I would be very surprised if you want to see the movie in question, which allowed me to see my past with a clearer perspective - and even from that perspective, I know that what I lived was nothing compared with what others have to go through. This is definitely NOT an inspirational movie. But it was appropriate for me - although I have not finished it yet, just could not yet, emotionally.
But, if curiosity has grabbed you, here it is:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...=1#post1216876
Today I am grateful for something very materialistic, which I have to find the monthly money for (but got it at zero percent interest rate and with rebate), I got a new car yesterday. It may be my last car ever, if I extend its life beyond the reasonable, who knows (age hitting)