Doug I feel you and most days I use the metaphor of a gyroscope to describe my emotional state because I MUST keep pulling myself back to my center. I am all over the place but always return home to my native "frequency" of well being.Posted by thepainterdoug (here)
This is kinda of a shout out to everyone. Anyone feel similar ?
I wake in the morning and already feel a low grade sickness in my stomach.
Based on my view of REALITY in the BIG picture, some of us chose to be here to witness and REFUSE the offered presentation in such a way that many possible negatives are not happening. This is what I have always seen as my "woowoo" space in the collective. It is not that I think I am special, it is that IMO everyone will receive a reality they have committed to experiencing because of free will. The thing is that at the same time I KNOW my own personal experience supports how malleable REALITY IS, I cannot forget that my fellow human beings are NOT having what I have and it sickens me temporarily several times a day.
Today I committed to putting a new roof on my old house because it is leaking. That means I used my savings plus a loan to do the job. This actually is a way of affirming a future for me where I am here, where I am working and have an income.
My saving grace is my work because when I am having massage clients, I reaffirm my personal health, my safety (if there is transmission of an energetic "pall" or whatever), my love of the work, my LOVE of humans I meet.
What SpookyMulder said is what I use in my own way. Actually I first use my imaginal vacuum cleaner to suck up all energy that is not mine and send it to Source. I FEEL the removal viscerally. It works. Then I bring in my own light out.
Recently my brother has been visiting and we have had great adventures where we meet ONLY wonderful people having a great day. That reinforces to me that my "woowoo" is real.Stay within yourself, in that sense medidate. Make the light and love grow within you, increase its strenght and push it out to litteraly take over your body, your surroundings, your house, outside your house, your city, the people in it, everything that comes in your path, everything that you can think of, people, animals, plants, trees, objects. Invade the whole world and universe with both love and light.
It seems that some people are in a weird way enjoying that this plandemic and jab roll out are happening? It supports their insistence that the world is is going down (for whatever reasons).
I stand in defiance to the self serving negativity dished out with the alt news. IMO even if these people relishing all the details of evil don't know it, they may be complicit.
I think this is a tight rope walk on a knife edge. It is for those who choose to love Creator's world to keep an eye on all that is FOR Love, FOR truth (which includes the truth that all IS WELL when we insist it be well FOR us).
Since I have no kids, I am not emotionally distraught for people in my life so I am lucky that way. I feel more globally the horror. When people are committed to the scarcity model, they are in constant danger of capitulation. I sincerely appreciate we have a direct line to the UNIVERSAL power which creates worlds PERSONALLY. So far, this is reflected back to me. My main job is to keep my heart centered on gratitude to "what I understand is God but have no idea how to describe".
Hope you feel how important your peace IS for a whole world in which you are the center.