Hi Hughe:
Good luck with your project. Nice pictures.
OK, on to world events that might be conspiratorial in nature, and might not be. The beginning of my political-economic awareness was being targeted by the leading conspiracy on Earth, to keep FE under wraps.
When I was with Dennis in Seattle, it became obvious that the local electric industry was behind wiping out Dennis’s Seattle company, and the death of his employee deeply impacted Dennis:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#death
In Boston, it became evident that the local electric industry was keenly aware of our efforts, and the local officials were sharpening their axes like they did in Seattle. We left before they could strike:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#middlesex
Years later, I discovered that the BPA Hit Man was part of Godzilla’s global organization:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/hitman.htm#uspa
But I don’t know when he joined it or for how long. It appears that he is no longer part of it, but he uses his dark arts skillset to make a living by preying on others, similar to the man who led the effort to take out our operation in Ventura:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ell#post585787
who was likely on Godzilla’s payroll as a contract agent when he did his dirty work.
In Boston, we received the first friendly buyout offer from Godzilla, at the going rate for early-stage efforts that could be a threat to the energy racket:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#ten
but I was unaware that the bribe was being offered in Godzilla’s outstretched claw. A year later, Godzilla added a couple of zeros to the offer, which I would not find out for another eight years, when Dennis began to admit it publicly:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer
The radicalizing moment of my life came on the witness stand in Ventura:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#faces
when the man in charge of the “investigation” took his mask off for me. But even then, I had little idea of the global nature of the effort that had targeted us, and I will likely never know how much was Godzilla, how much was the local energy industry, and how much was local corruption. But my big surprise, which I began to get a taste of in Seattle:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#salient1
was how much everybody played along with Godzilla’s agenda. By the time the dust settled in Ventura, I had it beaten into my head in no uncertain terms that personal integrity is the world’s scarcest commodity:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn
and my experiences and studies since then have only reinforced that lesson. The enemy is us, not Godzilla. He is only a symptom of our malaise, not a cause. The main issue is that we are an egocentric species whose primary preoccupation is a full belly and the temporary satiation of our addictions. While more than 99% of humanity functions at that level, we are easy meat for the predators, and Godzilla is only the apex predator in a jungle filled with them, feasting on the Great Herd. The picture is not a pretty one, and we have our toes over the edge of the abyss today. We will either wake up or sail headlong into the abyss, with probably little middle ground. I have been grappling with the FE conundrum for more than twenty-five years now, and it is the ultimate Rubik’s Cube:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#summary
The solution, as I see it, is enough of us waking up and keeping our eye on the ball, and realizing what is important and what is not. The more of us who can think like creators instead of victims, the better chance that we will have of turning the corner. The hero’s journey to FE is doomed:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#heroes
because there are not enough heroes to find:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#howmany
Consequently, I came up with a Plan B, which is getting enough people to simply imagine what can be on the other side of the conundrum. Some might call it the dreamer’s path to FE:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#stage1
I call it Level 12:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level12
Nobody has ever tried anything like it, and we will see how it goes.
While Godzilla was chewing on Dennis and I was trying to find a way to rescue him, I came into contact with a man who not only provided me the key advice that I needed to rescue Dennis, but the man knew that the leading political event in my lifetime was the result of a conspiracy:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#wean
I then spent the next twelve years, on and off, investigating the evidence regarding my president’s murder, and nothing that I ever saw convincingly contradicted my friend’s story, and as more evidence came to light over the years, it only further supported what my friend witnessed.
I really did not think too much about the conspiratorial aspect of how my life’s work was taken from me so violently. My primary preoccupation was still getting to my goal, and I knew that the root of the problem was the public, not Godzilla. Fifty heroes could save the world, but there are not fifty to be found on Earth, not who see the big picture and can combine their efforts.
