Milab Experiencer Interview

[Shantsai]

I was interviewed on Jasun Horsely's podcast a couple of days ago and thought it might be of interest to Avalon readers and fellow Milabs; Horsely's synopsis of our discussion is below.

http://auticulture.com/liminalist-93/

Return conversation with Gary Heidt, on censored conversation, external & internal filters, the dangers of public testimony, how is reality constructed, the question of credibility, why male survivors don’t speak out, a motif among drag queens, suffering as identity, military culture, sex as power, language as penetration, dictating narratives & child-raising, imaginary friends, Gary’s automatic writing, improvisation & the forbidden, the burden of unconsciousness, the pressure of content, different reality keys, incompatible identities, Gary’s NASA childhood, South of Houston, Boys for Sale, alpha male oil industry men, Prussia-based university culture, Columbia Uni as CIA training ground, Whitley Strieber, mysticism, & space culture, Nazi flying saucer pilots, technological rape, a wormhole in the psyche, interstellar rape adventures, a hidden Nazi identity, a quarantine in consciousness, antithetical identities, alcohol & the ancestors, betrayal trauma, poison containers, Freemasonry & alcohol, a bearer of shame, an internal site of control, astronauts, Freemasons, & child abuse, Empire’s propaganda & Fake News, the path of right-thinking, the New York Times’ purple propaganda, the gatekeepers of consciousness, Lori Handrahan & the US as no. 1 producer of child porn, Pentagon porn, secret societies, child rape, & psychic fragmentation, Alefantis & Comet Ping-Pong, the constructed narrative of #Pizzagate.

[Shantsai]

Part two is up now:

http://auticulture.com/the-liminalist-93-5/

Part two of return conversation with Gary Heidt, on the twin poles of the #Pizzagate narrative, forgetting Jimmy Saville, a visceral aversion to the subject of child abuse, being groomed for power, being among the blacklisted, programmed to kill, super-soldiers & MILABs, avoiding the dangers of premature integration, Jeffrey’s Epstein Lolita jet, different levels of immersion, Christians & satanists, Jimmy Saville & James Alefantis, hipsters & Satanism, solidarity with Comet Ping Pong, Charles Bernstein, “Tender Buttons,” dada & homosexuality, George Bataille & transgression cool, a culture of coded exploitation, Leonard Cohen & Kris Kristofferson, the overthrowing of the idols, cultural identifications, “Family Guy,” post-structuralism, moralistic condemnation of pedophilia & normalization, the prevalence of child porn, the pizza code, Norman Mailer’s “White Negro,” the last taboo, the pedo-club in Academia, beyond good & evil, moral relativism, the worship of power, the imposition of reality, fear of conscience, hazing rituals, Alefantis & David Brock, an abuse-identity, Foucault as crypto-fascist, moral absolutes, the trap of morality, identifying paraphilias, an internal guidance system, suppressed identity of trauma, a destructive alter, the premature collapse of wave forms, a multi-dimensional vision of reality, science, religion, & mysticism, being led out of the herd, the fascist definition of truth, an underlying field.