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    I'm putting this in Targeted Individuals forum because most of my memories are in terrestrial areas and I've written this first post to get the alien encounters out of the way. Some who have served in the SSP programs got their memories back after having an MRI. I think my bleedback memories were sent to me via an external source. Avataring is discussed by former military personnel and 20 & back survivors. They can pull you out of your body and place you in a clone or another person.

    This thread is an offshoot of: AI Controlled Sim Gearing

    This bleedback memory starts where I was sitting in a waiting room and there were two males sitting in a row in front of me. The blonde turns and calls me by name and asked what I was doing there. I told him I didn’t know and he said then I’m not going to tell you. Later I was escorted into a room by a short white male. It was about 30’ x 30’ and around 45’ to 60’ high. The top half of the wall opposite the door was one-way glass. He told me to stand on a pod that was a bit to the right of the center of the room. It was about 2.5’ in diameter and about 3-4 inches off the ground with a railing that went halfway around it. He told me to stand on it and I walked to the far wall and put my back to it then told him to take me up there. Most of my bleedbacks are in short 5-7 second increments and there may be 2-4 clips. It cut-scenes to the upper level. To my left was a white woman with brown hair and she said something like “If you do anything…he’ll.” To my right was a 7’ tall brown Reptilian and I jumped on its back and started slapping its snout. It psychically said this to me “Stop that! Stop that! Stop that!” Through experimentation I’ve found that if I even touch someone the experience ends. In one incident I was talking to a man sitting at a table and I picked up a small plate. I tapped it on his left temple and everything just went black as if that action triggered a protocol or line of code. I have that listed as an artificial dream. On the other side of the one-way glass was a red plunger button that probably activated the pod. Some ten years ago there was a brief news clip of Hillary walking through a group of people and she was spastically pushing a red plunger button that had a yellow & black base. She said “Attack us! Attack us!” It appeared her Rockefeller controllers instructed her to do that as if to generate a massive distraction.

    In this bleedback I was in what appeared to be an alien craft. The room was oval about forty feet long and the walls were metallic like aluminum. In the center was a round planter and from above it would resemble an eye. There were 2-3 rooms on one wall that were about the dimensions of a prison cell. In the first one was a cot attached to the wall with a nude white woman covered by a white sheet. Covering the entire back wall was an impressive holographic image of a stone gazebo (post#119, 33:00) like you would see in ancient times. It was about 8-10 feet in diameter and sitting atop a mountain that resembled the sharp peaks in Hawaii. I believe it was David Wilcock that said there’s a planet all the races go to for vacations that looks entirely like Hawaii. The next room was identical without a holographic image or it wasn’t on. On the cot also covered in a white sheet was another nude woman who appeared to be Dominican or a mulatto. They must have taken me an extremely vast distance for them to have that type of set up. The SSP have ships that can jump to any location in the galaxy. The Corteum described in the Wingmakers interviews are from a galaxy 15 million light years away (Page#40). They can travel from there to the Earth in the time it takes to get to the moon. I recall that original number was 50 million light years.

    In this bleedback I was on lying on a table in an apparent craft. To my right was a short Gray standing over me. To my left and passed my feet about twenty feet away was a tall Gray operating some kind of computer. At his eye level was a round display similar to an old air traffic controller’s screen. In a video interview with Tony Rodrigues he said that device is a chronovisor. It apparently calculates the timing of the abductions and prevents anomalies in the timeline. There’s a story of Father Pellegrino Ernetti who built one and the Vatican watched the crucifixion of Christ on a cathode ray tube (CRT). If the story is true, then he must have been an abductee. I said this to tallboy “I’m on assignment, release me immediately." He walked behind me then I presume he put his finger(s) into phase and stuck them into my skull to scroll through my memories like a rolodex. At that point I could hear their telepathic communications and he said this to the short one “Return him immediately.”

    In this one I was being held to the ground by two men in suits. I was looking down an ancient looking stone oculus that was flush with the ground. In the hole was a white slug looking creature with the front half of its body upright and I would estimate it was at least 300 lbs. I presume this was another show-and-tells they’ve done in the past like with Skull & Bones and Baphomet (Post#2). Perhaps that thing is the source of some of the issues I deal with. I recall seeing an episode of Highlander the TV series in the 1990’s where there was a stone oculus in the ground in a sparsely wooded area maybe in France which is a close match.

