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Yes, it's very interesting that both Paul Beban and Andy Bustamante both appear in the Contact (2019) that you are following. What's also interesting is that the people in the Contact (2019) keeps referring to the AATIP program. The AATIP was never a funded program by DoD. It was a fictious program that the former US senator Harry Reid mentioned in a letter to the then Deputy Secretary of DoD.Quote:
Posted by SzymonThanks for that. I just started watching the first episode of this new Skinwalker series. The funny thing is that the same people in this new show were in the one just finished watching (Contact - 2019).Quote:
Posted by onevoiceThis episode is very interesting as well. This episode deals with cattle mutilation and other phenomenons. The season keeps getting better for this series.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
Episode 4 of the Beyond Skinwalker Ranch can be downloaded from here until 7 July, 2023.
https://vk.com/video2701539_456241182 - Contact(2019)
Revolving Door
Cheers,
Szymon
Here is a short summary of the correction here:
There is a link to play a short audio clip of famous George Knapp explaining this. So to be accurate, there is no such program as AATIP, instead this should be referred to AAWSAP: Advanced Aerospace Weapon System Applications Program.Quote:
The Emergence Of AAWSAP - A Secretive UFO Investigation
Five years ago this week, former US Senate Majority leader Harry Reid arranged and hosted a closed-door meeting in Washington DC. The purpose of the get-together was a briefing about a then-unknown investigation of UFOs and related phenomena. The world had just learned about a Pentagon program dubbed AATIP, a UFO study headed by Lue Elizondo. But news accounts mangled the true story. Reid and colleagues had secured $22 million for a UFO study. The program was managed by the Defense Intelligence Agency using the acronym AAWSAP. In March 2018, Sen. Reid arranged for a meeting between the project manager for AAWSAP and journalist George Knapp, during which Dr. Lacatski outlined the operation and accomplishments of the largest government-funded UFO investigation in history. In this episode, Jeremy and George recall the events from five years ago and how the revelations from that day are still reverberating.
This is also described extensively in the book, "Skinwalkers at the Pentagon" written by George Knapp, et al available to download safely here. This is a good book that describes some of the secret investigations that the DoD has been conducting in the UAP field.
From the "Skinwalkers at the Pentagon":
Quote:
AAWSAP BAASS was not AATIP. The AATIP moniker arose from an unclassified nickname that was inserted into a letter that was sent from Senator Harry Reid to the Deputy Secretary of Defense requesting the creation of a Special Access Program (SAP). This letter is described fully in Chapter 10. Because Lacatski, the DIA program manager, wished to protect the AAWSAP name for security reasons, AATIP was a “made up” substitute name for Reid’s letter to describe the AAWSAP.
You're absolutely correct.Quote:
Posted by onevoiceYes, it's very interesting that both Paul Beban and Andy Bustamante both appear in the Contact (2019) that you are following. What's also interesting is that the people in the Contact (2019) keeps referring to the AATIP program. The AATIP was never a funded program by DoD. It was a fictious program that the former US senator Harry Reid mentioned in a letter to the then Deputy Secretary of DoD.Quote:
Posted by SzymonThanks for that. I just started watching the first episode of this new Skinwalker series. The funny thing is that the same people in this new show were in the one just finished watching (Contact - 2019).Quote:
Posted by onevoiceThis episode is very interesting as well. This episode deals with cattle mutilation and other phenomenons. The season keeps getting better for this series.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
Episode 4 of the Beyond Skinwalker Ranch can be downloaded from here until 7 July, 2023.
https://vk.com/video2701539_456241182 - Contact(2019)
Revolving Door
Cheers,
Szymon
Here is a short summary of the correction here:
There is a link to play a short audio clip of famous George Knapp explaining this. So to be accurate, there is no such program as AATIP, instead this should be referred to AAWSAP: Advanced Aerospace Weapon System Applications Program.Quote:
The Emergence Of AAWSAP - A Secretive UFO Investigation
Five years ago this week, former US Senate Majority leader Harry Reid arranged and hosted a closed-door meeting in Washington DC. The purpose of the get-together was a briefing about a then-unknown investigation of UFOs and related phenomena. The world had just learned about a Pentagon program dubbed AATIP, a UFO study headed by Lue Elizondo. But news accounts mangled the true story. Reid and colleagues had secured $22 million for a UFO study. The program was managed by the Defense Intelligence Agency using the acronym AAWSAP. In March 2018, Sen. Reid arranged for a meeting between the project manager for AAWSAP and journalist George Knapp, during which Dr. Lacatski outlined the operation and accomplishments of the largest government-funded UFO investigation in history. In this episode, Jeremy and George recall the events from five years ago and how the revelations from that day are still reverberating.
