Is there hope?

[gazap]

I've written in another thread about my never-ending search for some truth (How i regret going down this rabbit hole but here I am!) given my terminal health diagnosis. I was hoping to find some peace before I depart but it seems that the more I read, the more I'm despairing. I would all of your opinions on what I'm about to share...

my recent research has led me to the theory that we are nothing more than mere cattle, a resource for parasitic entities to devour. The controllers, have imprisoned us on this planet with no means of escape. There's even no respite in the afterlife because it is believed that these beings also control the astral. Earth is one giantloosh farm and we're stuck in a never-ending loop, being farmed whilst these beings (archons/reptilians etc) actively feed on our life force.

In addition, I've also read that there's an electromagnetic net around earth which prevents us leaving after death, throwing us back into the reincarnation cycle. Here are a few quotes from certain books which have frightened me:

Nick Redfern wrote a book called Final Events: and the Secret Government Group on Demonic UFOs and the Afterlife. The book was focused on a small (very small, for the most time) group in the U.S. government, that was referred to as the Collins Elite, and he says

“...was concerned the UFO phenomenon was really demonic in nature, and that after we die we head off to some kind of Matrix-like world where our souls are reaped of some kind of strange energy that feeds the creatures of the underworld.”

In an interview Redfern expands :

“ Yes, this was one of the central themes of the beliefs of the Collins Elite. They came to the conclusion that the Earth is a farm, and that we are the cattle. They came to accept — based on interviews with a number of people who had Near Death Experiences, theologians, experts on Demonology, etc. — that these entities essentially harvest and feed upon a poorly defined “soul- energy” upon our deaths.

In essence, the Collins Elite thinks that because these demonic creatures are basically energy-based, that our energy feeds and fuels them. The group interviewed a number of NDE witnesses who claimed to have seen vast, never-ending “soul-factories” while in a near-death state, and who also claimed these Gray-like entities process us, slaughter-house/farm-like one by one, and extract energy — rather like the idea of a demonic vampire.”

Robert Monroe stated that we are being farmed for our loosh.

Someone, Somewhere (or both, in millions, or uncountable) requires, likes, needs, values, collects, drinks, eats, or uses as a drug (sic) a substance ident Loosh. (Electricity, oil, oxygen, gold, wheat, water, land, old coins, uranium.) This is a rare substance in Somewhere, and those who possess Loosh find it vital for whatever it is used for. Faced with this question of Supply and Demand (a universal law of Somewhere), Someone decided to produce it artificially, so to speak, rather than search for it in its “natural” form. He decided to build a Garden and grow Loosh. From experience, the Collectors have evolved an entire technology with complementary tools for the harvesting of Loosh from the Type 4M [i.e. human] units. The most common have been named love, friendship, family, greed, hate, pain, guilt, disease, pride, ambition, ownership, possession, sacrifice — and on a larger scale, nations, provincialism, wars, famine, religion, machines, freedom, industry, trade, to list just a few. Loosh production is higher than ever before...


Going down this rabbit hole has made me feel like there's no hope. it sounds like we are well and truly done. Are there any allies out there? Or are we just being left to rule by evil overlords? Surely there must be a positive ET group who are willing to assist? There's no point in saying that it's up to us because the system is so well organised and compartmentalised, that we stand no chance. Also, how can we help ourselves when the battle is far from being equal? We've never stood a chance. These entities seem to be so more advanced it would be akin to us humans squatting ants. It seems like we're just overrun by the negative and there's no cavalry coming. Across the Globe we see good people resisting tyranny but we NEVER see change.

I'd love your opinions and different perspective if you have one.

Thank you and love to all
Gareth

[Eric J (Viking)]

Hi Gareth

Never give up hope.

The universe has many surprises for us, we are just a mere spec in the ocean. Every step is a journey and a cycle of learning, we all learn and renew our ever evolving consciousness. Where we go from here is another topic, but our experiences are passed on to another chapter in our existence and evolution.

We live we learn and we go to the next level.

Viking

[lunaflare]

Is there hope? Can you find peace?

This is subjective. Only you can reach your own understanding, Gareth. I can share my own limited experience living with tinnitus (loud). Life is choice. Where do I choose to focus?
With my time here on earth, how can I charge the good that I witness and personally experience?
How can I shift my focus to the glass half full instead of half empty?