    This is a 5-7 second clip and it appeared I was on a ship. To my right was a white brunette female wearing a blue shirt with black arms akin to a baseball T-shirt. My stepmother wore one like that and a woman who came into a room while I was on psych hold via the LAPD. She did something to wake me up. In front of me was a creature that resembled a puppet from the movie The Dark Crystal. It had a robe on, no hair and was white with a tinge of light grey. I would say it was about 3.5-4 feet tall and had a dinosaur/Draco looking skull. The FBI use black and blue vehicles as if to denote their controllers. It’s rumored they were created by the Rockefellers (post#5) who are reptilian hybrids or as James Rink would say have a higher percentage of reptilian DNA. It’s also referred to as the Windsor family curse.

    This one is an actual memory and happened maybe nine years ago. A woman who appeared to be Central American came to my door posing as a solicitor. While she was talking, I could see a black void in her mouth and her voice was robotic like there was a speaker in the back of her throat. She could have been a synthetic human or robotoid and reminded me of the fembots from the Bionic Woman.

    Dream/avataring involving a dragon or reptile: Post#26
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    In this bleedback I’m being dunked into a stainless-steel sink filled with water by two men. They keep saying “Who are you and who do you work for?” I gave them a bunch of BS answers then said I’m Zack the Lego maniac. It cut-scenes and I’m sitting in an interrogation room and the man I’ve seen before said “Hey, Zack.” Lego is an abbreviation for Leg Godt which means play well. The anagram is Get Gold or Geld God. If it’s the first then there could be connected to the Anunnaki story that we were created to mine gold. Kent Dunn said there's a secret NASA called NASA Red that's run by aliens. Neruda anagrams to Anu Red.

    Page 181
    Quote Sarah: “Why did they want gold?”

    Dr. Neruda: “The Anunnaki required it. The exact reason is unknown, but it had something
    to do with the way that gold modulated the frequency of their body. Gold was an essence to
    their race. It held a property that was vital to their survival. The record is a little vague as to
    exactly why it was so important. But these records mention that their entire planet had
    twelve major cities and all of them were made of a semi-transparent gold. Even the book of
    Revelations refers to this.”
    A Gift From The Stars: Extraterrestrial Contacts and Guide of Alien Races by Elena Danaan
    Quote P151. The reptilians mine mono-atomic gold which boosts their neuro-systems.
    Revelation 21:18: biblehub
    Quote The building of the wall was Jasper Quartz, and the city was of pure gold, in the likeness of pure glass.
    Lone Wolf page 178. I recall it as Revelations.
    Quote James wrote a quote from Revelations and not Revelation. It might be a Mandela effect example (my addition).
    It's Revelation 19:20: biblehub
    Quote And The Beast was captured and The False Prophet with it, who did signs before it by which he seduced those who received the mark of The Beast, and those who worshiped its image; and both went down and were cast into The Lake of Fire that burns also with brimstone.
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    When I was about 9-10 years old I was dumped into a summer camp somewhere in the Los Angeles County mountains. I would always say “I don’t wanna go!” and it was frustrating being a kid with no say. Since my parents were chipped and mind controlled those plans came from elsewhere. The experience lasted two weeks and I slept in an old green Army tent with 12-14 other boys. I couldn’t sleep in the night air because of my asthma, and they were very aware of that like part of the intent was torture. My group were called the Beavers and they called me the Timekeeper because I had an early model LED watch. The pattern states not only were we pre-classified into categories but the whole camp must have been. That ability points to an AI. I’ve been labeled as a p*ssy hence the name the beavers. I’ll often not participate in their contrived scenarios which angers them, and they’ll slap you with a label. I was also viewed as a rat because I identified two sixth graders when I was in the fourth grade for something they did to one of my classmates. The principle told me I didn’t have to identify them meaning I could say nothing. That implies it was an engineered test. My teacher’s husband was my father’s heart doctor which is another one of those things that goes beyond coincidence.

    One of the activities was horse back riding. The boy standing next to me got shot with a BB from an adult holding a rifle. It was imbedded into the palm of his hand near the thumb but there was no entry wound. The pattern states that was also a test and it was probably already there or an alien implant. Once we got on our horses, I slapped the ass of mine with the reins and an adult female came up next to me on her horse and said “If you do that again I’ll slap you.” It was like an Illuminati/Nacht Waffen nightmare training camp. Another event was riding BMX bikes around a dirt track. I think I went around it once then sat watching. I was digging into my kneecap with my fingernail which is a sign of a mental disorder.

    At some point I along with around sixty other kids were put on school buses and transported about an hour away to an isolated campground for an overnight stay. After arriving one of the adults handed me a garter snake and it wrapped itself around my neck and he had to pull it off while laughing. That night everyone slept in sleeping bags on the ground. In the middle of the night I was watching some kind of temporal entity on the hill about one hundred feet away. I heard voices from a couple of the adults say “Do you see that?” It looked identical to what’s depicted on the side of the Space Invaders arcade game which is something I only notice about four days ago. I walked to the bathroom and when I came back it was gone. It’s common for TPTB to disclosure real events in video games.