This is also described extensively in the book, "Skinwalkers at the Pentagon" written by George Knapp, et al available to download safely here. This is a good book that describes some of the secret investigations that the DoD has been conducting in the UAP field.
From the "Skinwalkers at the Pentagon":
Quote:
AAWSAP BAASS was not AATIP. The AATIP moniker arose from an unclassified nickname that was inserted into a letter that was sent from Senator Harry Reid to the Deputy Secretary of Defense requesting the creation of a Special Access Program (SAP). This letter is described fully in Chapter 10. Because Lacatski, the DIA program manager, wished to protect the AAWSAP name for security reasons, AATIP was a “made up” substitute name for Reid’s letter to describe the AAWSAP.
I agree highly Szymon and onevoice: sensitive people like us tend to spot the small details in Travis’s body language.. he knows more than he (is allowed to?) say(s) … I find the spin off show much less of a drag than the current season of SR
I agree with you that the BSR is much easier to watch. The show just present the events as they unfold without drama and I like that. With the original series they purposefully build up suspense and drama, as well as keep repeating the old stuff with dramatic music (much like the formula of the soap opera genre). It seems to me that the two shows have two different demographics. The original show is for mass consumption and the spin off is for people like us who are already interested in investigations of the UAP and related phenomena.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
I am impressed with Andy's technical prowess, it's almost one man show with Paul as the sidekick. He consults for the Fortune 10 companies, so obviously very intelligent and savy.
Hi Friends,Quote:
Posted by onevoiceI agree with you that the BSR is much easier to watch. The show just present the events as they unfold without drama and I like that. With the original series they purposefully build up suspense and drama, as well as keep repeating the old stuff with dramatic music (much like the formula of the soap opera genre). It seems to me that the two shows have two different demographics. The original show is for mass consumption and the spin off is for people like us who are already interested in investigations of the UAP and related phenomena.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
I am impressed with Andy's technical prowess, it's almost one man show with Paul as the sidekick. He consults for the Fortune 10 companies, so obviously very intelligent and savy.
I'm in the middle of watching ep3 and every time Paul and Andy meet with Travis and Erik. You can see Travis is nervous/worried. I think with SkinWalker Ranch they slowly released the sensitive controlled information to the public.
With this new show, it's all go, next-level stuff. He looks worried and tired every time Paul and Andy show up as they are releasing a lot of data.
Attachment 51132Attachment 51133Attachment 51134
(maybe Travis has the hitchhiker effect pestering him from having a good night's sleep, or is he sick or maybe at 39.36 Ep3, he mentions a piece of sonic equipment that disrupt your sleeping patterns)
I think this was a very smart move by Brendan to create this new show.
One more thing, at 1.08 EP3 Andy mentions the "Hunt for the Skinwalker" book, and straight away perks up. He definitely knows a lot more about this.
Interesting stuff. Excellent ideas to replicate these experiments in your local area. I'm sure this phenomenon exists in all places.
Here is an interesting story that happened to me.
I was once at the place where a guy and his wife got abducted. The local news picked up on this. The whole street saw it, and the main guy got video footage of it, and while he was filming he got taken.
When I went to his house, straight away I felt a presence, high strangeness, the hairs on the back of my neck just stood up. It felt like an interdimensional portal, it was one weird experience. The guy was positive about the whole experience, and the wife was terrified.
That night, I remember being taken, but it was more from an energetic perspective, like an out-of-body experience. The only thing I remember is coming back to the body while I was paralysed. I was excited that I finally managed to be taken as I was open to the experience since I had my own ET experiences as a child.
