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This from Dr Greer from my inbox, now tell me, who is doing all the lying within Disclosure, all I will say at this point is the old X Files cliche, TRUST NO ONE........................
Not unlike this rather recent strategical disclosure from Dr Michael Salla to whom I’ve handed the Bodhgaya ET Event Report at Exopolitics & UFOs conference in Prague 2012,
now the information of “buried space arcs soon flying out from under the basement” flew out the archives ..
guess helping to stop the war but who would believe it.
Can’t even name the rest.
One of the best news of recent anyway. Cheers.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Qz01w...ture=emb_title
Thankyou Agape, glad to hear the Bodhgaya report was handed to numerous individuals as it needs to be alive and not buried. As you all can tell I have had to postpone this Weekends film trip to Warminster so will hopefully schedule that for next weekend health issues allowing, and schedule Rendlesham for the weekend after that.
Now I have a request for help from long term members of Avalon, and Bill of course, as I have fractured memories of the timeframe 2011 to around 2013, fractured inasmuch as I can only recall some from that time but have big missing memory periods and no matter where I ask I'm still in the dark. I need to know in order to put my mind at rest at this stage of my life. What I am asking people here whom might shed some light is this: Does anyone here remember the state I was in as I'm told I was here posting in a non rational way during that period due to what happened to me. The short version is that I was on my way somewhere but was intercepted and something occurred I was driven, in my car at that time, by a long term colleague and his team and brought safely home but I was in a bad physically and psychologically. Somewhere in this same time frame Mel Fabregas telephoned my home asking to speak to me and at that stage I had no idea whom he was and no idea of his stating I was interviewed by phone by him for some 4 hours in 2010. I told him I did not know him and had no knowledge of any alleged phone interview, to me its all impossible I had no memories of him or his interview.
NOW, what I need to know does anyone recall hearing that phone conversation? I'm told he posted it online somewhere (I'm embarrassed to ask Mel directly as you can imagine). Also I'm told he and Kerry Cassidy spoke of this phone call and my state in some kind of chat they had (again I'm too embarrassed to ask Kerry directly. To save face and try and fill in the memory blanks I'm asking if anyone here can help me with the above, I'd be grateful, an old fart thanks you in advance, Barry
Yes I do remember about it . It had something to do with trip to military base while carrying ET artifact once entrusted to you in the same base but also my Bodhgaya report for assessment and probably load of other files.
According to your testimony back then your car was navigated to the side of lonely highway and ended up in empty garage somewhere on outskirts of town
while you were found by your colleague from the DIA club injured and bruised,
car was smashed and things taken out of it.
It was very bad event as far as I can tell and if Mel posted it on web for very short time he’s taken it down almost immediately as he did not realize what the situation is or if you are in danger and need help.
Following that event you were indeed in bad shape physically and state agony and rage against the attackers,
if memory serves me well, the DIA set case against the perpetrators and it took another year or two before they were located but I don’t know the ends.
They may have been NSA operators working for private company or bigger syndicate who at that time were intensely hunting for “proofs of evidence”.
It’s also in my memory that you have told yourself out by informing couple of people about your trip to the military facility ahead and mentioned the ET artifact.
Both Kerry and Mel were emailed by you about going there.
So even though these people may be trusted friends, email providers can be occasionally hacked .
Short of breath here but wish you clear minds and peaceful times ahead
🙏💫🙏
It looks like you stopped posting in February 2011 and returned in 2014, which I now realize is the same time you are asking for information about, so this likely won't help but perhaps this will trigger your memory?
8th February 2011 06:56 < ---- Link the complete Post
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SPIRIT WOLF: I have been patient thus far but obviously even that can get strained. When one is not in possession of all the facts, the background, everything, your take can be coloured. Lets straighten this up for once and for all. In my work when an incident like the one from January 5th occurs we close ranks, its not for any outside sources to interfere as they are too limited to comprehend the nature, reasons involved.