Within a couple of years after leaving Ventura with my life shattered, I began to reach out to those whom I hoped could become allies in at least thinking about the issue. I reached out to leading progressive names, such as Noam Chomsky. Although the responses could be gracious, nobody was really too interested in finding out more. Even before I began reaching out, I encountered the man who would one day become the leading voice on the issue from the academic community:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#meet
and to this day, he is still the person who thought about the issue the closest to how I did. He ran into the same brick walls, but he played at a higher level of that game than I did:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#sentience
As with Dennis, I also carried that man’s spears for years:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#new
and I did so for long enough that I understood the free energy community well enough to know that it was not really much help, either. They were all stuck at “entry-level” perspectives, tinkering away in labs and the like, and I was kind of shocked at first at how they ignored or disparaged Dennis. Dennis played the game at levels that they could not yet imagine. Key members of that community seemed to try to outcompete each other in lying about Dennis, too, with a particularly notable libelous article written in 2001:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post621892
I ignored it as just one more potshot from the peanut gallery, but to my dismay, that article has virtually become a manifesto that represents the FE community, and that it became such a hit is more evidence than I ever needed to see that the FE community does not have the right stuff. After interacting with that same community for many years, Brian realized it, too, but he said it more gently than I do:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#new
I have been taking my own path on the FE issue since 2004, while people still try to enlist my assistance. I have to take the path that I see in front of me, to see where it leads. Will it help FE manifest? Beats me. It is uncharted territory. But it should not risk anybody’s life to take it, if people are worldly enough to not be lured by Godzilla’s emissaries when they appear, and they will appear if my effort garners any success. Already, virtually everybody who I have encountered so far does not really have what it takes to even imagine FE in a productive way. This process will truly be an exercise in sifting through haystacks, looking for needles. Kind of like Sauron’s emissaries in The Lord of the Rings, when Godzilla’s agents show up, they always try to appear to be Boy Scouts and good guys. As Jesus said, by their fruits you will know them. It initially astounded me how effortlessly people danced to Godzilla’s tune when his emissaries appeared:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ell#post585787
I think it had to do a lot more with low personal integrity than it did naïveté, but both are deadly when walking the high road to FE. Although I “only” look for dreamers, I know that they almost don’t exist, either, being less than one-in-a-thousand in the general population. But with a haystack of seven billion to sort through, finding several thousand needles is at least mathematically possible. It may take the rest of my life to try out this little task, but I don’t have anything better to do with my time.
So, my introduction to conspiratorial issues was being targeted by one, and it left me open to considering that other situations could be conspiratorial in nature, for one reason or another, and it likely was always going to be political-economic in nature, so various interest could either protect or further their interests. I doubted that all conspiracies emanated from Godzilla’s level of the game, and many years later, it indeed appears that way. Also, I found that certain elements of the population were enthralled by conspiratorial happenings, while others dismissed the very idea that conspiracies were even possible. To this day, I have yet to find many people who have a balanced perspective on the conspiratorial side of things; people either deny their existence, or they obsess about them:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#weakness
Both perspectives hail from the victim’s side of the house, and it takes courage and the willingness to don a creator’s lens to really see it for what it is. Also, I found that those enthralled by conspiracies see them wherever they look, even when it is pretty obvious that there is no conspiracy at all. In that regard, they hold to their beliefs as dogmatically as those who deny evidence of conspiracies, even when it bites them in the butt.
With that little preamble out of the way, here goes on what I learned on the conspiratorial side of the house.
Long before I met Dennis, I had a close relative who was a CIA contract agent who worked for a household name diplomat:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#cia
His secret life as a covert action operative ruined him as a human being and directly contributed to his early death. I also grew up in the Vietnam Era, and came of age soon after the draft ended, and still almost joined the Air Force Academy:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#business
with my quasi-redneck background that inculcated me with the idea that I would not quite me a man until I had been a soldier. How many people would I have needed to murder before I became a man? My mentors never answered that question. Because of the era that I grew up in, I came to know many men who fought in Southeast Asia, in the great, genocidal effort of my early life:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#_edn267
To my horror, events of the past generation have exceeded that bloody toll, as my great nation seizes the hydrocarbon deposits of central and western Asia:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post478002
and I virtually cannot find an American who knows or cares. I have come into contact with many veterans of our imperial adventures, and know that the carnage and evil inflicted by America’s soldiers will never be fully revealed to the American people. I have heard way too many stories of depravity:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#_edn287
of slaughtering the innocents, of torture, of secret missions that will never be declassified, and the like. The dark side is dark indeed, and my great nation is one of the primary authors of the book on how people inflict evil in each other. Studying America’s “greatest” war nearly took me under:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#good
