a thing would have been unethical and I know I would not have been happy and the unhappiness would have been of my own making and in the end, he would not have been happy with an unhappy wife either. But perhaps your reference of "materialist" means something else. Perhaps you think that I am too embedded in my body and the physical universe which are of a material nature.
As as far as entities go, not all my experiences have been bad. Some have actually been very good. I've encountered loving beings who uplifted me when I needed it the most.
And the reason I mentioned "a cycle of victimhood" is because many of the tragic experiences of my past lives have shown up again in this life. To my understanding, I had not released the grief of the past and had been carrying an imprint of those incidents which attracted the same situations again. And this is the reason I am desperately trying to understand the intricate workings of life on planet earth, so that those situations will not be attracted in any future existences. My aim is to free myself from the programmings and imprints which have affected me so deeply.
And whatever I say is not meant to contradict you, but to express my own reality and how the dark forces (whether we call them dark forces or archontic forces, it's all semantics, and in the end the meaning remains the same - a rose is a rose by any other name) have been so disruptive in my life and I am searching to make my reality better, lighter, more free, more rewarding, more fulfilling, which is why I seek the advice, knowledge, experiences, perspectives of others, in order to learn of others' realities and how their lives work. And because the lives of some on this planet are working rather well, I want to learn from them even if our histories are very different.
As always, I appreciated your input. Bless you for the work you are doing to liberate those who need it.
Best to you,
DoT
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DoT, I'm thinking that Finefeather may mean "materialist" as one who actually believes or places value on the physical/material life rather than consistently knowing that it is an illusion, and a temporary illusion at that. In other words, one who places more importance on the physical experiences rather than the true reality that we are powerful and completely sovereign multi-dimensional beings. But that's just my interpretation and it may not be exactly what he's implying.
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Awesome post, Finefeather! Thanks for sharing a bit more about yourself. It's much appreciated! I have to say YES to your perspective on everything you've shared about your work in the astral. Although rescuing souls from the astral is not and never was my mission, as I mentioned before, I am happy that you're involved in it. It's a good game and I'm sure you play it well.
I view negative or "evil" entities much the way you do. These views are always open to change, reassessment and expansion. Certainly I have met NO so called evil entity that was worth fearing even after many attacks from them... and some are quite amusing. This state probably can't be reached until one is filled with unconditional love. "Love conquers all". But it sure isn't the airy fairy type of love nor does it always look like compassion! LOL... The so called love and light beings can play the same games of control that the obviously negative beings play, but their tactics are subtle and many who trust them are caught in their webs. It's all about beliefs. That is why I believe no being anywhere, including here on earth.
Calling the evil type beings "Dark Forces" is probably better than calling them evil...and I only use the word evil out of habit. The dark forces are just a part of the material reality and I accept that as long as I'm in material and astral realms I will be dealing with them upon occasion.
When we say "but what about the children!!?" we show that we're not understanding that these children are also all powerful, multi-dimensional, eternal and sovereign souls who have chosen to come into materiality for a time. It may be a short time, it may be a long time. They may have chosen to experience a life of pain and/or suffering just for the fun of a different perspective. A human mind cannot comprehend what our Higher Self sees as exciting, fun or as a worthwhile diversion, nor understand why it would be that way.
We can still feel the pain of seeing their suffering because that is a genetically implanted survival instinct/attachment brought on by being in a human body. We semi-sane humans don't LIKE our children or any human or sentient being to be tortured, to suffer or to die and it hurts us to see it. Although we may know that they are eternal powerful souls we live with the paradox of being in a human body with human emotions. Most of us still desire to help them if we can. Whatever we choose to do is who we are in this life.
Even if we know and have experienced the states of existence beyond these material and astral realms and have acquired or become aware of our natural state of unconditional love, we can still play the human games here on earth and games in other dimensions concurrently. One game does not negate or devalue another. Going beyond games and merging with Source is not better nor more valid than being in the gaming arenas of the dimensional matrices. Source, which is our Highest Higher Self, and our "lower" Higher Self who cavorts in the Creation are able to multitask quite easily!
