Newbie Seeking Guidance

[orthodoxymoron]

Regarding proof...I am not part of the Secret Space Program...and I don't work in a Deep Underground Military Base. I don't even know someone who knows someone...so how can I offer proof to support my outrageous theories and conjectures? I listen to a lot of very different people...and commonalities eventually begin to emerge...and possibilities and probabilities come into view. I wouldn't be able to defend most of my ideas...to save my soul...but I have a shortlist of what I really and truly think is going on in this crazy universe...and it is crazy. Nothing ever really seems to resolve. Questions lead to answers which create more questions than answers. Just when I think that I have everything figured out...I watch another video or read another book...and it blows me away...and I have to rethink everything. The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind. The answer is blowing in the wind.