Have you unexpectedly changed recently?

[Machinamentum]

My favorite past-time was writing music, well not any more. I've had a radical shift in my hobbies. Now I'm obsessed with lectures regarding Law & Commerce, esoteric current events and findings on Avalon. I went from an I.T. tech in college to drop out and study this freedom movement. I don't feel like I'm doing anything important unless it involves contributing to this awakening. TV has pretty much been ruled out except for Jessie Ventura's Conspiracy Theory's and 6 days of Alex Jones radio. There is not much in life that gets me excited after creditors in commerce came into my life (information there trumps gold). I am having the hardest time making small talk. My mind is stuck on this awakening. I love it, but this has also caused problems in relationships of mine. I've chosen my path and sadly people have been left behind. Major changes indeed. I no-longer wish to date at the moment because my paradigm is always in flux.

[TempestGarden]

Originally Posted by Machinamentum

TV has pretty much been ruled out except for Jessie Ventura's Conspiracy Theory's and 6 days of Alex Jones radio.

Wow... 6 days of Alex Jones, huh? Talk about some serious emotional draining. I used to listen to him a good portion of the week and at the time I really enjoyed it, but it just got to be too much for me. I also felt so devoid of any sort of positive feelings after listening to him. It just got to a point where I couldn't deal with it anymore and I had to take a break from him. Well, I haven't gone back to listening to him as of yet. He's entertaining for sure, it's just that he doesn't offer much besides fear.

[Humble Janitor]

I started "changing" well over a year ago and despite some fluctations here and there (which are normal), I still watch much less TV than I ever did. My eating habits still need work (obviously) and the new job I just started feels like a blessing in so many ways. I just can't describe the feeling I get from being there.

[yiolas]

Originally Posted by Machinamentum

My favorite past-time was writing music, well not any more. I've had a radical shift in my hobbies. Now I'm obsessed with lectures regarding Law & Commerce, esoteric current events and findings on Avalon. I went from an I.T. tech in college to drop out and study this freedom movement. I don't feel like I'm doing anything important unless it involves contributing to this awakening. TV has pretty much been ruled out except for Jessie Ventura's Conspiracy Theory's and 6 days of Alex Jones radio. There is not much in life that gets me excited after creditors in commerce came into my life (information there trumps gold). I am having the hardest time making small talk. My mind is stuck on this awakening. I love it, but this has also caused problems in relationships of mine. I've chosen my path and sadly people have been left behind. Major changes indeed. I no-longer wish to date at the moment because my paradigm is always in flux.

That's exactly how I am feeling these days as well ! I am totally immersed in this awakening process. All of my breaks at work are taken up reading about ascension and the shift. I download tens of internet interviews and radio programs onto my i-pod and listen to them on my drive to and from work ; I listen to them as I doing house work or gardening. I've begun to meditate again. I notice nature more and pay attention to the plants and trees and the clouds in the sky.
I haven't been romantically involved with any one for more than a year now. I just don't feel like getting involved with the drama any more. I've stopped calling life long friends for a chit chat. Even though, I have gotten closer with my parents and children. Generally, it seems as though everything that was important to me only a couple of years ago, no longer interests me. I feel as if I'm running out of time and it is time to get my house in order. I feel as if I'm living a completely different life.

[meditate4life]

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[droid56]

I have enjoyed reading the answers to my question.

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that they have changed because of an energy wave that is washing over all of planet Earth.

[dAkapacity]

Hi Droid et al,

What an highly energetic thread!

I too experience some beautiful changes. Just a small one: talking to complete strangers on a bus or tram with a big as# smile on my face... feels good! Before I tended to focus on these heavy vibes you always feelsee when travelling public transport while asking stupid innerquestions like: 'why can't we smile more? I wish we would talk to each other more, get out of our sealed anxietal personal worlds?'

Of course by doing just that, I wasn't contributing to change a lot...

Anyway, I'm off, because I stared at this little box for too long (even when it is radiating beauty :-). It snowed here in Antwerp last night and now the sun's shining... better greet it

Peace & 1Love,
xxdA.