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For You , only you Know .
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When one does this it grows in awareness and in frequency of Love. Everything that isn`t of this frequency-falls off like a dirt before the cleansing water...
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When one does this it grows in awareness and in frequency of Love. Everything that isn`t of this frequency-falls off like a dirt before the cleansing water...
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My problem has never been that I have not loved, but perhaps that sometimes I have loved too well, if not wisely, for I have given love even to those who've hurt me, believing that love would change them for the better.
But when the love is used, abused, deceived, betrayed, it becomes difficult to remain trusting.
I will agree though, that deception always ends up deceiving itself, and the truth is always revealed in the end.
Thank goodness for that!
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I now realize that if I give love with any expectation - even the expectation that it needs to be received -- that is NOT love. True love is 100% fully, under all circumstances 100% unconditional. If what you think love is has ANY conditions - it is not love, but an Ego mechanism of "getting" something in return.
If one loves someone or something for any "reason" -- it is NOT love. True love is beyond any reasoning.
This was a tipping point for me. 2 cents ;)
In total agreement DeDukshyn
Reguards lookbeyond
Yeah, me too...unlearning the horrible lessons we're taught is the REAL hard part. Once you can do that, the unconditional love (& life in general) comes easy...
So much for the "Russian scientists" and the "huge cataclysm on Sep 22, 2012" :biggrin1: :rolleyes:
http://www.ourtransition.info/index.php?lang=en
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Their recent warning says "On September 22, 2012 will happen cataclysm of incredible power in the Pacific Ocean off the coast of Peru in the area of the Brazilian magnetic anomaly. It will lead to severe contamination of the planet by by radiation in the result of nuclear power plants destruction. The direction of the blow and effected area are shown on this website. Extraterrestrials call humanity before this date to make the Transition into the next life cycle through the united consciousness of civilization. Extraterrestrials changed the way of information transmission into emergency mode."
A few years ago, I found myself writing poetry. These writings would flow out, and I would just let my fingers do the typing. I thought this one is relevant to the thread. Surprisingly enough, I wrote this about 4 years ago as I turned 21. In light of this thread's influence on my awakening from the dream of being awake, I have returned to it and gained a new understanding from the words I once wrote.
Awakening from Life's Dream
Eyes wide open, we walk in a slumber,
Dreaming of dreams of the life we think we should live,
As we smile and remind ourselves to keep on living.
We walk the planned path of life that is laid out before us,
As we infectiously perpetuate the cycle of our demise,
Never allowing ourselves to wake up from this dream.
We look for outside sources to make us who we are,
As we build and acquire a life based on lies,
That can only grow as big as our wallets allow.
We think happiness can be found in the biggest “thing,”
Be it property or possession, as we abandon rationality,
Losing sight of self-thought for self-worth through materialism.
Television shows us this life, music brings it to our ears,
And our books and magazines let us read about it,
As we fall victim to the beliefs that this is life at its greatest.
Would you not agree that one dreams until he wakes?
Knowing that dreams can be a thing of beauty and awe,
We must also accept that they can be hellish nightmares.
When we allow ourselves to be told what is of beauty and awe,
Anything short of that becomes a nightmare,
And we will live in this nightmare until we awake from the dream!
When was the last time you were happy just to be alive?
When was the last time you went out of your way to help someone?
When was the last time you opened your eyes to the truth?
We find ourselves so caught up in the pursuit for happiness,
We forget to stop and ask ourselves whether we’re happy now,
As we continue in a waking dream-state of false hope.
All I ask it that you stop for a moment and ask yourself,
“Is this all a dream? And if so, how do I awake from my slumber
So that I may finally live for myself and not what I am told to live for?”
I am also adding my first poem of this series of writings, in hopes that others will get something of benefit from it.
