December energies & impulses.

[waitinginthewings]

Below is a December newsletter, which I thought might be worthwhile sharing here, as it highlights some of the issues that are unraveling before our very eyes both on the forum & in the wider world.


"December Energies And Their Impulses"

Dearest Hearts,

As always, I pray you are well.

What a compelling energetic month we are in the midst of with the energies of dynamic transformative radiant Love pouring in and through us that began on the portal day of the 11-11 and continue during the portal days of the 12-12 and 12-21.

Combined, these three portals form the Triad Star Gates of Love where both negative and positive energies are neutralized and become One Pure Energy of Love. Key words are Love and Neutralized.

Never before has this pure and loving Trinity of Energy, one after the other, been dispensed in and through us, impulsing us rapidly time and again to stoke the fires of our own intuition, reminding us that it is time to become One Pure Energy within ourselves.

Some may wonder why, if this energy is Pure Love, do I feel turbulent or even aggressive energy? The short answer is that this highly stepped up energy finds the places in each of us and in the mass consciousness (which we are linked to), where love is not. It purposefully stirs the pot, if you will, to bring up the particles of shadow energy, not yet healed, and not yet neutralized.

This Trinity of Energy is going for our cure, not necessarily our comfort, in the moment. Every step we actively take to becoming closer to who we really are, and act in accordance to that, we are going to find ourselves feeling beyond comfortable. (Keys below will help).

Master Lao Tzu said, "Mastering others requires force; mastering the self needs strength." Indeed!

Apart from being informed of this energetically compelling month, there truly is an urgent call to us from the benevolent Cosmic realms of consciousness asking us to play, cooperate and pro-actively engage in the powerful energies that afford us the opportunity to get closer to becoming One Pure Energy - the very essence of who we truly are.

Love, expansion, renewal, insight, and absolute ability to move further into our ascension are being offered this month through the impulses that I share below.

On these two magnificent portal days each of you will be actively impulsed (and fully supported) in three predominant ways.

I have listed the impulses below from first to third. Each impulse can and will be felt within you in whatever order is necessary to engage you into a pro-active state with them.

For some, the impulses have already begun, and actions born solely out of authenticity and love are being taken. These December impulses will assist to strengthen and focus your present and future actions evermore.

For many there will be an exquisite burst of Love that accompanies these impulses and a deep knowing that a cycle of personal disharmony has ended and a harmonious new one begun. You will continue to make discoveries about yourself you have never made before.

On both the 12-12 and the 12-21, it will serve you greatly to put yourself in a receptive, undistracted state of being for as long as possible. (If you can't go long, go for short, but make it a concentrated short). You don't have to go into meditation, just enter into an openhearted stillness so you are able to feel into the energies and impulses and turn them to your favor.

THE IMPULSES

The first impulse will be to make the leap from dual nature to authentic nature, once and for all and all of the time. There is no getting around the fact that wherever duality is, harmony is not, power is lost and chaos ensues. This is not the state of an ascended being.

You are being supported to investigate, and then let every component of your dual nature be transmuted, regardless of the logic of your mind or the opinion of others. This first impulse requires your undivided, kind and gentle attention.

You know the difference between your two natures. Unlike your dual nature, your authentic nature isn't at war with itself. It's the nature that has completed its fascination with conflict, separation, imbalance, drama and story.

It's the one that has no relationship to "I can't" and a strong knowing of I can, for I AM. Your authentic nature, once accepted and worn powerfully, humbly, honestly, and continuously by you, will both energize and support you in your ascension, in your joy, your relationships and your life's work and service. It is the wearing of a dual nature that has been the cause of humanities exhaustion, discord and lack.

You are being impulsed to act only in accordance with your authentic nature from this day forward and as such, you are promised all of the Universal support and magic to start anew or continue on your decisive intentional harmonious journey forward.

Grab your power, harness the energies in the moment and step into the real you. Then watch what happens to your reality!

Suggestion: Monitor yourself. Make 7 stops during the day and ask yourself this question. Am I being real? Yes or no are your only choices. Be honest and course correct anytime. There is no penalty for honesty.

