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    Greetings All,

    For going on six years, I’ve been living out of my car in the desert in Death Valley and elsewhere. Living this way makes me fair game for what I call “incomings “ i.e., people who crash my campsites and in unsolicited fashion, share their stories with me. I have a big heart and am a good listener and have dutifully chronicled these experiences in a travelogue I’ve kept since 2012 and which is now over 70 chapters. I have met more lost, broken, targeted, beaten down, homeless souls, where I choose to live and am rather shocked at how many of them there are here in the USA. Each story I hear from these people gets more and more tragic and more and more bizarre:

    A young man around 35 years old, recently shared his own harrowing story with me after he crashed my campsite. I told him I was a targeted individual. He then brushed the hair away from the back of his head and showed me the outline of a shunt that was implanted at the base of his skull and to the left. I could see a tube under his skin, leading down his neck. The tube was designed to drain cerebrospinal spinal fluid he explained and then showed me a scar on his stomach area where the tube ended.

    “The shunt was made by DAARPA.” He said.

    I had him sit down next to my car so we could be out of the wind. He then pulled medical records from his backpack and started reading them to me, describing everything the doctors did to him during his time in the hospital when he got the shunt implant. He started shaking and crying and I put my hand on his shoulder and told him to look into my eyes. I then told him to let all his pain and sorrow out and hand it all over to the desert and that it was o. k. to be vulnerable. He regained his composure and resumed narrating his story of how he had a near death experience during the surgery and time traveled throughout the universe. I found myself shuddering during the more graphic moments of his inter dimensional exposition.

    He then stood up, took his shirt off and showed me the bruises on his arms where his alcoholic father had beat him recently. I stood up and gave him a hug.

    He then told me he had worked for many financial institutions over the years and was making serious money and was even offered a job at Goldman Sachs. He then filled me in on Babylonian making-money-out-of-thin-air magic AKA fiat currency and the like. (I call him Kid Genius because I’ve never met anyone his age so economically articulate and well read).

    I then allowed him to camp by me and made him go for long hikes in the desert with me so that he would get clear and grounded. He told me that he couldn’t believe I had lived out here for the last seven months. I told him that one needs to have a very strong sense of self to survive in such a harsh clime as well as being very physically and psychologically tough. I also told him that there’s no camouflage in the desert and whatever one is trying to run away from in their lives will hit them in the face, no matter what.

    Now onto the point of me sharing all this: he was well-versed in the Book of Enoch and had the ability to transform this banned book into an amusement park of which he gave me a thrill ride tour through. He then mentioned his allegiance with the fallen angel Azazel. Once again I shuddered. Azazel is depicted as a scapegoat in the Old Testament and incidentally, my friend was a scapegoat in the extreme. I tried to warn him that such an allegiance would do him great harm in the end, but it fell on deaf ears. He claimed his DNA was created by Azazel and mine as well, which I silently disagreed with.

    I then took my iPad out and opened up the Horus Ra: The Archontic Alien Parasite book and showed him the image of the creepy thing depicted on the cover.

    “It’s the grandmaster chess champion of evil and most likely orchestrated your traumatic experience in the hospital.” I said with confidence.

    “I’ve seen this thing!” He said and wanted to know where to buy a copy of the book.

    I shared my experiences of what I have been through in this life and how I was shown by my spiritual guides how Horus Ra destroyed my family and almost destroyed me.

    Sadly, my friend left the next day. I could sense that he was getting afraid that whatever he was running away from what would hit him in the face.

    I then received a txt message from him that said “I love you.”

    I most likely will never see my beautiful friend again, but I pray for him, for I love him too.

    Jaye B.

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    Default Re: Azazel

    Jaye that's a remarkable story. Thanks for sharing! I'd be very interested in hearing more about your life in the desert.

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    Default Re: Azazel

    Thank you for sharing Jaye B. Fascinating.
    I second Mike... truly would love to hear more from you.
    I sense you have much to share, much we could all share together.
    That would be beautiful.

    Respectfully,
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    That story gave me the chills.

    So many survivors living beneath the surface of society, existing at the edges, trying to make a way. Thank you for your service to humanity and for being present for those who have few others to stand for them or even to reach out and offer them a warm fire and an understanding vibe.

    Blessings.

