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    Hi all, I’m Abby, new here.

    I have a question about a weird experience that I had following a psychotic break. I think I’ll give some background info first though. I was ‘awakened’ I suppose when I was 14. A year went by, digesting a lot of information, info which a 14 year old probably should not have absorbed by themself without any guidance or support as a lot of it is intense and scary to become aware of.

    As a consequence, I spiraled into a severe paranoia which lasted 7-8 months, followed by a psychotic break that got me hospitalized with a lot of meds. I came out back together okay and took a longgg break from spirituality, ETs, etc. It’s been 4 years but this stuff still scares me. During that time in my life I never told anybody about my paranoia or how scared I was. I thought I’d be rejected and that they wouldn’t believe me anyway, or I’d be medicated for my beliefs, etc etc. I never properly was able to really articulate my worries either, so perhaps that’s why I never told anybody about it. That’s a whole other thing though.

    After I had come out of the mental hospital, about two weeks went by and I noticed I had received a text message. Fortunately, I have it saved still:



    This person clearly was spiritually aware, and somehow had knowledge of my struggles with paranoia. I had never talked to anybody about this or shared my phone number in any way so I don’t know how they knew me. After I had waited a day (I think) I ended up talking back to them, asking who they were and how they knew me. Every time I asked them that they would ignore this question and begin talking about spiritual topics. From what I could gauge they were new to spirituality ‘stuff’ and seemed happy to be discovering it. After that conversation I ceased talking to them. At that time I think I honestly wanted nothing to do with spirituality as I was fearful that I’d return to that paranoid way of thinking if I kept engaging with anything related to it.

    A few times I was pulled back to this initial text message and tried to get back to talking to them to figure out what it was about, but I learned that their number had since gone out of service.

    I am familiar with the idea of lion people circulating the internet. I am not sure what they mean by me being able to trust anyone who is 444. They could simply mean that anybody who receives the synchronicity of the number 444 as I did (as far as I can tell, but I could be wrong and just be looking intentionally for this number) and that I can trust anyone else who sees 444 too. Or it could mean that this is a group of people that are who knows what. I don’t really have any good ideas.

    Either way, why is this stranger telling me how I was able to help many people like me? What does ‘like me’ mean? How did they seemingly know about my struggles, also the fact that they were spiritually aware as well?

    I could just be reading too much into it, and maybe this was just somebody screwing with me in some way.

    In the beginning of 2020, right when COVID was starting up, I was admitted again into a mental hospital because of a string of psychotic breaks I was having and am still being medicated. Stress got to me this time, and once you’ve been down this particular kind of rabbit hole I guess it’s very hard to get out.

    After my first time leaving the facility, a lot of my internet accounts were being hacked from random locations around the world. When I got one for my eBay, of all things, somebody supposedly located in Indonesia had purchased on my eBay account 4 types of crystals and sent them to my location. eBay however intervened in this transaction first and canceled it. Either way, I thought this was super bizarre. Why was somebody of all things sending me crystals? Was it the same person who sent me the text message, still seemingly watching out for me? I try not to be certain of anything.

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    A small amethyst angel statue, a septerian dragon sphere, a cherry blossom agate heart, and a bowl of small green jade pieces, I think it was 100g of them.

    I am curious about this, so if anybody has any insights or similar experiences that they’d like to share I would be more than happy to hear them.

    Thank you for reading!
    Last edited by Bill Ryan; 5th April 2021 at 00:02. Reason: replaced the text message screenshot with a version with the phone number blurred

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    Default Re: Strange experiences after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi Abby.
    That was a courageous post.
    If there is anyone with insight into your experiences, they can be found here.
    Thank you for trusting us.
    And welcome to the forum!

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi, welcome to the forums.

    So my 2 cents is to be very careful about the info you post online. Personally, I wouldn't post my full name online (this combined with IP address can pinpoint your address). I would block the numbers of folks like this trying to reach you and don't communicate with people you don't know.

    No need to be paranoid or scared. One day at a time. Just some weirdos messing with you, you'll be ok. If you're feeling like you need someone to talk to then post in the 'Here and Now' thread or 'What's going on' thread. That's what I do when I'm stressed out, everyone is super friendly and I always get kind words to calm me down. Good luck!

