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Posted by Oouthere

I only remember one symbol and it reminded me of a "C" that is turned 45 degrees. I would see 6 symbol sets and it seemed a program would run that set the emotions, gave necessary intel, and somehow gave me a full understanding of the subject at hand. Very interesting experiences and useful when playing war in the Matrix.

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Hello Oouthere

One of the biggest problems with group think is that here there is no defined group, this leaves the door open to whoever wants to come in and change the intent of the group think. The other problem such as DeDukshyn has stated is that of constant misdirection through fear and judgment. I see so many topics flow through here each and everyday some are genuine but other are drafted from pages of distraction and misguidance. I am only going to share my personal images through astral projections, obes, touch and what I have seen with my own two eyes. I don't realy know where to begin so I am going to start with a recent astral projection one I also shared elsewhere on this forum

An example of a astral message that I received this morning.

Today I awoke to an astral projected dream and new lesson that seems appropriate to the problems I am having I wish to share.

I found myself at this house where a man was testing me on my knowledge of things around me and my sense of the astral and the veil. There were younger children around they were all playing some games, watching tv and others just doing regular things children do screaming, playing and laughing. The man said I passed the astral and obe portion of the test but had one more thing he wanted me to do, a board puzzle. I sat down in front of this multi-tiered puzzle which had many boards all representing different tests he used. A woman entered the room she seems to be in her mid-forties and had a long connection to this man, she wanted advice from him but he was compelled to get me to finish his test so she went and sat in a sofa chair. I looked up at her and she just stared back agitated, this attitude seemed to be off putting to me but I felt compelled to begin, by this time I was unsure of the puzzle he had pointed to but grabbed the closest one to the vicinity that he had pointed.

As I grabbed the puzzle the lights started to dim and all I could soon see is a young boy sitting in front of the tv with the light it was emitting, The puzzle changed and they all started to fall towards the table top from where they were originally positioned, now all I could remember was some small aspects of the puzzles texture which I was feeling for in the dark trying to still put it together. Soon the lights started to come back on and as I looked down at the puzzle in my hand I soon realized the pieces had all changed and I wasn’t even holding any of the pieces I thought I had gained during the darkness.

The message I received from this is I have the power inside of me to figure out the puzzle but I still stand in the dark, if I wish to see the actual pieces I need to bring them into the light to see them for what they truly are, In Hinduism They call this MAYA. The other thing I see here that may be causing interference is all the distractions around me but this is a life one must endure when one has four children and a spouse , so the answers will come they just might not come as fast I hoped for.

The half silhouette is supposed to be me but I left out the top half so you can see the puzzle as I seen it. I am going to draw many pictures so to give you a better insight to what I am seeing. I am sorry for I am not the best drawer but I think they will suffice for this purpose.

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I have been doing allot of thinking on this astral projection and now have come to a different conclusion to its meaning. I now understand he did not want me to just solve one of the puzzles but the whole stand in itself was the puzzle showing me that it is not just one puzzle but many, all part of the same puzzle interconnectedness.

I will talk later about the "c" that you have seen in your mind somthing about it sounds familiar but I need you to give me more info as to the symbol sets you are referring to.

Here, myself and Powessy have had the table turned. In this thread we are the example of the outlaws and the group consensus of this thread (I used the "thanks" and former comments to determine this- not the best but it is the method this forum uses) and the "groupthink" has become the ideas of Ooutthere and the others (no offense intended - great thread). ;)

So, how does this view feel now? From my perspective, everything is still working perfectly fine. ;)

Again, there will be some individuals who don't understand the power judgement and fear has over them, there will be those individuals that have tendency to be disruptive to new ideas, these have nothing to do with groups; at the same time there will be groups who "get it wrong" -- how is this different from an individual who "gets it wrong" - no one is forcing anyone to be part of a group, then, even before that -- define "wrong" and how they are wrong. Unless someone puts up valid arguments worth considering, everyone has the potential to be wrong, and if enough fall into this category -- so can a group. But what is "wrong"?. Their opinions? Or the fact that one took their opinions as fact and had a judgemental emotional reaction based in fear of being "wrong" for having a different stance than their opinions?

Yet have we both (myself and Powessy) not been able to be "wrong" (in the context of this thread) and yet still have interjected, somewhat successfully our views? Perhaps individual fear of not being able to convey ones intention contributes to this phenomenon, and perhaps each of us contribute? I think some deep thought on this may be warranted here. My 2 cents ;)

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Posted by DeDukshyn

Here, myself and Powessy have had the table turned. In this thread we are the example of the outlaws and the group consensus of this thread (I used the "thanks" and former comments to determine this- not the best but it is the method this forum uses) and the "groupthink" has become the ideas of Ooutthere and the others (no offense intended - great thread). ;)

So, how does this view feel now? From my perspective, everything is still working perfectly fine. ;)

Again, there will be some individuals who don't understand the power judgement and fear has over them, there will be those individuals that have tendency to be disruptive to new ideas, these have nothing to do with groups; at the same time there will be groups who "get it wrong" -- how is this different from an individual who "gets it wrong" - no one is forcing anyone to be part of a group, then, even before that -- define "wrong" and how they are wrong. Unless someone puts up valid arguments worth considering, everyone has the potential to be wrong, and if enough fall into this category -- so can a group. But what is "wrong"?. Their opinions? Or the fact that one took their opinions as fact and had a judgemental emotional reaction based in fear of being "wrong" for having a different stance than their opinions?

Yet have we both (myself and Powessy) not been able to be "wrong" (in the context of this thread) and yet still have interjected, somewhat successfully our views? Perhaps individual fear of not being able to convey ones intention contributes to this phenomenon, and perhaps each of us contribute? I think some deep thought on this may be warranted here. My 2 cents ;)

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hello DeDukshyn

I have come to many realizations in my life that all lead to one simple conclusion and that is if I can not feel it, see it or see how it works I will not fully believe it to be true. I live in the united states and they tell me that putting fluoride in my water is good for me and it is scientifically proven to be effective. They tell me that eating sugary foods, wheat and vegetable oils will not harm me but I know better. I trusted the groups that came up with these reports and followed them to improve my health and over all life but I soon realized these groups had an agenda(greed), now I don't no if I can ever trust them again or not. The internet has done the same thing with so many pages of misdirection and gain orientated so called spiritual advisers lining their pockets with the blood sweat and tears of those wishing for a better tomorrow. The problem I will get is that the things I am feeling and seeing, others do not see them nor feel them so how can I expect them to believe if they hold my same beliefs.

I want to share this problem with someone but I have no one to share it with for they will not be able to share in the feelings I am going through. If someone says they were abducted by a UFO, the first thing that pops to mind is, are they sane or looking for attention never mind the bruises or strange cuts and markings, we can also explain away these to. When someone gets into an accident we wonder if they were drinking or on drugs never mind the roads were wet and slippery, we are all guilty of this. Whether it is a group or only and individual we are defined by the things we believe to be our truths whether they came to us through insight, parental upbringing or years of society conditioning our thoughts.

