Some advice please

He is gone.

Last day he kept looking at me. He knew something is very wrong. He also looked at times in other directions...like something was there or perhaps he was just confused.

The last night...he was no able to be in one place for more than an hour an even than...he did not get much sleep..and some nights before. Considering he also used to sleep during the day...he was very am tired.

His wight (water flooding the body) was getting too much for his legs.

This morning he was unable to poo. Considering the amount of food he ate...it was very dangerous for him to poison his body - since he was unable to go to the toilet.

We took him to another Vet - that was my decision. He did an ultrasound which conformed the obvious.

He stated it was the right thing to do...and that it would only get worse.

We buried him in the yard.

I told him I loved him and that...everything...

This are some of his pictures

http://www.ednevnik.si/uploads/m/mescaline/163741.jpg

http://www.ednevnik.si/uploads/m/mescaline/163743.jpg

http://www.ednevnik.si/uploads/m/mescaline/163742.jpg

I killed him but i think (hope) it was for the good. He was all I had. Do not know what I should do now...

Thx for all your support