The second impulse will prompt you to allow your heart to burst wide open.
This will be your life's greatest blessing. Being openhearted, transparent, vulnerable and unrestricted will change the course of your life, and make a difference in the heart of humanity.

Please know that your life experiences were never intended to be heart attacks or provide material for you to build walls out of. Only your mind would tell you that an experience of the heart was an excuse to shut it down.

Love travels far and wide through every open heart. It is the only healing agent in existence. The more joy and love you flow from your heart, and into your heart, the greater the chances for a mass healing in human consciousness. In addition it is the only chance for our beloved Mother Earth to heal from not only a blatant disregard for her, but from the negative emotions that we have all put into her, while walking on her back. Love is the only way for all of nature to thrive, and the animal and mineral kingdoms to be safe.

During these portal days you will feel frequency pulses of the One Pure Energy around your heart chakra as the magnificence of this energy bores through ancient walls. Release your pain, the emotions and the stories and allow your heart to return to its original state. It cannot function behind walls or lock down and it cannot be selective about what it will or will not open up to. Let it be free, you are safe.

Many ask, "How may I best serve the Light?" The answer: open your heart.

Allow your heart to become the instrument of your affection and diligently learn the ways to think through it, rather than around it.

Suggestion: Each morning consciously engage with your heart. These words will help you. "Beloved heart of mine, the portal to all that is. I enter into you humbly and unguarded this day. I deposit my stories and excuses outside of your gateway. They no longer serve me. Please guide me through every step of my day. Beloved heart of mine, I set you free. I love you. I trust you. I will follow you. Together we are free.

The third impulse will be to let your imagination run wild. If you pay attention you will feel these energetic impulses stirring things up that have been buried deep, deep inside of you, things you may have barely dared to let come up and into the Light of day, for fear they would be looked upon as foolish, unlikely or impossible to accomplish. Everything in alignment with your authentic nature is possible. Everything.

You are being impulsed to let your imagination run wild to motivate you towards your passions and away from passivity. Passivity comes from a dual nature, exhausted by its fight to survive.

You are neither too old nor too young to build the life of your dreams starting now. Let your imagination run wild. See the end as your desired state and run with it. Bring your dreams to life first through your imagination, and then by your actions. Imagine God as your partner, and go for it.

A life lived without passion is an incomplete life. The upper regions of the 4th dimension and the entire 5th and 6th dimensions have no interest in hosting any who have separated from their passions. If you've separated from your passions, you have separated from your soul. Let the energy impulses assist you in realignment to this most significant part of yourself.

Suggestion: Every day go into stillness with eyes wide open for 20 to 30 minutes. If you can go outside and gaze at the sky while doing this, please do. If you can go into nature and do it, please do. If neither are available for you stare deeply into a crystal or the flame of a candle.

Ask your imagination to come up and play. Don't judge anything that comes up as absurd. Write down everything that your imagination delivers to you. Your imagination will lead you away from third dimensional restrictions and stagnant states of mind. Follow it. Albert Einstein said, "Imagination is more important than knowledge." William Blake was quoted as saying, "Imagination is human existence itself."

As we close this cycle of time, and enter a new one, foreign in great part to what we are conditioned to, it is vital to employ the ways in which to direct your life purposefully. It is my prayer that the articles I write each month serve you in doing so, along with the many broadcasts on The World Puja Network. You are the steward of your most precious life. Be the best steward you can possibly be.

If you could imagine yourself as a great steward, what would that look like and how would you act?

Copyright Maureen Moss 2009. Please feel comfortable to share this with others. I just ask that you include my name and websites as this is part of a greater body of work.
http://www.worldpuja.org
http://www.maureenmoss.com

[dAkapacity]

Hello WaitingintheWings, ola todos,

Thanks for this posting!
I experience a lot of heavy incoming energies myself, especially when meditating. Alas, at times they feel so disturbing that I want to stop meditating to prevent the energies from rising to my head... it's just too much sometimes...

