A premonition — that "I would die today"

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Dear Friends —

Kick back and listen to this interesting story... to the very end of the post. It all happened yesterday (20 July 2015).

For context, please see these two posts on one of Avalon's members-only thread. (Nothing confidential! Largely just fun accounts of my various mountain walks with Mara the dog, and other related expeditions and projects involving other Avalon members.)

1. https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post980236
2. https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post980563

For non-members, I'll copy them here:

Hi, All https://projectavalon.net/forum4/imag...0802%20Sun.gif

Today is a perfect, still cloudless day (a rarity!), so, quite on impulse, Mara the dog and I are going to jump into Pandora the Jeep and go climb this thing, which goes by the same of Avilahuayco.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco.jpg

I know very little about it, except that it's quite steep, it's nearly 14,000 ft high, and the views will be spectacular. Mara and I will report back within 24 hours.

I'll not be taking any Avalon Avatars with me this time (except in spirit!)... the Avalon Cairn is already well-established on another mountain about 5 miles away. (For any new members reading this, see a few posts earlier on this thread, when my friend Tony and I revisited the cairn — and all the Avatars, still there, safe and dry — a few months ago.)

Then, when I returned safely from the trip:

Mara and I had a spectacular day:

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco..._July_2015.jpg

* High resolution image here (7.9 Mb): http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco...ly_2015_lg.jpg

The very top section was a tricky rock climb that Mara couldn't do, so I left her tied to a bush with my backpack and jacket for company — most definitely smelling reassuringly of me! — while I left her for half an hour.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco..._rock_step.jpg

Here's the mountain.... it was as steep as it looks.

http://projectavalon.net/Avilahuayco_from_road.jpg

And here's Mara... as happy as ever (this was lower on the slopes: it was a hot day!), despite being abandoned for a short while.

http://projectavalon.net/Mara_in_puddle.jpg

I had a most interesting experience on the way there (in the vehicle)... I'll report on that separately, tomorrow.

Now, here's the interesting part.

I had quite a remarkable experience when driving to the mountain. I had a sudden, certain feeling I was going to die that day. (Really). It was very clear, and I'd never had that feeling before.

I was very calm, not at all afraid, and was just curious. I was even wondering if "it was my time".... etc. I knew the mountain was steep and potentially dangerous, and I would be on my own throughout.

I was pondering this, and then I asked myself if this was actually a trick to get me to BELIEVE this, and was in fact someone else's intention. Or maybe I was simply remotely perceiving the intention itself.

Now, here's some more context, which I'd not reported on the forum at all and only shared with a few friends.

Two weeks ago, a very supportive Avalon member generously sponsored a 'reading' for me with a sort of counselor/ medium/ channeler/ shaman... a very good man, actually, who I'd not spoken with before. The conversation we had was intriguing.

Although I sent him some basic information about me, he declined to read it and instead meditated on me before the session, totally un-frontloaded (i.e. not influenced by anything at all). He barely knew a thing about me. He didn't even know what I did.

When we got to speak, the first thing he said was: "Someone wants you dead." He added that, in his experience, for him to have that strong and clear a perception of that nature was really rather unusual. That got my attention. :)

He asked me if I had any ideas who this might be. I told him, without mentioning names or details, that off the top of my head I could think of two possible people.

He asked me NOT to tell him who they were, but just to label them, in my own mind, 'A' or 'B'. 'A' was an adversary from quite a while back. 'B' was someone more recent, who had showed himself to be astonishingly hostile.

He then said he'd consult his spirit guides. "B", they apparently told him immediately. "This person is psychopathic. They're mentally ill."

I just made a note of the reported information, and regarded the 'reading' as interesting, but of course quite unprovable — as many such insights are, of course.

Now: back to the journey to the mountain in the vehicle. As soon as I spotted the connection with the "Someone wants you dead" thing, the 'premonition' vanished, and I found myself straight back in my normal, default state of being confident that I'd have a safe, enjoyable day.

The climb was very exposed (even more tricky going down), and there were a number of places where if I'd slipped, I'd have been seriously injured or worse. I thought of Jeff Rense's experience back at the end of April, where he blanked out when driving home on a clear, dry road, and woke up in hospital several hours later. It was an assassination attempt on him.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=nd0v512XMwE
This is all unprovable — every bit of it! — but it really is just as if someone KNEW I was going to the mountain that day and had fully intended to capitalize on it.