I got a clear message from them "Not interested" you know too much. That was it, no other conscious experience that I can remember since then.
Cheers,
Szymon
Hi Friends,
Ep 11. is now available.
https://mixdrop.co/f/n0kpnvr4ikrrjg
https://wolfdyslectic.com/2q9r2pymoxyr
https://streamvid.net/thd9cwb98ic1
https://streamhide.to/w/8l5w6tx2hsci
Cheers,
Szymon
Hi Friends,
Beyond the SkinWalker Ranch EP5.
https://wolfdyslectic.com/el167vyrepwa
https://mixdrop.co/f/wn3dwdxgfwxml6
http://upstream.to/3fw7jm71j7mb
Cheers,
Szymon
The latest episode of beyond skinwalker also comes to the conclusion of an underground base and tunnel system.. Travis would be a very bad liar as his tells are all over his facial body language.. HE KNOWS what these bases are and every time Andy uses his intuitive investigation skills it almost feels like he is ten steps ahead of the skinwalker team you can see the subtle worry on Travis’s face..
Yep, 100% concur.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
Hi Friends,
Here are the latest links to episode 6, season 1 of Beyond Skinwalker Ranch.
https://wolfdyslectic.com/yiwjknilspw6
https://streamtape.to/v/4PLm3KXYYYsKRjJ
https://streamvid.net/rpm8lc1dsz2j
http://upstream.to/aisgjpur4zj2
And here are the latest links to episode 12, season 4 of The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch.
https://dooood.com/d/1pfn9bmd7oth
https://wolfdyslectic.com/t6m9tttxeb4e
https://streamtape.to/v/RwK8dBxqpKud...-X264-NGRP.mp4
https://wolfdyslectic.com/gutrww7wqwti
Cheers,
Szymon
Syzmon, thank you friend.. both episodes were very well done.. beyond had that creepy crypto Pukwudgie.. when the eyewitness started moving his hands and arms immitating the creature.. the hair on my neck stood up as i began to visualize how creepy this creature would look... interesting times ahead.
Hey Parsi, same here. I had a very weird feeling when I saw that Pukwudgie creature. Definitely interesting times ahead. Cheers.Quote:
Posted by Parsi-X
Hi Friends,
It's that time again.
The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch Season 4 Episode 13 - Everything In The Air All At Once
https://metagnathtuggers.com/gvwkoqzvwx9o
https://streamtape.to/v/jZwKpZzO7dTz...h264-EDITH.mp4
https://streamtape.to/v/Oe0Wrq6xzRI74x/
https://filelions.to/f/0jbo1bblknvb
PS. I just finished watching it and what an ending. They launched the largest rocket and they can't find it. We will just have to wait until the next episode. Typical.
Beyond Skinwalker Ranch Season 1 Episode 7 - Navajo Nation
https://metagnathtuggers.com/bdy1h2ogebtq
https://dooood.com/d/jskz3x7rho80
http://vidmoly.me/w/o0lqtegxil3q
https://dooood.com/d/x1ch8a14x4wt
Cheers,
Szymon
In 2019 we took a family trip in to Chestler Park in Canyonlands National Park, Needles District, just South of Moab Utah, which is a big haunt for the project stuff that goes on in the four corners region, DUMB's and with the MK crowd, per the very thorough accounts given by Elise E. in her mk survivor writings and collages.
Anyhow, I have been out to Chestler Park twice now and while in many ways it is really beautiful, I ALWAYS have weird stuff happen. On this trip we ended up being in a 55mph windstorm the night we stayed at Chestler. On the hike in my husband photographed me in a small section of slot canyon on the Joint Trail. Now I will say the sandstone does have really interesting textured patina. But, given what happened on this trip, the weeks that preceeded it in my own memory recall process, and the events that transpired afterwards, I am fairly convinced that what is photographed here is a form of skinwalker being.