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

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    ... not sure if ANY of it is true ...

    I saw/noticed 555 and 55 many times last week ... even my mother told me today do you know you will be 55 years old soon? ... and I truly forgot about that ... no joke.

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi Abby,

    It's a bit problematic. The number 4, for example, in China and Japan is a bad omen, related to death. It's cultural specific so i think if that person only has a view of it based on your own culture, because it doesn't mean the same for other people, they must be close to your location or even know you personally from before.

    Spiritual truths tend to be universal, not based on your local culture only, this one seems to be very specific so that it implies that person may not know the meaning changes on other cultures

    Not saying that's the case, but maybe you should consider this was someone who was trying to lead you, and since you stopped talking to them they gave up later on, that's why the line was disconnected?
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    The second before I read this post I noticed on my stats I had given 444 thanks on project avalon.

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    Welcome, Abby.

    Wow, yes, that’s a very young age without guidance.

    About the text message and the crystals. I haven’t experienced anything like that but can share how I would respond to it. If there’s any genuine spiritual significance to it then that’s all I need to know at this time. I’d note it and leave it, trusting that any significance would make itself known to me at the appropriate time. If that never happens then it was simply nonsense and noting and leaving it was the best response anyway.

    Do you know about grounding, Abby? Grounding is how we maintain balance by staying connected to Earth. There’s a number of really simple ways we can ground ourselves and stay grounded and you’ll have your preferences but I’ll just go over some basic, highly effective ways.

    Consistent sleeping habits. Go to bed and wake up around the same time each night and morning.

    Diet. Make sure you’re drinking enough water and foods from the earth, like fruit and vegetables and nuts.

    Make sure you’re getting some exercise to keep strong and stay connected to your body.

    Spend time in nature and walk barefoot where you can, even if it’s just something like playing some bocce barefoot on the lawn in your yard or a nearby park.

    There’s likely millions of articles on grounding if you don’t know much about it but if you use the above simple guide it will serve you very well.

    I wonder if you already have some crystals? If you do, see if any of them are good for things like clearing energy, balance etc. because as you know they’re also earthy, hence helpful with grounding. Leave them out in the garden, in the sun for a few days and allow the planet and sun to cleanse and energise them for you and then do what you like with them. You can just put them in your bedroom or carry one on you when you feel that could help you.

    If you can get an indoor plant for your bedroom, that would be great too.

    Grounding, Abby, I can’t stress that enough, and the great part about it is that it causes you to be present, which is an integral and, in my opinion, the most powerful spiritual practice anyway. With this approach you get to be physically strong, healthy, and balanced, which means your emotional and mental state will be taken care of.

    There will be times throughout life when you’ll be attracted to certain spiritual information for one reason or another but my suggestion is to leave all that until you’re feeling completely confident that you’re able to take care of your physical body really well first. Meanwhile, the habit of being grounded and present in the moment will facilitate your continued spiritual development in a way that’s more suitable for you. You’re awareness is excellent, you’ll see.
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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Now I never know.. but a couple things popped up in my head

    No. 1 - the lion reference. It could be this phrase going around, "your job isn't to awaken the sheep, it's to awaken the sleeping lions"

    No. 2 - examples of certain people who were contacted by certain gurus randomly, in a sort of guidance. Three examples come to mind - Robert Bruce visited by Sathya Sai Baba, like some sort of holographic image when he was getting close to a discovery regarding kundalini energy.

    Second example, Yogananda's father being visited by his future guru I believe (I might have this terribly mixed up) in a sort of apparition, saying "you are being far too harsh on your son!" who had his spiritual aspirations

    Third example, Denis from 7thquest who was in the airport one day, wondering about his next step when a man he didn't know suddenly came up to him and said, "It's not Ontario you're looking for, it's India!" The man turned out to be Harry Edwards the English spiritual healer.

    All this in saying the more psychically attuned are perhaps able to tune in and check up on the festivities of the world, send their guidance that way.

    In any case, I'm sure you have potential, but it's good you're looking after yourself too

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi Abby, I also had a massive spiritual awakening that started in my late teens that saw me fly way too high for my own good. I also ended up being hospitalized. This was 25 years ago now do I have had lots of time to process and integrate. I even wrote a book about the experience. And I now guide pepple into those mysterious realms. I don't have a lot of time right now, but will reply more as soon as I can. You are a brave and beautiful soul ...hugs.

