Ex-Christian

[zaina]

Originally Posted by whiterose

I too used to be a Christian. Without going into a lot of detail, lets say that I have been awakened, seeing that all religions are a construct of the Illuminati, as a method of control, and that the vast majority of people are fooled into thinking that what they are doing is pleasing to 'God' whoever that may be for that indvidual.

This was a very rude awakening for me, and for quite a while I floundered, feeling as if what I had seen as solid ground had been cut from under me. I'm still coming to terms with this and still floundering a bit, but I do believe that there is something, a Source, or Creator, but other than that I'm still trying to work everything else out. That's why I'm here on this forum!

I had this 2 years ago ,pm me i will tell you what happened if you like ..
it was very difficult at the time ,long story if it helps

[beren]

Yes ...and of course there's also the other thing about the cruci-fiction being the 3 day death and resurrection of the sun at the winter solstice (today!) on the zodiacal cross...

...which also leads into a bit about the multiplying of loaves you mentioned. The story of the loaves and fishes is signifying the opposition of Virgo and Pisces.
Virgo with the wheat in her hand, for bread, opposite Pisces the two fishes.
Of course the earliest christian symbol was the fish, not the cross, as we entered the age of Pisces, and Jesus, the 'bread of life', was 'born of a virgin'.

Okay, I guess the 'bible' is interesting in that way... __________________
"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it." - Aristotle





I think your response here shows you`re being deeply confused soul.

[100thmonkey]

Originally Posted by beren

I think your response here shows you`re being deeply confused soul.

Hello beren, I won't deny I'm deeply confused... Though now I'm confused about what I'm confused about here though...?
Did I get something wrong?
I'm all for being corrected if my facts are in error. I've lived long enough in error that I'm happy for the truth to continue to set me free...

[whiterose]

Originally Posted by zaina

I had this 2 years ago ,pm me i will tell you what happened if you like ..
it was very difficult at the time ,long story if it helps

I would love to PM you and hear your story zaina, but at the moment I don't have the privelege of PM's

[zaina]

Originally Posted by whiterose

I would love to PM you and hear your story zaina, but at the moment I don't have the privelege of PM's

I Proberly havent either ,I really not good with computers and having a little difficulty trying to find my post s to see my answers there has to be an easier way . if i get the courage i will post what i have to say just bare with me ...