It sure looks like some sort of entity/being/skinwalker/shapeshifter. I am curious to know what strange events happened to you afterward. The guys on the SkinWalker Ranch always mention that when they bring certain people into the ranch they get a weird response, and sometimes there is the hitchhiker effect and the phenomenon happens at the person's home.Quote:
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Ok.Quote:
Posted by Szymon
So in the weeks leading up to the trip I was going through a really intense period of flashblack/memory retreival of probably my youngest soul fragment parts, a preverbal child self. Very hard work, mostly involved me being up at like 3 am for hours (because that is when this baby part was active) and trying to work through it all.
So then we decide to go on the backpacking trip even though I am pretty destabilized. Utah is ALWAYS a challenge, so much of my eugenics projects memory stuff happened there - I reference a lot of that in my post on this forum entitled 'Eugenics Abuse of Children - whistleblower testimony. But... as a family we went anyways. Upon return home from the trip I basically had an AWOL program activate (see my recent post/thread about my Awakening as a TI it details that pretty well) and I ran away from home with backpacking gear. I was listed as a missing person for 3 days. Yes I know where I was in that time. I won't go into that those specifics because sometimes if time fields are still active (and I feel this one is) then they can be manipulated again if the location vector is known. Anyhow, I eventually land myself back at the door of my therapist's office, who had been helping me with the DID and recall work. From there I got taken by police to one facility, then transferred by ambulance to another, and by ambulance again to yet still another, then finally released. Three days at home and then I watched outside my bedroom window as our 5 year old neighbor girl was run over by her stepdad in his truck and died in a bloody mess in her mother's arms as she was cradled on the curb. I was already such a mess from the trip, then the mental facility retraumatization, this was just beyond. I had actually seen this happpen when in one of the facilities though as a clairvoiyance and I lost it and the hospital staff, on a locked ward, searched for me for 30 minutes and could not find me. I was right there the whole time under a blanket in the shower stall, but they literally could not see me. After that I sat in bed with a paper and stubby pencil (so I wouldn't hurt myself, or others) and wrote upside down and backwards the pictures I will attach below. That writing piece, written in very child like print script (not my handwriting) in fairly perfectly straight rows, written upside down and backwards, reads as follows:
The way to whip life is quietly frame the agony and put it to sleep in the abstract. Impossible places live in the ephemeral potency of the debilitating presence of the eternal now. The repitition of endemic proportion is a circumferential to the atmospheric destabilization of categorical implicit epidemiology that was technologically inspired from gruesome vigilance. Epistemologically speaking indemnity's co-occurance with alphabetical sculpture necessitates catagorical descriptiveness.
Referential mechanisms obviate the need for absolution without clarification. Equivalent remedies dialectically request representation amongst viable resources contained as vessels nonsequiter to theoretical happenstance.
Quandries obsequious to intent may form alternative realities generalistic in nature nevertheless holistic in nature yet overwhelmingly ignorant of seemingly obvious DETAILS.
Cleft differences in metallic uproar scream capacities of infinite consciousness without elemental protagonists.
Attachment 51398
Attachment 51399
Anyhow, I got out of the mental brig, watched a child be murdered, then a few days later had several physical medical illnesses begin to overtake me. Two visits to ERs and the docs could not figure it out, nothing made sense. Antibiotics prescribed made me allergic and I got more sick and the second ER trip bought me an ambulance ride and an inpatient stay on a medical ward. More IVs and more dissociative episodes. Home again, then ill again, breathing problems and strange arterial blood gas/perfusion mismatches. I will say I have a very rare genetic blood disorder (which is why I was of interest in the eugenics projects, my current understanding is that this is probably evidence of alien hybridization. I literally have shapeshifting blood. Under certain conditions of medication interaction, high elevation and heat (fever) my heme molecule changes tertriary 3D structure and shape shifts, causing a small crystalline precipitate to form in the spleen, which results in sequestering and profound episodes of hemolytic anaemia. i am asplenic (it was taken 'for my benefit' but I also beleive so it could be studied, stolen organ trade for experimentation anyone?)