3 years ago I experienced a Kundalini awakening which brought me in a spiritual crisis. I often felt on the edge of sanity. Then again we're all out of our minds, it's good to know that though and have a good laugh about it

Here's a 'little' background to sketch what happened to me at that time:

[I]Once upon a not so long ago a time I used to be a scared, insecure & a little frustrated sort of hombre. I didn't know what I wanted out of life, couldn't relate to other people (relations were a flop, almost always ended up with a madame-vampire sucking the little energy that I had out of me), got strange kind of headaches if I talked to people (as if a strange chemichal was being released into my brain), etc... Part of this had its origin in a difficult childhood et al (no blahblah 'bout this, that's from the past). Anyway, I guess there was a rebel underneath this facade of a scared, lifeless pre-projection that used to be me: 12 years ago I decided to go in therapy with a therapist/celtic witch. I used to be really rational, but she was cool and left out all the hocus-pocus at that time. Things changed & I learned to tell myself I wasn't all that bad... 4 years ago I decided to walk the Camino (or Road) of Santiago de Compostella (a pilgrimage of 800 km in Spain), suggested by two friends who walked parts of it. I read Paulo Coelho's & Shirley MacLaine's accounts on the Camino and loosened up my rationalistic attitude a huge bit, ready to be open for what was coming... and it was magic!!!

I decided to prepare myself a little physically by doing some daily hikes in the Ardennen (hills in Belgium where I live). On one of these trips I stumbled up this tunnel. It was built by the Belgian prisoners in World War II and it was pitch dark in its belly, but you could notice a dim light at the end of its curve (so there was light at...). I told myself I had to go thru it, but was scared stiff! Instead I returned my walk home... The tunnel didn't leave my mind & I knew one day I'd return! A couple of days before my new trip I finished reading an interview book with Paulo Coelho where at one time during the interview Coelho's wife saw a feather closeby which she wanted to pick up. Coelho told her not to as it was to him some sort of sign. I didn't give it much thought and the day of the new trip arrived... I was walking 'till I came close where I thought the tunnel would be, but I was nervous as hell, so decided to sit on the road for a while trying to breathe & calm myself down. That worked a litle and when I got up, to my astounishment, I saw a feather under my bottom, bringing back to me Coelho's little story. I picked it up and attached it to my walking stick. I must've taken a wrong road, because the paths that I was walking now didn't seem familiar. Again to my amazement I saw a barren road which gave way to the other side of my biggest nightmare with the same faint light at the end of its curve. I assembled all my courage and decided to go through it. It was scary as hell, I felt cold, shaking a bit, but went on and when I reached the end of it I laughed and cried heav(en/i)ly. I realised at that time this tunnel was a metaphor for me not to go for certain 'good' things in life, because they scared me (or whatever). That night I wanted to spent the night in the village closeby, but it was way too touristic for me, so I decided to sleep outside since it was beautiful outside (er... close to the tunnel). At around 3am it started to rain and since I dind't have a tent with me, I... slept in the tunnel... I didn't sleep much, but my worst nightmare eventually became my best friend!!!

Two months later it was time to do the Camino.
There was this metaphor for the Camino de Santiago: the 1st part in the mountain range The Pyrrenees was called the Fysical part (climbing long steep stretches, I pursuaded myself to conquer the Road, while I ended up with tendinitis which learned me that the road was actually walking me, not the opposite!), the 2nd part consisted of long monotonous corn fields spread out in the burning sun and was called the Psychological phase (there's not much to see, just endless boring stretches & my head was spinning with tons of negativity, but I walked on!) and the 3rd part was called the Spiritual Path (landscapes changed into smurflike hills and villages and, here indeed I felt, after a 50km walk a deep peace on an, at least in my mind, almost holy mountain). Anyway, it was on this Road that I experienced some beautiful things.