but there was a positive outcome of that, in that it gave me the impetus to finally stop drinking. Those “secret” missions (certainly not secret from the people of Southeast Asia) were “conspiratorial” in nature, although the USA’s defenders would simply call them national security activities, and the secrecy was totally justified. Ralph McGehee discovered the Big Lies behind such a rationale:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm#secrecy
as have the few others who challenged America’s juggernaut from the inside. Because Ralph was from the civil service side of the CIA, he was not summarily murdered when he began to speak out, as my relative likely would have been if he ever went public with is secret life. But among the “skeptics” there is no end of apologetics for America’s secrecy apparatus:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/fluoride.htm#klass
But all of those games are played far below Godzilla’s level. Even if Mr. Skeptic is on Godzilla’s payroll:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/other.htm#skeptic
he has no idea who really funds his efforts. Similarly, Bill the BPA Hit Man and Mr. Texas likely had no idea who really hired them, although they were clearly aware of the nature of their missions, being dark pathers like they are. Although Mr. Deputy was handsomely compensated for his evil deeds:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post604711
he likely did not even care who was behind the perks that he received. He knew that he was engaging in evil, but people like him get off on such deeds. Dark pathers don’t think like the rest of us, and are very good at camouflaging themselves. For their more perceptive victims, they take their masks off at just the opportune moment, hoping to see recognition finally dawn in their victim’s eyes as the dagger sinks in:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/lessons.htm#masks
And the really accomplished ones know that nobody around the victims will figure it out, but will instead cheer on the dark pathers, even when the victims are their sons:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post300436
Those can be incredibly sobering moments for those on the high road, and my few fellow travelers all have had experiences similar to mine. Those can be sanity-threatening events, and few can survive them. This realm is not one for naïve newbies who want to go scale the ramparts and “do something,” not when I see that their armor does not even have a scratch yet.
As I spent years looking into the JFK hit, and the evidence kept supporting Gary’s story of his meeting with John Tower:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#tower
I also became immersed in the JFK assassination researcher community. There were several problems with that community. One was that they definitely weathered attacks by the Establishment, with the media attacking them with regularity. The attacks were often similar smears to what I experienced during my days with Dennis, so I recognized them for what they were. But another problem that I saw was how the researchers fought with each other, each promoting their pet theories and attacking the others. With knowing Gary’s story, it took no great imagination to realize that agents provocateurs had infiltrated the ranks of the JFK assassination researcher community, stirring up strife. But what was most disheartening was how readily the JFK assassination community obliged them, falling for the dark pather tricks over and over again. Also, too many JFK researchers were focusing on what I felt was something that was a hopeless task, which was solving the crime and naming the conspirators. From Gary’s story, it was evident that the JFK hit had many participants, and most involved in the operation were unwitting dupes, beginning with Oswald, who paid the ultimate price for his involvement in E. Howard Hunt’s little plan.
The dark pathers behind the JFK hit had positioned themselves brilliantly, and the CIA, FBI, and military were falling all over themselves to cover up the true nature of the operation that got JFK killed, and to me, exposing the Warren Commission as a sham was perhaps the best that could be hoped for, which would have at least set those to thinking who were brave enough to consider such heretical thoughts. It is really the system that is evil, and most of its accomplices are just following orders, oblivious to the larger ramifications of their actions.
The recent admission from the Kennedy family:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...edy#post617751
is long overdue, and only confirmed what knowledgeable observers have long suspected - there was no way that the Kennedy clan believed the lone nut lies, but likely stayed silent to try to protect the family from more murders, which has probably proven to be a dubious strategy. Bobby was also taken out by a conspiracy, probably with the same ultimate sponsors of the hit that took out Jack, and JFK Junior’s death may well have not been another “tragic accident,” and we will likely never know the truth.
With my own experiences under Godzilla’s loving foot, and my forays into JFK research, I became familiar with the conspiratorial side of the fence. At the same time that I was getting my feet wet in the JFK issue, I began to hear rumors that the moon landings were not all what they seemed. Since I toured the Mission Control Room where my father worked when I was eight:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#oleary
I had a keen interest in the issue, and my initial orientation was to see what might have been covered up about them. Did the astronauts encounter ETs during their ultimate adventures? Was exotic technology used for the Apollo missions?
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#neutral
As I considered the evidence of cover-up, I slowly became aware of a small group of people who made the case that we never landed on the moon at all, but that it was an elaborate ruse. I was initially quite skeptical of their thesis, but began to look at the evidence. Some was quite interesting, but not really convincing. I was still interested in the cover-up aspect of the moon landings and still am, but in the late 1990s, a virtual cottage industry sprung up that made the case that the moon landings were faked. I kind of resented what happened, but I found myself sucked into that controversy.
