i'm dying

[Corky]

Dear Chris

Looking into your eyes my heart is drawn to you like a magnet.

I can offer no remedies at this time but I will pray that your spirit stays strong through this journey.

Love

Corky

Try these links as well Chris:
hnmrc.net
and
Pemitin.com

although I think the latter one could be the same as someone else posted, not sure.

Keep looking.

[omshanti2]

I send my love and prayers for you chris.

[Swanny]

Chris you should try MMS mate
That's supposed to cure everything
Good luck

[Elephant Man]

Hi there mister, I feel you are getting some good advice, all I can add is best wishes. Luv the dali tache

Om Shanti

[Shellie]

Hi Chris,

I can't recommend Chinese medicine enough. The students at the AOMA north clinic here in Austin completely cured my:

fybromyalgia
achy foot from a previous injury
depression
allergies
menstrual problems
memory problems (from a stroke)

... all in about 7 weeks. They are about $25 per visit if your insurance won't pay. They would be a good place to start as far as coping with the pain and progressing through the healing. Maybe they can help get your body and spirits back in balance again.

[honeybee]

Hi Chris,

You'll be in my thoughts and intentions each day until you're healed. Never give up hope

My love to you Chris!

[Truthsayer]

Dear Chris,

There are many prayers and many mantras of different traditions on the Net.

I am going to tell you about the most powerful healing prayer which I have encountered so far.

This prayer will not only help you but it will help your ancestors as well.

Trust me, I have encountered many prayers in my life-time and this one is one of the most powerful, if not the most powerful prayers of all as it helps a whole group of people at once. i.e. you and your ancestors.

Sometimes, bad things happen to us not because of what we did but because of what our ancestors did, which is why this prayer is so powerful.

[Truthsayer]

Please prepare a picture of the Medicine Buddha, a white candle and a bowl of food (vegetarian). I use a bowl of soy milk because I do not cook.

Links to pictures of Medicine Buddha are here.

http://images.search.yahoo.com/searc...b&fr=yfp-t-501

Place a lighted candle and the bowl of food in front of the picture of the Medicine Buddha. Then chant the following Mantra 21 times in a single session.

"NAMO BHAGAVATE TRAILOKYA PRATIVISISTAYA BUDDHAYA BHAGAVATE. TADYATHA, OM, VISUDDHAYA-VISUDDHAYA, ASAMA-SAMA SAMANTAVABHASA- SPHARANA GATI GAHANA SVABHAVA VISUDDHE, ABHINSINCATU MAM. SUGATA VARA VACANA AMRTA ABHISEKAI MAHA MANTRA-PADAI. AHARA-AHARA AYUH SAM-DHARANI. SODHAYA-SODHAYA, GAGANA VISUDDHE. USNISA VIJAYA VISUDDHE. SAHASRA-RASMI,

SAMCODITE, SARVA TATHAGATA AVALOKANI, SAT-PARAMITA, PARIPURANI, SARVA TATHAGATA MATI DASA-BHUMI, PRATI-STHITE, SARVA TATHAGATA HRDAYA ADHISTHANADHISTHITA MAHA-MUDRE. VAJRA KAYA, SAM-HATANA VISUDDHE. SARVAVARANA APAYA DURGATI, PARI-VISUDDHE, PRATI-NIVARTAYA AYUH SUDDHE. SAMAYA ADHISTHITE. MANI-MANI MAHA MANI. TATHATA BHUTAKOTI PARISUDDHE. VISPHUTA BUDDHI SUDDHE.

JAYA-JAYA, VIJAYA-VIJAYA, SMARA-SMARA. SARVA BUDDHA ADHISTHITA SUDDHE. VAJRI VAJRAGARBHE, VAJRAM BHAVATU MAMA SARIRAM. SARVA SATTVANAM CA KAYA PARI VISUDDHE. SARVA GATI PARISUDDHE. SARVA TATHAGATA SINCA ME SAMASVASAYANTU. SARVA TATHAGATA SAMASVASA ADHISTHITE, BUDDHYA-BUDDHYA, VIBUDDHYA-VIBUDDHYA, BODHAYA-BODHAYA, VIBODHAYA-VIBODHAYA. SAMANTA PARISUDDHE. SARVA TATHAGATA HRDAYA ADHISTHANADHISTHITA MAHA-MUDRE SVAHA."

This prayer is called the Usnisa Vijaya Dharani

MP3 files and discussions of the prayer can be found here.

http://www.meditationexpert.com/blog...ijaya-dharani/

http://www.lioncity.net/buddhism/ind...showtopic=9990

It is best to do this prayer at sunrise or sunset but doing this prayer at any other hour of your own choosing and convenience will suffice.

You must do this prayer for 30 consecutive nights for any benefits to manifest themselves.

The power of this prayer, of any prayer is magnified many times if you can memorize the mantra and recite it from memory.

Good luck.

[Karen]

http://drcarley.com/
Dr. Carley says all autoimmune diseases are caused by vaccines and she has the cure.