Many thanks for trying to help me with that but unfortunately it leaves me more confused than ever, thanks anywayQuote:
Posted by Blastolabs
Very many thanks Agape, I have sat for hours reading thru your post and to be honest I can barely recall some of that but still too many gaps. I have put feelers out for my old friend 'smirnof' (a nickname we gave him many years ago, not all Russians are bad, as I'm told it was he and his colleagues that assisted me on that day post attack and they brought me home. Family do recall that day but the shock has left them very disturbed about the whole thing and naturally would refrain from having any further such incidents by me not getting directly involved with the whole subject and all it entails. Andrew and the team, well Andrew no longer is directly connected with DIS but on an unofficial basis is willing to assist me with this but only as far as clearing up loose ends he will not push things as he calls it 'letting sleeping dogs lay'. Thanks again Agape you have my gratitude.Quote:
Posted by Agape
Sounds like someone roughed you up, stole the artifact and any other information that you may have had in your possession, then manipulated your memories so that you would forget what happened- both before and after... Having had downloads, and had my own memories pulled forward and sifted through, this can cause you to babble incoherently afterwards, until everything "settles" in the mind again, in such a way as you can interact with others normally again.
What they were looking for in those memories is the question... I remember trying to communicate normally after having my own memories sifted through, and even though it was done gently and I was present when it happened, it still had residual effects for me as well. I remember going through emails and finding ones I had written recently that I had not remembered... It didn't seem like things I had ever written either, yet there they were... Once weeks or months after I supposedly wrote them!
I often times wondered if someone else wrote them, under my email address, to give me the illusion I had written them... All memory of it gone.
To experience this in any way is quite unsettling. And in my case it was with my permission, lets call it a security clearance evaluation... Where they don't just call your precious employer and friends and neighbors, they go right to the source, your mind... as it has no firewall....
It is a very humbling experience, but in my case was used for obvious reasons, although it did have side effects as you are listing above.
I believe Bob Lazar had the same experience, and this was why he got so unpredictable, carrying a gun with him, and shooting off a rifle in the desert... I can't prove this but I sure would like to ask him if this happened to him as well..
One wouldn’t be overly surprised if that artifact travelled to Pentagon and has been preserved together with the rest of them by Luis Elizondo who will eventually push for some form of analysis and disclosure of such anomalous ET artifacts.
When it comes down to material and chemical analysis unfortunately, in most cases it results in destruction of its original properties ( should it be artificial and endowed with intelligence : imagine testing your computer chemically just “a little bit” like the day you splashed hot soup on the keyboard :) ).
[Comes down to chicken soup]
But that’s just a speculation on my side.
As far as my knowledge goes, whenever there was something “smart” found on the Earth in human history it was eventually destroyed by humans for the sheer fear it could cause some unknown harm or it became a token of envy , jealousy and tribal war.
After my own experiences and exposure to “that kind of mindsets” who are acting illegally behind our backs with the objective of gaining power and control over humanity no matter what toll it may take,
there are no appropriate words coming up in my mind either other than “disastrous consequences” and “crimes against humanity” but I can’t say I’m accurate.
Tears flow without verbal output.
The least fortunate part is that none of us is out of danger , de facto , to this day, not even on the way out of danger from the same people who have manipulated majority of human systems to serve their aims and objectives.
Like many other people around this board, I had to fight for my Freedom, Mind , sovereignty and plenty of other “so called normal” values since childhood and it took years , decades in some case before results would naturally manifest.
Sure I’d prefer to be a miracle man who could change things in instance.
But no amount of adversity can change or kill the truth, the truth in us so also the truth “out there”.
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I have sat through many years of meditation - that’s mostly to do with various types of Universal consciousness, form and emptiness, hyperspace and particle physics, the nature of Time , love and compassion ( and some more stuff) in this life ,
perhaps to understand and organize my subtle perception of reality and its definitions better and wishfully also,
get some wisdom 🙏
My wisdom is still small compared to the Universe.
I have preserved the Darker Realms forum archive in compressed form on my memory drive since Conforums have been dissolved sometime in 2018 and they have offered admins to download simple data.