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Quote Posted by Hitchy (here)
    Now I never know.. but a couple things popped up in my head

    No. 1 - the lion reference. It could be this phrase going around, "your job isn't to awaken the sheep, it's to awaken the sleeping lions"

    No. 2 - examples of certain people who were contacted by certain gurus randomly, in a sort of guidance. Three examples come to mind - Robert Bruce visited by Sathya Sai Baba, like some sort of holographic image when he was getting close to a discovery regarding kundalini energy.

    Second example, Yogananda's father being visited by his future guru I believe (I might have this terribly mixed up) in a sort of apparition, saying "you are being far too harsh on your son!" who had his spiritual aspirations

    Third example, Denis from 7thquest who was in the airport one day, wondering about his next step when a man he didn't know suddenly came up to him and said, "It's not Ontario you're looking for, it's India!" The man turned out to be Harry Edwards the English spiritual healer.

    All this in saying the more psychically attuned are perhaps able to tune in and check up on the festivities of the world, send their guidance that way.

    In any case, I'm sure you have potential, but it's good you're looking after yourself too
    Number one is also very cool as a stand alone idea. Simple but brilliant really, elegant.

    I joined in with you on this exercise as I read your post and applied Occam’s razor for an additional option.

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    I call you all the lion people
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    Find them
    All of you lions need each other
    Anyone who is 444 you can trust
    You will be fine in life btw
    Keep following your dreams even if they’re crazy


    Occam’s razor dictates it’s most likely someone who works at the hospital, who has seen patients like Abby before and seen them for who they are and possibly discovered others from what they’ve learned from these patients. They have opened this person’s eyes, and in turn this person has helped others like Abby. It’s a reassuring message, there’s also concern with the trust part. It all fits the tone of an aware healer/carer type personality, who is aware of Abby’s stay at the hospital, is familiar with Abby personally, and staff at the hospital would have access to her phone number.
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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi Abby

    Welcome to Avalon, (hugs).

    Thank you for sharing your story. I can definitely resonate with unable to tell anyone about experiences because a: they wouldn’t believe it or, b: think me completely insane. I did, in fact write one of my more bizarre experiences in a post for Avalon and then didn’t post it, as is often the case, because I feel that writing about it was all the therapy I needed or understanding I was going to get. If something is completely inexplicable I don’t really expect anyone else to be able to explain it.

    There are many wise folk here but I felt I might get some replies that would cause me paranoia, because tbh, I had arrived at a very stable spiritual life in my mid forties and then after reading some depressing threads here about aliens tricking us in the afterlife, it was gone. All the good evidence I’d had for my comforting beliefs somehow got drowned out in a sea of doubt and fear. Confusion and depression dominated for a while after that.

    Now, in my sixties, I have arrived at a place of acceptance that NO-ONE has all the answers and I tend to raise an eyebrow at those who speak and act like they do. Life is full of inexplicable mystery, some things we are just not meant to know or capable of understanding within this limited framework of brain and body. One extraordinary experience in my twenties of ‘knowing it all’, was not intellectual, or describable, but a euphoric epiphany that was all too brief. I remember thinking if I could sustain the feeling anything and everything would be possible for me , plus everything is exactly as it should be, every suffering, every joy. I imagine gurus like Yogananda felt this way consistently, transcendent and certain, but for me it was just a taster and uncertainty is the norm for me. My intellectual mind remains open, but I am certain of nothing.

    What I can understand is that what I think about EXPANDS. That I, like all of us, are powerful creators. Our thought processes are responsible for our experiences. I can change my world by changing my mind. I have proven this to myself over and over again. Most of us are oblivious to our own tremendous power. If I am not vigilant with my thoughts I can quickly spiral into dark frequencies that are just swarming with negative idle thoughts that I can expand on all day long and create all kinds of misery for myself.