[rfebres]

Hello PA members,

This is a wonderful thread and would like to share with you what changes I’ve experienced in recent times. But in order to do this I most go back a few decades to an experience that changed my life for ever even though I might not consciously known at the time, but the memory stayed with me till this day.

My parents and I were living back in my mom’s country of origin, Venezuela, and brought me to America for vacation. It was November 22nd 1963. I was 10 years old then. We took a Greyhound bus from Miami to Tallahassee to see the country side. On the bus I was playing with a ball dad had bought me at the airport and I dropped it seeing it roll to the back of the bus. I then ran to the back of bus going under a chain that I hadn’t even noticed that divided the bus in two. A man in the back had picked my ball up and I sat next to him trying to figure a way to say thank you because I didn’t know how to say that in English. The bus suddenly stopped and the driver said something to my dad. Dad called me and said I was not supposed to be in the back of the bus.

I knew right then, the world I lived in was not the same as the one I had been accustomed to. A few minutes later the bus stopped again and everybody was talking and crying. I didn’t know what was going on till later when I heard my dad say to mom that the president of America had been shot.

Of course, I forgot about the incident, but as I was growing up and then later throughout my life when I saw injustices around me that memory immediately returned to me. All my life I’ve been searching for answers that would explained the suffering in the world, the hunger, the wars and all the misery we see on a daily basis. That search led me to change religions like changing shorts but the answers weren’t there either. I gone back and forth throughout all this years living the robotic life we all seemed to be trapped on living. But strangely enough, something always happens that catapults me back and sort of wakes me up again. Is like a voice in the back of my head that says I am living a lie.

Just a couple of years ago, while sitting at work I started seeing this on clocks: 11:11, 12:12 and so on. Then I read on the internet that it meant sort of like a wake up call. There I was again searching the internet for answers to the same old questions. There is a difference now though, because I know that humanity is changing and there is a hope in the air that goes right through our very souls. I agree with you all: CHANGE IS IN THE AIR. And here I am now in PA sharing with you this old earth and journey, learning still through the love of many who want to make this planet a paradise again.

Hope we all meet someday in common ground

Roland

[yiolas]

Originally Posted by dAkapacity

Hi Droid et al,

What an highly energetic thread!

I too experience some beautiful changes. Just a small one: talking to complete strangers on a bus or tram with a big as# smile on my face... feels good! Before I tended to focus on these heavy vibes you always feelsee when travelling public transport while asking stupid innerquestions like: 'why can't we smile more? I wish we would talk to each other more, get out of our sealed anxietal personal worlds?'

Of course by doing just that, I wasn't contributing to change a lot...

Anyway, I'm off, because I stared at this little box for too long (even when it is radiating beauty :-). It snowed here in Antwerp last night and now the sun's shining... better greet it

Peace & 1Love,
xxdA.

Hi Dakapacity,
I've become more conscious of my behaviour to other people. Therefore,I've been trying out the smiling at strangers thing too. From greeting cashiers in grocery stores or greeting people in my office building elevator with a great big smile as you say, really works wonders. I no longer have that uncomfortable feeling riding in elevators with strangers and not knowing where to look. By just making one small comment with a smile it makes our ride a lot more comfortable.

[Gringo]

Hello everybody...Im new to the forum so please bear with me.
i think im experianceing changes....I grew up as a country boy and thought of myself as kinda tuff and strong willed, I was in boxing and wrestling in highschool, was kind of a loner or a bit of a rebel, cuz I would stick up for other kids that were being treated badly from the pouplar kids, and half the time getting into fights.
just to give you a tid bit of what I was about. Now years later,just within the last year or so I get headaches,got my vision checked 20/20 vision, and I will cry at the drop of a hat, the felling of butterflies in my stomach and a sense of restlessness. example... watched the movie Marly and me ...cried ...went to see my daughters christmas concert in witch she played the french horn...cried...watched the sand drawings with the slavic girl...cried...jeeze im such a crybaby now hope im not having a mentel break-down.