Bill Ryan slipping to his death on a remote, steep peak, when out alone with Mara the dog, would be the perfect crime. I'd e-mailed a friend of mine the previous day to ask him if he might like to come (he wasn't able to), and that morning, about an hour before I left the house, I posted my plans on the members-only 'Avalon Cairn' thread. No-one else knew what I'd intended to do.

There may be a moral to the story.

Assuming that e-mails, members-only posts, or even unspoken private thoughts can be read with impunity by anyone with sufficiently advanced technology, we simply have no technological defense against that.

Encrypted Hushmail, Protonmail, or Unseen accounts just don't cut it — ultimately. In my view, they have limited value: certainly worth the trouble to defend against low-level hackers, but likely to be useless against the most advanced tech there is.

To defend against adversarial super-high tech, one has to resort to spiritual defenses... not technical ones. We're hopelessly outclassed technically.

Avalon member Hathor posted a very interesting thread last week, here:

Enough Good People
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post979606

... which rallied us that we should NOT be afraid when we perceive, read, hear or are told apparent bad news (which is endemic in the alternative media). Rather, each time it's an opportunity to raise our own personal bar, and be more proactive.

That can either mean taking action in the real world, or in what could be called the spiritual universe. It may well be that it's more the latter than anything else than can be counted on to keep us safe.

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Did you congratulate them on the spotting. That always reassures people who first encounter the sudden movements of it.:thumbsup:

Protection around you and Mara. Safe travels and peace. The karma of the intent, will fall back on the psycho. Karma is moving faster and now can occur within one to seven days sometimes. Stay aware and travel with someone, okay? It's probably just a "keep your eyes open moment." Stuff's happening and it's from the bottom up aka the hearts of love and minds of peace. Psychos don't feel comfortable, unless they are harming or controlling everything they come in contact with.

Godspeed to you two on the trails. That view from the top was breath taking.

Beautiful dog.

Hello Bill, i got very scare when i saw the tittle of the thread; uf!! Thanks for sharing anyway.
I am glad you are allright, nice walk you did.
Much Protecting Love to you and Mara.
Juan

I find it intriguing you were able to neutralize this perceived threat by perceiving something being focused at you and kind of following it back to its source.
As happy as I am that you were able to accomplish this, maybe in the future you could add a second level of safety by not continuing with plans such as solo mountain climbing when such a strong intuition regarding your safety is present.

I'm glad that you are alright, and that nothing happened.

Glad you are safe Bill and what another lovely day out climb you 2 had, thank you for shearing :)

This might just be a coincidence (no such thing!) but i was thinking of sending you a PM yesterday (Was having a deep-open minded and confident day)

The PM was actually related to Death and or Suicide!

Now don't worry anyone, I'm not and never will be in a suicidal sate!

Ill PM you if you like Bill, it's something I can't talk to many about, just one or 2 here in Avalon PM's, but it's a subject I feel very glad I know about (It opened my mind greatly, and has given me freedom from any fear of death etc) having said that it's still a subject/technique not to be miss used or given to just anyone as it where!

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A premonition — that "I would die today"
I find it intriguing you were able to neutralize this perceived threat by perceiving something being focused at you and kind of following it back to its source.
As happy as I am that you were able to accomplish this, maybe in the future you could add a second level of safety by not continuing with plans such as solo mountain climbing when such a strong intuition regarding your safety is present.

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This is also interesting: I while thinking of PM'n you Bill suddenly had the urge for you to PM me?
Now if it was my planed PM content you picked up on Bill (With it's content), but then only interpreted it as threat, your emotions, safeguarding you (Which always get in the way of any paranormal mind to mind working ha)
Well maybe that was you sending it back to me lol, but not as a PM :)

That is a good thing to remember:
Any paranormal and or RL situation, we should never add bad intent of damage to any perceived incoming action. just block it etc. you never know if you are interpreting it wrongly, and so hurting an innocent someone or thing!

Bill,

So glad you're still here! May you be here for decades to come! I'm counting on it!

It is, of course, highly conceivable that someone may want to silence you. Your work on the planet at this point in time is to help people wake up. Many appreciate you for that, while many are greatly displeased. This is an unfortunate reality.

Since you are aware of a certain psychopath who may want to seriously harm you, I hope you can stay as far away from this person as possible. And while I'm aware that people can be eliminated by remote control, the chances of that happening are far less probable when one is aware of the impending malicious intentions directed at oneself. And I do trust you will be protected by higher powers. The psychic war has been underway for some time. It is silent. Many do not even suspect such a thing, but we know how true and real it is. You would be a target. But I repeat, I trust you are protected.