All one can truly do is put it out there weight the responses verses your perceived belief, and then maintain it, disregard it or seek out other groups. The funny thing is it only takes one person to confirm or destroy an idea but on the other hand we can ultimately search high enough and low enough to find a group that believes everything one says.

Just a few late night ramblings from the USA.

I have awoken to early morning thoughts jumbled up in my head I thought I would share for it is connected to the puzzle. First some explanation and fragments that have brought on these ideas.

I am still trying to feel or conceptualize how the higher self and the soul is partnered within our existence. Many people here say they have awoken but my idea of awakening is not knowing something else is out there or that the world is unjust and our government is trying to kill us softly, these are just thoughts that feed or fear of death and incite panic. Who cares if aliens exist what if you are one of them, if things seem unjust change your perspective, job, life or what ever it takes for you to feel comfortable, There is no mess you can't walk away from. The government may indeed have an agenda but it is the greed and control they want that has placed these feeling upon our breasts, I refuse to be a puppet dangling on strings.

My awakening was the ascension of my soul within my body, the feeling of our connection as we became one. ever since our connection many images and past memories have started to become clear.

Oouthere

you spoke of a "c" laying on it's side well it is the letter sets that make me question your memories and this is why. During the first part of my awakening somthing became apparent to me and that is my eyes had the ability to dowse, move in conversation instead of audible tones. Well a month ago something else was added to this, a new tool for conversation but not meant for me but for him. it is a adaptation to the eye, on Saturday they came and inserted something into my eye socket It felt like a spring or the ribs of a spring. I was annoyed because I didn't understand for it takes around a day for these things to initiate and start working. These items are being placed in Powessy not actually me but as we merge I am feeling these things with more physical pressure. Well Sunday night during meditation I could feel someone trying to communicate on my eye but it felt like the Doctor that put it there since he played with the eye for quite some time getting it to move accurately. The motions are similar to cell phone keyboard the Swype method. I am unable to follow the speed and letters being used but they are meant for Powessy. There are three levels of letters and numbers stacked in a three dimensional grid of sorts. I Don't have the sensitivity myself to feel the change from one board to the next but perhaps in time. Though this is a new development it is more for him then me I think, for during meditation I am still able to float into conversations.

The next following weekend Just prior to falling into a deep sleep his eyes opened and the grid was down. The grid that I see is the main reason I started my search and the real push for answers, this grid has been preventing me from OBEing which is the very reason I live for. As I looked forward I seen this next image one of a high tech medical room I believe upon a ship but this is just speculation. The sight only lasted a few seconds and I was drawn to the screen with the circles on it so the rest of the room is hazy and lost to the short duration of this experience. I am showing the image from a second person point of view but the event happened in first person. The blanket was the grid I see through the veil but now I see it does not just cover my eyes it its over my whole body. I believe the blanket/grid is what keeps me and him separated.



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So here is the early morning thought that has been rolling through my head it would be nice to get some feed back on this.

I believe many thought's and misdirection can be solved with this idea though it is only that an idea. Many people claim to have been abducted taken up into a ship and things placed into them or things done to them. The feeling of paralysis is common in OBErs and floating through things, then you have the bright lights and then the operating room or just a room in a ship. What if this is just the movement between your soul/higher self here and your higher dimensional body already there, or some combination of this effect. Just an idea I need to ponder at more depth, can anyone add to this.

Oouthere

Do you think this is still a group topic one in which you can share or contribute. Should I allow this thread to die quietly our do you wish for me to continue, before you decide I will share one more piece something others can use to gain center during their meditations.

My awakening began with a pendulum, my old high school class ring. During my channeling I would place my head down on my hands with my eyes closed and to my amazement I could see the rope and an object at the end of it. I started to twirl this pendulum within my mind and could see the answers to my questions here instead of the actual pendulum in my hand. Now this piece connects the previous piece listed in my last response to one another. One day as I was speaking to myself regarding a conversation I had with my guide my eyes started to move in the motions of the pendulum. I was also picking up on some not so nice entities in the veil which were trying to gain information about other things. Anyway an angel came to me and told me to rest for one hour she would stop this so I went up to take a nap and a hour later I awoke but this movement of the eyes continued for several more hours, I was relieved when it ended for it was very distracting. Now when I looked within my minds eye all I could see is a white string long and unconnected to any objects. The fact this took several hours to take effect could have something to do with the proximity of my higher dimensional self and me or just it takes that long for the change to take place. It took several weeks of seeking balance and center to finally ask to have the eyes redone but this time I asked for less sensitivity one that did not interfere so much, this took several hours to redo and a couple times of rework to get it to act correctly.

The weights in my minds pendulum have been changed several times, and I do not now there purpose yet.

I want to speak of an event that occurred yesterday. I started to twirl the object at the end of the rope, something was strange, normally I can increase the diameter of the rope and move it in any direction I want with extreme accuracy, like a flexible snake. As I started my centering meditation I noticed I was being contained by something that was unseen, I used the weight at the end, a breaking ball given to me (A black sphere) to break through the barrier. I watched the wall break into thousands of pieces shattering into the veil, I continued to extend the rope but something was still there. I then started to twirl the rope again and this time it was like splinters or toothpicks as they broke away, I became frustrated and stopped. Powessy has a special chakra that I use to contain things and hold things, I went to the wall and touched it with the end of the rope infusing this chakra into the wall it lit up a path leading back to the caster. I followed the wall to a door and went inside and in the middle of the room stood a pregnant nun her habit was dark and the image was gray in scale so I could not make out her face. I called her soul to the light and she came out from the darkness. Do you think the church may be hiding something or was this the nun that invoked this illusion to contain. I try to stay out of this view but from time to time I revisit to see if my balance has gotten better, which it has for now I have a strong center point from which to swing my rope with extreme speeds but if my focus drifts any it becomes unstable.

Here is the vision as I saw it

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The next piece of the puzzle is one that has been with me since I was 13 or so. I have had thousands of obes and astral projections but I only recall them starting around this age. The thing I remember the most is looking out my basement window and making a clear image of this window in my mind. My body position for obe is flat on my back, feet loosely wrapped in my blankets to hold them together, my arms bent and fingers interwoven just above my navel. I would use a twist method to release my mind from everything, What I mean by this is I would imagine turning my body from side to side and then all the way around sometimes I could no longer discern which direction I was in. I would also at the same time slow my heart through deep breathing and focus on the point above my shoulders and on my feet slowly relaxing myself till almost paralysis. The trick to obe is mind awake body asleep this saying is so true. Anyway I would try and imagine the window and flying out of it but as I did this something else showed up in this window view, a man standing on a bridge in front of a building of sorts and a door with a very bright light emitted through it. This person has been with me ever since, his name is powessy. I then heard the words " spirits of evil and good enter into my body and soul, walk with me down the path of limbo with good on my right and evil on my left, walk with me into the light" this has been my mantra ever since.