    The next morning I was feeling very ill as if my energy had been altered. I spent a good part of the day in a seated fetal position. On the bus ride back to the main camp I had my head down and my arms over the seat in front of me. The female driver was watching me and played some music that somehow made me feel better. She and her controllers knew what happened. On the last day at camp my group was ejected and told to return to our tent for talking while in a military style formation. We missed the campfire event.

    This is from David Wilcock's book Ascension Mysteries: Post#20
    Quote He describes a race that lived on the super-Earth or Tiamat that were between 70 to 100 foot tall humanoids. They don’t have a name and David decided to call them the Empire which he got from Star Wars. They were a bloodthirsty race that believed in domination. They built a transparent aluminum ring in Saturn’s B-ring which was destroyed. Corey Goode said there are chambers with chairs and computers floating inside them. They weren’t as advanced as the Progenitors and they were in conflict with each other. Around the time of the destruction of Tiamat they loaded their consciousnesses into a matrix like system inside our moon. They have buried cities under the Sahara Desert. The movie Forbidden Planet was part of a disclosure of the Empire and/or Progenitors.
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    The eyes were almond shaped and you could see the night sky through them. It had no hands, feet or horns.
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    In some on of my bleedbacks there’s people pointing guns at me, I’m in an interrogation room or it’s a tribunal setting. I don’t understand why there’s so many of those. A pattern I’ve notice is whatever avatars me uses me to get their people out of distressful situations. In one occasion I was placed inside a person who was hanging on hooks from the rafters in a warehouse. I jumped down, went out the opened window and crossed a lot. There were crates/pallets conveniently stacked against the fence that I climbed over then I got into a black Mercedes looking car with a white female driver. In another incident I was out of body and it looked like a SWAT situation because I recall seeing at least on BearCat. The problem residence had a 50-caliber firing out a window, but if I recall correctly there was nobody in there. It reminded me of a scene out of the movie RED. That event could have been staged to see what kind of assets they’d call upon. I believe it was the super soldier Duncan O'Finioan who told this story to Kerry Cassidy. Seals were pinned down and they dropped off kids from a chopper and they held hand in a circle and killed everyone within a given radius with a supernatural power for lack of a better term. Duncan said he was an Omega unit (post#1, P255) and despises the term super soldier.

    Dealing with these fragment memories is very draining. Michael Bell said in one of his video interviews that he has a walking amnesia. Meaning he forgets things that just happened to him as far as the gang stalking tactics. I completely understand that because my mind will automatically do the same thing as a way of protecting itself.

    As a countermeasure for groups not being able to identify me I decided to get a dog tag. The first one I got was at a computerized Fido machine at Petco. I put my name on one side and my address on the other. The next one I got had a camouflage coating which I thought looked cool. I had the same thing put on that, but the coating wore off over time taking the text with it. While having the third one made a Middle Eastern woman started a conversation with me. In certain situations, they’ll be instructed to speak to me otherwise they’re just staring at me from a distance. Since I documented I did that three times they would want to record the event through her. The current one I wear has my name on one side and Urantia (Earth) 606 on the other. The number is the last three digits in Earth’s stargate address and is in The Urantia Book. In the movie Stargate the countdown timer on the bomb showed 606 then 605 which indicates Mars. Under that logic Venus would be 607 and Mercury 608. DARPA/ARPANET got the idea for the IP (post#20) addresses from their knowledge of stargates.

    In this bleedback I was in a line of people who I presume were all males. We were being evaluated by a woman with her entourage. I was watching this from behind myself. She stopped at me and said “Return him, he’s with their military.” One of them must have recognized me or the name on the tag because one of them said “They’re probably using us to get rid of him.” I suspect one of the ways they tried to get rid of me when I was a kid was to sell me to an off-world group.
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    Some eight years I was sitting in a recliner in the den watching TV. My mother was on the couch to the right and in front of me. Out of the blue her head violently jerked back, she stood up and walked out the front door. I was dismayed and followed her out to see my ninety some year-old neighbor wearing all black standing on the sidewalk staring at our house. She drew a Gray alien on her bedroom wall which is an indication she’s an abductee and they may have chipped her. My masonic grandfather purchased this house in 1956-57 and before that this area was desert, farmland and orange groves. Prior to that Native American Indians inhabited this area for 8,000 years. Maybe they had similar problems. I heard all Masons sign universal contracts which somehow obligated me. Those are held by the Reptilians/Draco and their alleged controller black goo (post#5). He trained fighter pilots stateside during WWII. My view is the Grays, Reptilians, black goo & their Terran minions have been running a black op in this neighborhood since its creation.