I know this does not answer the global darkness and systems of control that you have outlined in your post, but we can be accountable for our inner terrain; to be mindful and more responsible with thoughts, words, deeds. Peace can be found in our inner garden.

When down or despairing, I listen to those with NDE and those who have made inter dimensional journies with plant medicines.
There is wisdom there, but not necessariy answers.
Life, here in the body, appears to be an eternal series of questions..

[Spiral]

I've read that book by Nick Redfern, it's very interesting and draws a lot of things together.

One of the main things about the Collins Elite was that as their data amassed it made the things in the Bible look more and more real, specifically everything the Bible teaches us about evil.

The thing is if you subscribe to what NR is saying in that book then it's not exactly a massive leap to consider what the Bible says about the other half of the spiritual pie too, namely salvation and a loving God.

The Bible tells us we are in a fallen realm, but people forget that, the evil is there so that we struggle against it, each of us relative to our own natures, but on the other side there is God and people forget that too.

[Ewan]

Hi Gareth, everything you mentioned is talking about the negatives and if you focus your attention here you will feel there is little hope. That will ultimately lead to depression. They may even have been written with that express purpose in mind. A population that feels hopeless is cattle, or prey.

I suggest you focus on the positives and pay scant attention to those negative distractions and you should find it more uplifting, and hopeful.

Each of us is here on a journey, where would you like your journey to lead. Focus on that and strive for the good. Best of luck.

[nzn]

You should read The Trap from David Icke. It has a lot of inreresting info on today's world, how we've been fooled, etc. and also talks about that electromagnetic field you're talking about and how to escape from it. If you haven't read it yet, message me and I'll send you a PDF copy of it.

[Journeyman]

Posted by gazap (here)

Going down this rabbit hole has made me feel like there's no hope. it sounds like we are well and truly done. Are there any allies out there? Or are we just being left to rule by evil overlords? Surely there must be a positive ET group who are willing to assist? There's no point in saying that it's up to us because the system is so well organised and compartmentalised, that we stand no chance. Also, how can we help ourselves when the battle is far from being equal? We've never stood a chance. These entities seem to be so more advanced it would be akin to us humans squatting ants. It seems like we're just overrun by the negative and there's no cavalry coming. Across the Globe we see good people resisting tyranny but we NEVER see change.

I know exactly how you feel. I went down more rabbit holes than Bugs Bunny and blackpilled myself to the point where everything seemed like a trap in a rigged game. I'm not there any more however. I've come to view this as one of the layers on an onion, something you have to go through, but not the place that you should stop. Yes, there's evil in the world, that's clear. There's also evil in all of us, a battle each of us have to fight and the more that battle is won, the greater our collective efforts can change the status quo of the world. We are not powerless here, even if the scale of the task seems far greater than any one of us.

Besides, although there's many out there with some piece of the puzzle, no-one has the whole game. There's also massive amounts of disinformation about, more now than ever before. There are groups whose interests are served if we are full of fear or convinced there's no hope and those groups are I believe actively helping to push some of the blackest pill content. WW3 began some time ago and the battlefield is human consciousness.

The good news is that I've come to I think reality is much stranger and more wonderful than any of the most doomladen worldviews allow for. I hope so, because for me as the blinders about this world fell away and I was convinced of the corruption at the heart of the world system I also began to percieve, very dimly, the suggestion of something much greater beyond. From the powers ruling this world, human and other to the Demiurge and Archons, if that's what they are, all are only players in the game, with their roles but ultimately their limitations. The Kabalists use the tree of life as a model. It has a dark analog, the Qlippoth, but this is really the shadow of the good things, the unresolved energies that ultimately will be resolved. Perhaps that's what this existence is for? WIthout the dark we wouldn't fully percieve the light. Another teaching from that worldview is that we are incapable of perceiving much of that which is best, we only see the echoes or reflections of it.

You and I opened Pandora's box in our digging and saw at least some of the monsters as they flew past, but if you recall that tale, even after unleashing countless fearsome creatures into the world, there was one thing left and that was hope.

Thank you and love to all
Gareth

Right back at ya.

