Posted by Phoenix1304
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Posted by Eva2
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Posted by Phoenix1304
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Hi Eva
Ah Sedona, the first time I drove into it, I felt I’d come home. I had some extraordinary experiences there when my 2 day visit turned into two weeks…
I think I heard they went to Bali and so the first two ceremonies were all I did. The second video of the source code vids is particularly good I thought and I was glad to do the other two, there’s 4 initiations in all. I’ve now completed them all and would love to discuss the fourth. The inner critic gives short shrift to the idea of physical immortality!
Just curious, have you been free of the flu since the first?
I don’t know about 6 or 7 levels, or her book, I might look into that further, but tbh, I don’t read these days or ‘follow’ any system but my own. Too busy living the dream!
Many thanks for your response, I’ll check out the vid you posted soon. This equinox seems like a good time for this kind of work.
Hi Phoenix, Maybe I'm confused but I thought there were 16 "levels" to go through but (as noted on their website), one doesn't need to attend a live workshop as all the "initiations" will soon be in video form. I only attended the one workshop more than a decade ago and recall it as a sort of dreamy, feel good experience. The videos, music and content are quite beautiful and well put together. I agree - I no longer follow any outside system - for my whole adult life, I had been in searching mode looking for answers to what was happening inside me, the phenomena I was experiencing, etc. I have immersed myself for varying periods in shamanism, mystery school teachings, new age stuff, eastern philosophies, the UFO phenomenon, etc., etc. trying to understand myself and how I fit into it "all". I've spent decades confusing myself with other's ideologies and taken on so much of other's stuff that in the last few years I am now in a place where I've dropped most of it and am trying not to focus on so much outside myself and just "leave it all alone" with the attitude "it" will come when I'm ready? Unfortunately, I have never been free of the flu and although once in awhile I miss a season, I've had some "killer" bugs over the years. I've now been continuously sick since January with varying degrees of the flu and other ailments - I've pretty much covered it all now so figure it has to wrap up soon. Interesting that you have been flu free since the ceremonies. Interesting too that you no longer read - I used to be a voracious reader since I was a child and this too stopped all of a sudden. I now have a library of books (on esoteric related themes) that I've ordered but I've never read, so I"ve stopped ordering them. I seem to have gone from one extreme to the other. Sounds like your Sedona trip was a meant to be
Maybe the ‘levels’ are something different to the source code ceremonies, they’ve been doing this work for decades now, so it surely evolved. I’ll check out those levels, sometime. I enjoyed the vid you posted, cleansing, clearing and transmuting the accumulated energetic influences in my field, has been a motif in my spiritual life of late. So, very timely, thank you.
In the late 90s I opened a new age shop, self help books, crystals, shamanic drums, workshops, you know the kind of thing. Everyone was searching for truth it seemed, well some of us were! There came a point when I shut up shop with the notion that the time for gurus was over, it is time for all to reclaim their own power and sovereignty. The fundamental teachings of new age philosophies, is that we create our own reality, if a guru is any good, they empower you and you don’t need them any more. You just chop wood, boil water. Or, in my case, dig dirt, plant seeds!
This is why there’s no more workshops or self-help books for me, my life tells me all I need to know about my inner state. ‘What we focus on expands’ is a great truism from Wayne Dyer one of the gurus of that time. I don’t know who said it more recently, but ‘we don’t see the world as it is, but as we are’ also hits the spot.
Only you know why you are continually sick, deep down you do know. Another popular author of those ‘new age’ days was Louise Hay who wrote You Can Heal Your Life with its enlightening reference section on the likely psychological cause of most dis-ease. I used to refer to it a lot. But it became ‘integrated’ so I think i reached a point where my spirituality is a distillation of all I ever learnt or read and now it’s just a matter of walking the talk instead of the other way round.
I never see myself as a victim of anything but rather the creator even when my last big lesson had me in a situation where everyone else thought ‘poor you’ as an innocent victim of nasty, bullying people that lived above me. But I knew it was my doing somehow even though I seemed innocent and victimised, I owned it. It took 5 years to move through that using every tool in my spiritual backpack, practicing forgiveness despite anger and desire for ‘revenge’ and understanding that when I was through it, I would be grateful to the ‘perpetrators’ for moving me forward. And so it was. I had plateaued spiritually. I was severely tested.
How do you know when you’ve learnt all your lessons? If you’re still here, you haven’t! I think that was from a Richard Bach book.
I heard an astrologer say, ‘set your intentions’ at this powerful Equinox and I realised there’s nothing I really need or want any more, contentment reigns, all that’s left is intending for a better world for all, and maybe the work I’m currently doing clearing my own energy field of old trauma, toxic energies, siphons, tethers, negative entities and so on, are my required steps to seeing a better world in the bigger picture.
I wish you well.
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