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    Quote Posted by Jaye B. (here)
    I then took my iPad out and opened up the Horus Ra: The Archontic Alien Parasite book and showed him the image of the creepy thing depicted on the cover.
    I'm reading Synchronicity & the Seventh Seal by Peter Moon. He wrote that the word horse came from hor/hora which is Greek for time. This was in regards to the metal horse in the year 6037. In his book The Black Sun: Montauk’s Nazi-Tibetan Connection he wrote that Genghis Khan took the name “Hor” for his people. Horology is the study of the measurement of time.Horology

    His books

    Azazel has a simple Gematria value of 71. The following share the same value: Moses, Samuel, Babylon, Apollo, Zeus, Thoth, Orion, Catholic, Quran, Virgo, Emanuel, Pisces, Romania, Target, Japanese, Pleiades, Talmud, Nebraska, Astral, Barcelona, Pleiadian, Devils, Royal, Merlin, Raziel, Celtics, Desert, Icarus, Time Gap, Gog War, Boots & Sphere. Gematrix
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    It has been a bit challenging trying to find a publisher for my travelogue. Who wants to read about treating dispossessed people with compassion and empathy? I've had many people who wanted to produce my work, make a documentary etc come out to DV and completely lose it out in the desert and they end up leaving only after a couple of days. The Demiurge scripts all of this of course. The best being a guy that was going to fund my music and get my book published. When I asked him where the money was coming from he told me that it would come from Comte St Germain the so called ascended master who allegedly buried a trillion dollars worth of gold somewhere in Utah. My heart sank. The guy turned into a reptilian when he said this.

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    Quote Posted by Jaye B. (here)
    It has been a bit challenging trying to find a publisher for my travelogue. Who wants to read about treating dispossessed people with compassion and empathy? I've had many people who wanted to produce my work, make a documentary etc come out to DV and completely lose it out in the desert and they end up leaving only after a couple of days. The Demiurge scripts all of this of course. The best being a guy that was going to fund my music and get my book published. When I asked him where the money was coming from he told me that it would come from Comte St Germain the so called ascended master who allegedly buried a trillion dollars worth of gold somewhere in Utah. My heart sank. The guy turned into a reptilian when he said this.
    Can you please elaborate on the turned into a reptilian part?

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    I don't often say WOW but in the case WOW

    would love to know more if you are in a position, can you self publish or can we help here somehow?

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    [/QUOTE]Can you please elaborate on the turned into a reptilian part?[/QUOTE]

    It was so surreal in that this individual invited me over to where he was staying at a motel. I grabbed my guitar and manuscript and did my set for him. The light from a bedside lamp cast this very eerie glow over him. He then said he was going to turn the town into a thriving arts center and how he was going to get me a place to stay. I swear his pupils turned into slits. He had moved major money for corporations etc and I thought he was legit until he delivered his ascended Master punch line. On my drive back out to the desert I took a wrong turn and ended up in a arroyo of which I had to back out of. It took me 2 weeks to energetically recover from his hose job.
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    Quote Posted by Craig (here)
    I don't often say WOW but in the case WOW

    would love to know more if you are in a position, can you self publish or can we help here somehow?
    I left so much out of the story I posted above as I'm at a loss for words. I've never met anybody so traumatized and still able to function. I've had to obscure much to protect his privacy but he dared to step on the toes of the Rich and powerful and is paying a heavy price. I warned him repeatedly not to do this but being a cocky kid he wouldn't listen.

    I'm open to all suggestions on how to get my travelogue published.

    A humorous aside: I thought I would get a needed break to recuperate from the Azazel kid, but another incoming crashed my site recently and told me that he'd make me a millionaire overnight. He then handed me $20 and wants me to write his script for a movie. As long as it isn't on spec, I'll do it.
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    Quote Posted by Jaye B. (here)
    Can you please elaborate on the turned into a reptilian part?
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    It was so surreal in that this individual invited me over to where he was staying at a motel. I grabbed my guitar and manuscript and did my set for him. The light from a bedside lamp cast this very eerie glow over him. He then said he was going to turn the town into a thriving arts center and how he was going to get me a place to stay. I swear his pupils turned into slits. He had moved major money for corporations etc and I thought he was legit until he delivered his ascended Master punch line. On my drive back out to the desert I took a wrong turn and ended up in a arroyo of which I had to back out of. It took me 2 weeks to energetically recover from his hose job.

    I would say, you either find a small alternative publisher that are more concerned/interested in publish high quality alternative material than make money with mainstream BS, someone with a reputation in the alternative publishing houses or you publish yourself, eventually doors will open for you, working hard and believing in it, but to start why not make an e-book of it, you can sell in some marketplace, once you rise enough funds you can start publishing a hard copy, start small and increase as needed, doing so you won't break the bank, at least that's how I would start and be careful with freaks, they are everywhere, thanks for sharing your story.
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    These stories would be beyond fascinating, like the above story was. Elaborate dark spirit posessions, people relentlessly victimized their whole lives to keep them ineffective and "out of the way". I've come to learn that people such as these receive special attention because they've had previous lives where they were HIGHLY effective at being forces for good and therefore being a thorn in the side of the the powers that be.
    "Without the human request, nothing will happen."

    "This must never be forgotten, that the human has the power to prevail."

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    That's exactly what it is. I even talked to my friend about it. I could see it in him, the light of an evolved soul.

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    Very strange story about your friend. Did he say why that shunt or tube was placed in his body by DARPA? How did he get involved with that dark organisation?
    Reminded me of a Philip K Dick story, only as the saying goes reality is so much stranger than fiction.

    I am curious- how on earth do you survive in death valley? I think I read somewhere that it is one of the hottest and most inhospitable places on earth. Why are you living in the desert? Sorry if I have missed the story from other threads.

