Strong opinion is just normal in cyber space because all we have to work with is our idea of what the story IS. My own opinions are strong and I want to speak to them. I appreciate PA for this opportunity.
Our personality online and maybe the desire to be friends with a person might bring social "face time' but its about words and theory mostly IMO.
I appreciate ideas but I have no interest in proving authority or NOT. One of my strong opinions is that I do not seek healing or teaching from a person. I feel as if i want us all to share in something. But maybe I do not know what that is exactly?
What concerns me at the moment: I am caught in Conspirituality land in my own head and addicted to the way this shapes my thinking. I think and I embrace thinking creates reality.....
Conspirituality looks to be a belief system I bought.
http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/1...539846#preview
The term refers to forces from what I see
1. There is a harmful "force" behind events that is by its nature destructive. People have opinions as to what it is: as in the PTB, aliens, energetic attacks from interdimensionals, food, radiation (maybe all the above with puppet strings from a main source). The force masterminding everything is "occult" (hidden), dangerous, pervasive, powerful (how powerful is a question), multidimensional, multigenerational.
The conspiracy is apparently "forever", maybe after death and before time? In articles and testimony we read it reaches to prehistory, to hell, and to the stars. The shadowy nature cannot be clearly pinned down.
People take on a favorite Conspiracy and defend from "experience", from "special insight", from prejudice (it's Nazis, Jews, Russians, The Bushes). Having a big head for words and theory makes it possible to string many ideas together. People feel fear and/or a warrior fight response from the writings and speakers they see and hear.
This is different from what we may see with our own eyes and encounter daily. We may attribute daily experience TO the forces and the hiddenness makes us suspicious of what we encounter. We may see the conspiracy itself. But we may see it because we are paranoid IMO. We feel we need to look in advance for threats.
And what if it's all about thought forms we made up one day that we sent off and that came back to us and we keep acting out?
And what if and what if and what if...............................
2. There is a nurturing force that is leading to transcendence as in the "ascension" ideas (that I LOVE) and concepts. This force is also hidden. It characterizes humans as Learners?, Prisoners?, Masters?, on a Journey? in School?, Here to "help" others.
Frankly, I desire a "way out" of modern life. it feels crowded and uncomfortable. I do not like it and I want to feel confident this is not all that IS.
How much info is actually applicable? I believe in the readings, theories, "experiencers", religion, mystery schools saying we are soul/spirit in temporary body.
Feeling the urge for the greater, deeper, wiser, connection is a counter motivation in the community to transcend the capacity to be threatened and resolve paranoia.
Many claim to have found something. Many say we must connect or perish from the "bad forces" describes in conspiracy evidence. I am interested in the work of "visionaries" who were convinced by their visions. Often the visions did not pan out as promised.
It seems that within the Conspiritual community, it may be bad form to be critical (as in critique). I think of the many people who can just say the most extreme of personal unprovable claim and the worst that happens when they take people on a dead end is they disappear awhile but they can be back later.
Old books, projected events that did not happen, old ideas and a huge mix up of ideas that contradict is my issue. Speakers on the scene hardly ever get challenge deeply or get together with others. Threads pile up on forums and a new members of the "community" dredge up the same material because it was never able to be buried.
What if this too is just about the extreme manifestation of "mind" that is the illusion generator? There is that field that Rumi talks about where ALL the ideas look quite faded and likely to blow away. I pray that this field blossom into my reality.
When I turn away from the ideas, all seems quite simple, uncomplicated and peaceful.
I extend that feeling to all readers.