Ex-Christian

[zaina]

I have such anwakening that it just blew my mind ,dreams of moses shouting at me .I had converted to islam and been practicing 6 years to the best of my ability .the dreams was moses saying ,get out of this ,he would tell me to go to sites the next day which site and what to read .I did this .and it went on for a while .I was taken in my mind but awake to a sufi master and he just looked at me with out saying a thing i can describe is lounge chairs picture etc .but it was 40 to 50 year prior after seeing the picture of this man he was so much older than the man i met .
my husband was really cross and and worried at the time he thought i was loosing my mind .the dreams i had when on for a bout a month untill i had broken the trance that i was in and things became very clear in that time .i seem to have acess to what i wanted to know ,didnt realise at the time ,and was worried as to what was happening to me ..at the time i felt i was slipping and being stripped of all belief ,i hang on to jesus as i love him very much as a friend ,and i wont ever let him go ,no matter what ,but this was the short version of my awakening .