One day I walked a part of the Psychological Road with tons of questions bombing my brains when all of sudden there was this little house with a well run by 2 Germans who spent most of their time gazing at the whistling trees in front of them. On the Camino there are many places called 'refugios' where you can sleep for a symbolic price and this was one of them. I only walked for about 12 kms and most people who saw these 2 silent guys sitting there felt uncomfortable and went on, but I decided to stay. I relaxed and decided afterwards to walk through the neighbouring fields. At one moment (don't know why, but...) I came across this man made 25 cm (less than a foot?) frontier to seperate one field from another and I knew instinctively I had to stop walking. I didn't know why, felt a little restless and saw all of a sudden a little snake 'looking' at me. It dissapeared quickly and at that time I told myself that my intuition warned me from a snakebite, while I 'know' now that it was the forebode of K's Choice to awaken in me!

Another one of these magical stories appeared a couple of days later when my mind was occupied again by a stream of endless blahblah which took a hold of me and where I couldn't break free from. Close to the end of the small city where I would spent the night I encountered 2 little puppy dogs. Every freaking manual on this Road to Santiago mentions to be careful with dogs, so I too poked my walking stick against these horrible biting creatures... I incidentally stepped on one of their tales (kaiieeeet) and realised that we could be friends too... so I decided to share my can of tuna-fish with them and let go of the manual warnings. That night I decided again to sleep outside on a higher hill plain overlooking the city with my newly acquired friends which I named Santi & Jago. We played, talked, ate some more; they showed me to laugh again, to be in the here and the now and again I realized how I had locked myself up in my head refusing to see the beauty manifesting itself around me. It was wonderfull! As if this wasn't pure magic yet, the sun took refuge behind the horizon and I was laying there protected by my two watchdogs cuddling up to me under a star sky. Around midnight the weather started to change and at two different sides around me there was thunder & lightning. I felt restless and was scared that it would reach me, but it didn't. I didn't sleep much, but got through the night dry. In the morning I started to pain my brain again with the thought what to do with Santi & Jago since they were following me wherever I went (a leak, a short walk, ...). I packed my things, lowered myself to my acquired friends and told them that I had to walk this Camino, that it was something I had to do and that I needed them to remain there. I kissed them on their heads, didn't look back for at least 30m, and realized to my astounishment that they hadn't followed me!

More beautiful things happened on this magical Road and almost all the people walking it were very open to me (and visa versa) & had magic to share as well! When I came back I was a grown person and did something I knew I had to do long time ago, which was to quit my job (I was doing post-press in an printing press causing de-pess {'ç'} ) which stressed the hell out of me!!! I spent a couple of months without a job, feeling insecure about it, but somewhere knew that things would turn out to be allright... a few months later I got a job in a cd-store for classical music and jazz (which is a lot better!)

A year later I decided to join a Vipassana course (a meditation technique in 10 days of silence). It was heavy, especially the 1st four days: I saw a lot of repressed anger and sadness, but aim of the course is to be able to watch it from a distance, with the wisdom of 'anitcha' (which is a term that refers to the tempory condition of all things: everything will pass, so it's wise not to attach to things...). I felt like a brave student, because I sat long times, often skipping the breaks. On the Sixth or Seventh Day It happened. By that time you'd learned how to sweep flows of energy through your body and after a day of doing so my body felt really charged. In bed I put myself on my back, felt the energy increasing. I felt all my chakras (which I didn't know much about at that time) connecting, my heart doing a marathon, I couldn't breathe well, my body felt like wood, I felt hot in different parts of my body and noticed a stream of energy pouring out of my head (both terrifying and wonderful!) . If there was one thing I'd learned during the course was that the mental anchor of 'anicha/it will pass' was very important. It happened twice that night, after which I felt exhausted. The first time it happened I thanked myself and Life after which an electric discharge followed. One of the reasons I clinged on to the idea of 'anicha' was that my brother is diagnosed with psychosis (or K going bad?!) and I think I did the right thing... for me the thought was mentally 'grounding'.
The next days during sweep-meditation my body (K) organised different postures for me, mostly ending up with my head in almost Exorsist-like positions, (intense) heating & doing the Kundalini-Shake (as I call it): my head starts to move frantically top-bottom or left-right, etc... It hurts like hell, but again I knew (and I hope I'm right...) that this was the thing to be done...