[Truthsayer]

It took me a few weeks to memorize the mantras and I have been doing the prayers on and off for the last 6 months or so.

For the last 2 months, a positive force, a giddy feeling of ecstasy has been building up in my forehead and my eyes whenever I chant this prayer.

This positive force seems to get stronger and builds up much faster the more I concentrate on chanting this prayer.

My teacher said that this prayer removes the negative karma/forces from you and your ancestors and builds up the positive karma/forces in your lives.

Have a go and see what happens.

[capreycorn]

wouldn`t know where to look, but maybe you do:

http://www.mayanmajix.com/art_ht.html

[Rocky_Shorz]

Well, the most powerful prayer I know created a Miracle right before my eyes...

A child that was restricted to a wheel chair for half her life was in a store with her parents, they had walked away and she was looking around and smiling happy to be out of her home.

I was instantly drawn to her and as I walked up I visualized Jesus and thought these words...

In the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, please heal this child, and I touched her on the shoulder.

she looked up at me beaming and reached out with her hand to take mine and stood up from her wheel chair and gave me a hug.

The mother screamed and then busted out into tears as she ran up and gave me a hug...

The power of Prayer is amazing...

[Rocky_Shorz]

Chris,

the truth is, that wasn't the first miracle, nor the last.

I am one away from being considered a Saint, I think there is a reason I was drawn to your post...

Do you understand if this miracle is granted, that you will come under heavy scrutiny?

Do you believe in your heart it is possible?

[Chris Parson]

i do believe.

i prayed for help, and manifested you guys.

[Stabris8]

Healing and loving vibes/prayers to you on an hourly basis! I visualize you healing rapidly; and staying well!! My heart is in full swing of sending all good happy visions for you!!

[MaskMarvl]

About the Baking Soda... Here's a link to the video I first saw about this:

http://www.brasschecktv.com/page/398.html

Also, a while back I read an article about Russian scientists discovering that the "supposed Junk DNA" in our bodies actually reacts to human speech!

This concept would provide a "scientific explaination" as to how prayers and miracles work. (my thoughts anyway...)

Here's a link to the article, it's very interesting:

http://www.rense.com/general62/expl.htm

[TruthWillSetUFree]

You have more than enough information here from our wonderful Avalon group but I felt guided to add my own story. Take what you need if it helps and leave the rest.

When I was 21 I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, Lupus. At the time they thought it was fatal.

For a time I lived into this disease, going to self-help groups, learning about it, I was in college and went into my first 'flare' and almost died.
They put me on mega doses of pregnisone intervenously. After 3 weeks of being in the hospital I was still on over 100 mg per day of steroids, I blew up like the pillsbury dough boy, from a sz. 6 to a 16!

Needless to say the additional shock of my appearance taken away with the 'moon face', weight gain and my mental capacity affected by the high dose of steroids, I was in a state of shock, depression and deep sadness.

(b/c of being on them for over a year I have 2 artificial hips and rods down my spine. I only say this to show you I am not a stranger to medical issues)

After I was off the steroids, I decided not to live into this person anymore. I would be ME with a side issue of Lupus, not ME/Lupus person. I learned to detach from it. I hope that makes sense.
I didn't go to anymore meetings as I felt the people there just talked about how sick they were, who died that month and what medicine they were taking.

At 22, I was determined not to live that way.

Over the course of 30 years, I have had 4 or more doctors all telling me I have Lupus.

I have only had two flares both when I was under stress.

As unenlightened as I was at such an early age I was guided to visualize my lupus as the dots in a Pac Man video game and the little Pac Men would eat up all my Lupus.

I would think about visualizing your disease. What color is it? What shape? What music would it be playing?

It is only in your fear of it that keeps it in place.

Love it, make friends with it, understand it.

Now that I have learned about how the mind affects the body, I now see that I was using my mind to tell myself I would not be sick anymore, and I would not live into what the doctors were saying.

Over the years I grew in knowledge of who I am and choosing not to be a victim of illusions, buying into the world of disease. This past January I had more Lupus tests, and they do not show any Lupus present.

Of course this took me a long time to transcend, I guess I am a slow learner, it was something I had to find out for myself.

It has taught me not to be a victim of life's experiences and to know deeply we have been given dominion over the physical.
Especially now with so many 'stories' flying around about our future, it has helped me to navigate and transcend the fear around fema camps, rumors of WWIII, and all the other illusions we are under.

While they may have some truth to them, they still live in possibility of happening, NOT fact, and TPB feed off of our fear from these rumors. Darkness never wins in the presence and the power of Light.

I don't know what your path is and why your body is manifesting this dis-ease.

I can only encourage you to go into meditation and ask your body what it needs from you, ask what lesson it is trying to teach to you.

It is only in the physical realm that we manifest dis-ease, our soul remains in a perpetual state of unity and radiance.

Your body is trying to tell you something. Perhaps something unresolved in your past.