[Eagle Eye]

Hope is the last connection with the light, never lose it.
God has made this world a balance between good and evil, until a specified time and we all have to experience it.

[AxisMundi]

I think some of what you've written is undeniably true. However, in my view it's your perception which determines the line of force in terms of navigating 'the terror of the situation' and whether or not you live your life from a place of fear or a place of courage and love. A healthy amount of acceptance and love for 'what is' is crucial IMO. For instance, can you identify a life-form here on Earth which is not fed upon by another in some way, shape or form and why should we be any different?

This time we live in is a very definite and necessary part of the journey of our collective soul evolution.....a Phd for the soul if you like. The Kali Yuga is replete with every type of avarice, vice and suffering imaginable but make no mistake, the Universe contains absolute balance: the darkest thing you've ever witnessed or experienced exists just next door to its polar opposite, the most divine, healing and glorious light. Where there are demons there are angels also and so how about trying to connect with them as an alternative 'rabbit hole' to explore?

We are not done for at all. We are on the cusp of a grand cycle, long-tide collapse of certain meta-structures of the Universe. Others will have their own take on the nature of 'ascension' but my own is that the realms which these archons inhabit and our own are starting to merge. It's a little simplistic but for the purpose of explication, they're moving down and we're moving up. This is why we see such chaos on the global playing field. This immensely positive process which is taking place is part of a natural grand-cycle of the Universe and the negative hyper dimensional feeders are going all out to try and circumnavigate and even halt the process. However, you can't beat God at his own game......

The beings you've described are indeed powerful and in many ways are ascended masters themselves....masters of darkness that is: they have advanced within themselves the absolute forces of service to self by discarding morality entirely for the purposes of absolute self-gain. However, they themselves are governed by much higher immutable laws of the Logos which necessitates that their power and dominion can never be greater than the source field from which they and all life springs from. They're kind of like hamsters in a wheel and currently can go no further in terms of how they express their creative life-force.

Considering the forces of service-to-self and sevice-to-others, this may be useful for understanding the dynamics at play: the 'Dark Magician' and the 'Yogi' (for want of better terms) look out into the world and see exactly the same thing: a world which is potentially perilous, challenging and replete with many difficulties and pitfalls. They just tackle this vision in completely different ways. The former seeks to rearrange, control, bend, alter and in extreme cases to completely manipulate reality OUTSIDE of himself in an attempt to circumnavigate and even cheat the absolute laws of nature/God. Of course, in the short term this approach can (if one is adept) achieve tremendous riches and personal power.

The 'Yogi' on the other hand takes the opposite approach and seeks to refine, hone and alchemise everything INSIDE himself, thus growing the laws of the cosmos internally so as to better navigate the potential woes of the world and exist in harmony with nature.

Now, can you see the problem with the first approach which the archons/STS aliens/reptilians have embraced to its ultimate extreme? If you're busy attempting to manipulate everything outside of yourself, your Achilles heel is that everything you're manipulating/feeding upon always has sovereign choice to rearrange and change ITSELF by CHOOSING not to be manipulated/fed upon. This is why free will is such an all-pervasive archetypal theme within metaphysics and theology. The ability to CHOOSE is sincerely the only power we have but at the same time, it's limitless in terms of its application. Apart from that, God/Source/Universe/Logos also has its own plans for rearrangement and change. These beings are not God but are certainly subject to God's laws. Their folly again is in believing that they can circumnavigate the absolute laws and divine energies of God which are currently embracing the planet like never before and will continue to do so exponentially.

In terms of your own choices, you have within every cell and Biophoton of your being a blueprint of the entire Universe. You have the gift of choice in each and every moment of your day. If you're ill, organic nutrient-dense mineral rich foods, structured water, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditative breath work, fasting, sunlight, grounding, parasite cleansing, liver flushes, prayer and connecting with spirit, self observation and working on releasing life, birth and inter-generational trauma are all ways of connecting with the divine and healing yourself. You are the person (potentially) coming to save yourself. We become sovereign by choosing to be sovereign. Or, you can spend more time reading accounts of archons harvesting us and bringing yourself to a place of 'no hope' (your words).

Again, CHOICE is the only power you have and it really is all yours if you want it.