Pictures and PMs have not been preserved, only unedited text material.
I can email it to you anytime .
[It’s full of interesting stuff folks , also very upstart but it would require lots of redaction work and editing . Barry is the sole owner of his input there as I’m and other members involved. Hence Barry has to decide what to do about it as much of our shared work was chronologically recorded on the small forum.
]
Thanks ahead for not killing me on holidays dear NSA,
I trust you fully.
😇
Frank Drake the father of SETI Project passed away last Friday at 92 years of age
https://arstechnica.com/science/2022...as-died/?amp=1
but our search for intelligent life will continue ...
Peace to the Stars
🙏💫
Very many thanks Agape, I had completely forgotten that any kind of forum back up was saved so yes please when you have the time kindly send me the link, I guess yes a lot of editing will be required. I doubt you would be on the NSA radar so let me put your mind at rest, those people whom put you in peril some time back I doubt were officials, their MO suggests amateurs.Quote:
Posted by Agape
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RIP Frank Drake, you will be remembered for The Drake Equation if nothing else, you are now among the stars.Quote:
Posted by Agape
Dear Barry : I am sure the people who invited me to South America and carrying their operations there are/were no amateurs. They are mostly multitalented people with special skills and high level physical training , with intelligence worthy the debate
but be sure they are little angry and would love to prove you otherwise on that statement.
I was given conditions on my release from there and guidelines to follow.
The admin file of Darker Realms is on my phone and will be emailed to you asap 🙏
If you actually disbelieve what’s happen to me I’d have all right to disbelieve that yourself had any substantial communication with people from similar agencies :
but they are just fine people otherwise, trust me on that one
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My dear Agape, I have no problem accepting the facts that you underwent some very unpleasant experiences, I am merely suggesting that the way they treated you, as you described directly to me, that if they were true professionals they would have handled you and the situation in a more professional fashion, I DO know how these things operate. Its of course your choice whether you believe my past direct experiences with the team but I do recall that you and others on the DR forum were directly communicated with by Andrew and the team. I'm told Andrew was himself IN DIRECT communication with you all, not sure but Stefan also may have also place some input at DR. Your choice of course but please remember the lengths I went to to keep Kari Lynn with some CPP, or have you all forgotten?, I wish you nothing but the best and wish to see you keep safe and well. Thankyou for your kind offer of the DR backup. You like certain others I DO trust, try trusting me OK?Quote:
Posted by Agape
Sent safely to your maninblack at hotmail dot com address, if that’s not the right address please let me know immediately.
I will come back to reread here later . Thank you. It was a long way you know and we are 2000m above sea level and at the end of monsoon so dragging this body around a lot, up and down, trying to keep hydrated and all the rest of the life supports ,
oscillating at zero point of non locality of Universal consciousness ,
don’t hit the stones.
With kindest greetings and condolences
I’ve still failed to read the news
that Her Majesty Elisabeth the second
departed ahead of us ..
🙏💫🙏
Received safely with very many thanks Agape, I will open the zip file asap. Yes we lost our monarch but the UK travels onwards. Thankyou again, BarryQuote:
Posted by Agape
Warminster filming and meet up postponed and also Rendlesham filming and meet up likewise postponed. Hoping weekend after next will permit.
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Posted by SPIRIT WOLFMy dear Agape, I have no problem accepting the facts that you underwent some very unpleasant experiences, I am merely suggesting that the way they treated you, as you described directly to me, that if they were true professionals they would have handled you and the situation in a more professional fashion, I DO know how these things operate. Its of course your choice whether you believe my past direct experiences with the team but I do recall that you and others on the DR forum were directly communicated with by Andrew and the team. I'm told Andrew was himself IN DIRECT communication with you all, not sure but Stefan also may have also place some input at DR. Your choice of course but please remember the lengths I went to to keep Kari Lynn with some CPP, or have you all forgotten?, I wish you nothing but the best and wish to see you keep safe and well. Thankyou for your kind offer of the DR backup. You like certain others I DO trust, try trusting me OK?Quote:
Posted by Agape
Yes those people act illegally , no matter who they are they are highly qualified professionals with names and addresses with whom I spent a year and half in Uruguay 24/7 in very intelligent discussion , among else.
