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Lots of drama in the world, can I ask why you feel this is pertinent to Avalon?
(A friendly mod note)
One might say the same thing about
the new ABBA thread. :)
I think Masha is quite right: this is about human nature. A tragic disappearance, and probably a crime. We do dig into many human condition issues here. (And the ABBA thread is also far more about the human condition than music.)
If members want to talk about something in our complex world that catches their attention and (especially) might have some deeper significance behind it, there's usually an opportunity here. Avalon threads constitute an everyone-welcome buffet on a pretty huge help-yourself table!
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Well yes Bill as matter of fact I thought the Aba thread was not very interesting, but it’s your forum and has it occurred to you that maybe no one would say that to you for that reason. I have watched a moderator here attack everyone who supported Trump and sometimes brutally and without any justification and you said nothing. Yet you go after me for just questing someone’s motivation. You have hard time with some dissenting voices and not others. I can tell you exactly why I asked about this tread. I don’t look at violence and cruelty unless it has a higher purpose and I can learn something from it. I worked in a prison with murders, they kill for many reasons and there are a lot of them in the world killing people every day. So again I question why I should look at this one, the world is filled with it. I could post many more gruesome crimes, I could tell you more real horrific stories that would give you nightmares, stories that I may be the only one who knows about them; they are fascinating stories, but I wouldn’t do that because you pay a price for that information. Is this really the entertainment you want in your psyche. Remember, everything you see, you don’t have the privilege of using the delete button in your mind to remove it. I look at posts about crimes of the TPTB because I learn from that, there is nothing in this post but tragedy and lowering of my personal frequency, and for what? The Aba thread was uninteresting to some, some loved it, to each their own no harm no foul. The information here in my mind can be detrimental and the MSM is full of it, to tear you apart while entertaining you under the guise it’s a human interest story. I understand I can often be confrontational and don’t always come off as sweetness and light, however as Pam points out, you may be more fooled by those who present themselves that way than by those who tell you what they really think and are willing to take the heat for it!
Your reference to "high frequencies" and the way you have acted here, are very conflicting. But i don't expect you to reply to me, as i have learned from other people in the past, once you think someone is 'below' you, you don't find the time or care for it
And that's the ironic part of it all, the idea that you somehow have 'high frequencies",whatever that means to you, while also being so "low on frequencies" that you consider other people's suffering as 'lesser than me' and 'not worth my time'. The joke tells itself, honestly
You sound like: "I"m so high above this mere human matters that i can't be bothered with it, show me something interesting, i could not care less about the suffering of these peasants!"
That's not very "high frequency", honestly.
What's your take on that?
I think a bit of humbleness would not hurt, or even, may i dare say, true understanding of what suffering is. (And this coming from me, possibly one of the most arrogant persons who have ever stepped on Avalon)
The world doesn't revolve around what you have experienced. And the world doesn't need to follow and cut into your current perspective of life. It.Does.Not.Matter. Someone else always has more experience, and there's always a bigger fish...
Just because you experienced some things here and there, doesn't mean no one else has the right to learn and go at their own time, or pace, learning the same things.
I'm sorry if you had a bad life experience, your not the only one! I did too, and i did not lose my soul through it, i care about people mostly more than i care about me, in the end, and it has costly bad in some ways.
By your own words, we seem to not be at your high level of understanding of these things. I guess you should post a list of things you consider worthy of your interest, so that we all in Avalon skip and avoid offending your taste of news and research, and focus just on your own needs. As clearly this world revolves around what you consider interesting and nothing else. Yes i'm being difficult there, i mean to :P
But let me be serious now:
I truly find it funny, but even more, very interesting, at least for today, that you consider you have "high frequencies that can be lowered by learning about someone else's suffering". While doing the total opposite of it. And you are actually showing a lack of care of anything but your own happiness. Which is ego and selfishness, which completely goes and destroys anything you think "high frequencies" mean :)
This Ego and "me me me" attitude? That's considered at least, the lowest of "frequencies" as far as i understand your misunderstanding of what "frequencies" mean
Oh also, please, if, and that's a big IF, you ever reply, consider this: Age and experience are not related, so if you are considering saying something about my age and what i have said or may possibly say later on. Please don't. Talk about what is being said, leave age as far as you can possibly leave it, from your mind. It's not at all meaningful, in the context of this conversation. Hope you understand that
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So again I question why I should look at this one, the world is filled with it. I could post many more gruesome crimes, I could tell you more real horrific stories that would give you nightmares, stories that I may be the only one who knows about them; they are fascinating stories, but I wouldn’t do that because you pay a price for that information. Is this really the entertainment you want in your psyche.