[AxisMundi]

Also, sounds like you may benefit from this prayer. I compiled it it from a few different sources with some of my own inspiration included. Say it and mean it but more importantly, live it ;-)

Dear Universe/Source/God/Logos/Prime Creator

I declare myself to be a free and sovereign being who shall forever be nurtured in God’s divine light.

I assert that none, only God may interfere with these intentions as I fully embrace my light. In the purity of my heart, I intend that this invocation include all that is known and unknown by this aspect of myself, erasing all possible loopholes and hidden interference agendas and making them NULL and VOID. I intend that I release ALL that is not for my highest good as I step fully into my light. I ask and intend in the name of Prime Creator and my highest self that all of the following be BANISHED from my mind, body, spirit and soul and my past, present and future lives and selves forever more:

- Any Extra-terrestrial or Inter-dimensional STS interference - Banished
- Any etheric, energetic or physical implants – Banished
- Any negative programming - Banished
- Any trauma-based mind control or somatic control – Banished
- Any physical or illness-based control - Banished
- Any purposefully installed false beliefs - Banished
- Any negative interference with thought patterns - Banished
- Any negative codes, residents, sub-personalities or satanic energies - Banished
- Any negative hexes, curses or spells - Banished
- Any negative thought forms or alter egos - Banished
- Any killer psychic energies - Banished
- Any discarnate souls - Banished
- Any negative astral influences - Banished
- Any purposefully installed auric weaknesses or holes - Banished
- Any purposefully installed negative energy cords, bands or bonds - Banished
- Any negative past life bonds – Banished
- Any demonic presences – Banished
- Any purposefully installed nano-tech or other physical toxicity - Banished
- Any purposefully installed etheric or energetic toxins - Banished
- Any hauntings or energetic disturbances within or around my home – Banished
- Any STS attempt to interfere with this prayer - Banished

I ask the divine light of God and any STO’s beings who can hear this prayer to restore my innocence and to assist me with fully healing from any residual damage, injury or trauma which I may have encountered from such interference in the past.

I graciously call on all known healing powers in the Universe that can help my physical, emotional and energetic needs to be bestowed upon me for the express purpose of my wellbeing and healing. I claim my sovereignty and banish forever more any other wishes, intentions or practices emanating from either a terrestrial or non-terrestrial source which are intended to harm or manipulate me.

I intend in the name of Prime Creator, the Universe and the divine light of God that my entire being be defended from any form of attack, interference, harassment, abduction, manipulation, targeting, legal investigation or other investigation by any nefarious terrestrial and/or hyper-dimensional source. Anything left out of this assertion of sovereignty is covered by the purity of this prayer in which I set forth my most innocent intentions. As I remember who I am and step fully into my light, I have faith that my entire life-story and my current intentions are known to Prime Creator and to the Akasha. I call forth all aspects of myself across all timelines, dimensions and realms, to unify HERE in this NOW. I completely heal and seal ALL aspects of myself, known and unknown, from any of the above intrusions as I am a sacred, sovereign incarnate vessel of the Source of All That IS.

I ask for heavenly etheric sustenance and the highest level of miraculous healing to pour endlessly into every cell and Biophoton of my body. I have faith that miracles are possible and are indeed the very nature of the Universe. In the name of Prime Creator, I thank you humbly and eternally

[rgray222]

Posted by gazap (here)
I've written in another thread about my never-ending search for some truth........

Gareth

Hi Gareth

The answer to your question............ Oh yes, there is hope without question and there is much more than just hope. There is life, happiness, love, peace, kindness generosity, magnificence, and wisdom. I completely understand the need to look to others for outside validation in your never-ending search. It is how we have been conditioned and it is how we are told to find information but the answers you are looking for do not reside at any external source.

At this stage of your life looking to Redfern or Monroe (or anybody else) is a deception that allows you to circumvent the only source with every single reliable, true, and precise answer that you will ever need. The fact that you were born into this world confirms that you already hold every bit of wisdom and information that you will ever need. All you need to do is to look internally and touch it. You will never (not in this human form) be allowed to fully access it but you are enabled to brush up against it ever so slightly. It is easy, it is not hard, it must be done with a sober mind and it does not take practice. All it takes is desire and belief.
R

[Wind]

There is always hope.