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Powessy seven months ago ascended into me this I clearly felt as he move up my body till we intertwined into one. A few day's before this happened a cat like person walked up to me as I came out of my afternoon nap she was very beautiful but startled me a little. Her eyes stared into mine and for two days I could see them separated on each side of my head they seemed to be burnt into my head then they condensed into one eye just above my forehead. The next day proceeding the eye, and during meditation I felt another presence this time it was something else a bright light that had a oval form move up behind me. As the light moved up behind me and with it's tentacles pressed them into my neck filling my blood with light, I could close my eyes and see my mouth open and close and my tongue moving around in my mouth, I could also feel it move throughout my entire body, this was so weird. Once this process was completed he then ascended within me. I have read many articles on walk-in's and found this one post recently from a member of a starseed forum, I am posting her information and my response to it.


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Thought this might be interesting reading- Hope you like it!

Starseeds
Not everyone on earth is from earth. There are those who are here from other planets and civilizations in this and other universes. And though they walk around in human bodies, many have forms that are not human. Many are drawn to animals and other life forms on earth that, in fact, closely resemble their true form. For example, some are very drawn to dolphins; there is a race of Beings called the Nommos who live on a planet in the Sirius star system. There are other factors indicating a starseed identity.

* They have an intense sense of loneliness.
* They feel like they don’t belong in their earth family.
* They have a fascination with the stars and feel as though their home is out there, but they can’t remember where.
* They begin to question the ways of earth at an early age. Many are the black sheep of their family.
* They are drawn to metaphysics seeking answers to why they feel so alone and why they don’t seem to fit in on earth.
* Many have an adversarial relationship with the parent of the opposite sex.
* The majority of starseeds have the facial shape of their mother but the remainder of their physical body is like that of their fathers, or the other way around depending on which parent is the real parent, the starseed parent from off planet. This is done for a reason.
* Lower than normal body temperature and inability to handle heat.
* The majority of starseeds and walk-ins carry the Crystal Gene for DNA Recoding/Ascension. Once activated, the crystal gene allows for clearer guidance with beings on other dimensions. It acts as a guidance system of sorts, keeping the individual on course in their respective mission. It allows for quicker understanding of the emotional blocks that must be cleared in order to recompile DNA via DNA Recoding.
* Many feel drawn to do grid and vortex work.

Starseeds commonly have three parents, two Earth parents and one off-world parent. For example there can be an off-world father. In this case the Earth father will be the surrogate. There are also instances when a child has two or more off-world parents, each one contributing DNA to create the starseeded child. These are unique instances and more than I want to cover here.

There is a contract made between the earth parent and the off-world parent, for the earth parent to love and rear the starseed child. Many times the earth parent is a starseed as well.

The starseed child looks more like the surrogate earth parent to ensure that they are accepted by that parent at birth. In the majority of cases the off-world parent is not of human origin as the human species is the least prolific in our universe.

Starseeds are here on earth as representatives of their civilizations. Their purpose is to create templates that can be used by the members of their home world to overcome some problem that hinders their spiritual evolution as a soul group.

I am told that 144,000 civilizations have sent some of their people to earth as starseeds. These civilizations closely watch their beloved children while here on earth. The real parent, the starseed parent, is usually a guide for his child while that child is on earth. It is my understanding that this is why so many starseeds have experienced visitations from an early age. Their family on their home world uses many ways to communicate and maintain the connection and love bond with their family member on earth. This is also why so many civilizations have ships orbiting earth right now. They have family here and therefore have a vested interest in seeing that earth ascends.

Walk-ins

Walk-ins are people from other dimensions who have walked in to the body of a person on earth. In all cases there is a pre-birth contract for this to occur.

Some walk-ins come into much younger bodies, but this is more the exception than the rule. When a child walk-in occurs, it is because the soul coming in needs the experiences of childhood and adolescence as a foundation for their mission. Childhood and adolescent walk-ins usually don’t awaken until they reach adulthood. More often than not, walk-ins step in when the host soul has reached adulthood. This allows them to utilize the maturity and life experience gained by the host soul.

There are the types of walk-ins:

* Full soul exchange - The host soul vacates the body.
* Soul braid - the host soul receives and braids with the incoming walk-in soul for a specific length of time.
* Stasis walk-in - The least common of walk-ins and the one requiring the most experience. Most often used by the ancient time healers. A stasis walk-in in one whose body is in stasis on their home world while their consciousness projects into our world and animates a body that the host soul has vacated. The walk-in soul will leave the body during the sleeps state in order to return home to carry on their other life. This type of walk-in is temporary and lasts for the duration of a mission. The host soul can return once the walk-in’s mission is complete. The host soul is usually a time healer as well.

Indications of a walk-in are:

Usually occur during a traumatic event in the host soul’s life such as a severe illness or a car accident. Many come in during a near death experience. This is the most common way for walk-ins to exchange places, but it is not the only way. Yet, most all cases the walk-in occurs when the host is unconscious.

* Sudden onset of physical pain in the neck and shoulders that wasn’t there before the walk-in.
* Feel like an impostor within the family.
* Loss of coordination and memory lapses. Trouble with speech.
* Sudden change in tastes such as food, clothing and decor.
* Sudden loss of interest in career and hobbies. New ones are found along with a sudden interest in all things spiritual.
* Sudden change in relationships with family and friends. Some relationships become distant while others get stronger.
* Divorce occurs usually within 2 - 3 years after the walk-in has arrived.
* Strong knowing that they have a mission to accomplish though they may not remember what it is at the present time.
* Some walk-ins have memories of their home world or ship.
* Walk-ins usually carry the Crystal Gene.
* Many feel drawn to do grid and vortex work.

Walk-ins have a more challenging role on earth because they have spent most of their incarnation on another plane of existence and then come to earth in the middle to later part of that incarnation.

Lightworkers

Lightworkers are people who have chosen to do their part to assist Earth and Mankind in their ascension. Lightworker is a term given to those who are actively on the spiritual path. Not all Lightworkers are starseeds or walk-ins, and starseeds and walk-ins only become Lightworkers when they have made the conscious choice to begin their spiritual path and assist others.

Lightworker is also a term that can be used to describe the Etheric Sirian and Orion Human soul group. This group was the remnant of Lyran humans that survived the First Great Galactic War. They are the heirs of earth and having been here the longest are considered indigineous. For more information read We are the Nibiruans, Return of the 12th Planet, and The Mission Remembered.

Indications of a lightworker are:

* They experience an awakening and begin the Spiritual Path
* They have a deep heart connection to Earth and drawn to help save her.
* Many are drawn to grid and vortex earth

Love*Light

Ann


Here is my response to the stasis walk-in the one I believe is what I am going through.