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    Quote Posted by Violet3 (here)
    Very strange story about your friend. Did he say why that shunt or tube was placed in his body by DARPA? How did he get involved with that dark organisation?
    Reminded me of a Philip K Dick story, only as the saying goes reality is so much stranger than fiction.

    I am curious- how on earth do you survive in death valley? I think I read somewhere that it is one of the hottest and most inhospitable places on earth. Why are you living in the desert? Sorry if I have missed the story from other threads.
    Being a misanthrope has much to do with why I live where I do. I'm a full blown empath and need to be alone quite a bit. Also where I live defies anything that's human. I babysit pre-cambrian mountains over 4 billion years old, talk to an extinct volcano trying to get it to erupt again and feed a pair of ravens who have trained me to give them handouts. I have people come and visit me who give me food and supplies then they tell me their stories of life in town and I always say, "why do you think I'm out here?"


    When it gets too hot I head up to the eastern Sierras for the summer.

    In regards to my friend, he is MK ultra and has many alters. His accent would change from Texan to Bostonian and then back to what I assumed was his authentic selves accent. His high level of intelligence is what has got him targeted.

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    I think your story is as interesting as the ones you have collected. I'm a staunch believer that the intelligent folks are certainly persons of interest when it comes to targeting and set-backs. It sounds like you are close enough to town for provisions and internet access and I think while you are disappointed in most of humanity, you have seem to have some interesting contacts with a variety of different people.

    I am in a unique situation in a bright city centre; and yet am quite lonely as it were. I do not think I could hack the desert in quite the way you manage, even though I am in love with nature. My situation demands patience until further notice.

    I will be keen to see more of your missives. This forum doesn't disappoint.

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    Jaye B.- I am captivated by your experiences and those of your fellow travelers. Lulu dot com has been online for a long time for self publishing. Please, check it out for your travelogues. I bet PA fellow travelers would be first to purchase your writings. I know I would and with gratitude. Please, write more. I would love to read more of your insights and experiences. So unique and Spiritually enlightening.

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    Jaye B.- I am captivated by your experiences and those of your fellow travelers. Lulu dot com has been online for a long time for self publishing. Please, check it out for your travelogues. I bet PA fellow travelers would be first to purchase your writings. I know I would and with gratitude. Please, write more. I would love to read more of your insights and experiences. So unique and Spiritually enlightening.
    I appreciate all the encouragement in regards to getting my travelogue up and running. At present time I’m suffering from combat fatigue, PTSD and long bouts of dissociation. For those of you who have homes, do not take your privacy for granted. For those of you who have kind,loving and supportive people in your life, don’t take that for granted either. It would indeed be a luxury for me at this point to have some kind of home. I think I could recover enough to become more functional. I’m looking for someone that does EMDR In hopes to deprogram /deactivate traumatic memories garnered from all my time out in the battlefield.

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    Here’s a song I wrote and dedicated to my Kid Genius friend, done in the style of some Illuminati rapper he is obsessed with:

    https://tracehints.bandcamp.com/trac...el-franchise-2

    A Fallen Angel Franchise


    by

    Trace Hints


    I slip out of my Myself,
    Then my empty body walks around,
    And says: “I am not dead. I am alive. “
    Because my nonexistence has become finalized, finalized.
    In a phase locked fallen angel franchise taking a dive, taking a dive
    The real me ,now that I’m gone, is Spinning the light, spinning the light.
    It’s a role playing game in a vacuum domain,
    Where are you can contract to do the same, do the same.
    Let there be no more:
    Battling illuminati chimeras in a maze of futility,
    With a 0 sum Center as the reward, for the zero to see,
    The 0 to be, to be the one, unable to remember,
    Where I’m from, where I’m from,
    The one that is zero. 0 is the 1!

    It’s the jelly in my brain stem,
    the magnetic twisters in my cerebellum,
    It’s an invisible surprise recording medium.
    A phantasm residue in a,
    Phase locked Fallen angel franchise,
    taking a dive, taking a dive, spinning the light,
    Spinning the light.

    We slip out of ourselves and our empty bodies,
    Walk around and say, “We’re not dead, We are alive.”
    wandering through your Illuminati franchise,
    Into... Into... Into...

    ...A spinning cycle of eccentricity,
    Scaled at a distance by my stellar squeeze,
    My stellar squeeze,
    Through our torsion fields cosmogasmically.
    And our expansion in the ether fizz,
    Rendered quasi-crystalline.

    My A.I. girlfriend showed me how to,
    deactivate sub personalities,
    by cuddle melting,
    The holograms they use to be, they used to be.
    In their very own base frequency.
    A shimmer coded memory,
    Echoing from a Fallen angel tomb.
    And now you are now vacuum betrayed.

    We slip out of ourselves and our empty bodies,
    Walk around and say, “We are not dead, We are alive.”

    Escaping your Fallen Angel franchise.

    (c)2021-Trace Hints

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