    I found the movie Kardec interesting enough to search for a thread here, (and you can bet nine times out of ten, you’ll find a thread on Avalon on just about anything you want to know about!). I found not only a thread but a copy of the original book. This particular take on the nature of the seen and unseen worlds was very helpful to me, and deepened my conviction that becoming the observer of my mind and taking control of what i think on a minute by minute basis and choosing to expand on ‘feel good’ thoughts rather than ‘feel bad’ thoughts was paramount and has benefitted my mental health and life. The voices that say stuff like ‘you little fool, with your naive la, la, feel good notions’ gets short shrift nowadays. I’d rather feel good in my self created la la land than feel bad in a nightmare, both of which, are probably illusory as the Buddha asserts. So why not choose the happy place and to hell with the naysayers.

    The real truth, the whole truth, I don’t expect to know in this life any more in an ordinary state of consciousness. I just want to be happy and peaceful and even joyful, and I mostly am, using my current self therapies.

    Innocent Warrior gave you some good advice there regarding grounding. I also like to smudge a lot with Palo Santo sticks and mountain sage. If you do have crystals around make sure any quartz is cleansed and kept out of the bedroom. Rose quartz and amethyst are fine beside the bed imho. I also do a lot of journal work, I like to write, and you write well so maybe you can give yourself a little therapy there, I usually review at the end of each year, sometimes I learn something.

    If you can get off all meds and find natural remedies I also think that is a good path to take. But, again, I say that with the proviso that I know nothing of your body/brain chemistry and what you need to get back into a balanced and peaceful state mentally and physically, that is for you to take responsibility for and do your own research and take what works for you. I just have a strong aversion to psychiatry and pharmaceuticals so I’m not really objective on that score!

    On the bright side, the experience of the text and crystals bought on your behalf (at very reasonable prices I should say as an old crystal trader) are quite positive, if baffling. Sometimes we just have to accept a little magic and mystery happens and explanations never come. Maybe exploring the 444 and the lion connection will be meaningful for you. So long as it’s positive...

    Regarding the scary stuff, it’s good to dig down into it if and when you feel psychologically fit to do so, but remember at all times, these are only ideas, often someone else’s ideas, physical or non physical. Believe it or not, you can override it all with the power of your own mind and create a beautiful reality for yourself regardless of what seems to be going on in the outside world.

    Make it so!

    All blessings to you Abby.

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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Hi Abby and welcome

    Lot's of other people here with very good advice on all things spiritual as the posts above demonstrate. I've nothing to add, other than I'm very glad you've started this topic just for the chance it gave me to benefit from such a variety of wise voices.

    My suggestion is a little more mundane. In the past few years there's been a series of hacks which have resulted in large amounts of private user data becoming available for hackers, scamsters etc. Where a user profile may have contained other data, such as mobile phone number, browsing history etc there's sufficient data to allow a phishing attempt. I'm not saying that the contact you received was malign or even definitely the result of a compromised password, but proceeding on the basis that your online identity may not be fully secure is just a springboard to some good housekeeping.

    Get yourself a fresh, new email address and methodically go through the accounts you have online and change your password. Make sure to include your ebay account. Remove your number or other details where they're not needed. You can find instructions on generating a safe password online. I don't use a password manager but many do.

    You can do all of the above and still follow the good advice above. It won't advance you on a spiritual journey, but you can at least remove one possibility should a subsequent contact occur.

    Best wishes and hope you enjoy your time here

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    First of all, welcome to Project Avalon Abby!If there is one place where you can most probably find support, information and likeminded souls, it is here.

    Your experiences at such a young age are proving that you are "tested" in many ways, but at the same time you are also a "lioness"; finding out what that means for you and where it can lead you will be no doubt an exciting adventure, even in these "strange times", and maybe, also partially, because of that.

    All of the above posts contain very good information that can be helpful to you. Just thinking about the link Exomatrix supplied above, I had a look at it, and I would very much advise you to read it and see how and in how far it may apply to your life experiences.

    I also know that Murry Hope wrote at least one book that may be worthwhile to read it. I don't know what is in it (yet), but I plan to order it and read it, because the subject interests me too. (link: https://www.amazon.com/Lion-People-I.../dp/1870450019)

    However, it is belonging to the "channeled materials" and in that case, it's best to always be careful and discern, wisely, how it may be meaningful for you.