In early 2001, I decided to get to the bottom of the faked moon landings business, and just as I was in the middle of it, a TV show that had Brian in it made the case for faked moon landings:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#apollo
I then almost had no choice but to dive into the allegations. There were times when I was briefly convinced that the moon hoax theorists were onto something, but the longer I looked, the more that their claims fell apart. After a few months of looking into it, the claims for faked moon landings did not really hold up. I still had some areas of residual skepticism that were more along the lines of what may have been covered up, rather than moon landings being faked, but I really could not resolve the issues from where I sat, not with being the rank amateur that I was, and without having insider access to the material. I published the first draft of my cover-up essay:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm
in June of 2001. It created a little splash in the conspiracy researcher community (and I was soon plagiarized), and it is still about the most popular essay on my site. I was soon invited into a community that discussed the moon landings, and it basically dismantled the conspiracist position on faked moon landings. The leading figure in that milieu was an aerospace engineer who did his homework. He quickly convinced me regarding my areas of residual skepticism, and he did it like a scientist does, with facts and logic. Then, with his help, I stumbled into evidence that had been ignored by both sides of the debate:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#paydirt
and that removed all of the residual doubt that I had, short of going to the moon to see for myself. While I am supremely confident that the moon landings happened as advertised, as far as NASA landing men on the moon with conventional rocket technology, it can be argued that I wasted months of my life while looking into the issue. I don’t agree. It was an immensely profitable undertaking, on several fronts. It was very educational to sift through the evidence, think long and hard about it, get as close to the primary evidence as I could, and so on. I also saw how “out there” the moon hoax theorists could be. How they stretched the evidence, how they misinterpreted it, how they saw something that was not there, how they flew off the handle into wild speculation. I saw many of the same behaviors that I saw in the JFK researcher community.
But I also saw how somebody has something to hide about the moon landings and space exploration, which one of the leading moon hoax theorists discovered the hard way:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#sequester
But as I found out with Dennis and the raid on our facilities:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#raid
even if you don’t have anything worth stealing, if they think you do, they will shoot first and ask questions later.
Finding Armstrong’s Leap brought me into Brian O’s orbit closely for the first time. While he was impressed with that footage, I was never able to get him over the hump on the moon landings, and this year, I will be trying to find a place to post his “last word” in the moon landings issue:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianbio.htm#statement
where it can no longer be ignored by people in both moon hoax camps, who try to enlist Brian in their cause, even though he is dead. Brian had good reason to doubt NASA’s story, I am sorry to say:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#attack
and his harassment shortened his life. That was a heavy price to pay, to pursue the truth. A month after we were nearly run out of Sacramento after trying to meet with the governor’s energy advisers:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#sacramento
the 9/11 terror attacks happened. In August 2001, I also helped take the heat off of Ralph from the FBI:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm#protection
but in the wake of the neo-fascist agenda of Bush and his cronies, that eagerly took advantage of 9/11:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#wtc
people like Ralph laid very low, having no desire to end up at Gitmo or some other wonderful place, courtesy of Uncle Sam’s hospitality.
Within days of 9/11 happening, people began to wonder if 9/11 was just a little too fortuitous an event for the Bush Gang, especially when they openly called for a “Pearl Harbor” type of event to galvanize the American people to essentially support global conquest by the American state:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project...earl_Harbor.22
9/11 was no big surprise. I publicly predicted something like it a few years earlier:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#sunny
The 9/11 conspiracy community quickly sprouted up like weeds on a sunny spring day. The Internet certainly had plenty to do with it. The evil drumbeat for the invasion of Iraq began in the spring of 2002. I began to field so many attacks from mentally and spiritually ill Americans, including people close to me (the attacks from families and “friends” always hurt the worst, partly because they know where to hit you where it hurts, as sad as that is to admit) that I had to take my email address off of my site, and have never published it since.
I was also feverishly trying to finish up my site. When I saw those WTC towers smoking on that morning:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#sept11
I knew that my efforts were going to be too little and too late. I finished up my site in September 2002, in the wake of the dot.com collapse, and I had a front row seat to the invasion of Iraq, as there was not a hope in hell of finding a job in a collapsed economy.