One thing that came to mind while reading your post is far memories of death. I've had a few close calls myself, and in past life therapy, I've always found that those incidents related to some past life incident. Is it possible that you might have passed on a July 20 in some other existence? Could your demise have been caused by this psychopath who now has ill intent towards you? Just my thoughts...

May you be shielded every moment of every day with psychic awareness and the absolute knowingness that you can protect yourself and will be protected by benevolent guides who assist us in the attainment of freedom and truth.

Love and blessings,

Daughter of Time

Greetings, Bill!

Good to hear that your inner antennae picked up on that threatening message. I'm sure that the Knowing given to you just days earlier gave you that inner strength to bend the evil timeline intended by person "A" or "B"!

Keep in keepin'! Hugs!

Bill , pics are full of peace and tranquility . Sending you a few more guardian angels from my side of the world bud. :)

Hi Bill,
I'm very glad you are alive and well! :bigsmile:
A while back I was under some significant (to me) psychic attack....once I recognised it was not something that was coming from within me but was imposed on me, it soon lost its power and went. Interesting stuff.

Bill,
As soon as I read the intro to your post, I knew the premonition was not yours, but sourced elsewhere. Congrats on your process of revealing the truth, it takes clarity and strength to accomplish.....as you know. A great example and reminder, and thanks for that!

Die today?
Been there, done that.
Many times.

Thanks Bill, for sharing your story, your perception that the thought of your death that day, came from some other, is something that I have also experienced on a couple of occasions; not relating to my death , but clearly a thought which i knew was definitely not mine. In these two cases I found myself fighting the thought with all the energy I could muster. It felt more like an attack. I never wish to experience anything like that again.

I am glad that you are very much alive to share your experience with us all. Your dog is beautiful, and the views of the mountains were stunning.
Thanks Rick

Remember the late Robin Cook MP, Bill?

Regards.

P.S. I know that what is communicated here, both publicly and, more importantly, privately, is read with impunity.

Of late, I catch myself in the middle of the words, "I’m going to die". There’s no rational reason. I check to see if there’s fear attached. There’s none. I reasoned that there’s an uptick of energies swirling and we’re all tapping in unconsciously or it’s the dark techies at play. If it’s the latter, which I suspect it is, it strengthens my resolve to keep on keeping and continue to enjoy and to discover the jewels that we are.

RunningDeer <3

A lot of people think that we are, from birth, on a path of life towards death.

This is not so.

We are on a path of death towards life.


Regards.

Happy Birthday beautiful lady!

My birthday's in December Roy.


And I'm a man.


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Regards.

Always enjoy hearing from you Mr. Ryan & I'm very glad you are ok and things worked out well on your trip. I for one think that you have much too much to do in this world for the universe to allow you to leave us so early. That said, your story makes me really ponder the whole alternate universe/alternate timelines/alternate lifetimes scenario. I at times have had different insights and some far out dreams that felt like anything but dreams. It was more like I closed my eyes to sleep in this lifetime and woke up in a different lifetime or timeline. A particular very recent dream comes to mind where it all ended catastrophically. Your story only makes me wonder if perhaps your premonition was possibly an insight to something that might have occurred in a different timeline. Either way Bill, you sir, are good people and I am glad to hear that the Bill Ryan of this timeline remains with us. My gut tells me that the future will be quite interesting and we need as many movers and shakers like yourself around. Cheers my friend.

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Glad to hear that your premonition was a false alarm. You still might want to check the inside of your eyelid (ala the 6th day) just to be sure you haven't been replaced by a clone. :P

As for this:

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Posted by Bill Ryan

To defend against adversarial super-high tech, one has to resort to spiritual defenses... not technical ones. We're hopelessly outclassed technically.

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Are you aware of any threads or better yet practical courses on the subject of protecting oneself spiritually?

My God Bill those pics on top of the mountain is the essence of life captured on camera. Cheers my friend and keep trekking the globe!

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Everything can be known through the noetic atmosphere that is shared by all knowers of our respective triune selves...nothing should be hidden, but doers will it to be so, and so it is, at least for a little while longer.

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You know, it there's anything to the idea of the noosphere, maybe that is it. Just a thought.

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Glad to hear that your premonition was a false alarm. You still might want to check the inside of your eyelid (ala the 6th day) just to be sure you haven't been replaced by a clone. :P

As for this:

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Posted by Bill Ryan

To defend against adversarial super-high tech, one has to resort to spiritual defenses... not technical ones. We're hopelessly outclassed technically.