This occurred in may of 2019. I have looked up and down and through this series of events. I now beleive I was probably re-visted by ET's during my 'missing persons' episode, and then probably MiLab'd again after, that seems to be the pattern. I also have wondered if, more than 6 months prior to the 'official release' of the virus named in the plandemic (I won't type it, it gives it power) that I was infected with this as a test subject. at one point in the hospital the doc, who kind of understood my blood disorder despite its rarity because of his familiarity with the Tuskeegee airmen case (many of those guys were nonconsensual human subjects tested on military black projects, that is pretty well documented in the literature by now, they were infected with syphilis among other issues) said, 'well now we get to learn how to take care of THIS kind of patient'. It was... really ominous. I only ever saw him one single time, upon admission to the big city hospital after 3 nights in what they called 'the dungeon', a very strange separate holding area off the ER that only had a few 'overflow' beds for strange cases they wanted to 'watch'.
So.... yeah.
Pretty sure I was picked up again.
The happy ending is that since 2019 I really got down to my own inner work, got clear of all the addiction issues (no more smoking cigarettes or mj, no alcohol, just really purified out completely), got off all the psychotropics with the help of flower essences/vibrational essences, did a massive amount of reintegration of the dissociative parts and soul fractured aspects, have learned many more natural healing techniques for dealing with specific issues as they come up, because its all still quite an ongoing process, and of course energy and clearing work that I do on myself because I absolutely cannot have an external practitioner of any kind do ANYTHING for me because it makes it all such a mess (my holographic kinetics steve richards work that will pop up on an advanced search here on avalon related to my name was a very-publically played out part of that challenging discovery process I had to come to terms with) and I was able to finally truly break free of the eugenics controller/family of origin, their bribery money chains to my husband, and also the need to involve anyone who is consubstantial with what I term 'medical control pillar of society' , basically therapists and shrinks who however well-intended are still subject to laws of consent with groups like the CDC and such, which I will have absolutely NOTHING to do with. I was SRA'd by the WHO docs in Paris France 1989 so... not going there! Total absolute danger! I will say my therapist I saw for the DID and flashback integration was helpful to an extent in that for a time I really just needed someone to listen to me tell my story out loud as part of my integration. But once the plandemic hit, all visits when digital session and those were clearly being monitored and interfered with and were no longer private in confidence, and then the CDC mandates pushed the therapist into wanting me to sign legal acknowledgements for the CDC guidelines, well it was clear that after 3 years of telling my story he had truly 'heard' none of it and didn't grasp that the medical control forces are anything but benevolent and are frankly completely hijacked by alien interference.
But... all things said, even after this 2019 rude awakening part 2 (because the first one happened exactly 10 years prior in 2009) I would say things are far better for me than they have been in many ways. But I deal with weird as an everyday phenomenon. So, it does make it kind of hard for me to fully understand 'normal' people who are still in the 'gee I wonder if ghosts are real' phase. Ya. They are. Kinda way beyond that at this point.
So That said, yes I am still targeted and I have to work very diligently to clear those interferences as they come up, and 'do my work' of meditation and healing and self care integration basically every day. Just Tuesday of this week 2 military copters flew directly in front of my house, not far off in the distance directly over the body of water in view of my home, and I went out to look and immediately fell down to my knees vomiting. Pretty sure sign some kind of directed energy weapon was used. But I have made it this far and I just keep going and working to clear and most recently have felt it was time to start speaking out again, because the situation I live through daily is certainly not going 'away' on its own. Until far FAR more of the population wakes up and begins questioning the reality they are being told to accept as truth when it is in total misalignment with even their own experience, however they are interpreting or perceiving the weird stuff that is absoulutely everywhere now, the the TI's and MiLabs such as myself are still going to be fighting this war over consciousness, and the way the power elite and governments have sold out the rest of humanity to the various negative alien factions for their own reasons, on the front lines that we have known all our lives, largely alone.
And so I keep on following my inner cues as when to make safe and stabilized moves and I keep trying to share my narrative of experience and the skill sets I have learned to deal with it all as best I can.
Thank you, Artemesia for sharing your story. Sounds like you've been through a lot and well done for being authentic, it takes a lot of courage to do what you've done. Have a great day.Quote:
Posted by ArtemesiaOk.Quote:
Posted by Szymon
So in the weeks leading up to the trip I was going through a really intense period of flashblack/memory retreival of probably my youngest soul fragment parts, a preverbal child self. Very hard work, mostly involved me being up at like 3 am for hours (because that is when this baby part was active) and trying to work through it all.
