An Exhaustion setting in

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by avid (here)
Reading back, I recognise my withdrawal over the last couple of years. Totally devoid of motivation, but looking forward to doing stuff which is never done, total ostrich head attitude, negating responsibilities, not even wanting to leave the room, never mind the house. Not wanting to eat. Can’t sleep. Avoiding human contact. Housework piling up. Almost at a standstill. Need to shake myself out of this, love my garden, beautiful new magnolia out at last.
So unfit struggling to walk now, unexercised back muscles scream at me when walking uphill. Can’t even visit my neighbours. Utterly devoid of anything, even posting here now and researching is an effort (who cares what I think), sinking into oblivion is really upsetting. Really trying to get up and go, but my fizzle is a very damp squib, and my presence has almost ‘got up and gone’. Age is a burden, as am I to my only child, under threat of illness due to vax, moving home right now, worried sick for them, daughter in law ill with autoimmune vax induced illness. Aaaaarrrggghhh!!!
Sorry, just offloaded loads, will try to do better tomorrow, clean a floor, wash a window etc, will write a list and be proud to tick off each item.
Thanks

My very simple advice, if this seems to strike any kind of a chord:

Getting a few little things done really improves morale. Even tiny, tiny things, like replying to an email you received a week ago and which has been on your mind. Or cleaning the top of the stove. Or throwing a few things out that have been in the attic for years.

Just small, small things. Each little thing you do increases your energy a tiny bit. But it works, and that's the way to reverse the direction of all this.

And the same goes with exercise. I totally, totally understand the vicious circle of not feeling very fit, so not doing any exercise, then feeling even more unfit, very very gradually, week by week. That's a frog-in-the-pot problem.

The way to reverse that, as well, is what I did with Mara my dog after she had her leg surgery and she could hardly walk either. The first day, we went 100 yards, slowly, and then turned round. I made a marker on the turnaround fence post. The next day, we went 110 yards, and I moved the marker. And so on, gently and gradually upping the ante day by day. Now, a year and a half later, she's climbing high mountains again as if there'd never been a problem at all.

For those who'd very much appreciate a little specific support and would maybe like to share a bit more in a members-only section, do remember there's this thread:

• The Support Thread

[avid]

Thanks Bill, my home is clean but I am a minimalist of cleanlinest, every day and and every way I’m getting better and better - reminds me of Clouseau and the Pink Panther

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=5IvxnK3xZtg

Weather plays a great part in positivity, sunshine is amazing.
Yes, little and often is great. I am determined to tick those boxes, despite the weather.
Thanks for support from this wonderful community over so many years

[RunningDeer]

Posted by avid (here)
Sorry, just offloaded loads, will try to do better tomorrow, clean a floor, wash a window etc, will write a list and be proud to tick off each item.
Thanks

Offload? Naw. That's one of the main reasons why I participate here. We're Family.
Avid, you're an important part of my Family.

♡

[thepainterdoug]

Agreed Bill, completions!! even mini completions. Many of the things I do take lots of time. So washing the dishes, cleaning up, making correspondences with others, even my posts are a part of a completion process.
Sadly, eating a bag of cookies sometimes accompanies all.

I am optimistic that the Hunter laptop is going to spill into some kind of actionably reality.

watch from 2 min mark
https://creativedestructionmedia.com...investigation/



blessings all

[RunningDeer]

Bin waitin’ to add this.

It’s sitting on my desktop waiting for the right moment. Then I remembered any moment is the right one.

♡

[Mari]

Posted by thepainterdoug (here)
onawah/ well said , good advice. i have been exhausted and just feel like staring at a wall. i tend to be a constant worker and Im giving myself a break. my thoughts are diffused and scattered and feel drained

Doug, don't worry about it...you feel like staring at a wall? I indulge.. and stare, trance-like at anything that gets in my way...the tall hedge (that needs clipping) in my back garden, the big tree in next door's yard, the mess I've made of putting the bins out monday morning, the coffee I've yet again spilled (fascinated at the mess), funny cloud formations....and yes, I happily indulge in the ogling of various walls as and when the whimsy takes me. Don't be put off. Its a healthy thing to do and transports one out of this sh**show even for a little while.