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."

~ John Lennon

[nzn]

Its not "Banished">Vanished*

[Docim369]

Thank you for expressing your concern, Gazap.
For which you have received some beautiful, heartfelt and truthful answers.
Some prophets who saw the times we are in warned us: do not go down every rabbit whole, seeking and wanting to know every detail the dark was or is up to because you are exposing yourself to a kind of black magic and are loosing vital God-given energy for having a clear consciousness which is a vital thing in these times!
So limit your information intake.
Axis mundi has as well as others proposed some very helpful techniques and pointers for you.
And yes as long as there is God there is not only hope but also an ever presence of the grand Truth which is victoriously standing above all material creation!
It is there for us to realize it.

[Bill Ryan]

I'd like to add a few personal perspectives, as I'm well aware that gazap (Gareth) is unlikely to be the only person reading this who sometimes feels like hope may be draining away. I've written extensively about all kinds of things that are linked to this question, but of course they're distributed all over the forum (sometimes posted years ago!) and may not be at all easy for a new member to find.So here are just a few easy-to-read bulletpoints:

• There's definitely continued hope as long as the remarkable new gifted children continue to incarnate here. If all hope was lost, they'd simply choose a new life somewhere else (and there are plenty of other places to go). No-one wants to play a losing game in which the outcome is already certain.

• Don't worry about your own next reincarnation. It'll happen all on its own, and it's almost an automatic mechanism (although as per my comment on the thread The reincarnation error, and in this entire thread Your next incarnation, I'm as sure as I can be that it can be influenced by strong high-level personal choice, and I've already decided where my next incarnation will be).

• I'm also as sure as I can be that the human race does have allies. (I have a little direct experience in that area that subjectively confirms that for me personally.) The entire literature of abductee and contactee experience strongly supports that as well. But at the same time, clearly there are some non-human races who can't be considered allies at all, and so Planet Earth (and the human race) has become a kind of battleground.

• I think there maybe a lot of truth in Marshall Vian Summers' categorization of non-human races (see the thread The "Allies of Humanity" Briefings) into three basic groups:
  1. Those who are allies (including scientists, sociologists and explorers)
  2. Those who are hostile (including those who are entirely self-serving and don't care about Planet Earth's inhabitants at all)
  3. Those who are merely interested in biological and/or mineral resources, and have a neutral position about human welfare.

• Regarding the current complex and very important geopolitical situation, the evidence I see does strongly suggest to me that the Evil Empire (no, not Russia — I'm referring to the US) is now its death throes (a metaphor!), though that 'death' may take a while and there's also considerable real danger as it has to be a non-zero possibility that the US Neocons will do something truly insane, like start a nuclear war. The thread The Multipolar World Order (yes, it's coming) is the start of an Avalon discussion about this.

• There's also been considerable discussion, and many detailed reports, on dozens of threads about the massive and widespread damage caused by the vaxx. This is a real thing, is without doubt evil in itself, and may well cause a precipitous decline in the global population. But it's not the end of everything, and there are many encouraging signs that millions of people, including some in positions of influence, are now fully alert to what has been happening and are pushing back strongly. Meanwhile, for those who have been vaxxed, there are now suggested protocols, quite well researched, about what can be done proactively to mitigate the damage — for instance in this important thread: Protocols to Mitigate/Minimise COVID-19 "Vaccination" Damage.

[Bassplayer1]

Posted by AxisMundi (here)
Also, sounds like you may benefit from this prayer. I compiled it it from a few different sources with some of my own inspiration included. Say it and mean it but more importantly, live it ;-)

Dear Universe/Source/God/Logos/Prime Creator

I declare myself to be a free and sovereign being who shall forever be nurtured in God’s divine light.