So then we decide to go on the backpacking trip even though I am pretty destabilized. Utah is ALWAYS a challenge, so much of my eugenics projects memory stuff happened there - I reference a lot of that in my post on this forum entitled 'Eugenics Abuse of Children - whistleblower testimony. But... as a family we went anyways. Upon return home from the trip I basically had an AWOL program activate (see my recent post/thread about my Awakening as a TI it details that pretty well) and I ran away from home with backpacking gear. I was listed as a missing person for 3 days. Yes I know where I was in that time. I won't go into that those specifics because sometimes if time fields are still active (and I feel this one is) then they can be manipulated again if the location vector is known. Anyhow, I eventually land myself back at the door of my therapist's office, who had been helping me with the DID and recall work. From there I got taken by police to one facility, then transferred by ambulance to another, and by ambulance again to yet still another, then finally released. Three days at home and then I watched outside my bedroom window as our 5 year old neighbor girl was run over by her stepdad in his truck and died in a bloody mess in her mother's arms as she was cradled on the curb. I was already such a mess from the trip, then the mental facility retraumatization, this was just beyond. I had actually seen this happpen when in one of the facilities though as a clairvoiyance and I lost it and the hospital staff, on a locked ward, searched for me for 30 minutes and could not find me. I was right there the whole time under a blanket in the shower stall, but they literally could not see me. After that I sat in bed with a paper and stubby pencil (so I wouldn't hurt myself, or others) and wrote upside down and backwards the pictures I will attach below. That writing piece, written in very child like print script (not my handwriting) in fairly perfectly straight rows, written upside down and backwards, reads as follows:
The way to whip life is quietly frame the agony and put it to sleep in the abstract. Impossible places live in the ephemeral potency of the debilitating presence of the eternal now. The repitition of endemic proportion is a circumferential to the atmospheric destabilization of categorical implicit epidemiology that was technologically inspired from gruesome vigilance. Epistemologically speaking indemnity's co-occurance with alphabetical sculpture necessitates catagorical descriptiveness.
Referential mechanisms obviate the need for absolution without clarification. Equivalent remedies dialectically request representation amongst viable resources contained as vessels nonsequiter to theoretical happenstance.
Quandries obsequious to intent may form alternative realities generalistic in nature nevertheless holistic in nature yet overwhelmingly ignorant of seemingly obvious DETAILS.
Cleft differences in metallic uproar scream capacities of infinite consciousness without elemental protagonists.
Attachment 51398
Attachment 51399
Anyhow, I got out of the mental brig, watched a child be murdered, then a few days later had several physical medical illnesses begin to overtake me. Two visits to ERs and the docs could not figure it out, nothing made sense. Antibiotics prescribed made me allergic and I got more sick and the second ER trip bought me an ambulance ride and an inpatient stay on a medical ward. More IVs and more dissociative episodes. Home again, then ill again, breathing problems and strange arterial blood gas/perfusion mismatches. I will say I have a very rare genetic blood disorder (which is why I was of interest in the eugenics projects, my current understanding is that this is probably evidence of alien hybridization. I literally have shapeshifting blood. Under certain conditions of medication interaction, high elevation and heat (fever) my heme molecule changes tertriary 3D structure and shape shifts, causing a small crystalline precipitate to form in the spleen, which results in sequestering and profound episodes of hemolytic anaemia. i am asplenic (it was taken 'for my benefit' but I also beleive so it could be studied, stolen organ trade for experimentation anyone?)
This occurred in may of 2019. I have looked up and down and through this series of events. I now beleive I was probably re-visted by ET's during my 'missing persons' episode, and then probably MiLab'd again after, that seems to be the pattern. I also have wondered if, more than 6 months prior to the 'official release' of the virus named in the plandemic (I won't type it, it gives it power) that I was infected with this as a test subject. at one point in the hospital the doc, who kind of understood my blood disorder despite its rarity because of his familiarity with the Tuskeegee airmen case (many of those guys were nonconsensual human subjects tested on military black projects, that is pretty well documented in the literature by now, they were infected with syphilis among other issues) said, 'well now we get to learn how to take care of THIS kind of patient'. It was... really ominous. I only ever saw him one single time, upon admission to the big city hospital after 3 nights in what they called 'the dungeon', a very strange separate holding area off the ER that only had a few 'overflow' beds for strange cases they wanted to 'watch'.