As a kid (12yrs) I well remember being the butt of classroom jokes when I became overwhelmed with the (seeming) stupidity of the rest of my classmates and their rowdyness and would turn my back on all of it, and face the wall at the back of the classroom and enter my own world. I didn't know why I had to do this at the time (I'm not autistic...I don't think?) but it was the only way I could cope. Go on and indulge..stare at that wall. 🤪

[onawah]

It's not just big CMEs which affect us (emotionally as well as mentally), but a series of small ones, which we have been undergoing recently.
See this thread for more details about recent events on the Sun, and how they can affect us:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...ce-Ages/page17
When I can feel that CME energy I meditate on the Sun, imagining it on a calm day, and that helps to even out my plummeting and/or erratic energy.

[Denise/Dizi]

The side effect of caring about the world as a whole... Exhaustion seems to be the side effect... You are not alone... It is 1PM on my first day off this week, and I am still in my jammies wondering if I should get up and do some housework.

Thank you Bill for noting some things that do help such as the vitamins and such, many lack key nutrients these days that can do a wonder of good for everything...

We are at a "tipping point" as you suggested, with mass media lying, and manipulating perceptions. The massive spread of information instantaneously, and upon more platforms that we couldn't even imagine even 30 years ago, much deliberate misinformation, and then the massive population explosions, adding to the situation, as each generation creates their own offspring.

I suppose the exhaustion is partly because I don't see humanity waking up to any degree that can help us in the future... Progress into anything more than a totalitarian control system, with armies to force it upon them if they don't willingly comply. And I don't see the population in mass, rising up to meet the challenge as fast as those perpetuating it grow in strength.

But I am not going to let that get me down. I try to remind myself daily that one at a time, we can make a difference, and to keep myself as one of those "One".. And share as much of it as I can, in hopes another "One" pops up, and another...

[onawah]

Impact of Solar Flares on Human Consciousness Sadhguru
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130K subscribers.

(He doesn't say how he knows this, and doesn't address the years after the next 6 years, but he is bringing attention to the issue. )

"Sadhguru, renowned Yogi and Mystic, speaks about the predictions of a coming rise in consciousness. He responds that in the coming 6 years, dynamic changes will happen in the Solar Flares (sun spots). Whenever such changes happen, phenomenal changes happen in human consciousness. He adds, however that this is not a directed change. The sun spots will definitely create some kind of volatile energy. Any volatile situation is also a possibility to craft things the way we want it. Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly."

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=mtC8Vd52Tcw

[Mari]

Quote: " Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly." Unquote.

That's the thing. I'm really not sure whether we'll be able to get that tipping point going before Schwab et al has the whole world under the NWO spell. I base that on what I see - that so many people are completely unaware of the danger we're in, and if they were to take a peek, would probably dive right back under the covers.

[norman]

Posted by Mari (here)
Quote: " Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly." Unquote.

That's the thing. I'm really not sure whether we'll be able to get that tipping point going before Schwab et al has the whole world under the NWO spell. I base that on what I see - that so many people are completely unaware of the danger we're in, and if they were to take a peek, would probably dive right back under the covers.

I hear you loud and clear Mari.

My down time ( away from the cybernoise ) is more and more about making sure I "go out" the right way up.

It's up to everyone, individually, to make the best big picture sense of all this that they can. In my own evolving and growing big picture, this single lifetime is looking more and more like one little pixel of it.

[Mari]

Posted by norman (here)

Posted by Mari (here)
Quote: " Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly." Unquote.

That's the thing. I'm really not sure whether we'll be able to get that tipping point going before Schwab et al has the whole world under the NWO spell. I base that on what I see - that so many people are completely unaware of the danger we're in, and if they were to take a peek, would probably dive right back under the covers.

I hear you loud and clear Mari.

My down time ( away from the cybernoise ) is more and more about making sure I "go out" the right way up.

It's up to everyone, individually, to make the best big picture sense of all this that they can. In my own evolving and growing big picture, this single lifetime is looking more and more like one little pixel of it.

Never underestimate the power of the 'little pixel', as you say, to have a meaningful effect on the happenings in this big picture.
What I hang onto is this: that some great power, somewhere, has my back, (all our backs) and the knowing that I didn't incarnate on this rock to end up on my bloody knees.

[norman]

Posted by Mari (here)

Posted by norman (here)

Posted by Mari (here)
Quote: " Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly." Unquote.

That's the thing. I'm really not sure whether we'll be able to get that tipping point going before Schwab et al has the whole world under the NWO spell. I base that on what I see - that so many people are completely unaware of the danger we're in, and if they were to take a peek, would probably dive right back under the covers.

