WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[afflicto]

Interesting story, and welcome to avalon! I haven't been here for more than a few weeks, but the guys who I've witnessed here are absolutely made of PURE awesomeness!

[sandy]

Posted by afflicto (here)
Interesting story, and welcome to avalon! I haven't been here for more than a few weeks, but the guys who I've witnessed here are absolutely made of PURE awesomeness!

Dear Afficto,

I couldn't agree with you more>>>>>>>>>>welcome to Avalon and more over welcome to the conversation, warmth, wisdom, love, acceptance, learning, inclusion, wonder, and abundance this thread and community offers. Some days it is my sanity saver

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ernie:

Well, I can’t do it as succinctly as eaglespirit just did.

That is a big subject, of course, as usual for you. I am starting this response at the office waiting for the last bus to come, so this will not be as detailed as I wish, but here is the brief version.

Yes, time is short. Humanity has been in an emergency state since World War II, I would say. Some whom I respect think that it was too late by the 1990s, and there is nothing to do now but roast marshmallows over the dying embers of human civilization. For somebody with impatience issues, believe me, I have a keen awareness of the sense of urgency in the world. We are about the same age. I still have the Comet Kohoutek book somewhere in my library

http://www.amazon.com/Comet-Kohoutek...1774090&sr=8-1

that I bought in 1973 and even did a book report on it in English class in high school. I clearly remember my teacher challenging me on the content of such a book, what the author’s credentials were and so on, and it was probably the beginning of my skepticism about such stuff. Comet Kohoutek was the first of dozens of events that were supposed to herald the coming of the New Age, the apocalypse, an extinction-level event, and so on. When none of them panned out, the Heaven’s Gate people caught a ride on a comet, or so they thought. Then, it was supposed to be the year 2000 for all sorts of fireworks, in millenarian fashion, and now it is 2012. A new “death rock” or “Nibiru” gets kicked around on the Internet about once a year, it seems. None of that stuff is a guide for action, IMO. Some of it may happen, but I certainly do not look to any of it for guidance.

I am very wary of reconstructions of ancient texts, some blip in the heavens, rumors of elite shenanigans and other signs that the end is near or time is short. It is not that there are not big things afoot; there are, but I am trying to help people think comprehensively, see the big picture, and that is going to not only be a pretty timeless perspective, but seeing the big picture, or as big as we can see it from the surface of this planet, can’t hurt, and was a key missing ingredient that I saw with all FE efforts. People would disappear down all sorts of rabbit holes that were distractions at best and were usually dead-ends, and sometimes deadly dead-ends.

I watched an informed pal go off the deep end over the Gulf BP spill, and he must have gone crackers over Fukushima. It is easy to get wrapped up in the sense of urgency and get paralyzed. There are many casualties of just being aware of what is happening in our world today. It is not easy to be awake and not hit the bottle.

I played the Indiana Jones game, bouncing back and forth across a continent, rushing here, rushing there, ducking arrows, outrunning boulders, getting dragged under the truck, beating the bad guys, getting a few flesh wounds, and so on. In the end, I am not sure how much good any of it did. I am trying to build something that will go far broader and deeper than just saving humanity’s near-term bacon. If we turn the corner, what I am trying to build will be more vital than ever, and we might help humanity turn that corner. If I did not believe that, I would not have spent the last twenty years of my life on the efforts that led to my site, my participation in this forum, and all the interviews that I have been doing lately. Boy, do I ever have a long-suffering wife.

As far as how long any of this will take, I don’t know. I hope to get some pretty good momentum going in a few years at most, but I have been at this, in one way or another, for nearly forty years. I appreciate that some want to be the sharp end of the spear for this stuff, or go “do something,” and all I can say is seek out people like Dennis if you are so inspired on the FE front, or take up the gauntlet yourself. Dennis is the only one I know of who can mount something quickly. That is why he has received special treatment every step of the way, but there is a lot about his approach that people do not like, and I sympathize.

When I was with Dennis, “emergency” was pretty much the normal state. Dennis would say, “There are the quick and the dead.” But another one I heard back then was, “There is never enough time to do it right, but there is always enough time to do it over.”