I assert that none, only God may interfere with these intentions as I fully embrace my light. In the purity of my heart, I intend that this invocation include all that is known and unknown by this aspect of myself, erasing all possible loopholes and hidden interference agendas and making them NULL and VOID. I intend that I release ALL that is not for my highest good as I step fully into my light. I ask and intend in the name of Prime Creator and my highest self that all of the following be BANISHED from my mind, body, spirit and soul and my past, present and future lives and selves forever more:

- Any Extra-terrestrial or Inter-dimensional STS interference - Banished
- Any etheric, energetic or physical implants – Banished
- Any negative programming - Banished
- Any trauma-based mind control or somatic control – Banished
- Any physical or illness-based control - Banished
- Any purposefully installed false beliefs - Banished
- Any negative interference with thought patterns - Banished
- Any negative codes, residents, sub-personalities or satanic energies - Banished
- Any negative hexes, curses or spells - Banished
- Any negative thought forms or alter egos - Banished
- Any killer psychic energies - Banished
- Any discarnate souls - Banished
- Any negative astral influences - Banished
- Any purposefully installed auric weaknesses or holes - Banished
- Any purposefully installed negative energy cords, bands or bonds - Banished
- Any negative past life bonds – Banished
- Any demonic presences – Banished
- Any purposefully installed nano-tech or other physical toxicity - Banished
- Any purposefully installed etheric or energetic toxins - Banished
- Any hauntings or energetic disturbances within or around my home – Banished
- Any STS attempt to interfere with this prayer - Banished

I ask the divine light of God and any STO’s beings who can hear this prayer to restore my innocence and to assist me with fully healing from any residual damage, injury or trauma which I may have encountered from such interference in the past.

I graciously call on all known healing powers in the Universe that can help my physical, emotional and energetic needs to be bestowed upon me for the express purpose of my wellbeing and healing. I claim my sovereignty and banish forever more any other wishes, intentions or practices emanating from either a terrestrial or non-terrestrial source which are intended to harm or manipulate me.

I intend in the name of Prime Creator, the Universe and the divine light of God that my entire being be defended from any form of attack, interference, harassment, abduction, manipulation, targeting, legal investigation or other investigation by any nefarious terrestrial and/or hyper-dimensional source. Anything left out of this assertion of sovereignty is covered by the purity of this prayer in which I set forth my most innocent intentions. As I remember who I am and step fully into my light, I have faith that my entire life-story and my current intentions are known to Prime Creator and to the Akasha. I call forth all aspects of myself across all timelines, dimensions and realms, to unify HERE in this NOW. I completely heal and seal ALL aspects of myself, known and unknown, from any of the above intrusions as I am a sacred, sovereign incarnate vessel of the Source of All That IS.

I ask for heavenly etheric sustenance and the highest level of miraculous healing to pour endlessly into every cell and Biophoton of my body. I have faith that miracles are possible and are indeed the very nature of the Universe. In the name of Prime Creator, I thank you humbly and eternally

This prayer is wonderful AxisMundi. I can't thank you enough for sharing xxx

[Bassplayer1]

Hello Gareth, I hope you're feeling better after reading all these lovely and helpful responses.

There cannot be darkness without Light. One cannot exist without the other. The Darkness shows us the Light. WE are the Light. Some people sadly, have fallen by the wayside due to fear and manipulation. Fear is the key here. At Avalon we are so lucky to understand these things and be a supportive community.

This last year I've been reading and learning about Kabbalah - God, the formation of Creation, the Zohar and the Tree of Life etc. I cannot tell you how much this has saved my sanity and spirit when I was feeling like there is no hope - its an awful feeling and we can't sustain ourselves in this way.

In a world filled with evil and lies its important to find the Truth which can be found in the Light.

I've learned that Kabbalah (to many) means "To receive." I further learned that Kabbalah (to others) means "To receive ..... and GIVE" I'm in no position to teach here as I'm a bare bones newbie with this practice, (and not everyone is interested in Kabbalah, so I'll be brief), but from my understanding so far, God gives. According to Kabbalah, we are made in his image - but what does this mean? We are able to receive, but also, being made in God's image means we can also give. We are all One, and so when we give to others we are giving back to God and we are sustaining the Light.

The world is out of balance right now (The Tree of Life glyph shows us the concept of balance). We live in times where many are receiving and receiving at the expense of others and giving NOTHING back - well, with the exception of misery, fear and suffering. There's only so far that this imbalance can go before it HAS to be restored. It will correct itself.