I hear you loud and clear Mari.

My down time ( away from the cybernoise ) is more and more about making sure I "go out" the right way up.

It's up to everyone, individually, to make the best big picture sense of all this that they can. In my own evolving and growing big picture, this single lifetime is looking more and more like one little pixel of it.

Never underestimate the power of the 'little pixel', as you say, to have a meaningful effect on the happenings in this big picture.
What I hang onto is this: that some great power, somewhere, has my back, (all our backs) and the knowing that I didn't incarnate on this rock to end up on my bloody knees.

I'm not sure I understand what you said their, It could be in complete agreement with my own perspective or it could be a complete misunderstanding of my perspective. i.e., 'on my knees' and a 'hug' do not equate at all, in my perspective.

[DNA]

Posted by thepainterdoug (here)
Wonder who is feeling this way?
I notice myself recoiling, pulling back and going within.
im not sure if its a giving up, but there is only so long one can go, chasing logic and common sense, feeling anyday that I will wake up from this dream, only to remain in it as it gets worse.

I am now down to just reading headlines and deleting. Im noticing my friends not responding to much anymore. They are doing this too.

i get notices on telegram from jerm warfare, asb military, 100 a day along with other messages from like minded friends. can't absorb

On Gab and Gettr im noticing less intensity, less participation or even little response to things that would have once been monumental

Bobolinski, Durham, Steel Dossier, russian collusion, bleached hard drives,missing biden laptop, porn photos released, e mails released,underage pics released, crack smoking, biolabs in ukraine, kindergardeners being brainwashed, clot shots dropping people, cruise ships with full breakouts of the double vaxxed, housewives now terrorists, no definition for a woman, fauci here then gone then back again, gates has new virus coming, fake news constantly , is the will smith slap real or staged, no one knows, green screen, crisis actors, loss of energy independance, just buy an electric car, eat lentils, food shortages a new reality and so on and on and on.

People only hear soundbites. Once its determined it supports their team, they respond yes, if not its totally dismissed.
Its all about comfort zones.
cannot share a counterpoint article because if the source threatens their comfort zone, its deleted.
we are all preaching to the choir. there is no bringing someone over, their is no togetherness, no comraderie, no harmony. america and its constitution is being bleached out and we just keep going, no checks or balances.

If any of what the bidens are displaying, had the trumps in its place, the child pics, the laptop,the crackpipe it would be earthshattering and a total scandal of the highest proportions. If Trump had the ukraine prosecutor fired, if trump sold uranium to russia, if trump had the classified e mails on his home server, and again if trump, on and on and on, shoe on the other foot,and so on the media would be in a frenzy.

no one goes to jail. no one is fired or prosecuted. clinton gets an 8000$ fine? really, think she can swing it?
biden says we need to get rid of putin and the whitehouse walks it back? who is the whitehouse? who??? pelousy? cliten? obomber? who is walking things back? I thought Joe was the whitehouse?

im tired and im sure so are you.
like him or hate him, now that hes gone , in 18 months we are now on the cusp of nuclear war. nothing makes sense, inlfation, prices, gas, EVERYTHING , and the people of this country are divided and manipulated like never before.

It's tough.
I'm going to add the woke politics to this.
I pride myself on red pilling folks when and wherever I can.
In real life, in day to day interactions.
At the gas station, in the grocery store, auto shop, flea market, restaurants and anywhere the moment moves me.

I'm losing my mojo.
Something about where we are at,,, it's as if we are past the warning zone.
Folks have now swam past the bouy.

Folks will either swim to safety, drawn or get eaten by sharks.

At work I've offended folks who have gone to corporate because SJWs over heard my conversations and have used the prevailing woke politics to shut me up.

I've been told to not enter into "controversial" conversations which is code for don't piss off the liberals.
So now there are folks you talk to and folks you say little more than hi and bye to and that is how "they" like it.

But on the grand scheme of things there is no helping folks.
The Christians seem the best prepared mentally to reach.
As such they are the folks I'm associating with more and more.
They might not understand some of the finer points but they understand the woke politics, the sex education in schools is preparation for pedophilia. They have aquired a healthy mistrust of the government and the medical communities as a whole.

The over educated seem to be the most brainwashed as they unquestioningly trust their time honored institutions.

Give me the hillbilly red neck over the masters in psychology any day.

[thepainterdoug]

DNA SAID/

"The over educated seem to be the most brainwashed as they unquestioningly trust their time honored institutions.