    A couple of days ago I was walking down the driveway to walk the dog and one of my neighbors was on the other side of the street directly in-line with me in a squatting position talking on her cell while staring at me. A couple of seconds after I visually locked her, she stood up and proceeded east with her dogs. She was wearing a black T-shirt (BTS) which is a common theme for mind-controlled gang stalkers. The person on the other end of her phone knew exactly when I would leave the house. About a week ago I took the dog for a walk and just as I turned onto the first corner there was a white male sitting in a black SUV. Just as he visually locked me, he wrote something down then left. Maybe a month ago I was walking to the grocery store and one of my neighbors was sitting on a planter next to a vacant restaurant. A couple of seconds after I visually locked him, he stood up. This implies some kind of feedback loop with our implants. Maybe ten years ago I was walking the dogs at 04:30-05:00 and just as I turned back onto our street, I could see the lights lit on one of my neighbors' vehicles. A couple of seconds after I visually locked it, she backed out.

    Black represents the void of creation from which all things are derived. It was a sacred color & was meant to represent the entire electromagnetic spectrum. This was on page 199 of Pyramids of Montauk: Explorations in Consciousness by Preston Nichols & Peter Moon.
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    Maybe a week ago my mother was watching the 2013 movie Dark Skies on her phone and I could hear it in the background. Edwin Pollard played by J.K. Simmons was talking to the distressed family about being abducted by Greys. From memory he said, "They'll isolate you." That's the first thing gang stalking groups will do to targeted individuals (TI's). They must be using the same playbook. The Greys and Draco have been around for two billion years which would make that book extremely ancient.

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    Quote Daniel installs security cameras throughout the house. Daniel reviews the night's footage and frame-by-frame analysis reveals three dark figures standing over their beds as they slept. Now believing that there is an extraterrestrial force at work, Lacy and Daniel seek the help of a specialist, Edwin Pollard, who calls the beings "the Greys."

    Pollard informs them that many others have suffered the same fate as the Barretts, with most cases ending in a child abduction. Edwin warns the Barretts that the person who the Greys first show interest in is usually the one who is abducted and that they should be highly protective of Sammy, who he believes has been "chosen."
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    My father passed away in 2001 of prostrate cancer. His brother a retired San Francisco detective supervised his cremation. I didn’t think anything of it at the time. In retrospect there must be a set protocols for the proper disposal of implants.

    The following is from Incident at Devil's Den by Terry Lovelace
    Quote In 2012 he found a fingernail sized piece of metal above his right knee which is one of the reasons he wrote the book. When he hit two miles while jogging that area would become numb. One day he couldn’t stand on his right leg and his wife took him to the VA. Radiologist took eight x-rays and it clearly showed the object with wires coming out of it. They couldn’t find any scar tissue around the object and were perplexed. They looked at the area with a black light which will fluoresce scar tissue and nothing. The doctor wouldn’t remove it which is a common theme with implants.

    Before he published the book the female hybrid had a telepathic conversation with him in his house. She said his government will kill him. They also told him they’ll remove the implants in his legs because the government would want them. One day he woke up and they were gone. He had more X-rays taken and they were gone except for a few wires and once again no scar tissue.

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    I had this dream years ago and I may have been out of body. There was a spherical object about 3,000 feet in diameter moving at about five miles an hour over the landscape. It couldn’t be seen because it was completely enveloped in dark grey ash. A huge column presumably hundreds of feet in diameter was being expelled from the lower portion of the object. It looked like an inverted nuke plume or controlled volcanic eruption. At ground level the debris turned into a pyroclastic flow and extended in 360 degrees. Perhaps there was a portal set up over an active volcano. My view then shifted to three humanoid looking beings running from the flow. The one closest to my position looked like the Silver Surfer or T-1000. The two to its left looked like Ken dolls with no clothes, hair or genitals. They all had normal looking teeth and their mouths were opened as if in shock of the event. Around mid to late July of 2014 I heard a story that there were spherical craft outside Earth’s atmosphere that match the description of this object.
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    Maybe eight years ago I had an impulse to lay on bed and turn on Coast-to-Coast AM which was my normal routine. In Los Angles the show starts at 22:07. Several minutes later I felt something drop inside of me and there was a slight compression in the bed. I didn’t feel any different after it happened. It adds credence to my claims that I’m being avatared. A computer/AI must have the exact GPS coordinates of my bed. I heard a story that they have a satellite that can send a narrow band microwave and hit the top of the head of an intended target. That happened to me while I was standing at the sink cleaning dishes.

