Many many times when I had a "
Lucid Dream" experience I noticed that my "total awareness complex" sees many things as "normal" but my limited earth ego-complex that
"woke up" within the dream knows that is dreaming having strong feelings of familiarities & knowing many "strangers" not only feeling blessed by them but very strong soul connection ... and they expect me to "know" who they are ... my "awakened" observer ego has no rational knowledge/insights ... what is left are echos of deep feelings & emotions are 100% authentic real ... It feels 100% safe but this is still very frustrating to me not knowing who they are.
And every time I wake up, I remembers a long journey of feelings & emotions that loses all images connected to those feelings fading away ... and I can not remember what happened. Then I start using a list of possibilities in my mind of what I was doing and hope to feel more and sense more when the "key" experience in my list resonates ... Then all of a sudden it unfolds to me and I remember the dream. This happens maybe once in 10 times.
I realize now that I have a "over soul" and my current ego-complex on Earth is part of something bigger ... this means my current "personality complex" has totally different priorities & goals than when I
"re-join" to my "over-soul" complex when I die.
Maybe it sounds strange but if you give your "over soul" permission to share deeper insights (via dreams) why you are here ... it will eventually communicate with you through "re living" past or future experiences from multiple perspectives ... So should all first find out who they truly are before you connect with aliens? ... For me that is a big yes ... but I can imagine to some it seems ridiculous.
Lets assume we all have a much wiser spirit within having its own dynamic that is beyond duality thinking ... you can call it intuition, "spirit guide" or whatever ... it may also be all you but more complete more whole ... having seen/experienced many challengers in past lives ... Maybe we all eventually fuse with our "over soul" becoming whole again. And if you try to fight it you eventually go insane?
One of my personal "ET Contact" experience via dreams were "interdimensional golden light beings" from Sirius who shared me a feeling from them being my "Soul-Parents" this was very profound and changed almost everything to me ... from that day on I had my weird paranormal experiences, "coincidents" & synchronicities.
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- Sirius, One Of The Closest Stars To Our Earth:
Not long after my UFO Encounters in 1990 & 1991 ... I was asking sincerely who my (Ancient Multidimensional) "Soul Parents" are, requesting for a vision or a vivid dream that will stay in my memory not fading way ... It was not long thereafter confronted through layers of fear ... being tested 7 times or 7 levels or 7 passages (will explain all about it soon) ... Being really excited to face my (deepest) fears and to be ABLE go beyond it as I really do not fear death (which is key) ... but certainly not easy to do ... when I passed the last test ... I met my Soul Parents and this was so powerful & humbling for me ... told them I have 1000+ questions but can not name 1 right know and went dead silent I could only cry ... I heard something like them saying: "he finally quit his mind" (with great sense of compassion & empathy for me). From that moment I received huge amount of downloads (which was overwhelming) that I can access when needed when the time is there for me to be of service without claiming to be an "authority" of anything. But to share different perspectives that can help others to be free from all forms of conditioning ... going beyond duality thinking.
- I was asked to use it wisely (the downloads) like a huge encyclopedia but not 2D not 3D but 4D with all the emotions that are attached to it ... like a living wisdom not just "raw data".
My Soul Parents are from
Sirius and look like Golden Light-beings emanating pure energy yellow-golden "interdimensionals" ... The more I with them the less I want to be here on Earth is one of many reasons they do not interact with me on a "regular bases" ... on top of that my own resonance-frequency can also block or interfere contact ... Being on Earth means you are challenged almost on daily bases and we all get to deal with all kinds of mental, emotional & spiritual "pollutions" & dissonance.