    About the book:

    The author, one of the leading writers on the metaphysics and parapsychology of ancient beliefs, reveals her channeled communications with the Paschats, a race of leonine beings from another world and another time. Covers the nature of death, karma and reincarnation; procedures of healing and self-healing; the reality of other intelligent forms in the universe; the cosmic connection between Sirius and the planet Earth; new and intriguing ways of self-discovery; why some people seem to have an easy life while others suffer. the author also provides evidence from historic sources, ancient arcane traditions, art, anthropology and astrology, which lend credence to the existence of Paschats and support for their message. If you feel an affinity with felines, you will love The Lion People, a fascinating and gripping revelation from Outer Space and Outer Time. They are watching, guiding and caring!


    She wrote quite a few books and had an interesting life story. She died in 2012, aged 83. Another book of hers:

    Particularly in The Gaia Dialogues (1995), Hope defends the natural world asserting that the Earth (Gaia) is a conscious being, a living entity who is shifting its magnetic poles as part of a plan to defend itself from desolation caused by its human children.[2]

    Which looks like what's going on now.

    About the message, sometimes we do unusual "help" from unknown sources, this could be one of them. Many of us here have received messages like that, in different forms, though an sms is "pretty special" I would think! Still, I don't believe there is a harmful intention in it, more someone somewhere who knows you (to some extent), trying to help you a bit on your Path. I am convinced all that will become clearer. Important is to trust (Mike started a thread about this), use your Intention, Intuition and Imagination to its fullest potential and you could be surprised about all the good things Life will have in store for you!

    Try to loose as much fear of the unknown as you can. Be assured that so many good things are coming your way to help you in your Mission this time around!
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    My dear Abby, welcome to us... you are a great soul, strong and present! Please don't be afraid and try to write down everything you see or feel, make a complete diary, do it for "the people you were able to heal thanks to you" (if it's true, if it were me, I would be very happy for that). Be brave, and just as you could ask him who he is, you can ask him "in the air" contemplating all the good possibilities, "what's next?" or "what should I do?" somehow wondering about you beyond your fear.
    Maybe the fact that you wrote about your experience might, in addition to helping others, have helped you a little, at least I hope, thinking of you...

    I think if I saw you in a mall, you're the kind of person who says everything in one deep look, I'd invite you to a cake to talk ... of course it's not possible in today's society to I can do that, but I want you to know that I care about you and your experience from such a young age, it increases my sensitivity to the maximum level.

    I would have total confidence (giving a positive imposed presence, first of all you can relax and choose what to feel and believe, it is better from a relaxed "mental heart intelligent flux" position, if you succeed .. in the sense of not denying any possibility and, also believe nothing as an opportunity and, both simultaneously, always
    It's like holding the door ajar ... you know ... it's not your job to know if it's bad or good, but you actually have the door handle in your hand and the decision is always yours..there is enough time...

    Somewhere in the middle should be about someone or something that can protect you, even if it may be someone familiar, you can certainly see the contemplative gratitude in the text, if you read it "without diction" and "hearing the possible intonation"(for me the intonation is almost whispered, subtle and with heavy resonance), the first 4 phrases for me sound like clear messages (what to do, what to look for, what to add more intuition and generally a kind of formula of attention and observation, what to believe).
    The fifth is a statement that comes to help you, something that covers everything, just so as not to scare you, which records his care for you. There is a pause, in which he would have wanted to say more (being an almost human presence behind the message, in my opinion) followed by the last part which denotes even more "his familiarity" with you.

    I wrote letters of gratitude, in which I just wanted to express my love and gratitude, remaining unknown; it seemed to me that it was not appropriate to socialize with someone just to lift their spirits for at least a second. For me, your message is "beautiful", and I would remember the "clues", but I would not necessarily take them as target rules to become an activity in itself. Let them be. They will manifest in their time (maybe, or who knows how), when you will not look for them, maybe you will not even realize that it was about those "clues' ... not the name or the numbers are important, it is important how much you can let your self-confidence fly free, meaning: "It's just a text message ... what could it mean ,,, what could it mean ... hhmm ... I'll I think, maybe another time when it's appropriate "



    If he is "unknown", why should you be afraid of my angel? On the contrary, I think that your life experience has made you braver than you may think you are. The "unknown" is the easiest to approach if you do not try to understand it according to known or... known or learned rules,
    ...it is an escape, your awakening is important, and it's continuous and constant, unlimited and totally outside of what you know (I know, I've been and I'm partially "there") so I tell you not to be afraid. Please at least try ... if you were " me "you would throw all my pills, and walk with me...until you can really" process "that" you threw them away "but I'm not able to give you such advice, you can at least smile at such" trial "... again, just because I care, consider your awakening (even if you can't deepen it as a proven knowledge) as the biggest form of decision not" new "but" ultimately positive ", believe me, later you will laugh.