[Scarab]

Originally Posted by Gringo

Hello everybody...Im new to the forum so please bear with me.
i think im experianceing changes....I grew up as a country boy and thought of myself as kinda tuff and strong willed, I was in boxing and wrestling in highschool, was kind of a loner or a bit of a rebel, cuz I would stick up for other kids that were being treated badly from the pouplar kids, and half the time getting into fights.
just to give you a tid bit of what I was about. Now years later,just within the last year or so I get headaches,got my vision checked 20/20 vision, and I will cry at the drop of a hat, the felling of butterflies in my stomach and a sense of restlessness. example... watched the movie Marly and me ...cried ...went to see my daughters christmas concert in witch she played the french horn...cried...watched the sand drawings with the slavic girl...cried...jeeze im such a crybaby now hope im not having a mentel break-down.

You'll fit right in. Welcome.

[Stranger]

Hi All....
Very interesting thread! Yes, changes are occurring. I too, have noticed that I am no longer interested in a lot of things.....so much is now considered very trivial! Anyone else noticing how many ppl. are getting upset over the silliest things?
Yes, I too have stopped eating meat - cut back on dairy and would rather stay at home than even go shopping (even for necessities like groceries)! OMG! I got rid of my microwave and cable (tv) almost 3 years ago - my cellphone over a year ago.

For anyone interested....here is a video/link with scientist Ivan Stein (Timeline to 2012), regarding the coming changes, including our personal changes. In it he explains what - why - when things will occur according to the Mayan calendar. If I recall (at about 28 min.) - he mentions that in Feb '11, things are supposed to speed up by 20x. I can't even begin to wrap my mind around that! Seems like - on one leg you'd be putting on your pants to go to work - while with the other you'd be taking your pants off to go to bed. YOU figure it out

This is a MUST watch.....very informative.

http://video.google.com.au/videoplay...to+2012&hl=en#

Love and Light

[Clarityofawareness]

Good thread here.

Yes, you bet I've changed! In fact I am dong it once again, in a major way. I made a video concerning what i am doing. Most likely you will never guess what it is that I am doing. It's probably the most important thing that anyone can do in their whole life and has nothing to do with stock piling food, money or gold... it's way beyond all that physical shtuff, lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubCGJMCHF1k

Kevin aka Clarity of Awareness

[Machinamentum]

Originally Posted by yiolas

That's exactly how I am feeling these days as well ! I am totally immersed in this awakening process. All of my breaks at work are taken up reading about ascension and the shift. I download tens of Internet interviews and radio programs onto my i-pod and listen to them on my drive to and from work ; I listen to them as I doing house work or gardening. I've begun to meditate again. I notice nature more and pay attention to the plants and trees and the clouds in the sky.
I haven't been romantically involved with any one for more than a year now. I just don't feel like getting involved with the drama any more. I've stopped calling life long friends for a chit chat. Even though, I have gotten closer with my parents and children. Generally, it seems as though everything that was important to me only a couple of years ago, no longer interests me. I feel as if I'm running out of time and it is time to get my house in order. I feel as if I'm living a completely different life.

Recently, this past year, I quit smoking cold turkey. I also have almost quit smoking pot (I thought that would never happen). Not that pot is bad, I just don't want to screw up my breathing patterns, breath brings in the life-force. My newer perspective doesn't want to tamper with that (that doesn't stop me from eating pot).

I once was able to have a slight idea of what my future might hold, or who I might be in a year or two. I do feel these changes are wonderful, it's just that, I'm noticing that I'm growing spiritually more than other areas, I'm growing so fast, that who knows what I'm going to be thinking/acting/doing next year.

I have hardly no time for drama concerning not so important issues. This has had a big effect on who I am, who I spend my time with and what my time is about. It's the path that I have chosen and so far It's been a lonely one. Only a few I know in person can stand to hear what I'm saying with out getting a lost tunnel vision look, and theres a smaller handful people that can talk to me about this stuff. The thing is, there are more people to talk about this stuff with now, than before.

I too am building stronger ties with my family, who is also on a similar wavelength with me, thank God for that. I also feel like I'm living a different life. It's like a chaotic reaction to taking the red pill and the reality sets in that your "outside the matrix" for a common analogy. It's hard to plug back in and forget once you've begun an awakening. But I'm noticing that people that are not to keen on this awakening, are going through unexpected changes as well, in personality and lifestyle habits.