"Stasis walk-in - The least common of walk-ins and the one requiring the most experience. Most often used by the ancient time healers. A stasis walk-in in one whose body is in stasis on their home world while their consciousness projects into our world and animates a body that the host soul has vacated. The walk-in soul will leave the body during the sleeps state in order to return home to carry on their other life. This type of walk-in is temporary and lasts for the duration of a mission. The host soul can return once the walk-in’s mission is complete. The host soul is usually a time healer as well."

There are a few things here that are not correct. I noticed my walk-in at an early age around 13 this was the first time I saw him. His name is powessy but he is linked to me as a primary shard of my existence. about eight years ago I had a out of body experience one that has left an ever lasting image in my head. The image was of a great white hall spanning a great distance but next to me was a sleeping pod one with a dark glass hatch that I could not see into, I believe my true form was inside of this pod. I met my guide through channeling seven months ago and he allowed me one last obe in this highest form, as I reached the end of the hall my consciousness drew back and I saw my higher self for the first time this is also a first for this type of experience, and I have had thousands of obes, right after this experience Powessy ascended within me but I also sense my higher self is close by. Once powessy had entered, he will remain till the end of this human life, how ever long that is. He is me and I am him, the reason they enter later in life and only when you are ready for them is once they have ascended everything in the veil can see you this would not be good for someone not prepared for this.

I enjoyed this article very much thank you

Wow, that's an interesting read! I've only had a couple of obe's and have tried to force them, but cannot.

There's very little talk of the cat people. I remember seeing a lion looking man in the corner of the room, him being very upset with me for leaving my house during a divorce. I'm not certain what happened, if we were "played" by "them" or what but we had several groups working with/for/against us.

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Wow, that's an interesting read! I've only had a couple of obe's and have tried to force them, but cannot.

There's very little talk of the cat people. I remember seeing a lion looking man in the corner of the room, him being very upset with me for leaving my house during a divorce. I'm not certain what happened, if we were "played" by "them" or what but we had several groups working with/for/against us.

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Oouthere

How did you feel during your obe experiences, were you afraid of them or did you embrace them. The mind and soul will only allow things that it feels you are ready for. Do you mind telling me about these experiences, I like to here how everyone else interprets their ob experience, perhaps I can help you move forward.

Today during my nap I had another piece of the puzzle handed to me. Over the last week things started to accelerate as more and more activity surrounded me, until today everything seemed to stop all of a sudden. The nun from the mind pendulum I have learned was in fact not a nun but the mother of the dark, or something like this. she was the tipping point in the battle for the soul as it continues within the veil. I do not yet know how to begin to tell you what things I am experiencing with out sounding like a nut job, so I am only going to post today's experience and then move backwards to discuss these other events later.

Today during nap I awoke to a obe/astral experience all the subtle feelings were present but it was different more of a combination of the two. I am also going to submit some words that I am learning with the eye thing, perhaps someone else has seen these symbols.

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The projection started out with me in bed just looking up at the wall at a dark area just under the trim. This was alarming because in times past very intelligent spiders would crawl along the walls and try and speak to me, but their words never seemed to make sense then. So I looked closer at the wall and realized the spot was due to water damage or something else. Then the noises of my family became apparent making me think this experience was going to break early but it didn't, which was so far realy good. The next thing I remember as my wife and daughters moved on, and now I was looking up at the ceiling but something was weird I only had one eye open and all that I could see is a black spot which caught my attention in the center of the ceiling. Then a spiral started to form through my vision moving its way up to the spot and this created a hole in the tiles my room has no tiles on the ceiling this was the indicator I was astral projecting. I sat up in my bed and looked at the wall to the south, the wall was cement blocks with a large window in it covered in news paper. I stood up and walked over to the wall and above the window I could see writing, a lot of writing. When I am astral I try not to focus on words or object to closely this normally breaks the experience and back to the body I go. I felt compelled to read the words but asked for them to hold me so I would not project back, and they did. I grabbed a lamp off a filing cabinet near the wall, it was already lit so all I had to do is hold it up to read the words. This is the image I am showing you here.

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I tore the news paper off the wall and looked through the window to see two workers and other things going on in the next room. As I awoke the experience has left me angry, how does he expect to keep all the souls of those he does not own. They want the rest of humanity to stay here and work for them as the men represent the workers and builders we also describe them as the sleepers/sheep. A new phase is going to start after today, I am unsure of the outcome but I will not allow anyone to be left behind. I am going to stop here for now I need to figure out how to approach the rest of this puzzle. Can anyone else tell me what they think the words mean and what they think the workers symbolize?

As a young child around 7 or 8 I can remember my mother walking into my bedroom looking for me, what she didn't know as she entered is that I was sleeping under the bed. She asked me, son why are you sleeping under the bed? and I told her " when they come in my room at night they will think no one is here and go away". She told me that I had nothing to fear and if something was in my room it would also hide under the bed, she just didn't understand. My mother told me that there were faeries in the walls that would watching over me, this helped but they still came anyways. As I got older I could manipulate my dreams I have never had a night mare other then lessons I needed to learn, things I tried to avoid thinking about would pop into my dreams making me face these things head on for the dreams would stay with me for many years. I have memories as a young child of things I couldn't have done where do these bits come from as I carry their weight with me everyday.

As I got older My astral experiences and obes became an obsession the question to a different reality stood posed in my mind, what are these things and the people here who are they? I do not normally dream of people I know, only ones I have never met, What is the reason for this. In my life time I have had less then a handful of dreams consisting of close family or friends. As I got older my mantra seemed to hold power, as I would see souls and ghosts moving towards me and vanish through me, this happened every night and all night as they would just keep coming.

Recently I have been asking my self how many fragments of the soul exist at any time, Powessy says there are six planes of existence. Two weeks ago I had an astral experience and as I opened my eyes and started to move, I had the feeling and sight of the other pieces to me, they were stacked one on top of the other and the astral self leaving was sliding out of this pile. He says there are these six plains and then the five main dimensions, this leaves room for many interpretations and experiences as vibrations within move us towards our many experiences. How do we start to see all these fragments or plains of existence, I somehow feel connected to each and have the ability to see within each as it is necessary. Powessy says not all can be connected to all the levels at once except for me, I have asked why me so many times and have receiving the same answer over and over "Slittune", this is my origin. I have also been considering the ramifications to this as I think of people who channel or have connections to the spiritual realms. These different levels might suggest that if ones vibrations set the level to the type messages they receive. With so many different combinations of communication multiplied by many levels of inner vibrational resonance one might conclude it is possible to be in contact with someone on these other plains, experiencing their world. The implications of this could explain the miss guided channeling from many of the so called masters.

To complicate things even more there is a cloud of control as others to have found ways to control their own plain trying to separate it from the rest and providing false information to maintain control.

I am going to continue to dig deeper and harder into these areas to bring balance if they allow it.