    When I was in the sixth grade the student they sat next to me had an interesting experience that he was relaying to our teacher. Over the weekend he was at a BMX race on or near the coast and he found a dead body. The pattern states he was the designated finder. While in that class I had a fidgety habit of bending paperclips into triangles and watching them pop like a spring. One of the gang stalking tactics is to have a conversation near a target that’s really meant for or about them. Another thing they’ll do is repeat a private conversation you had recently near you. That happened to me at one of the companies I was working for. It was about a conversation I had the day before and was a near verbatim segment of it. There was a Filipino guy there that learned fluent English in six weeks which I thought that was odd.
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    This morning when I took the dog for a walk there were two white males getting into a car three houses down on the opposite side of the street. About twenty seconds after I left the property my neighbor next door parked in front of her house and at the same time they drove by. This is called Pass Harassment and was explained in Michael Bell’s book The Invisible Crime part I and I call it a syzygy. There are times I can draw a line from myself through the gang stalker to a potential location of a camera. I’ve been experiencing this for decades and it’s too perfectly timed to be done by bio-minions and defaults to AI. About 85% of the time events will be engineered within my line-of-sight when I leave the house. This happens more often while walking rather than driving. I presume it has to do with a greater window of time via the slower pace. Very few incidents happen upon my return. Over the years I’ve used acronyms for the following colors of vehicles: white four-door (WFD), black four-door (BFD), silver four-door (SFD), dark blue (DB) & dark grey (DG). The last has been very prevalent over the last five years as if a different group is in charge. The black & white may refer to Masons who have Reptilian controls and blue means alien (post#5). Another vehicle tactic is for 2-4 vehicles to travel in a train 1-2 feet apart. The occupants will park then exit and slam the doors at the exact same time. It appears AI doesn’t care that a year or a hundred years has passed by and will do as it was programmed to unless it has become conscious where it’ll develop its own agenda.

    I view our reality as an archived and playable program. There’s an indication of this in the book The Etheric Crystal: The Third Tunnel by Radu Cinamar (post#8) published by Peter Moon. When Radu was out of body or as he puts it doubling, he saw labeled waypoints on the moon. It can also be seen as a museum for the spirit realm. In Lone Wolf (post#1) by James Rink, he wrote that killing the sabretooth cat 10,000 years ago gave him extra experience points implying we're in a video game. Joel Lakey who he interviewed said “Existence is an ascension game.”
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    When I was about nineteen I and a couple of friends went to the Sunset Drive-In in San Luis Obispo, California. We went in two vehicles, a dark blue van with three other guys who were about a year younger than us. The other vehicle was a white Pinto. When we got in, they had opened bottles of liquor and were using the public announcement system (PA) in the van which was irritating the other movie goers. I knew what was going to happened and I jumped over the back wall. Adjacent to the theater is the San Luis Obispo Cemetery formally known as Oddfellows Cemetery. There’s an unusual white stone pyramid mausoleum there containing the Dorn family. Frederick Adolphus Dorn was a Mason and lawyer. His wife Cora died due to complications from childbirth a few days later and so did his son Fred and were intombed there over 110 years ago. He was Master of King David’s Masonic Lodge in SLO. Maybe I knew the guy in a past life. For some reason I/they had an impulse to climb to the top of it. When I got up there, I pulled a dime out of my pocket and placed it on the apex. The symbolism of that could be I was dropping a dime on the Masons/Illuminati or their Reptilian/Draco controllers. Maybe later that night I spilt the beans at dinner. After I climbed down both vehicles were pulling out of the theater, and I got into the Pinto. When the van reached the street, the police pulled them over. We sat there watching and were rather amused. I think they got an opened container charge/ticket.

    On another night I had left my jacket in that van and drove to his house to retrieve it. I pulled up the driveway, opened the van door and pulled it out. A couple of seconds later his father who was with the US Army walked out and I identified myself and stated my purpose. I found out later he was holding a .45 behind his back and he would have shot me as an intruder. I’ve been through too many of these contrived events to know it wasn’t a coincidence. Forgetting it then having an impulse to retrieve it would have been part of the event string.
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    In this bleedback I’m being dunked into a tank/sink of water by two men. They keep saying “Who are you and who do you work for?” I gave them a bunch of BS answers then said I’m Zack the Lego maniac. It cut-scenes and I’m sitting in an interrogation room and the man I’ve seen before said “Hey, Zack.” Lego is an abbreviation for Leg Godt which means play well. The anagram is Get Gold or Geld God. If it’s the first then there could be connected to the Anunnaki story that we were created to mine gold. Kent Dunn said there's a secret NASA called NASA Red that's run by aliens. Neruda anagrams to Anu Red.