Conversations with My Soul
And I asked myself why I have yet to discover my treasure,
For I have looked high and low, searching endlessly,
For the joy, the love, the answers, and the comfort of knowing.
Surely God’s secrets are hidden somewhere, I reminded myself,
Unto which my soul cried out, “You have not searched your heart
And in fact, it is where the happiness of the world resides.
In love, you see, you will peace and peace of mind.”
In disbelief, I thought how could this be? For I only know happiness
From outside impulses of both my desires and my addictions.
My smile, though genuine, only reflects the love I wish to share,
For though I may find despair to cloud my thoughts,
I wish to shine bright for others so they can break free from darkness.
My actions unto others is fueled by my desires,
And my actions unto myself are fueled by my addictions.
“Then your treasure shall never be found,
For it’s contents sink deeper and deeper as you stray from self.
How can one seek to find that which he is running away from?
How can one find happiness when he surrounds himself elsewhere?
How can one know true, blissful joy, if he does not accept it?
These treasures are within you, just as I am within you,
And until the two become one, you will not see the true light.”
In anger, my thoughts began to run wild as I found myself
Battling with what I knew of this life, and what my soul knew of its life.
How do I accept the life I want while leaving the life I’ve created?
To which my soul replied, “Fear not the loss of this life,
For are you not living in despair because of it?
Free yourself from your thoughts, your fears, your worries.
You are bound by ego, and ego alone. Do you not hear my cries?”
“Indeed, I have heard your cries, for they awoke me from my slumber.
I have seen the path to glory, yet have strayed.
I have seen the roads to confusion and despair, yet have followed.
I have seen many routes and many roads in my time,
And though my heart knew of the one true calling,
I have abandoned the cries of my soul for the cries of this world.
Now, I only hear the cries of my physical self, begging to be rescued.”
“Then rescued you shall be,” my soul comforted me.
“He who finds light in the void shall be humbled, knowing love
For life is love for all, and love for all starts with love for self.”
As despair melted away and the dark clouds of my thoughts dissipated,
A moment of clarity swept my entire being, and I felt alive.
For the purpose of my pain was to prepare me for the pleasures of my life.
I am finally ready to walk in the light of love.
So maybe December 21, 2012 will be a day like any other:Quote:
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Some will laugh; some will cry.
Some will be born; some will die.
Some will love; some will hate.
Some will experience epiphanies; some will remain asleep.
But for those who believe there might global catastrophes, if nothing happens, then it will be a time of relief, a time of gratitude, a time in which a spark of love might touch these souls. So it could usher desirable changes for many humans on this planet. May it be so!
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Posted by Daughter of TimeSo maybe December 21, 2012 will be a day like any other:Quote:
Posted by Houman
Some will laugh; some will cry.
Some will be born; some will die.
Some will love; some will hate.
Some will experience epiphanies; some will remain asleep.
But for those who believe there might global catastrophes, if nothing happens, then it will be a time of relief, a time of gratitude, a time in which a spark of love might touch these souls. So it could usher desirable changes for many humans on this planet. May it be so!
I believe this very well could be the case. Although there are a myriad of other things that will evoke change throughout civilization over the coming years, I believe December 21st will be a day of great anticipation, but may not be the event many have hyped it up to be. Time will tell.
Apparently this kind of entity has remained unobserved for a very, very long time:
Franz Erdl on Bigheads
http://educate-yourself.org/cn/erdlb...s14jun12.shtml
June 14, 2012 . E-Y posted Sep. 25, 2012
Franz Erdl on Bigheads (Sep. 25, 2012)
[I've edited the English slightly from the original for better flow and clarity...Ken]
http://www.psitalent.de/Englisch/Bighead2.htm
Perhaps they might also be known under a different name. I have no idea. I had a lot experiences with Bigheads in the last two weeks and I would like to tell you about them.
First, I don't know to this day whether all Bigheads are soulless. I tend to believe that they are. Perhaps they have deceived us at previous meetings and feigned a soul. Or there may be some with a soul and others without, a biological robot version, as it were, like some small grays. The answers are still open.