Now we've come to the present [now 2 years ago...] I still K-Shake 'n Bake, feel much calmer now, see my own & others mental traps sooner & better, I like to be on my own more, but still enjoy company. I follow a intuitive theatre-course inspired by the methods of Grotowski & Peter Brooke which is in a way connected to the Camino & K's Choice.[/I]


Today I still react very physically and at times it's very intense and destablelizing, but on a mental level I took lightyears of progress from to with sometimes still a little (which dissappears soon because I acknowledge it, but at the same time don't give it too much attention).

Maybe I should've started a new thread on the topic of Kundalini and/or spiritual crises (or whatever one experienced and wants to call it). Point is that I like to hear from others how their (rude) awakening took place and how, for example, channeled messages like this one by Maureen Moss relate to what's happening to you personally (do you indeed experience tougher times due to an increase in energy on the days stated? And did you read those messages before or after you felt the increase?)... just a by-product of my once dominant analytical critical mind.

Pz, light & 1Love!
xxdA.

[dAkapacity]

Wow... strange! There seem to be a lot of threads now about vibrational changes and psychiatry (being a fraud and all)...

As a focussed wish sent out in the universe I hope that we humanoids will be able to surf on the waves of Light and Love soon!!!

xxdA.

[illuminate]

IdAkapacity:

I really enjoyed reading your experience.
THX for sharing!

peace

[waitinginthewings]

dAkapacity: Thanks for sharing that wonderful story of your spiritual journey. Sounds to me, like you did a very very long walking meditation, with some special blessings along the way. I love the blessing of the 2 dogs that stayed when you told them to.

I can relate to your experiences with Vipasanna meditation & silent retreat. I've done several of those, & I came out of them a new person. did not however have a K awakening there. Did you go through the period of wanting to "roll up the mat" & go home? This is quite common & yes I too got to that place, thankfully the teacher worked with me & I stayed. My first retreat was 10 days silent...it was very tough.....lots of body pain, restlessness.

I would love to do another one but current circumstances do not permit.

[giovonni]

Wonderful wonderful energy emanating from this material.

[dAkapacity]

Originally Posted by waitinginthewings

dAkapacity: Thanks for sharing that wonderful story of your spiritual journey. Sounds to me, like you did a very very long walking meditation, with some special blessings along the way. I love the blessing of the 2 dogs that stayed when you told them to.

I can relate to your experiences with Vipasanna meditation & silent retreat. I've done several of those, & I came out of them a new person. did not however have a K awakening there. Did you go through the period of wanting to "roll up the mat" & go home? This is quite common & yes I too got to that place, thankfully the teacher worked with me & I stayed. My first retreat was 10 days silent...it was very tough.....lots of body pain, restlessness.

I would love to do another one but current circumstances do not permit.

Hello Waitinginthewings,

Yes, I walked for a month through Spain on the official Camino. Last july I started from the Belgian/French border where I crossed France. There weren't as many outspoken 'miracles' (or results of intuitive focus as I'd like to put it). Though other beautiful things happened relating more to other phases of my life (5 years ago: individual journey, 5 months ago: journey to meet others).

The 10 day period of silent meditation is indeed hard. I'm glad your teacher convinced you to stay. Like you said, you feel like reborn when you persevere! I wanted to "roll up the mat" as well, but something told me not to do that. There was a strong will of growing, wanting to get out of my mental prison. That's why my K awoke quite heavily. I wasn't connected at all and all of a sudden there was this high power plug in the socket, Frankenstein style. I got what I wanted, but it was/is a tough ride!


Hey Illuminate,

Glad you enjoyed it too!
I read your "Have you healed yourself?"-thread and really liked the thread and your story as well. You said there that you didn't treat your body/temple "with the love and care it deserved". That's right! Most of us don't realize how important this vehicle is. Most of my life I was kind to my body on a 'nutritional level'. My contamination consisted of mainly mental debris and that's one of the worst contaminations your body can endure (negativity, pain, sorrow, victimhood, low self esteem, etc...).

It seems like you had an awakening yourself which made you stop all the bad habits you mentioned you had... That's wonderful! Cheers to that (and I don't mean a shot of vodka... what about dé-)!

Pz & 1Love,
xxdA.