I would also start journaling with the deepest part of your soul. Buy a journal and title it "My journey back to Health" or another title that will move you and state your intention.

Live from that place and new possibilities will open to you.

Be careful of your speaking. Your post, "I'm dying", just created your reality in speaking those words and putting them out to the universe.

Other people may guide you to your healing, but you need to be responsible for creating it. Not consciously creating it, like I want to be sick, rather what is going on in your subconscious, or the part of yourself that you do not know exists.

This is a very powerful place to stand, one in which you cannot be in victim mentality to do.

If it is your time to leave this plane of existence, be at peace that your journey here is finished and you are going home. I say this not to be insensitive only for your benefit to practice unattachment.

If there is something for you to learn this may be the catalyst your body is using to kick you into high gear to find it, especially since we are in a time of transition on the planet.

I have almost died many times, been in a coma where I astral planed all over the world! I came back because I still had more to learn about myself.

I don't believe this to be your case, I do strongly believe this is a karmic agreement you made prior to incarnating here and it will bring you wonderful gifts of understanding.

I feel I needed to go through my own dis-ease to gain all the wonderful gifts it has brought to me so I can teach others on the path to wholeness. I am an intuitive guide who specializes in the archetypal realm and to help people go into their shadow self to uncover ingrained patterns that do not serve them in this lifetime.

Know that you have the guidance of your higher Self, all you need to do is ask and you have many loving people on this forum to help you get through this life transition.

The only worthy gifts are ones that are paid for with the high price in learning them. This is a gift to your soul Chris, rearrange your thoughts around that.

I wish you so much love and peace.

Please stay in touch as to how you are doing.

In Love and Light

[Subsonik]

Good post!

[Rocky_Shorz]

Hey Chris,

you've been quiet for a few days, are you ok?

[Chris Parson]

have been continuing the salt/C treatment

symptoms are spreading a little bit too. still taking prednisone.
ordered pemphitab and waiting for it to get here. seriously considering MMS but have not ordered any yet.

also found a shaman and will be asking the spirit vine for help very soon.

remaining hopeful :]

mostly i'm trying to be focused on my music and life right now. not dwelling on death and dying.

[Reunite]

Sending my healing powers to you my friend

[DoctorJac]

Hi Chris,

I am a doctor and medical intuitive, and I use an entirely holistic approach utilizing acupuncture, chiropractic, clinical nutrition, applied kinesiology, cranial work, attunement energy healing, and body/mind approaches, as well as some other things such as sound healing. I have seen MANY people with "autoimmune" diseases; mostly medical "failures" resolve using everything in my tool belt to resolve the issue.

I have helped individuals get rid of some pretty serious systemic immune system problems, including lupus. Those things get resolved when we look to create balance in the entire system. I'd be glad to chat with you one on one to assist you through the restoration process. All hope is not lost; I have seen many "miracles".

Remember the skin (including the lungs) is the largest organ of detoxification, and when the internal state of your body is imbalanced, it will be reflected externally. "Autoimmune" basically indicates that the immune system is being activated improperly, so we have to look, as one other reader suggested, at the digestive system. Then we have to look at the pathways of toxin elimination such as through the liver. Chances are that your phase II liver detoxification is not occurring as it should, amongst other things. So if those avenues of detoxification aren't working, it's likely that it will find other avenues such as the skin. There is a lot more to it than that, but that should give you a little food for thought.

It is a very complex dynamic that is likely happening inside of you which is creating the syndrome categorized as Bullous Pemphigus. The diagnosis is not the disease in my opinion, but a general categorization of the RESULTS or the SYMPTOMS of the disease.

So the disease behind the symptoms may be lack of neurological control of the immune system organs, or it may be a problem with biotransformation of toxins, or it may be a problem eliminating those biotransformed intermediates. Or a variety of other possibilities: yeast, fungus, molds, bacteria, viruses, parasites, malnutrition, etc. You are unique and the symptoms, while similar to other people with the same diagnosis, likely arose as a result of a variety of unique factors; which need to be discerned.

Listen, I've had immune system problems myself in the past, and it what prompted me to become a doctor, so I get what you are dealing with, at least to some degree. The things that are required of you to get well are this: (silly as it sounds, this is true) 1. you have to REALLY want to get well. 2. Some permanent changes are going to need to be made, if you wish to truly heal. 3. Realize that it's going to take time to undo what damage has been done, at least to the extent that it is reversible; be patient. 4. Know that frequently, to do the job right, it isn't generally cheap, easy, or fun. 5. There are no shortcuts that I've ever found, nor any magic bullets.

I understand your financial situation and believe me, I understand as I had to find a way to get through my issues. Know that it is possible to be able to find the means...if you are willing to do what is required otherwise.

Feel free to send me a private message, I'd be glad to assist and guide you toward resolving this issue.

Have faith and good luck to you.

[khristmaskathy]

Sending you love and good thoughts that you will heal.....