I think 'Judgement' that folk have talked about since time began is to do with how much Light we carry within ourselves and judgement may be the effect from what we cause. Even taking the time to consider that there maybe something so wonderful, Divine and profound - a stunning intelligence behind everything, is a huge step in giving back - in sustain the one who sustains us and therefore sustaining each other. Give and take. Cause and effect. Its quite simple really.

To acknowledge what we've been given with gratitude. It's shocking how many people don't even think about this, in a world of Netflix, soap operas and 'talent' shows! Thanks, recognition and reward is often given to the unworthy and where it's not appropriate.

The Light is growing Gareth and its strong and bright within you - exposing all the darkness you can see. It feels horrible, but its also a positive process.

It's possible that restoring balance in this Universe may result in a purge of some sort which may affect anyone of us. Focus on the Light within you - that spark of Divinity and double-down against letting anyone or anything hijack your inner being. The prayer that AxisMundi shared with us is great! Perhaps draw a line with fear-based information that's in saturation right now - I know I've had to say, enough is enough, I'm not reading and watching this - it lowers one's spiritual (and physical energy). We want our inner Light to shine strong and bright as that will elevate us into a better experience in the next life.

The darkness is a lower and slower vibration. If your inner light is a higher and therefore faster vibration, the darkness can't catch you!

Thank you for your patience reading this - sending out a big hug to you. xx

[Pam]

Everything in nature is indicative of the fractal and cyclical nature of this story line. Throughout history (or alleged history) we have aspired to create a sort of Shangra-la. It seems like at this time we feel it would be wonderful if this political regime or another where in charge. If this group of villians weren't running the show things would be great.

Who know how many cycles there have been when there was a golden age and basically it always takes just one or two really strong psychopaths to enter the picture who want things their own way to begin the deterioration of the cycle again. Eventually, it becomes almost intolerable to the point that it is undoable.

I remember when I finally got my big opportunity to do a bunch of animal welfare work with different organizations. I had already suffered the disappointments of the alleged spiritual groups , I had placed far to much expectation on how honorable they would be. Now, I could be among the kindest people on the planet. Ones that cared for the innocents. I never forgot when I discovered that someone was distinctly syphoning funds given by the altruistic to help the animals. One garden variety sociopath was causing a bunch of damage. Let's not kid ourselves, they are everywhere. They do different degrees of damage but they are there.

So life in this experience seems to be a series of story lines, cyclical in nature. We start of at a very high degree, humans are the stunning beings that they have the potential to be. As the age continues those pesty sociopaths make sure they place themselves in positions where they can exert the greatest leverage against those that don't understand them. The age progresses until it is unworkable any longer. There are a series of these cycles each playing out. Each their own version of Gotham city with Batman and the evil Joker bent on destroying everyone and every thing.

Most of us think, if this could just be modified, or it this was tweeked, or we had this leader....I ask you this.... Has any of that ever permanently fixed anything other than a temporary bandage or a pill to hide the symptoms, or some lovely stage props to make things look better? Not that I know of.

So now we are at the end of a series of cycles and this is a biggie. We have massive genocide going on while people are worried if they are called the correct gender pronouns or if they should get a Brazilian butt lift. Juxtapose that against children being murdered and tortured for various reasons, innocent children and animals. Does this seem fixable? The question is do you seem fixable? That's the only question you really have to deal with here.

This is the story we are acting in.Paramahansa Yogananda called it a moving picture back in the 1930's. It is not really meant to resolve. The best we can get from resolution is that the truth gets thrown out in the open. That it purges each of us and humbles us as we see our role in it, no matter how big or small. But fixing it.....No that was never meant to happen. That doesn't happen in this story line. In fact, if we play this game right we might feel a tinge of gratitude for bringing us down low enough to gain some self insight. To develop some wisdom, some humility, to learn to manage fear and walk through it.

Beyond the fact that the ancients tell us we are at the end of the age, it's pretty clear when the psycho's play their hand on the table. It's all out there folks. They know it, there's no going back and pretending the US is a benevolent and wise superpower. We are shown to be the thugs that we are. Granted. Very,very few of us understood what was going on. We were told how we were giving "aid" when we were really financing Hunter Biden and his pedophilic drug addicted life style.

