I didn't know it would be such a hard job

Sanat · 10-21-2008, 12:11 PM

I remember when I first woke up some years ago. I always had a nagging sensation that something was fundamentally wrong with this world. It was a period when I did yoga/meditation 2-3 hours each morning and night for several weeks. I just wanted to empty myself completely.

Then one day I was sitting at the computer and I got an impulse to "check out 9/11". I searched around and found some truth sites. Hehe. It was like opening up the floodgates in a dam. From that point on information poured into my opened mind. I literally spent days and weeks just laying around and watching Alex Jones, and Icke and others. I was so starved for truth that I could not get enough. I still can't, but it is not such a wild ride anymore

. The stream is more of a constant.

Most unconscious people are very wary when it comes to "sects/cults" and "brainwashing". They simply cannot get outside the box to realize that this whole world/society is one gigantic "cult/sect" that brainwashes and indoctrinates people literally from the day they are born.

I was put in an incubator for a week or so after I was born (to early they say). Even if that can be excused as "necessary" in some cases. Why are all newborns being placed isolated in a room together crying towards the ceiling artificial fluorescent tube ligthing? In Russia they used to wrap newborns in very tight linen clothing (don't know if they still do) as if to say: "No room for any goofing around here". This is how a highly sensetive, pure consciousness is welcomed into the world. The incubation period and feeling of isolation was actually something I had to consciously work through as it came up in my process of deprogramming myself. It was so important that I actually attracted a female partner at that time which soon after we had met I just exclaimed: "You are an incubator baby are you not?". Nice pick up line huh?

But, indeed, she was...

Anyway, most people will defend their own enslavement rather then to face the unknown with an open mind. I guess this is why Socrates whole effort was to get the point across that being in a state of not-knowing (unless you DO know) is about as wise as you can be.

Zenbuoy · 10-27-2008, 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Sanat

Anyway, most people will defend their own enslavement rather then to face the unknown with an open mind. I guess this is why Socrates whole effort was to get the point across that being in a state of not-knowing (unless you DO know) is about as wise as you can be.

Bingo!
I can relate to that Sanat.
The comforting concept which has given my thinking some peace is Cognitive Dissonance.

Had a rather, shall we say, "Raw" interchange with one of my loved ones about, "proof."
As Zorgon once mentioned, "Trigger" photos seem to work best. I agree, that's why I have collected my own (link below.) I just send them the link now.

I enjoy your posts. Surely you are "older" than your previous picture.
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pyrangello · 10-27-2008, 04:25 PM

This is really a good thread and all of your answers is what this site was created for , good constructive dialog. I learn from you, and we all learn from each other by bouncing our ideas and knowledge off each other. If what Bill Deagle says is to explore the most tragic , then I would say it gives all of us that are awakened to take that many more proactive positions of staying positive, spreading the postive, and emitting that energy as much as possible to other individuals who care. I too have many close friends who ya think I'm off to the edge and then there are the ones who say maybe, beat the drum enough , show people the way by facts and good dialog and yes it does rub off. Planting the seeds by many of you on this board means we are the front line and that certainly needs to start somewhere and I think it is here which makes all of you very special indeed. Collectively we all can make a difference.

I keep reminding myself of when georgia had a state pray day not long ago to pray for it to start raining becuase of the drought, there not out of the woods yet but it's been raining ever since and it's not been on the news since eiither.

10-21-2008, 12:11 PM	#1
Sanat Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Norway Posts: 413	Re: I didn't know it would be such a hard job I remember when I first woke up some years ago. I always had a nagging sensation that something was fundamentally wrong with this world. It was a period when I did yoga/meditation 2-3 hours each morning and night for several weeks. I just wanted to empty myself completely. Then one day I was sitting at the computer and I got an impulse to "check out 9/11". I searched around and found some truth sites. Hehe. It was like opening up the floodgates in a dam. From that point on information poured into my opened mind. I literally spent days and weeks just laying around and watching Alex Jones, and Icke and others. I was so starved for truth that I could not get enough. I still can't, but it is not such a wild ride anymore. The stream is more of a constant. Most unconscious people are very wary when it comes to "sects/cults" and "brainwashing". They simply cannot get outside the box to realize that this whole world/society is one gigantic "cult/sect" that brainwashes and indoctrinates people literally from the day they are born. I was put in an incubator for a week or so after I was born (to early they say). Even if that can be excused as "necessary" in some cases. Why are all newborns being placed isolated in a room together crying towards the ceiling artificial fluorescent tube ligthing? In Russia they used to wrap newborns in very tight linen clothing (don't know if they still do) as if to say: "No room for any goofing around here". This is how a highly sensetive, pure consciousness is welcomed into the world. The incubation period and feeling of isolation was actually something I had to consciously work through as it came up in my process of deprogramming myself. It was so important that I actually attracted a female partner at that time which soon after we had met I just exclaimed: "You are an incubator baby are you not?". Nice pick up line huh? But, indeed, she was... Anyway, most people will defend their own enslavement rather then to face the unknown with an open mind. I guess this is why Socrates whole effort was to get the point across that being in a state of not-knowing (unless you DO know) is about as wise as you can be. Last edited by Sanat; 10-21-2008 at 05:50 PM.

10-27-2008, 04:25 PM	#3
pyrangello Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Northern Michigan Posts: 412	Re: I didn't know it would be such a hard job This is really a good thread and all of your answers is what this site was created for , good constructive dialog. I learn from you, and we all learn from each other by bouncing our ideas and knowledge off each other. If what Bill Deagle says is to explore the most tragic , then I would say it gives all of us that are awakened to take that many more proactive positions of staying positive, spreading the postive, and emitting that energy as much as possible to other individuals who care. I too have many close friends who ya think I'm off to the edge and then there are the ones who say maybe, beat the drum enough , show people the way by facts and good dialog and yes it does rub off. Planting the seeds by many of you on this board means we are the front line and that certainly needs to start somewhere and I think it is here which makes all of you very special indeed. Collectively we all can make a difference. I keep reminding myself of when georgia had a state pray day not long ago to pray for it to start raining becuase of the drought, there not out of the woods yet but it's been raining ever since and it's not been on the news since eiither.