I want to step back a few months around December 22nd, I had a obe then a astral projection to talk to the astral keepers (some of you refer to them as the greys). 7 months ago Powessy told me some things that were going to happen what I didn't understand is all the different plains. So far I have a good connection with five of the six plains but there is still one of them that I do not quite feel or see. I will explain this next time but for now I want to talk about the veil. Back in December and new to this site I was pretty distraught about things going on within me and the changes I was going through. I was told I was not going to be able to OBE, but for some reason I was able to get out this one afternoon. As I waited for the vibrations to fill through me I could sense someone nearby and asked them to pull me out. At the time I took the entity to be powessy but I have since realized it was a guide. I stopped going to the astral realms and stuck to my own arenas and obes to stay away from others and their constructs. I think this is the reason that I did not awaken 8 years ago, I remember starting to look for answers but got involved in other things and by then my thyroid went out causing every thing to go down hill from there. The main reason for me to obe this day was to go and see the astral first hand and see what was going on there for many stories around the internet told of people were being afraid to astral project, and then stories of dark spots and collapsing fields.

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I asked the apparition to take me to the lower realms to see for myself what was going on. I started to vibrate and lifted out I looked up and a apparition was floating in front of me he was mostly clear other then a cloud of black electrical smoke of sorts inside of his head. He grabbed onto me and took me below to a large town mostly destroyed and leveled by things falling from the sky a friend of mine that died a couple years ago showed up and we were talking then all of a sudden he was hit by this object. There was a large land fissure through the road and buildings across the street where I saw a grey alien(one of the controllers) standing next to a large lever. I told him this had to change so he threw a lever of sorts and told me that I would be given all the time I needed. My mind separated to several more locations simultaneously, I became involved in other scenarios with in the same realm where I was twisted between experiences and apparent time distortions I woke shortly after.

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The reason I feel this is important to note is that I feel the clearing of these plains as we speak. I think this links this to what I am feeling and post #29, this new plain opened Sunday as we agreed to remove these souls also.

I am going to talk more in depth next time on the 6 plains.

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A month or so ago I entered into a conversation here on Avalon, one that I thought I would share my response to it. The reason for bringing this into the light is that it will hold some answers to the next post I am preparing.


When I was 18 years old I joined the military for the sole purpose to go to college, ~~by means of the Montgomery GI Bill. During my time in the military I started receiving many forms of OBES, But there was a time when they stuck out the most. I have always believed that the human mind is strong and if you get enough people thinking about the same thing then it might be possible to use this energy to your advantage. I started to meditate and conjure power from the world’s deities believing they were in control of the greatest amount of power granted to them through thought and prayer. During these months of meditation my OBES changed dramatically diving me into a realm of apparitions I thought did not exist. At first there were only four dark entities all of which would grab onto my extremities and forcefully pull me out of body, these entities were a dark mosaic of dots taking the shape of smaller sized human’s. One night I laid in meditation chanting my mantra over and over again knowing I was able to overpower the dark ones I was going to see what laid beyond them. As they pulled me from my body I jerked free and eyes wide open to find myself standing in my room but what I saw still stands as clear today as it did then. I saw many people standing in my room it seemed they were from all parts of the world then the crowd broke and something moved pushing its way through them as I looked up I saw what I believed to be the devil he was reddish in color and had the horns protruding from his head and the face of a bull. Any way I turned tail and ran running into the door and waking to a painful shoulder and head.

Did I see the devil that night perhaps, but it was I who conjured him and the others that stood in that room. Did I stop trying to get out of body, no way! I just learned to go or do things that were not so intense, I also learned to stop calling others into my OBES this allowed me to learn more about me and my abilities before taking on things I was not prepared for. The thing that I learned the most is that taking small steps to reach your goal is more practical than trying to play on the last level, so slow down and do it in increments as you are ready for them.

I am going to pass on one thing that may help you but it could also hinder you if you are unprepared for it. If you believe you have a close connection to the veil you will be able to feel it and your guides. How do other’s communicate with their higher self or guides is it through meditation? I communicate through several different forms of physical contact and meditation. The EYE is my main method of contact, this requires relaxation and clearing of the mind. I relax my eye and then ask a question, the answer comes in the form of yes, no, I’m thinking and a series of dots. My guides tell me that any others having a closeness to the veil will also have this ability so you can try this but don’t be afraid if something does come answering. You must request a clear sign for yes and a clear sign for no for these directions change depending on the speaker. My guides are around me all the time and then the others come to check on me quite often they all seem to know me well, I only wish I could remember them. And just because you have found a new way to communicate with them you still have to filter out the lies from the truth for it is this process that teaches us to dig deeper into ourselves to find the answers we seek.

Even with all my many strange experiences within the astral and the veil that had occurred in my life up till six months ago, they all fail to compare with what I am experiencing now, but I intend to play this out in its entirety till the end with their assistance.

I am going to transfer a couple more posts that I have written from other threads these I feel are important to help show the thought spinning in my head in which I am preparing.

Hello NoNeedForAName

let me explain this from a different perspective. The earth is 4.5 billion years old and the universe is 13.8 billion years old. life began on earth like it has on many other planets, as life began here your source started to breath life and through her she was able to insure the prosperity of the plants and animals here on earth. After millions of years of evolution the conscious soul was born opening a new era for man and source. Source has helped man and insured his survival against many climatic changes and diversity with limited interference, This is your source. There are millions of sources through out the universe each maintaining balance within their own ecosystems. She is trapped here as you are if you don't evolve above your current standing, the soul has a break down period and if you are unable to reach anther viable planet in that time you will cease to exist, as long as she lives so shall you.

When a person dies their soul is caught by source or her guardians and held till they once again can be reborn. In order for a soul to be reborn it must go through a process that removes all memories of the previous life. Many people say they have memories of past lives this is due to some tragedy for these memories are the hardest to wipe(similar to a fast format, some of the data might still be there). As the number of occupants increase on earth it is harder and harder for her to keep track of all of her children, so some and sometimes many are lost to dark forces, extreme tragedies or large life taking events where many good souls are lost to the dark. She has lost the battle and now is crying for help these cries can be heard across the universe, if you just sit back and listen you can hear it. In more advanced civilizations these races have found eternal peace and once they die they can exist in the after for many many years helping their source and their fellow men until their turn to be reborn. Once the rebirth happens the newborn child is raised to learn the ways of their people and introduced to their higher self without fear( unlike here on earth).

In order for a soul to travel across the universe it must travel to the fifth dimension this is where the bridge is located, the bridge allows instant travel across the universe. Humans at this point in their evolution are unable to withstand the journey through the bridge, you are not evolved enough. This bridge is where Powessy has awaited for me all this time, like I said he has stood on this bridge my whole life, I didn't know why he was there, just that he was there, that was enough. If she dies before man evolves you will not be able to move on to further planets for the distance and radiation and time will destroy all that you are or were no matter how eternal you think you are.