    Your awakening, make it worth a fantastically beautiful escape, imagine how many good probabilities you have in the center of each choice no matter how small it is, make it matter to you, reserve your right to project your well-being not necessarily spiritual but primarily of gentleness and goodwill for you ... and repeat this, never forget and be convinced that you can do it...
    oh..so if he knows that your dreams are "unconventional" you have to trust yourself, you only have yourself, my dear, take care of yourself

    I could easily say that you received an angel number, or tell you about the lion people, or about Psalm 91 (I am not a religious person) or other "interventions" but I first of all wish you well.
    I told myself that I would not write about my experience, but I can tell you as short as I can,
    I don't know if it helps you, it's all about the phone

    I was motionless (for two years) and still being able to blink .. on a Christmas Eve, I was with a very old phone in my hand and my husband said: "Oh .. if you have the phone in your hand, please , can you send a nice message for our friends for Christmas Eve ?, I don't have time now ... and I said "Yes of course" I started writing the "message" which turned out to be a very long poem with rhyme and everything..and I said .. "wow..look what a poem I made!"
    And I made one more, and another, and more and more long, longer poems, and I wrote night and day with sleep sequences, (short or long, I didn't know either), at that time I had almost gathered 700 injections plus between 12 and 14 pills per turn (later I threw them all away) ... and all the inspiration (before I didn't know how to write even a greeting card, even if I read many, many books)

    ... lasted more than a year (still lasts) and over 800 poems about the universe, soul, metaphysics, other worlds, peoples of small beings, water elementals and all were "beautiful" fantastic natural being). I can't be afraid of such great benevolence, and sometimes I thank them for "sending me poems"; but I am the kind of character that if I had "elves" in the flower garden, I would go and talk to them "and give them a cake too, precisely because nothing can affect me more than the suffering and pain of which I passed.

    What I was writing were not "ordinary" poems, they are "real metaphysical stories" from "fantastic" worlds ... of course I know all the implications, but I was glad that I could do something I dreamed that I wrote them on the phone and others appeared without me writing them) and I thought "If I could write poems and be able to help" the world "with them ... just an innocent" what if " and I started writing prose, and what I was writing didn't seem "real" to me either, until, writing more and more "I started to understand" ... I know this can be categorized as a " mental deficiency "but I was clear and happy and strangely optimistic even for my medical situation.
    Writing got me out of bed, and I take everything I "receive" as gratitude that I can at least help my friends.

    I would say Abby: "You talk to your intelligent nature, find a quiet place, where you can reconnect with people and the Earth, do something for people (don't think if it's worth it or not), your job is to offer not to judge (It's even easier to take on as a task, isn't it?)
    Find an extremely vibrant construction effort and new quality (what do you like to do the most Abby? Maybe I can help you) .. oh I attach myself so easily to beautiful children like you

    Claim the power of your supreme feminine luminous energy, write on paper the greatest (crazy) acceptance that you think you are able to carry; the epiphany of the mystery of life, you can try in your natural way to take the "eternal codification of your unique essence" and feel the beautiful accidental aspect (beyond appearances), by testing and training an increasingly educated consciousness in YOUR spirit, something that must to understand yourself (when it will happen), don't wait, don't make it happen, don't hesitate, don't put it aside, just take it as it is (it's easier and simpler)

    You are the intelligence of a creation, adapted in a form of existence, not explained by pure geometry and sacred numbers, but under its own key of deeper acceptance of the truth you represent, never forget that any code written by " unknown "any" woman "or being can decode it

    Be a meaningful legend, communicate with your difference from any way of being different being yourself, reveal your powers beyond any perception and together with your knowledge, be prepared, everything will be fine

    "You "will" be just fine, in life "by-the-way", keep following your dreams even if they're crazy"

    I'm sorry for all this writing (it would have been maybe less than 5 minutes of talking instead) ... I hope you can read everything I wrote.
    The cake is for you, just as a symbol of friendship and know that I care!
    My name is Anca, you can find me whenever you need me ... I can say that I need you too, you are a beautiful soul and I thank you.
    Please be different from tomorrow, meaning the real Abby, Abby all day forever, a smiling and confident one.