Second, I do not know whether they all have the same body shape. The shape of the head seems to be at least very similar. It may be that there are some with bodies which have arms and legs (sometimes even more than two arms). Others have energy sucking, hose-like tentacles.
Third, I've discovered a portal in the body of a Bighead. Logic tells me that they all probably have one and that they can send stolen energies into another dimension, for example.
I have put up a picture here that a friend had drawn for me. It should not stop you from seeing them in a different way. This is how I saw one, but I am not a certified psychic.
Important aspects of the picture:They manipulate and suck energy from men and women (in this image, only women are shown), as well as animals and perhaps even other spirits.-the big head with a small face,
-the portal in the body,
-and the energy tubes for manipulation and energy-sucking.
What the image fairly represents is that Bigheads can handle people much like marionettes. They manipulate, change feelings, create misunderstandings, create narratives, provoke events, etc. And they do it completely unnoticed. Bigheads are also very difficult to detect, like the snakes we have written about. Perhaps it's because they have no soul. If you, as a psychic or a healer, want to find them, it's good to know how they act.
Here are some examples:
Undermining a spiritual project
A group of people has a spiritual project that they would like to undertake, but the Dark Side beings wish to interfere and stop it. So a Bighead pushes himself quietly and unnoticed over the project, including all those involved and those which might have an influence on the project like the members of the project, their spouses, all their enemies, competitors, suppliers, etc. . These people can be geographically dispersed, but in the Ethereal, they are close because they are subject related and connected. The Bighead sits astrally above about them and connects a power hose to everybody involved.
And then the show begins, or better said, nothing happens. The project does not move forward. They only encounter expenses, but no results: The competition is causing trouble, the enemies perform black magic, the spouse is constantly looking for a dispute, etc.. This is a very typical Bighead manipulation.
(I am just remembering how many free energy projects have gone nowhere...)
Monitoring gifted people (psychics)
Bigheads can be used to control specially gifted people. Their skills and abilities can be blocked. That will make them feel depressed or aggressive; the family does not understand them; they try therapies that do not really work. In such a case, the family, as well as all the doctors and therapists involved, have been tapped and manipulated by the Bighead. Wherever the gifted person goes, nobody can really help him. I suppose that the skills of these people are either sucked or remotely accessed, or used for dark purposes via mind control. In the latter case, those who are involved as handlers or programmers are also controlled by the Bighead.
Supplying upper echelon NWO people with life energy
So where do you think they get their energy from? Of course, from powerful women (perhaps not exclusively). Poor women! They may be sick, without power, in any case they won't feel good. This group of Illuminati or Freemasons I could perceive, performed black magic rituals every now and then against their female victims, which delivered new energy to them.
The Bighead takes care of the transfer of energy to the men, but this Illuminati were probably also very heavily manipulated by the Bighead. I noticed this when I removed the Bighead of the whole group, victims and perpetrators. There was something like a deep breath, a relief, or even a joyful feeling between those top managers. I had never expected something like that. The further development of this story is yet to be seen.
How to discover Bigheads and what can I do against them?
I use my soul channel for healing and the power of decision of my solar plexus, to destroy soulless beings or astral machines, because you cannot heal them. Certainly other methods can be used. I rarely see them.
I discover the Bigheads mostly through conjecture. When I suspect there could be one, then I ask my soul, whether that's true and I get the answer as an energy reaction or accordingly, no reaction. If I get a positive response, I take away all power sucking hoses by pronouncing this intention. It is useful to find out who else is tapped.
Good luck!
Franz Erdl
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Subject: Franz Erdl on Bigheads
From: Claude
Date: Thu, September 27, 2012
To: Ken Adachi
Hi Ken,
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Anyway, I wanted to tell you about an incident that occurred back in August of this year.
I don't want to reveal specific names and locations of those concerned out of respect for their privacy, so I will explain what I can without real names.