I apoligize for the baby comment it was thrown out by me not powessy. When I started to talk to powessy he told me that something was going to happen but not the details, for they can cause another change in the time line. The first time this happened was 6 years ago when I was attacked by Gabre the Source from the planet Phane.

Powessy told me that no one will be able to obe my definition of obe till April 1st. This is just one of the reasons I have been looking all over the internet to find out if there is any truth to this, but it seems everyone is obeing, but are they. I am troubled by what I have seen and heard this is the other reason for coming here just a little therapy, getting it off my shoulders per sa. When I was meditating I threw a vail over the earth there was one person, and only one with my abilities he was bending and manipulating my vail, he is the one I must try and find. If you are reading this you will have the ability to see in a place no one else can see you will notice a yellow vail surrounding you and what appears to be upside down people erected around you taking on the shape of a upside down "k" please leave me a private message. This person is elderly and perhaps confused so the chances of me finding him is very unlikely, 7 billion people and only 6000 or so members what are the odds of that happening.

In the early times of the universe a civilization arose they were called Slittune they found a way to prolong life indefinitely, immortal to us, they were the first to come across powessy for he is the bridge. Powessy split his self in two and the mother of the slittune took my higher self in and he was born to there people for the first time giving him the same abilities as their people but of flesh. The Slittune are helped by a people named the deltafet an angelic race very high on the evolutionary scale. The Slittune formed their name to indicate a slit in time where they could insert themselves and monitor other worlds having problems. The slittune sleep and then obe in sorts through the bridge taking on a life on a troubled planet. They then tune the planets vibrations and bring change where it is needed. When a Slittune or their body dies they return to their original body's back on Phane. Something happened to me a few years back and I awoke back on Phane on a huge ship where I was looking out from a sleeping pod of sorts, this memory was so real I still question where I am, Roy my angel guide said it had something to do with their dieing sun. Powessy has never hurt me and he to feels the suffering here on earth, earth is a very beautiful and special place.

Powessy has no source and was after the beginning of the universe, Roy says he is 12 billion years old. As for how he will teach me I am uncertain but I am excited for April 1st I think.

I cried so much in the beginning of all this, now things are starting to calm down I can feel him making changes along with my vibrations they seem to keep changing them almost every other day perhaps this is to keep out the unwanted or to let them in I don't no and I am not going to ask anymore till he is ready to show me, for everything becomes guesses and what ifs.

Again I would like to apologize to Sirdipswitch and the other members of this forum, I wanted to make a small impression here, without collision. The one nice thing about this forum is I can unload all this stuff off my chest and perhaps 20 or 30 people will read what I have to say, they will make some rational decision as to whether to believe me or that I must just be some person experiencing some strange event and soon this will all be forgotten as the page flips.

This was A post I had written back in November at the beginning of my awakening in the spirituality forum under " OBEs: What are they, how to make them happen,and where does the Higher Self fit in? "

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This is what confuses me. I think his theory or explanation is backwards I'm not a expert in this field but I have had so many experiences that this just sounds wrong. Let me explain, though astral projection is pretty cool it is whimsical and fantasy it can be what ever I want or feel, this to me is the lowest dimension and lies just above dreaming. Astral projection has no consequences and lollies around the 3rd dimension because of it's abstractness the true sense of self is mistaken this is where the human soul lies, in these dimensions. The forth dimension is here where we reside currently. The fifth dimension is this reality but lacks the factor of time, this is the place where past meets future. There are variances in perception that can make the observer feel as though he or she has entered into a new place or dimension. Think of it like an ultrasound even though the machine is the same level it changes with the quality of the person that is observing it.
I am using dimension vary loosely here but I believe there are only 5 distinct dimensions with many other things wound in between them, this is my take on this subject.

Like I tell my kids the universe in all of its entirety with no outside interactions is predictable down to the most precise moment but this is without outside interaction, conscious souls or minds create chance and project unforeseen events that can effect every part of their reality and ours. If an observer in the fifth dimension were to look into the fifth dimension river of time to say find a prediction of an event, there would have to be some sort of (I call it a node) an event that all events lead up to, only at this moment will the observer find what they seek. Even the most advanced races can not predict future outcomes in a pool that has so many ripples its only when equilibrium occurs that one can truly see.

When I obe I can here my fan in my room come to a complete stop I can see and here dreams of the sleeping members of my house, I am fully aware of my surroundings this is not to be confused with astral projection. Obe is of the real, the clearer the more entered one is, Obe is also more solid but timeless, I like to astal project but to me it is less fulfilling, obe I have the true feeling of weightlessness and flight that keeps me yearning to go back.


Even at this time the plains and dimensions were mixed up and jumbled as I was trying to make since of them. I do not question how others are interpreting these things only that my feelings towards them seem to separate them.

These memories that I had shared here, will help piece this puzzle together for those of you reading this this post was also written in the thread " OBEs: What are they, how to make them happen,and where does the Higher Self fit in? " back in the beginning of November. post# 1320.

I have spent my whole life having obes but when I listen to others their descriptions of obe is not the same as my experiences this confuses me. I have had thousands of obes over the last 30 years and I have had close to as many vivid dreams each of which are completely different experiences and then I have had high vibrational experiences which are of a completely different nature and then there is the other place just between the eyes a place that is always present but I have long avoided till now. An obe is in the here and now you are floating over your own body and can move freely around known objects the only thing is that in most of these experience for me items are not in the same place or items are changed in color or appearance. I have tried to explain to many how to reach this experience but I think only certain people are capable of this of which I have meet none. As far as vivid dreaming this is usually at the end or the bottom of my obes when I relax and renter my body these dreams have taken me to places that I have never seen swam in oceans with marine life that doesn't exist on earth and viewed maps of terrain that i still try to compare with maps on earth but there is just no such place I have rode upon tornado type dust devils and have been accosted by several entities that just right down scared me, I have walked and played in houses that I have never been in and seen objects that I have never before seen here on earth, I have had so many wonderful experiences and trips but these are not obe. I have had higher vibrational experiences these fall before obe these have only happened five times in my life once each when I saw my two boys pryer to their births and once for my twin daughters and then once for my spirit guide this was my first time and then the last time was about six years ago when he died kind of, anyway long story but I met his replacement. I'm not one for sharing and usually work things out on my own but something has stirred inside of me lately. the other place I see all the time all my life a place that just stands clear if I look deep enough within myself my wife thinks this is strange but hasn't had me committed yet and then there is this place I can look inside of my head organize and build entire places build walls and rooms to store memories along with other things but lately I tore them all down and made a beautiful court yard out of them and planted a tree in the middle the brick from the walls I hid in as a child became a spiral floor design beware the edges their not complete imagination reality who knows but it is a place that makes me happy now.