Not long after my encounter with them, I experienced multiple confirmations one of those confirmations was watching this episode of Star Trek Next Generation, called: "
Transfigurations"
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Needless to say, I was crying again when I saw that episode and realized how deep that touched me ... I heard that
Gene Roddenberry who is the creator of "Star Trek" is connected to the author of the book: "
The Only Planet of Choice, Essential Briefings from Deep Space" channeled by Phyllis V. Schlemmer. See:
PDF
After my "downloads" I went regularly in semi-trance making many drawings over 1000+ Alien & Atlantean like Symbols (within 7 years) only a few people have seen them. When people see these symbols it MAY trigger or open a part of their lost (past & future life experiences) which is not always without consequences as your friends & family may not comprehend when & why you chose to break your long time conditioning & habits being raised & influenced with so many self-imposed limitations.
As I felt and still feel I need to be very careful not use these symbols as if they are "candy" for others ... I did use them with great success in a closed work-shop I gave for free in 1998 with the Title: "Finding Your Missing Link, using Alien & Atlantean Symbols" ±35 people 3 times in 2 days (so ±100 people gave me feedback) ... I still have the photos of the people watching my symbols (during the workshop I gave) each unique symbol had its own number. I asked them to chose out of the 70+ symbols your "Top 3" if you FEEL or SENSE something when watching it. Like a faint remembering of something deeper. I also told them if anyone feels uncomfortable please leave the workshop immediately as it is not meant for everybody. I told them if you took all important "Earth Symbols" with you to another planet ... and show some of our most used profound symbols on Earth to beings on another planet ... it is possible that SOME of them remember/recall (or feel recognition) that they too have had a past life on Earth but forgot about it until you showed these symbols ... Now I do the same in reverse
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When the ±35 participants of my workshop made their own unique "Top 3" out of 70+ Alien Atlantean Symbols and wrote it down on a peace of paper I asked to say the first number and wait if anyone else in the group have it too in their Top 3 ... This is how I created "couples" to do a certain ritual I received when I was in "semi-trance" couple days before this happened.
Everything was new to me and I just felt I need to share my ideas in a group setting FOR FREE ... People can do 100s of different workshops at the "
Eigentijdse Festival" and only pay for the entrance to sleep & to have a wonderful experience with over 1500 people in nature. The only payment I got (as some one who gave the workshop) is: I do not have to pay entrance nor sleeping place costs nor paying for food. All people knew in advance what kind of workshops they can participate but have to sign in writing their names so that we see how many will come. In no time I got booked full 3 times for 2 days!
The "ritual" that I instructed all ±35 attendees to do when they are coupled through the choosing 3 symbols went as follows: Sit both on a chair knees to knees and watch each-other not in the eyes but the "3rd eye" a imaginary spot in the middle between both years and a bit higher. I told them not to think what you see only neutrally observe and (try to) let go of all expectations ... I told them that both of your eyes are beaming energy to your partners "3rd Eye" and visa versa ... try not to think just observe ... when you stare longer period of time on one spot it is normal that the visuals will blur/morph a bit.
After couple minutes it may happen that the face with change in to something else when that happens please do NOT worry ... it is normal when that happens ... it will also happen if you stare at anything else when you are focused long enough. If you see more coming thorough try not to interpret nor saying it out-loud ... just observe without any judgment nor expectations.
Most DID see remarkable things in someones else face. For instance a 17 year old boy who has a psychic mother told him what his "spiritual guide" look like but he never saw it himself so he does not know if it is true. Now with this workshop a total stranger has chosen same symbol and did the ritual with him describing an old man with a long beard and typical glasses appearing in his face ... this is funny because that is what his mother told him for years. There is so much more to tell about this ritual & workshop I gave ... details and other instructions ... I leave that for an other time.
To have an "impression" of where I gave the workshop in The Netherlands see this video (I had one of the many big tents to do my work):
it is called "
Eigentijds Festival" in Vierhouten Holland.
The maker of the video
Luc Sala interviewed me 3 times and I interviewed him too :) thanks to
him (and
Willem De Ridder) I had my own TV shows in Amsterdam. See also:
LucSala.nl
cheers,
John Kuhles aka 'ExomatrixTV'