I have seen more than that, i have seen things that would make you cry
Like what? Kids blown up to pieces in the floor of their living room? Older people sitting on their couches, barely breathing and crying like little kids when the soldiers come running to help them?
Or maybe 60+ year olds crying and some of them in their last minutes of life grasping for air and crying in their last breath "mommy!" while they hold into a random leaf or stone they found while trying to escape the murderous and terrible fall of rockets and shells into their homes?
Or maybe young girls undressed on the streets and raped who tried to run away by dragging their bodies across the road leaving a trace of blood all over only to die on the other side of that road because they completely bleed out, and grasping in their little hands a leaf or whatever they could find to grasp in a last attempt to find strenth?
Give me a f*king break.
Whatever you experienced, it's yours only, this ridiculous attempt to claim so high level of entitlement means nothing to me. I have seen things too, possibly even worse
I was a soldier, have you ever cleared a village and go house to house and then you, before reaching the house, notice the silence around, not even the birds are around, but you see them on top of trees, all silent there, watching from afar, and the air is dense, very dense. There's something in the air and then you know someone just recently died there, and you have to clear the house and move on, and on that house, inside, you find death, kids and parents and pets and so on.
*Take pictures because once you move and the recovery team arrives, the scene may have changed, pick up whatever you can to keep moving and let's move on, pretend you did not see a young girl blown up to pieces and her dad rotting away on the next corner because they probably happened 15/20 days ago and now they are blue and bloated*
Go house by house finding similar, pretend is not important, keep going, you have a mission, you are a soldier! Remember your goals, don't stop or other will suffer the same, you are here to save the most you can, see this as a way to let you know that other's are about to suffer the same, hurry soldier! Any moment wasted, may be another life!
Village is clear! And there are 100 dead people, mostly children and woman, but no soldier got hurt, so it's a "white day"! Hurra!
So spare me this crap about how much you have seen with prisoners and blah blah blah. You would not last a day with that attitude out there, With this "i need special treatment" attitude
Just now see? Now you made me angry. I can't be angry, i may die out of stupidity, and this is why i requested not to be allowed to post
Stupid selfishness and "i don't care about other's suffering. I'm above that"
Sure you are
Enough!
ETA:
And just so you know
Any soldier out there who has not lost it, will tell you this, once you lose your care for human life and stop caring about their suffering, you are not a soldier anymore, you are a murderer. Never stop caring about human life, or you become the enemy
And i bet all army veterans here on Avalon can confirm this, if they wish so
ETA 2:
Once you find a kid or a grown up with their inner stomach all blown out and you know they have 5/10 minutes to live and they are desperately trying to find hope, what do you say to them? other than the BS you think you would say right now? What do you actually said? When the air is full of blood and other things and you can barely breath next to them and you know their suffering is immense and they will pass soon and you have to be there for them, say it. Don't let the smell of their inner organs allow you to throw up, it's a disgrace, they expect you to be strong for them, keep yourself alert and strong, grab their hands and lie to them while they go to sleep the endless night
But are you going to say the BS you were told to say? Are you human?
Note to MODs:
Please leave this here, i was not supposed to talk about this, and i did not intended to, but seeing as what has happened i can see here a chance to show how things happen out there, and it's just not about me, but about what thousands others live out there day by day. I'm willing, even if i was told not to, i'm willing to express this now.
But i won't move much more forward than this. I just need and want to let people know that there are things happening that are way beyond, and that just because someone thinks all they have experienced is the top most of it, that's not true, "There's always a bigger fish"
It doesn't matter if people believe or not, is not meant for that, i'm not trying to claim entitlement or any kind of show off or street credit. Whatever happens, happens next