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Are you aware of any threads or better yet practical courses on the subject of protecting oneself spiritually?

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There probably are many. I like information presented by Abraham-Hicks. Get into the Vortex. We are all co-creators, each an extension of Source, on Prime Creator's never ending journey of self-discovery (in my humble opinion). Choose the best feeling thoughts you can, thoughts of appreciation and love, as often as you can.

I read the post twice just to confirm I had understood it correctly. My take on this Bill was that you were walking towards your death and could sense that, but the spirit world had warned you and thanks to that warning being consumed at the right time and place the spirit world had now successfully adjusted the path you were walking on, so that you were no longer in danger and so your inner guide calmed down, you were safe and the premonitions faded. Very good story, it is of course difficult to know exactly how it was, but it makes a lot of sense that this was actually what happened. Of course it could have been the other way around also, that due to the reading the death fate had gone into the subconscious and activated in the context of common danger. But usually it is that intuition that contains the most amount of truth, so I think that you really were in danger and that the spirit guides had setup a path for you so that the premature death would be avoided. I have been in several similar situations mostly on the streets during rush hours, in those situations it has been "too late to react", in other words the dangers have played out fully. In those moments I have come to realize that I had a protection, but coming to that realization has made me thankful about that and so I've instantly prayed a thanks prayer, I've seen several positive things coming from these situations and I've thought that it is important that I define the meaning of these events to be the most positive of the "belief" options available. In this way not only is the negative turned into positive, but a little extra positive. :) A similar story was when I got my 320 km/h motorcycle stolen, I came to the conclusion that I was riding towards a premature death and the bike was stolen for that to be avoided - the negative of getting the bike stolen was being allowed in the spirit world because it would have a positive spiritual meaning at that point in my life. This is the kind of stuff I would want to have more knowledge about, it makes sense to have this awareness/intelligence, both as a guidance to one self but also to others.

Having said all of this, I do believe that the spirit world "arranges towards the most positive potential". There is a "positive potential arrangement" present that I am temporarily aware of relative to spiritual thoughts. The potential is up against the various free wills that play out in these situations. I even believe that these arrangements are so intelligent that all people's inner emotions are read before the potentials are setup, so that whatever is arranged as potential outcomes, is most aligned to the unconditional love of source. The forgiveness/grace/unconditional love aspect involved also is that we get more chances unconditionally when we and others use the free will negatively to not realize the positive potentials.

According to the RA material, these "positive potential events" are called "catalysts". As I understand it they are there partly to mature the soul in a positive learning process, but also there as open doors towards the most optimal path through the soul journey(s). I see a small theoretical difference between a "most positive potential arrangement" and a "catalyst", in that a catalyst "is there to take care of the aftermath of the various free wills the way they have played out". An example of this would be that some great opportunity has been arranged with a whole range of wonderful things coming that way and the primary target of that arrangement has used his/her free will to act in that direction, but a person part of that most positive potential arrangement has used his/her free will negatively towards the self which in turn has made the whole setup fall apart. The catalyst of this is that the aftermath is a positive frequency shift for the person - there are at this point positive things coming "totally unconditionally", because the conditional scenario of letting free wills be the deciding factor for the outcome, did not provide the outcome as aligned to source. So whatever happens is always aligning towards unconditional love at the end.

Another thing I come to think of relative to this topic, is what Bashar is saying about trusting that whatever happens always is the best possible outcome in every situation, in other words that what plays out is in one way or another always an important step further on the spiritual journey. His theory is that one should not doubt the things that actually do play out... To me that makes some sense, because if you use the free will not to judge what has been arranged on your path, then what is the point of having the soul go repeatedly through that scenario towards a less than full potential realization, other than in order to ensure the potential is actually finally realized. So there is a win win situation in this...

Also, you could take it from a more positive aspect; you are going through a transition. The old aspect is "dying" as you transition into a new frequency, position, or insight.

Too much focused attention on you Bill, with love, respect and a lot of heavy hitters here at this forum for them to be able to "take you out".

But just to be safe, please do take care!

Hey there Bill,

I know what a capable mountaineer you are, and despite the fact that we're separated by more than a few years, I'd guess you're considerably more fit than I am. And yet, every time you report your climbing here on avalon, I sort of think: oh f#ck, here he goes again!...and then I kInd of keep a silent vigil for you

It's not that I don't have faith in you up there. It's just that so many things can go wrong...and...well... (fill in perfectly worded, inoffensive, harmless joke about getting on in years here:))

8000 foot peaks and jagged rocks frighten me 1000x more than so called psychic attacks. With psychic attacks you live to see another day. Not so with 8000 foot tumbles...

