Thanks you GoodETxSG for your honesty and bravery.
I feel honored to share this area with you.
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GoodETxSG
The next time it confronted me at night i used the name of "Jesus" and for some reason thought to say "in the name of Jesus" i banish all entities, close all portals into my being and banish them from my complete being for ever, i also banish them from my family and home.
Once i did that there suddenly started flying out of my chest and head in groups of about a dozen many many groups of entities that were complete shadow looking beings with smoking looking flames coming off of the bottome parts of their fleeing "bodies"... They had "head and shoulder" shaped top halves. I was told these were "archons" (that were implanted during my early milab years)...
What I understand from the above quote, is a sincere help request from who/what ever can assist you.
I am from a different culture and not programmed with the psychological meaning of "Jesus". To me it could possibly be Jehovah, Moses or Elijah.
The interesting and honorable lesson we can learn from your story, is that we are not alone and when we sincerely seek and request divine assistance it arrives. To you Jesus to me Moses to other Muhammad.
What works in magic and spiritually is not the physical/defined meaning but the intent and concept it represent. You have a concept of savior and you called it no matter what its name, and it worked for you. It can work as well to others.
This is a message of hope and empowerment.
Readers of this forum should be humbled from your experience.
The messages I receive from your story:
1. We are never alone.
2. We can (and should) call for assistance, any time.
3. Only when we are sincerely ready to advance, divine assistance will support us.
Trying to ease the suffering and guilt with your path. Try to consider this belief: we need to experience both polarities (good/evil) to the extreme in order to integrate them. Therefore each of us was/experienced the worst and best human being can be. Unless your soul experience both sides of the fence, it cannot release/integrate the fence.
Another useful and comforting belief is trusting in supreme intelligence that all/everything is "whole, complete and perfect" beyond our human comprehensions. Therefore if it happened it was meant to happen and there are needed experiences. Otherwise it wouldn't happen.
I know you hold the belief in souls, therefore you believe you are eternal and timeless. The current human perspective as painful as it is, is personality/ego based. This kind of mental gymnastic are triggers to self acceptance and self forgiveness.
You are, and I am perfectly imperfect. that is the beauty of the virtual game.
If we were perfect the virtual reality game would not work.
Hope you can find some encouragement and hope in your personal power, and receive the support/beatings your deserve/attract in here.
May the force be with you, it never left you.