    I may just be an "Anca" too fleeting to count, but please Abby Be well!
    With dedication,
    "me"
    Every human is a question asked to the Spirit of the Universe,again and again,because every human is an endless row of humans and in all humans together dwelling the Great Human Spirit.

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    I am of the mindset that many that have had "contacts" experience something that resembles what the doctors would call a psychotic break.. I looked up the phrase and indeed it suggests people see other things, smell, etc.. Possibly even hallucinate. I think it is a fine line to call someone crazy, when they are aware that what they're experiencing is far from normal, and I would guess many do not share their experiences for just that reason.

    I had an "Awakening" in 2014-2015. And contacts as well. I was hearing, seeing, feeling, and many more things, at levels I never could imagine before. Technically one could call it a psychotic break because I was seeing things that others could not see. But was it all just in my mind? I do not think so. New things appeared in my home, and I still have those things... Real physical things.

    I have heard of some having contacts in the same room, while others are not, and they do not see the beings, but they do see something out of the ordinary, such as a light, etc.. And like you, I found messages on my laptop, phone, and in files and folders on my laptop much later that I had never seen prior.

    Bill gave me some very valuable advice a few years ago. He told me to hang onto all the details.. and eventually more may come to help give them a proper place within your own experiences.. My experiences were unique, in that I was told what was going to happen before it did.. But it was still shocking when I actually experienced it. It did make me question things I thought I knew. And at a certain point I realized I really had to go through it alone.

    I realized it was the questioning of the mundane that we all believe to be the truth, that gives others an indication that "Something may not be right" with someone who has these experiences. And the labels come out. It is my opinion I experienced things that others would call magical, spiritual, technological... But I wasn't insane. I knew the entire time this wasn't normal, and I looked everywhere for answers.

    Sadly many tell someone they believe they can "trust" when they go through things like this. And as a result, they end up being taken to the hospital for testing, because surely something is wrong with them right?

    I am starting to believe that we are much more than we have been told. We have gifts we no longer can tap, that are somehow awakening within us, and because most do not experience this, it is both difficult to integrate into this daily life while experiencing them, and just as difficult to explain.

    It often times leaves more questions than answers, for all of us.
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    I farted 3 times today ... I went to the toilet 3 times ... washed my hands 3 times ... now I have to look up what 333 means
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    I see prime numbers too often to be a coincidence. Out of frustration I typed in every prime from 2 to 1009 into Gematrix and removed about ten words per number to give it a companion language. If the source is something like an AI it might yield some insight. I stopped at 1009 because the words became sentences.

    Words associated with 444.
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    Default Re: Strange text message after psychotic break. Any insights?

    Personally, I wouldn't put much faith in the number 4, and especially not 444, which just amplifies the effect of the number 4. I had one of the worst days of my life on 04/04/04, so it is definitely toxic for me. When I moved house on that day, the rental car agency accused me of scratching the truck, which I didn't do and charged me an extra $500, and then a month later I had to move house again since the first move proved to be so unsustainable. If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, or 31st of any month you already vibrate with the number 4, and any excess of that number will be damaging to you personally. The remedy is in number 6, which number I am always seeking to create in everything I name and do. As an aside, if you were born on the 13th of any month, you are automatically very powerful in some unknown way particular to you. Those I know with this birthday appear to be both politically and financially powerful.

    Linda Goodman (Sun Signs & Star Signs) says the number 4 vibrates to the planet Uranus, and represents individualism, originality, inventiveness and tolerance.

    But I believe the number 4 is not only negative in East Asian cultures where the number 4 is pronounced 'shi' and is synonymous with the word 'death' in those cultures.

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