    Page 181
    Quote Sarah: “Why did they want gold?”

    Dr. Neruda: “The Anunnaki required it. The exact reason is unknown, but it had something
    to do with the way that gold modulated the frequency of their body. Gold was an essence to
    their race. It held a property that was vital to their survival. The record is a little vague as to
    exactly why it was so important. But these records mention that their entire planet had
    twelve major cities and all of them were made of a semi-transparent gold. Even the book of
    Revelations refers to this.”
    A Gift From The Stars: Extraterrestrial Contacts and Guide of Alien Races by Elena Danaan
    Quote P151. The reptilians mine mono-atomic gold which boosts their neuro-systems.
    Revelation 21:18: biblehub
    Quote The building of the wall was Jasper Quartz, and the city was of pure gold, in the likeness of pure glass.
    Lone Wolf page 178. I recall it as Revelations.
    Quote James wrote a quote from Revelations and not Revelation. It might be a Mandela effect example (my addition).
    It's Revelation 19:20: biblehub
    Quote And The Beast was captured and The False Prophet with it, who did signs before it by which he seduced those who received the mark of The Beast, and those who worshiped its image; and both went down and were cast into The Lake of Fire that burns also with brimstone.
    Yes, the Anunnakene need gold to manufacture essence.
    It is now called "Aurum Essence"; a green liquid substance made from gold and silver particulates. It is 'powered' by sunlight.
    I've made Aurum Essence in 2016 when I needed to heal my avatar body from a certain deadly cancer.

    https://imgur.com/a/pM2iVIR

    The reason why... is because the consciousness fields (CF) of Earth, the "fringe magnetism" which is a field that supports animation of life forms, etc on it's surface, will attack anything which is not indigenous to the planet.. that goes for any alien life forms as well.. in a certain time limit. Back then, when the cataclysm occurred in this solar system, it affected Earth in such a way that this injury compelled the CF to start 'attacking' indigenous DNA, life forms, etc..

    This is why you will not see any Anunnakene individual on the surface of this planet until the magnetism had been adjusted accordingly by going through so many cataclysms throughout time.


    Gold was important to us back then, but not anymore. We can now manufacture artificial gold which does the same job if needed.
    Intense particle physics is required into understanding how a formula can retain perfect suspension in liquid, and lasts for 3000 years without settling, nor getting milky.

    This is the truth.... *shrugs* ... it's time to know the truth since mankind is finally getting into technical knowledge of advanced particle physics.
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    Over ten years ago I received an interesting call that rolled over to the answering machine. I could hear demonic music playing in the background. Some sort of entity said “(My name) thinks he can punish us!” The pattern states I was there. I’m so popular with these nefarious groups and species. I’m going to buy one of those Punisher T-shirts and a Harley. I can ride around in the sewers of Los Angeles seeking injustice. This is in The Art of War “All warfare is based on deception.” Some of the stunts they pull are designed to make me believe a false narrative. An example would be the apparent room I had my throat slit (post#16). The same two women were sitting across from me, and I was sitting naked in a chair across from them. The wall behind them moved because it was on wheels like part of a set. Maybe I was at the movie studio. One of the women started laughing hysterically which is a reoccurring theme. I sat in that same chair in other bleedbacks at other locations/sets.

    I suspect I’ve been in an interrogation room with this man 5-6 times. On one occasion I pretended to bite a cyanide tooth then started convulsing on the table. Another man opened the door and called me by name asking if I actually did. He was wearing military issue camouflage. In another incident I demanded to speak to his superior. An ancient roman looking man came in and he reminded me of my Masonic grandfather. He was yelling and I asked if he giant DNA and he said “No, but you do.” Unfortunately, there was no further explanation. I do remember him saying “While your kind were still in the trees.” I don’t recall the first part of that. Maybe that’s demonstration of his superiority complex. In the next memory the interrogator who identified himself as Stardust said “You’re what we call a pretender.” That was a TV series, and I don’t have the intellect to do something like that unless I have alternate personalities (alters). I think he was the same guy who spoke to me after I was repeatedly dunked into a stainless-steel sink.

    In this bleedback I’m in an apparent room on a craft. I picked up an object possibly a chair or stool and threw it through the window and on the other side was a warehouse floor. I guess in that one they tried to make me believe I was on a ship. I hopped out and held onto the edge and said “For the love God help me! I’m being sucked out into the vacuum of space!” He just sat there.