So I have pretty well accepted the end of this era. I don't have a date or how long it drags out but never fear if you get out of the myopic moment of it all, it's fine. Stand out in space and look down.It's exactly like it was supposed to be. This was never meant to be anything other than Gotham and Batman and Joker. In the end we are all safe and snug and curled up next our favorite dog, feeling his heart beat in tandem with our own. Or maybe it's your kitten or the mist of a waterfall against your face. It's all good....

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Posted by viking (here)
Hi Gareth

Never give up hope.

The universe has many surprises for us, we are just a mere spec in the ocean. Every step is a journey and a cycle of learning, we all learn and renew our ever evolving consciousness. Where we go from here is another topic, but our experiences are passed on to another chapter in our existence and evolution.

We live we learn and we go to the next level.

Viking

thank you Viking. Yes, trying to understand it from my primitive human mind is never to provide me with the desired answer. The greatest minds of our time couldn't even figure it out. Maybe we're not supposed to. If I knew that my soul continues then I would happily accept that.

with love
Gareth

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Posted by lunaflare (here)
Is there hope? Can you find peace?

This is subjective. Only you can reach your own understanding, Gareth. I can share my own limited experience living with tinnitus (loud). Life is choice. Where do I choose to focus?
With my time here on earth, how can I charge the good that I witness and personally experience?
How can I shift my focus to the glass half full instead of half empty?

I know this does not answer the global darkness and systems of control that you have outlined in your post, but we can be accountable for our inner terrain; to be mindful and more responsible with thoughts, words, deeds. Peace can be found in our inner garden.

When down or despairing, I listen to those with NDE and those who have made inter dimensional journies with plant medicines.
There is wisdom there, but not necessariy answers.
Life, here in the body, appears to be an eternal series of questions..

you're so right. I cannot change what's happening outside of me but I can at least change the environment of my mind. I will look into these interdimensional journey stories. I have a tendency to give credence to the darkest of stories, whilst almost being dismissive of the positives. I remember reading Newton's book on journey of souls. That lifted my spirits until wes penre's paper thoroughly researched the account and was unequivocal in his belief that these were cleverly constructed realms of the ETs.

thanks for your input.

warmest regards to you

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Posted by Spiral (here)
I've read that book by Nick Redfern, it's very interesting and draws a lot of things together.

One of the main things about the Collins Elite was that as their data amassed it made the things in the Bible look more and more real, specifically everything the Bible teaches us about evil.

The thing is if you subscribe to what NR is saying in that book then it's not exactly a massive leap to consider what the Bible says about the other half of the spiritual pie too, namely salvation and a loving God.

The Bible tells us we are in a fallen realm, but people forget that, the evil is there so that we struggle against it, each of us relative to our own natures, but on the other side there is God and people forget that too.

Yes that's so true. I have a tendency to accept more of the negative whilst negating the positives. I fear there's only a negative but if that's was the case, then there wouldn't be any positive souls on the Earth. And there's an AMPLE of people here who are nothing but positive and working for the betterment of mankind.

Thank you for input

Take care

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Posted by Ewan (here)
Hi Gareth, everything you mentioned is talking about the negatives and if you focus your attention here you will feel there is little hope. That will ultimately lead to depression. They may even have been written with that express purpose in mind. A population that feels hopeless is cattle, or prey.

I suggest you focus on the positives and pay scant attention to those negative distractions and you should find it more uplifting, and hopeful.

Each of us is here on a journey, where would you like your journey to lead. Focus on that and strive for the good. Best of luck.

thank you Ewan for your comment. And yes I agree with you. My focus is doing my mental health no good. I will work on changing this aspect of my mind. What gives me hope is that there are so many wonderful people living on this planet today, so it's not all negative. Even from those who've replied to my thread, they've showed me nothing but love, compassion and understanding. This is a truly wonderful community.

Thanks for your reply.

warmest regards
Gareth

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Posted by nzn (here)
You should read The Trap from David Icke. It has a lot of inreresting info on today's world, how we've been fooled, etc. and also talks about that electromagnetic field you're talking about and how to escape from it. If you haven't read it yet, message me and I'll send you a PDF copy of it.

thank you for the suggestion and yes Id love a copy of the book if you have it?

warmest regards
Gareth