I am also adding this as a reference to a conversation I had with another member, it is telling of a moment after the first clearing of what I now believe was the first plain, I will discuss it's relationship to this puzzle in further posts. I am trying to gather some background information this will hopefully show my thinking(then) and how it has merged as these other pieces I have received have changed and grown.

I find times of doubt but he(powessy) reassures me that everything is going to be ok, so I am using this time to strengthen my presence in the astral. The other night during my astral projection, I was in a town all alone walking through empty houses. I then walked out to the road and in one complete thought of exhilaration leveled the entire field all that remained was a raised hill in the middle of the vale. The immensity of the thought was overwhelming to the point that it woke me immediately after, only leaving this feeling of absoluteness. I have always allowed my projections to take me where ever my higher self wished to go, and played and observed never destroying. This feeling is different I want to see if I can build and construct new landscapes at will with instant transmission of thought, with absence of travel. I have always tried to avoid seeing things other then those things that effect me. I have always tried to keep the crazy to myself and have never let anyone in, till lately do to his coming.

The first thing I need to say is that there are allot of people that visit this site, many of you are seeking answers to the various things that set your search in motion. Some of the ones that have come here come to deceive and manipulate truths to the point you stop seeking these answers many times many of you stop looking. When you stop looking the darker side has won but this is soon not going to be the issue, soon there won't be anything standing in your way to gain the information you need to move forward. I realize these words fail to communicate to the masses but it is not them that I am speaking to. I am going to present some very difficult to understand information, but I feel it is necessary to write this post to show you all the loops I am jumping through to get the information I am presenting to you.

So many of you are wondering why if I have all these methods of communication why don't you have all the answers. Well this is only partially correct part of me does have all the answers but it is more complicated then that. What I am going to say and talk about will shed some light on what is happening. I am going to expose the deception right down to the very core as I am seeing it.

When Powessy ascended into me or we became intertwined on a cellular level a couple things needed to be done. The first thing was to silent the Freudian ID or as in the spiritual community express this as to transcend the ego. My ego had a shape a form one I could see he was more or less the noise of defense the little guy at the bar picking a fight with the biggest guy in there, we all know this guy. My ego was pissed when powessy came into my being so I closed him in a silent room and turned my head to him. the next day I looked to the door in this room and he was gone, What the hell I was wondering where did he go? Powessy said he had let him out and we needed to talk so for almost a week we bickered back and forth till a solution was met one we both agreed upon, He agreed to shut up and stay out of everything but if he felt there was a problem he was going to return, Agreed. He has remained almost completely silent ever since what a wonderful feeling. My life has taken a complete 180 since this time. My anger is almost nil, I spend time again looking at nature and all the beauty around me, I have gotten a little more introverted but this is due to all this going on, I am able to solve problems with clarity and there has been so many other improvements and my dreams seem to only show me the things I need not all the other filler stuff they used to be full of.

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The next thing that happened was he said he needed to learn about me. I was confused if he is me then shouldn't he already know everything there is to know about me, I am going to explain this part as we go. So I watched as he tossed all my memories up in a cloud of pictures and videos it looked like a tornado with thousands of rolling life time feeds twisting and turning. I started to cry as he rummaged through these memories, What is he going to think of me? Is there something there he will be ashamed of me about? This went on for several days as he went through all the memories of my life. He wasn't ashamed he just needed to know everything about this planet and me that I had stored all these years. Once I saw this I calmed down and started to tare down all the places that I had built up, all the walls were no longer needed for he was now with me. Powessy stood on that bridge for 44 years awaiting the day I would ask for his name and the day I would awaken. The soul cannot ascend till you are aware of it or until you have asked for it to enter by name, this begins the ascension process( this also coordinates with what the silver legend just came out and said). In this mind place I have built a room from the fallen walls and planted a tree in the center. As the walls fell I noticed something, there was a large black box in the back of the room one I did not remember seeing here before. Powessy says these are my memories and as my mind is ready it will open slowly showing me the things I do not remember.


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Once all this was done A story started to be unraveled one that involved the soul and our purpose for being here. He told me of all the hidden souls of Gaia and things that were going to happen to humanity. I was so distraught and scared of what I was being told and what I was seeing as these souls started to come to me at an accelerated pace. I was so scared I even came here and pm-ed Bill Ryan, but 500 words could not cover the message I had been given. I might write another post just about this but for this post lets stick to the different plains. Here is a link to Bill trying to help me calm shortly after becoming a member here. post #666 https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post764600 and my response here or just scroll down to the next post under his #667 https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post764728

Some people refer to themselves as starseeds, well this is interesting enough. Lets just say Gaia is the pomegranate born from the light and within her was the seeds just about 450 million give or take a million or two. So as Gaia came to earth and started to spread her seeds conscious life began. All was good for thousands of years till a dark force came to the planet one that wanted to be treated as a god. Many souls traveled here from all over the galaxy to enjoy a life in this new world. The souls of gaia are not able to leave earth till they have reached a level of evolution one that allows them to travel through the bridge of time, humanity is very far from this and moving backwards everyday as we get further and further trapped throughout these levels or plains. Higher dimensional souls those that have evolved can come here and take on a normal life, you can move down but not up. Where is the problem? 7.125 billion people from the original 450 million souls. Now you might ask where are you going with this? When a soul from Gaia is born here on earth it is a collective soul it gains life experiences and learns and evolves. When this life ends the soul returns to her this is where the problem began. Certain souls have the ability to open the 6 different plains as does the one who has betrayed man. When a person dies they head back to GAIA but some were taken down to lower levels slowly populating each, he got help from other entities and a bride was found one to replace the souls of GAIA but DNA needed to be extracted from the original 500 million. The original 500 million plus all the others from all over the galaxy are closely regulated to only show the signatures of these occupants. The six planes fill up with the original parties and clones replace them here to insure accurate accountability. You may ask what is the reason gold and silver yes but there is something way more valuable CHAKRA. So now you start to see the trade off, the dark one gets to move around taking souls to other galaxies working in conjunction with these other entities which are in need of the resources and man power. Chakra is the closest word I can come up with to explain this type energy required to operate the GATE. The gate that I illustrated above(post #26) has many doors all leading off to different parts of the universe "kind of like stargate but no fancy controls just chakra, a fifth dimensional portal. Why cant he just gain this chakra from humans brought here by GAIA, well these individuals must evolve to start to form this chakra and it is much easier to deceive the higher dimensional beings coming here and collecting their chakra. Everyone keeps saying we need to awaken the masses well this just will not work, if you were to make a scan of the planet you would only see the original souls plus those signatures of the higher forms this might explain a thousand Zeus, or other great godly names.

Now I need to address the starseed connection, those of you calling yourselves starseeds this is not correct you are travelers guests to this planet but you have fallen into the deception masqueraded by this evil power I am now calling him THEO. Over the last couple months many of you are starting to feel the need to become healthy, look up to the stars, seeing ufos at request, receiving messages from your loved ones or seeing figures of light as the veil is breaking down. I sense the barrier falling and the frequencies balancing as number sequences start to reveal themselves. I am not sure how many souls are trapped in the lower levels but only the number that is shown to deceive.