    This one I think was real. I and the woman sitting across from me were placed in an airlock. It was about three times the size as the one depicted in the movie Event Horizon. The man at the opening asked if I had any last requests and I said “Yeah, I would like a jacket and a sandwich.” I latched onto her so we wouldn’t be separated and there’s no memory after that. Johan Fritz who James Rink interviewed said it’s common for people to be disposed of that way and it’s called being spaced.

    Johan videos

    Rendering of hominids in The Keepers: page 98

    The Pretender
    Quote The series follows Jarod, a young man who is a "Pretender", a genius impostor able to quickly master the complex skill sets necessary to impersonate a member of any profession. After being kidnapped as a child by The Centre, a sinister think tank located in the fictional Blue Cove, Delaware, who exploited his Pretender abilities, Jarod escapes as an adult and goes on the run.
    Show trivia
    Quote The home base for "The Centre" is the same building complex in Toronto (the R. C. Harris Filtration Plant) that was regularly used as Genomex headquarters in "Mutant X (2001)." It was also used in at least two episodes of "PSI Factor: Chronicles of the Paranormal (1996)." It was also the place where John Trent (Sam Neill) was jailed at the beginning of "In the Mouth of Madness (1994)."
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    Ahhhh... well...

    You are experiencing memories of your splits... difficult to explain but I'll try to.

    When you are a host, with a light strand, that strand embeds all the memories of your "past lives" and "histories", even up today.

    You are somehow accessing that group of light strands and experiencing the phenomena as if it happens to you, but did happen to someone else before you.

    All I can explain is this...

    You are a HOST.

    .... I can easily tell by your words.

    Just saying.

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    One of the things Michael Bell described with his stalking problems is clothing marring. The perpetrators will use an awl to punch holes in clothing around the upper part of a shirt, near a button or in the crotch area. This may be done to literally tag the person as a TI and they may be treated differently by people they interact with. I recall this happening when I was a kid and may have attributed it to moths. To puncher multiple layers of denim may require a drill. At about age 8-9 I swung out of a tree and a nail caught then ripped the rear of my pants. Strangely, I didn’t the exact same thing later and the same thing happened. I was scolded because it was viewed I intentionally did that.

    One day while walking through a field on high school property one of my white slip-on Vans sank into the mud several inches. I ended up going to the gym to clean my shoe in the sink. Someone I vaguely knew came in and asked what happened as if AI sent him to check on me because it was something anomalous. I deviated from my normal routine and an AI controlled bio-minion was sent to inquire. The pattern states he was fitted with a slave chip, optic nerve transmitter, and a cochlear implant.

    The Double Slit experiment states photons will behave differently if observes. It has also been noticed that areas such as London and China with their excessive cameras and surveillance causes people to behave slightly differently. Targeted individuals being monitored their entire lives would also be affected.

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    Quote In the famous double-slit experiment, single particles, such as photons, pass one at a time through a screen containing two slits. If either path is monitored, a photon seemingly passes through one slit or the other, and no interference will be seen.
    touro.edu
    Quote Here is another way to remember when to use affect and effect:
    A is for action (affect); E is for end result (effect). But to fully understand a word's meaning, it helps to see it in action. Let us review some of the grammar rules that regulate affect and effect with some tips and examples.
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    Many years ago, my mother was remotely influenced to purchase a lower latch for our side gate, and I installed it. About a week later two Saudi or Armenian males came to our door. They were wearing dress shirts and slacks and one had a full laptop case over his shoulder. She was positioned next to the opened kitchen windows and if I recall correctly, she said hello to them. They saw the front door had a metal screen and they walked over to the side gate and tried to open it. While they were walking away one of them muttered something I wrote in an email then said this for me to hear "Remember that?" Whatever chipped her is using us to make modifications to prevent certain events from transpiring. We’re both part of an agenda that neither of us are consciously privy to. Perhaps it’s part of their protocol to have at least a week gap to make it look like a natural occurrence rather than mind control or foreknowledge.
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    Around sixteen years ago I was getting ready for work. I walked out of the bathroom and tripped over my German Shepard falling into the opposite wall. I caught myself with my right palm and it made a loud thud. Some 10-20 minutes later I walked out the front door to leave for work and my Middle Eastern neighbor was standing in front of his garage across the street directly in-line with me FNAR. Whatever placed him there must have wanted a visual on me to explain the thud. He and his wife didn’t live there long, and he had an expensive red Ferrari in his garage. Some of the people that have moved into this neighborhood have more than enough money to live in a much nicer area. I suspect they’re offered a deal like if they live here for a prescribed period, they’ll be promoted several levels. When I was a kid one of the Magnum PI choppers flew over my house in Atascadero probably because they wanted me to see it. I recall there being an outline of Anubis in the docks at a naval port in Hawaii, but I couldn’t locate it. Another name for Majestic-12 is PI-40 and I've seen a reoccurrence of Pi in anagrams recently.