My friend, I'll call him Fred Stubborn, is the son of a now deceased native hereditary chief here in Canada. His family is well known, so I cannot give details away that could easily identify his family.
From anecdotes related to me by the Stubborns and other family acquaintances, the Stubborns have had a number of difficulties in terms of crazy patterns of unexpected turmoil that deeply upset their three currently living generations.
I am deeply touched that Fred kindly allowed me to spend time away from the city and place a trailer on his large property, where I can spend time close to nature, and appreciate the connection.
He has also imparted me with much of the old native wisdom and knowledge of the interconnectedness of the entire living body that is Earth.
I was wondering one day why his family had suffered so many tragedies and upsets, and the spirit of Fred's mother approached my wife and touched her on the shoulder. My wife mostly senses entities from an emotional/empathic standpoint. She can often sense and see them, but it is I who can hear them and communicate directly with them. We complement each other well.
At that moment, she told me that someone was there and needed to be heard. When this happens I usually ask who they are, and what their purpose is.
So, I asked her who she was, and she told me that she was Fred's mother, and that she was here to ask me for help. I asked her what she wanted help with, and at that moment we both (my wife and I) felt was must have been at least a few generations of this family present.
She told me that what they needed was a shaman. I was quite surprised, because I do not consider myself a medicine man, shaman, or other terms used for that. I asked her what made her think that I could be of help, and she said to me that I was the first one to ever hear them.
So, I entered my meditative state and very quickly found an entity that looked very much like what Franz showed a picture of, though I perceived it as a large, black, octopus-like creature with an over-sized head. It appeared to me to be sitting on top of a portal, and its tentacles were reaching out to all the members of the Stubborn family, both alive and deceased.
When it became aware that I was tracking it, it actually tried to seize me or attach to me with a tentacle.
It was not a conscious decision on my part, more an instant reaction, but I used spider medicine: started winding a long thread of light tightly around the body of the critter, slowly choking it off from its tentacles, which made it release its grip on all the souls.
When I started winding, I called unto he who is known as Michael for assistance, someone you could say I have a bit of a working relationship with.
I kept winding tighter and tighter and tighter, until I commanded it to leave this plane. At that moment, it seemed to slide into the portal and disappear, leaving no portal behind.
Almost immediately, my wife and I both felt a massive lightening feeling around us, the entire property and the Stubborns themselves, that persisted for the rest of our vacation, and since.
All seems quiet now to this day with this family, six weeks on.
It was a strange occurrence, but I had almost entirely forgotten about it when I read the Bigheads article yesterday.
Thank you for this article Franz, now we have a better idea of what it is I was dealing with.
Does anyone know what these entities have been called, historically? I'd be curious to know, myself. I also wonder if their 'controllers' still have as much power here, since I dispatched it so easily.
My wife and I both felt it important to share this info, as others may find it useful.
Thanks Ken, keep up the great work, your site continues to live up to its name.
Claude
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Subject: Canadian Reader Confirms Bigheads Manipulative Influence
From: John (Netherlands)
Date: Fri, September 28, 2012
To: Ken Adachi
Hello Ken,
Exceptional information. I do believe there are so many of these situations where a family is under this kind of influence and for sure it's happening to me. And a lot more.
greetings
John
The Netherlands
On the Dark Side of the cupid and the Horus Ra material
I saw this documentary Of Steve O From the Jackass TV shows and movies. Its called Stevo the demise and rise. While watching it I thought of this thread.
He basically takes every drug, and at one point he mentions that he literally was possessed by demons and they would talk to him and through him and control him .
It start going into this at the end of part 2 and part 3.
Part one - https://youtube.com/watch?v=fkvVc...eature=related
Part two - https://youtube.com/watch?v=AwNv0...feature=relmfu
Part three - https://youtube.com/watch?v=vRTrO...feature=relmfu
Part four - https://youtube.com/watch?v=5efO6...feature=relmfu
Part five - https://youtube.com/watch?v=8uxMK...feature=relmfu
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