I don't know how to say this without sounding 1)mawkish and 2) like I don't have full respect for your skills...but i'll say it anyway: please be careful up there my friend!

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A lot of people think that we are, from birth, on a path of life towards death. We are on a path of death towards life.

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Not to derail this thread or to negate Bill's experience, but this statement really rings true to me. We all have experienced devolution from source to the densest of matter, and now we are gaining energy and evolving towards wholeness as a differentiated conscious soul.

All the shenanigan's of those who would attempt to influence our path, or the trajectory, through the perception of death, through fear, through technology, through microwave entrainment, are barking up the wrong bush, no matter who they think is tied to it or how it smells, or how far away you are in linear time (pun intended)

Its a relatively new technological phenomenon, the remote entrainment of mind and the ability to remotely render the body's nervous system inoperable, and make it look like an accident. Jeff Rense's experience, as well as a plethora of similar events in the last year or so have this signature. Look at all the bankers who knew too much, I mean come on, who self inflicts 8 gun nails to the head and torso to commit suicide? Look at all the alleged "lone gunman" events with the same signature to them.

And, as Bill has pointed out, our greatest defense is in the spiritual realms, the ability to be fully enlivened energetically with our own essence and the ability to sense, not only with the five physical senses, but our chakras as well. Call it premonition or whatever, but deflection and return to the source of this energy and a strong boundary with strong senses, does defer such phenomenon. I don't think the technological version of this spiritual ability can circumvent the spiritual.

At least in my experience.

Through past life readings and spiritual counseling, I have realized many lifetimes where I spoke my truth and was either burned at the stake, had my arms cut off, thrown into a pit of snakes, or poked under my fingernails and in my eyes, burned with acid, and all manner of attempts to stimulate my body towards terror and fear, and of course, they worked many times, but eventually they didn't.

In this life, when those imprints come up, and I am reluctant to speak my truth, it is incumbent upon me to have learned how to husband my energy, amplify it, intention it, and return it to the matrix of all energy with my own signature, my own purity of heart.

What I have learned, is any energy which is cleansed through the universal energy of the heart cannot be corrupted. Yes, love is that strong as the saying goes, love conquers all.

Not your time yet Bill, you have much more to accomplish in this very special incarnation of yours. Keep safe and well on all your journeys. Gaia needs your company at the moment. She don't want to see you leave just yet. Thanks for sharing with us. Mara is a beaut. The pics are bliss. Much love to you Mr Ryan.

We are all 1 tribe

Vince

thank you for the pics bill,,you are well known,,so please be careful and god bless

Bill if you die today can I have your hat please. :)

Take care...of your will :)

Ray

Hi Bill,

still with us ? :-)

Perhaps you should spare a little time to think ahead.

Presumably you would want the objectives of this website to
continue after your passing. Is that feasible ? Who has the
domain name ? Can you share it with someone a few decades
younger than yourself.. perhaps two such people. Who 'owns' or pays
for other aspects of the website: eg hosting, webmaster. Who's
name is on the invoice(s) ? How will things be handled in your
absence ? Might be a good time to nominate some trustees.
You could probably sort out these things in a few hours.

What information would you like to be released upon your death ?
Perhaps there are some juicy details, theories, interview footage
that you would like to have released upon your death ?

be happy :-)

lucidity

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A friend, an Avalon member who's not yet posted on this thread, wrote privately to me yesterday. Amen to this:

We are realizing how naked we really are - and how immensely protected we really are at the same time. It's as if we're testing ourselves by bringing these situations to consciousness; we're testing our own spiritual prowess and our confidence in it.

Today is now tomorrow ... and that is a good thing.

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A lot of people think that we are, from birth, on a path of life towards death. We are on a path of death towards life.
Not to derail this thread or to negate Bill's experience, but this statement really rings true to me.

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we are creator beings. on what we meditate we become. choose what you will. free will zone. :)

"Great men are rarely isolated mountain peaks,
they are the summits of its ranges".

Thomas W. Higginson

:star:Special blessings to you and Mara, always.:star:

Beautiful mountain! So glad you enjoyed your expedition and returned safely.
One thought: hmmmmm... I wonder who "B" might be???
Live well. :)