Next I want to say a few words about the channelers currently out there. I have been listening to many of the stories these people are telling, how humanity should be, what things that are expected as you come here and the story of awakening. I hold some reservations to these type contacts and find a bias towards them but my unbiased opinion is that they are receiving communications from the original AI system here to help encourage the starcrossers I am labeling the starseeds as this from now on. I will also be showing this as I continue to unfold this puzzle. The starcrossers will have an affinity to aliens and memories of life on another planet, the human/Gaia seeds will be awakened but will lean towards memories of past life and other worldly memories. We are not crazy we have just been deceived.

Next is the seers or those who are able to remote view, this group can be shown any number of events occurring in any of the 5 lower plains along with the stories they hold as the scenarios in these plains have played out several times the matrix if you don't mind me expressing it this way.

Past life scenarios: well this one is easy you have been trapped in the cycle for as many lives as you can remember and perhaps even more. This scared me a little even though I have no memories of any past lives here on earth, so I asked him, is this my first time? he said yes. He said that me and 350 thousand sleepers entered through the gate to await for me to be awakened. The purpose for these sleepers is to help combat the dark to be aligned to it and to react when all was in placed. This back door and 7.125 billion people made it easy to slip this small number of slittunes through without notice.

What is it powessy is doing, well this is the real topic. He is drawing in all of the evil souls within the veil and the subsequent plains with help from many of you and the sleepers even if you are unaware of it. Some of you may get glimpses of battles fighting monsters with sleepless and dreamless nights as your higher selves battle those of the dark. I am going to insert this next picture and then explain the hoops I was talking about and what it is that I am currently going through.


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A person who has their eye sight all their life then loses it for some reason has to go through many months of training to learn to deal with this. I have my eye sight but for this part of my life I am just as blind as any blind person. Over time the blind learn to hone many of the other senses this is what I have been doing. We all have been part of one of those science projects were you place your hand into a box and try to describe what it is you are touching well this was never my best game but over time I think I have gotten better at it.

in the above picture I am showing you all the different ways they have found to communicate with me. Wow so tell me the answers to the universe right, well first off I already hold that information the reason I don't remember is that we are not supposed to this is why we came here is to live and forget all the other things for awhile. This would also be a waste of time to tell me now and then just wake up to remember what took months and years to understand, the human brain is not capable of understanding all the complexities of the universe in just one life time. How do you learn or enjoy anything if your cup is already full, or you are fretting about things that fall outside your comprehension drowning you in fear. I have read story after story of people hiding from the veil because they were afraid of it, and yet you think we can handle the bigger picture.

So back to the picture above. The methods of sight are all around me and I am showing you how and where I believe them to be originating from. The tentacles on his head(powessy/me) is the reason for all the deception going on, this intelligence is learning and very deceptive this is who I refer to as THEO. THEO can influence all the different aspects of this communication. The tentacles are how I perceive them as this is how they feel. In the beginning there was two men that stood on both sides of me and meticulously placed dots all over my head this took many hours to complete taking on the shape of a falcon. As time went on and in the early days I meditated little, but noticed something moving on my right side a tentacle single and small, till now they cover my entire head along both sides. A month or so ago I placed this image in another post showing the same things but at the time did not explain them.

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The darker forces seek out this chakra and powessy is loaded with it they come like flies to poop. as the soul reaches close by he moves through this shield that forces him down to the size of a large bumble bee. They find themselves trapped by the light in a place unfamiliar to them disorientated but trapped. they fill in these holes and grow into strands the size of small hairs then over time as others fall in, the strands get larger, some are the size of my middle finger and as long as 15 inches or so. They constantly monitor my eyes for communication weaving in and about learning all the different signs, patience and thought without thought seems to bring the message to the front.


I am adding this last post to the spirituality reading area to try and see if any of this resonates with anyone.

I want to talk a little about different obe experiences I have had. Today as I was preparing for work something hit me, at first it was just a thought then it started an avalanche of memories pouring out about all the many type experiences I have had, differing and varying in many ways.

when I first started to have obes I would vibrate out of body then float upwards towards the ceiling, I got pretty good at this as I could hold this for a great amount of time. Every time the obe experience ended I would return to my body then astral project to somewhere. When I astral projected I would find myself all over the place ending up at the point that apparently I was supposed to be. I didn't have internet as a kid, and having obes and astral projections has basically been a part of my life for as long as I can remember so it just seemed normal to do. As time went I could open my eyes and see the surroundings of my room in obe land, in the astral I would visit strange places and just run around and have fun. The obe land always seemed odd to me for it is here as far as here goes, in this place the walls would be painted different colors or furniture would be moved out of place. In the astral I could change things or walk into different environments as the lesson was changing.

As I got older people started to show up in my obes not often but from time to time, this was also so in the astral. The people in the obe were completely different then the people I met in the astral, these people were like everyday people you see on the road or out and about. The people in my obes were different then me and you, many seemed to just be sitting around waiting, no lessons to be learned just sitting there. As I continue to dig deeper into these experiences old memories and childhood experiences have started to rise again.

The thought I was having is why were there never many individuals in my astral experiences all the theme parks and swimming parks with great slides were only mine to play in, empty towns and diners with only a fry cook or two but nothing else just the ones needed to run the rides or flip the burgers. I would swim in great oceans and large creeks where the fish were huge and would play with me as we swam from one deep spot to another.

Around 7 or 8 months ago I had an astral experience where I landed in this town with all these older style buildings kind of like in Harry Potter movies this was a very large projection with allot of details . There were thousands of people here, some girl ran up to me and stated to talk but I could not here her and she was not speaking by thought but some other way, how strange I thought. She grabbed my hand and wanted me to run with her to a meeting going on in this front store cafe. I went with here but before I got to the store some weird guy with big teeth stopped me and spit something on me, again how weird. We entered the cafe and I ran over to sit in one of the booths but everyone just sat there and stared at me as the tone changed after the confrontation with the big tooth guy. I remember being happy to find this group of people but the dream ended with all the people looking at me.

Were I am going with this is that so many people out there are afraid to astral project and obe that the areas that are supposed to be full of people are empty and vacant. Finally when I did find a place full of people who could astral project they were lacking in the skills to properly engage with me, or the other way around, but I have had no problems talking to the few I have met. I must scratch my head a few more times to try figure this out.

I would like to know if any one reading this has ever encountered the spiders, I think I will include them in my next post.

I am going to provide a link to a conversation on the spirituality forum this will keep me from double posting everything, I would like to keep both of these threads open.

Not Everyone Will Wake Up

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post841663

A dream within a dream/ astral projection turned obe


https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post842674