Give me the hillbilly red neck over the masters in psychology any day."

Now thats a quote DNA. THANKS

And that holds true regarding my falling out with 3 friends. they think they are so smart, they can't be shown, told or taught anything.

so I have adopted a position of silence, and we will just have to wait and see.

[Mari]

Posted by norman (here)

Posted by Mari (here)

Posted by norman (here)

Posted by Mari (here)
Quote: " Depending on how we make use of this, we can either rise or crash, says Sadhguru. If we can create enough people who have the focus and spiritual strength, human consciousness can definitely rise significantly." Unquote.

That's the thing. I'm really not sure whether we'll be able to get that tipping point going before Schwab et al has the whole world under the NWO spell. I base that on what I see - that so many people are completely unaware of the danger we're in, and if they were to take a peek, would probably dive right back under the covers.

I hear you loud and clear Mari.

My down time ( away from the cybernoise ) is more and more about making sure I "go out" the right way up.

It's up to everyone, individually, to make the best big picture sense of all this that they can. In my own evolving and growing big picture, this single lifetime is looking more and more like one little pixel of it.

Never underestimate the power of the 'little pixel', as you say, to have a meaningful effect on the happenings in this big picture.
What I hang onto is this: that some great power, somewhere, has my back, (all our backs) and the knowing that I didn't incarnate on this rock to end up on my bloody knees.

I'm not sure I understand what you said their, It could be in complete agreement with my own perspective or it could be a complete misunderstanding of my perspective. i.e., 'on my knees' and a 'hug' do not equate at all, in my perspective.

I'm in general agreement with you, Norman. Just adding my own perspective.

[Mari]

DNA quoted:

"The over educated seem to be the most brainwashed as they unquestioningly trust their time honored institutions.

Give me the hillbilly red neck over the masters in psychology any day."


So True. I thinks its because historically, the working class have always been downtrodden and have had to fight for their rights (in the UK, anyway) and we've developed a very healthy distrust of anything the Govt says/does, as a result. Those academics and 'professionals', as you state have sold into the system, which they know supports them (you don't bite the hand that feeds you!) They belong to institutions which totally brainwashes them.
I live next to a Council (social housing) estate and a helluva lot of souls there are very awake indeed, as witnessed by the large numbers of colourful 'awake' info leaflets that are regularly posted on fences, lampposts, etc, to name a little example.

[onawah]

More evidence of how the Sun's activity affects human health:
http://www.gejournal.net/index.php/I...e/view/295/264

Excerpts posted here:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1492038

[wondering]

On the other hand, generalizations seldom hold much water. I have a Master in Social Work, and am painfully awake. One of my dear, pretty much ex- friends has the same degree. When I mentioned to her over a year ago that there were children being held and trafficked, she looked at me incredulously, and said, "if that was true, I would know it"....I was so stunned I had no response. I could go on. Another friend is a nurse who worked in Infecrion Control in her last position before retiring. I don't think she has ever questioned the definition of a "case" of Covid, which has pretty much allowed the whole insane scenario to continue on and on. So much depends on the questioning mind of the individual.
I, too, am pretty much in the silent stage. I just let it go by and don't bother responding at all. Absolutely no point and alienation is the result.

[norman]

Posted by wondering (here)
On the other hand, generalizations seldom hold much water. I have a Master in Social Work, and am painfully awake. One of my dear, pretty much ex- friends has the same degree. When I mentioned to her over a year ago that there were children being held and trafficked, she looked at me incredulously, and said, "if that was true, I would know it"....I was so stunned I had no response. I could go on. Another friend is a nurse who worked in Infecrion Control in her last position before retiring. I don't think she has ever questioned the definition of a "case" of Covid, which has pretty much allowed the whole insane scenario to continue on and on. So much depends on the questioning mind of the individual.
I, too, am pretty much in the silent stage. I just let it go by and don't bother responding at all. Absolutely no point and alienation is the result.

Yea, I even sense some threat, that if I slip up and say the wrong thing to the wrong persons around here I might be in real 'trouble' . . . there's even a possibility that there could be outbreaks of crazy gangs ( think nazi etc ) when the truth really tumbles out during a societal crash. Some people just won't take it well, and become dangerous to the rest of us, I think.

Maybe, if we're all sharing a similar feeling that the mojo is gone as DNA says, it's telling us to shut up, for our own safety, for a while. At this point, the situation is dropping like a rock.