I had already been in my midlife crisis for more than a year, and only figured out in 2001 that I was in my midlife crisis (the sneaky bastard! :) http://www.ahealedplanet.net/opinions.htm#crisis ), when 9/11 happened, and the next eighteen months were a complete nightmare for me, capped off with the bloody invasion of Iraq. I got both barrels of the benighted souls that I share my nation with:
http://www.counterpunch.org/2003/07/...g-the-obvious/
the crazed email attacks aside. That spring of 2003, I resumed my career, the month after Brian recruited me to help found NEM:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianmem.htm#nem
The next few years were the most emotionally agonizing of my life, and that is saying something. My heart became like a boil that needed to be lanced, and the final straw was an invitation to the White House:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#crisis
Then I sought professional help and the clouds began to part. The ending of my midlife crisis was necessary for me to begin the efforts of the past several years, which eventually took the form of my choir idea. I have no idea if it will work, but I have to try.
But in 2002, as I finished up my site, I began to get bombarded by people who made the case that 9/11 was an inside job. I was also regularly approached by people who wanted to convince me that the moon landings were hoaxed or that they got to the bottom of the JFK hit. Boy, what time-wasters those people were. Some were easy to set straight, as far as their evidence or arguments went, and I would often send them the experts’ way.
In 2004, I had some access to some of the more prominent 9/11 researchers, and I made the case they should confine their investigations to the most provable allegations and refrain from the more speculative theories, and there were plenty in circulation at that time. I then watched those researchers fight a flame war with each other, only confirming my impression that I gained from interacting with the JFK community: the researchers are their own worst enemies. Although I still get people approaching me with their 9/11 stuff, my jury is still out on 9/11. I think that there are valid avenues of inquiry:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#points
I still would not adjust that list too much, all these years later. So, what if 9/11 was an inside job? What then? Bush was certainly not smart enough or worldly enough to pull it off, and American presidents are just figureheads anyway. Rummy and Cheney are aware of Godzilla, but if it was a Godzilla operation, Rummy and Cheney were not in on it, not directly. In all likelihood, their relationship to the events was what Franklin Roosevelt’s relationship was to Pearl Harbor: goad the Japanese, and when the appropriate event was engineered or manipulated into being, for maximum impact, then be ready to play your role.
As with the cancer racket, the best solution is to never darken their door. Eat live food, refrain from putting poison in your bodies (alcohol, tobacco, junk food), and take care of your health. A pill is not going to make you healthy. Every time Godzilla says “Jump!” my fellow Americans ask, “How high?” That is the problem, not Godzilla’s antics. He is only a parasite, seizing his opportunity, similar to those gray beings that ran that nightmare reality that Michael Roads once visited:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roadsblade
Those who need to further explore the contours of greed, self-centeredness, and indifference will get to incarnate there one day, so that they can master those attributes of the human condition. For myself, I am trying to find people who want live in Heaven on Earth:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1
and are willing to lay aside their scarcity-based conditioning long enough to just imagine that world. And the search has been long and hard, and I eventually discovered partly why that is: people are addicted to scarcity, or perhaps more accurately, they are addicted to the mindset that allowed them to carve out their little niche of hell and get fed, and their entire worldview is predicated on scarcity:
http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant
and they see the notion of abundance as truly being a threat to their existence. How can people be that delusional? I think that it is one of the hazards of this experience called life in physical reality, and unless enough of us can at least raise our eyes from the mire long enough to contemplate the sky, Godzilla has the game well in hand.
Does Godzilla operate from the shadows in conspiratorial style? Do the lower-level players also do so? Sure they do. That is the nature of the dark side. Do conspiracists see conspiracies where there likely are not any, as with the epidemic of shootings in the USA recently? Absolutely, and that is the nature of paranoia. The events are only hours old when the conspiracists begin churning out their “product,” seeing a conspiracy behind all prominent events.
While we have systems based on secrecy and anonymity (such as Internet forums with anonymous participants), we make the ground fertile for Godzilla to grow his crops and play his games. As with degenerative disease, the only answer worth considering is prevention, and that means taking responsibility for our lives, exercising self-discipline, and acting from the heart. With love, all things are possible, and in an atmosphere of love, the dark pathers truly cannot play their games, because they operate in fear and consider themselves the masters of fear. For a time, they share the planet with us, and they are only masters of a game that we all play, to one degree or another. It is time for a new game, the one that the masters of light have long alluded to.
Uncovering conspiracies is likely not very productive, because it focuses on the dark side, usually obsessively, and often jumps at shadows. We need to focus on the light side, while still giving the devil his due. That is not an easy balancing act, and the only people whom I ever met who were able to handle it had great hearts above all other qualities.
I think that this is my longest post at Avalon, and the sermon is over for now. :)
Time for chores.
Best,
Wade