I think you are intentionally misreading my input in favor of DR bias, “Andrew” is or was another Johnny Anonymous whom I’ve never seen, heard and all he ever conveyed through the forum sounded exactly like old Barry.
Don’t take any offense please but I’m talking of real physical entities with whom I spent year and half documented time in Uruguay .
The way such situations are sorted in America’s is through law courts even for minor offenses. Police are the least fortunate to involve , yes hear me well , I’m not talking of some obscure internet communications and “trust me buddy”.
Also the way they conducted straight interrogation with me in 2018 was very professional but trust me that if there was you or any other civil guy in my place you would not be alive now but buried under sand and no one would care about you anymore.
Law courts cost millions of USD even in South America especially if those people are American citizens, can last for years and would kill the soul.
For physical attack and injuries whose consequences I’ve suffered together with the rest of physical circumstances arranged by them they would have to pay for the rest of my life. But I don’t have family left who would fight for me.
Want to hear details ? NO. You do not, this is your thread and I’m not wishing to derail it anyhow.
This has NOTHING to do with you and your obscure friends who always posed as your second ego Barry.
Emergency fund was created for limited time when I was in Uruguay, unfortunately did not collect enough money to fly me far, originally I chose to fly to Cuzco ( Peru) but fainted on the bus stop.
I was sleep deprivated, fed an egg for a day and some coffee for couple of months and beaten theatrically under very special circumstances in cabin that was narrow corridor with doors closed,
played special music and all regular details of this life and the other life ( ET entity) were accessible to them and documented.
They loved me to bits otherwise and if it wasn’t for their own internal difficulties the violence towards me would never happen and I’d still be there now happily.
Please have at least that much moral strength to hear someone’s else’s testimony than yours instead claiming you know somebody 🙏 and how they operate especially after just recalling how they’ve beaten you in the car.
This is ridiculous for British citizen to claim to know “how the NSA really operates” especially in the Trump era which is over by now , I could say tons about it but never will because I’m not American citizen and it would be very discourteous from me to make any claims towards other people politics.
It’s me who has been there for nearly two years physically and I’m not proud of what has happened to me and don’t wanna t to make radio show about it.
The next time you want to make claims in interviews please bring some documentation along otherwise no one will really trust any of us anymore but be well aware that in the US and America’s in general EVERYTHING operates through law courts so if you name people and aren’t ready to law court them you get nowhere with it.
Dr Greer has hundreds of professionals in his database who had submitted testimonies WITH DOCUMENTS to be counted in so that their testimonies can be taken to Congress and openly approached.
The rest of us have either friends or no friends to help us recover .
Feel safe here on the forum I suggest where everyone knows you, respects you and loves you no matter who you are and what you say.
No “Andrew Annon” should be named as “valid part of discussion” please.
The fact we the forum members played trust because we were worried about you changes nothing on facts.
KariLynn suffered the most unfortunate fate of all the people I know about even now you are not ashamed to name her.
I’m fed up with”little lies” being sold to the audience calling out for compassion from me, yes both my mom and me were known to be kindly and compassionate beings but honest people.
There is nothing I could afford to fabricate in my life.
Neither I’ve ever preached deception.
What a shame you are taking it on me even now, to this time, claiming memory loss again and again to create more confusion and vane discussion even while I am in life situation you could never handle personally , in your children’s age, no family and no funds for survival.
I’m ashamed to be the citizen of Czech Republic who are so small minded to back off each time something happens because “they can’t profit”
and no please don’t try to talk down to me and convince me of anything
I think you overestimate your intelligence and look down at everyone else is childish at this point.
Information abound out there for those who are upto it.
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And sorry for the rant but better to be truthful I suggest.
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