So.... yeah.
Pretty sure I was picked up again.
The happy ending is that since 2019 I really got down to my own inner work, got clear of all the addiction issues (no more smoking cigarettes or mj, no alcohol, just really purified out completely), got off all the psychotropics with the help of flower essences/vibrational essences, did a massive amount of reintegration of the dissociative parts and soul fractured aspects, have learned many more natural healing techniques for dealing with specific issues as they come up, because its all still quite an ongoing process, and of course energy and clearing work that I do on myself because I absolutely cannot have an external practitioner of any kind do ANYTHING for me because it makes it all such a mess (my holographic kinetics steve richards work that will pop up on an advanced search here on avalon related to my name was a very-publically played out part of that challenging discovery process I had to come to terms with) and I was able to finally truly break free of the eugenics controller/family of origin, their bribery money chains to my husband, and also the need to involve anyone who is consubstantial with what I term 'medical control pillar of society' , basically therapists and shrinks who however well-intended are still subject to laws of consent with groups like the CDC and such, which I will have absolutely NOTHING to do with. I was SRA'd by the WHO docs in Paris France 1989 so... not going there! Total absolute danger! I will say my therapist I saw for the DID and flashback integration was helpful to an extent in that for a time I really just needed someone to listen to me tell my story out loud as part of my integration. But once the plandemic hit, all visits when digital session and those were clearly being monitored and interfered with and were no longer private in confidence, and then the CDC mandates pushed the therapist into wanting me to sign legal acknowledgements for the CDC guidelines, well it was clear that after 3 years of telling my story he had truly 'heard' none of it and didn't grasp that the medical control forces are anything but benevolent and are frankly completely hijacked by alien interference.
But... all things said, even after this 2019 rude awakening part 2 (because the first one happened exactly 10 years prior in 2009) I would say things are far better for me than they have been in many ways. But I deal with weird as an everyday phenomenon. So, it does make it kind of hard for me to fully understand 'normal' people who are still in the 'gee I wonder if ghosts are real' phase. Ya. They are. Kinda way beyond that at this point.
So That said, yes I am still targeted and I have to work very diligently to clear those interferences as they come up, and 'do my work' of meditation and healing and self care integration basically every day. Just Tuesday of this week 2 military copters flew directly in front of my house, not far off in the distance directly over the body of water in view of my home, and I went out to look and immediately fell down to my knees vomiting. Pretty sure sign some kind of directed energy weapon was used. But I have made it this far and I just keep going and working to clear and most recently have felt it was time to start speaking out again, because the situation I live through daily is certainly not going 'away' on its own. Until far FAR more of the population wakes up and begins questioning the reality they are being told to accept as truth when it is in total misalignment with even their own experience, however they are interpreting or perceiving the weird stuff that is absoulutely everywhere now, the the TI's and MiLabs such as myself are still going to be fighting this war over consciousness, and the way the power elite and governments have sold out the rest of humanity to the various negative alien factions for their own reasons, on the front lines that we have known all our lives, largely alone.
And so I keep on following my inner cues as when to make safe and stabilized moves and I keep trying to share my narrative of experience and the skill sets I have learned to deal with it all as best I can.
Cheers,
Szymon
Thank you for your kind words Szymon, it is really
nice to be appreciated. The final flushing of the ‘persecution
Complex’ those of us who have been on the front lines
For a long time now tend to have as remaining baggage
is kind of its own bit of work. Maybe
It seems some of that is lifting now, thanks for being
A wise aspect of the mirrored reflection on that for me.
Peace, Artemesia
Hi Friends,
Another episode just got released.
The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch S04E14
https://filemoon.sx/d/dci9p11kgheq
https://gamoneinterrupted.com/6yietebfa4sk
https://filelions.to/f/txfe7qq27mai
PS. I think the uploaders got confused with the episode, this just got corrected.
Enjoy.
Cheers,
Szymon