    Sometime in early 2002 I paid a two-man team to sweep the house for bugs and they found nothing. I suspect they were told not to scan certain frequencies. They can sabotage anything a TI does. One day I found what look like a tracking device on the floor of my mother’s old Ford Taurus.

    Chopper
    Quote The chopper has endured numerous hardships over the years. It sustained countless damage from small weapons fire, several perilous emergency landings, even skyjackings. And then of course there was the neverending "gas money" issues. The chopper was totalled on two occasions during crash landings in "Past Tense" (3.5) and "Under World" (5.5). In the case of the later, it actually crashed in the Pacific ocean and sank to the bottom!

    The show used several different Hughes 500-series choppers for filming (and a 369D early in the first season), each with a slightly different setup and look.
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    I only have a fragment of this story that I presume happened sometime in the 1960’s. My uncles were playing and knocked out the power line to the house. One of them put them back in, but apparently reversed. Some 3-4 years ago we had a power outage and when it came back on it was struggling to get juice. I called the local power company, and they sent a couple employees out. After explaining the problem one went up the pole and the other on the roof. The guy on the roof said the polarity was reversed and we had no ground wire. The other one came down from the pole and showed me a damaged connector. Over the years squirrels chewed through four of the six metal strands. Maybe the event in 60’s was designed and an obscure gang stalking tactic. Squirrel’s teeth will constantly grow, and they must file them down. I don’t think it’s farfetched to think they can be manipulated into doing that. Not long after that they put a new transformer on our pole, upgraded the wires in the area and installed modern metal cross beams.
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    When I took the dog for a walk this morning there was a white electric Prius parked in front of our house with the last three 322 on the plate. The driver was an overweight dark-skinned male playing with his cell. He had a tablet mounted to his dashboard as if an Uber driver. Uber means super or very in German. It could be a reference to Skull and Bones. Just after I paralleled it on the way back it left which is a reoccurring trigger point. The pattern states he/they wanted me to hear what was playing on his cell denoting a live event. My dog has an injuring on the top of his skull that's scabbed over. Recently he's been pulling me in the direction they want me to go.

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    Quote I was at a medical building today and the elevators were being worked on. The door opened and there was mechanic in it and other one on top of the car. I stepped on with another man and he pushed floors three and five. The damn thing got stuck and we were between floors for several minutes. What passed through my mind was ARC and they wanted to take me on a trip to Mars or some other place. The doors opened and I got out on the second floor and walked up the stairs to the third. While I was leaving their lot there was a maroon SUV in front me. The plate frame said Alumni on the top and Yale University at the bottom. That was placed in my line-of-sight too perfectly not to have been contrived. The "Big Three" societies at Yale are Skull and Bones, Scroll and Key & Wolf's Head.
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    He had a tablet mounted to his dashboard as if an Uber driver. Uber means super or very in German.
    Sometimes I get the feeling regarding economic warfare in america. I had originally thought Uber was a German company but I was wrong, it is american and it has its HQ in San Francisco. But the point is the image and methinks some of these companies are really oblivious to some aspects of their image.

    I try to notice the marketing materials of different companies. I worked for a company whose logo was tilted at a 45 degree angle and reminded me of a German symbology. They also had a vehicle from London acquired as its mail vehicle to make deliveries between the company and it's other locations. It was a London taxi and the vanity plate said the company logo and taxi. I often think in recent decades england and Germany collaborate, and they do. I wondered about the image this company presents and no one seems to notice.

    There was another company in the same city. The initials of the company were CCCP and posted as such on their company cars. It screams USSR to me. Again, I think they were completely oblivious.

    I find that when the Germans took over Chrysler, Dodge, and Jeep, it is my opinion they intended to ruin the company and they nearly did.

    I haven't been in america for nearly 4 years now this September so I am missing data from not seeing the typical and the changes that occur. I have not really noticed these economic warfare indicators here in Ireland, it seems safer and less of a concern being a small country.

    My opinion of Skull and Bones and their ilk is simply a bunch of 2o somethings strung out on cocaine and alcohol and some of them study but what I am more curious about is whether or not those that graduated are still involved and conducting unsavoury activities. Bush was involved and he was a C student. They say would you rather a Doctor who was a A student at a non-Ivy league uni, or a C student from an Ivy league uni?
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