I am trying to do something very different than the “scale-the-ramparts,” “go for the quick kill,” “find the short cut to Oz,” and other approaches that I have lived through and seen. I am not expecting very many people to be interested in my approach, at least not at first. It ain’t sexy. It does not promise riches. It is hard work, far harder than is obvious to the casual observer. Again, clearing our minds of all the scarcity-based indoctrination and comprehending abundance, with a full heart, is about the toughest trick on Earth, and one that I have yet to see any sizeable group achieve. Look at all the rabbit-hole posts at Avalon, and this is one of the enlightened places to hang out on the Internet. Lately, I have been sampling some of the threads, and they are usually more polite versions of ATS, with many of them going down the conspiracism rabbit hole:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#conspiracism

or fringe science stuff that is dubious at best, or the latest blip from some space photo that, “Must be Nibiru!” I have witnessed that lurid fascination with all that stuff for many years. It is almost all a waste of time, going nowhere productive. It is also part of the layman’s quandary:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/orthodox.htm

We are going to have to raise our games, way up, if we are going to make it over the hump. Again, when looking out across the world, taking in the level of sentience that is on display, watching a Fukushima-scale event happen every year, seeing all the pro-nuclear propaganda in Fukushima’s wake, from “lefty” “environmentalists,” of all things, it is easy to become depressed, desire to be part of some drastic solution, drink one’s self into oblivion, and so on.

If what I am trying to mount is too little and too late, so be it. However, learning and enlightenment is really never wasted. Our awareness is all that we take with us. And, raising awareness, for those who can get there before a FE machine is delivered to their home, is my game, and it might turn out to be critical, and it might turn out to be meaningless nattering, but I don’t think so.

We will see how it goes, buddy,

Wade

Hi afflicto:

Not sure which story you are referring to.

Best,

Wade

[Hughe]

I've been witnessing the death of old system: Newtonian mechanics and Einstein's theory of Relativity, even some of Quantum Mechanics. It's gonna come out one day and once it's out, it's done deal. I hope to see it within next year.

Real working FE devices are remarkably simple cause such devices borrows the energy in nature not breaking matter or burn elements. Spreading one thousand unit by few individuals will double fast, then 100,000 units over the world. By the time it reaches multi millions, woops! Too late. Once people experience the true power of energy independence, they won't able to take it back. I predict the first generation of FE devices produce 500W to 1kW range. These devices will be public domain without WARRANTY nor liability issue to the builders like the Open Source license, i.e, GPL. It has to be served as is to willing individuals.

How about we investigate new way of lifestyle that has free energy with minimal cost? Machines break down so maintenance and initial cost do exist. Bulky FE devices will be replaced by next generation devices because mainstream scientists and professionals will have to accept the change unless they hope to be left.

Removing the outrageous housing price, humans spend 70% to 80% of income for purchasing required energy including the food. Food is natural form of energy humans need. Basically when people get energy from FE devices with minimal cost, i.e $200 per year, they won't work hard any more. Fresh food will be available right in the small green house belongs to a family or small community.

All the power bills for heating and utilities? It's nil. All the appliances will run by built-in energy source or mobile FE generator in a household supplies the electricity on demand. Modified cars that run by battery or electric motor or FE device will virtually eliminate transportation cost. I can tell with unlimited energy and efficiency, flying cars are feasible. People in poverty will no more suffer from high-cost energy bill during hot summer or cold winter season. Period.

The children won't have to go through the slavery education system only to get better job or serve for the corrupted system anymore. Why should they?

Decentralization and expanding of small communities over the world will create huge opportunities. Most professionals will be replaced by volunteers of communities cause twenty or twenty five hours work per week provides everything what people need in community.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Hughe:

You are describing some of the possible early transitional phases, but I strongly doubt that it will happen as you suggest. I thought like you in about 1987, before reality intruded. FE devices have been developed to the thirtieth generation in the above-top-secret world:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#underground

and at least ten thousand alternative energy aspirants have been removed from the scene by Godzilla's bribes, threats and skullduggery over the past sixty years or so. As Brian O has said, the suppression has been total. Anybody who thinks that they can sneak FE devices into the public’s hands before Godzilla wakes up has no idea how this stuff really works. You can’t run under the radar. Anybody who interacts with me is on the radar already, even "anonymously" at Avalon. That is part of the conundrum. For the ten thousand who were taken out, I am sure that at least ten times that many, if not fifty times that many, tried and failed, and never got to the level where Godzilla had to do anything. They either never tapped the ZPF (it is a lot harder to do than people think), they fell prey to their own foibles, ran out of money, got wiped out by their allies because greed took over, the local energy interests took them out, and so on. The pitfalls are many:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#pitfalls

I have watched as the goons cleaned out our facility:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#raid

I am not writing about theoretical stuff, but the pain of real life, and being in the milieu long enough to trade stories with my fellow travelers. I have a bunch of dead fellow travelers, and don’t want to see you become one. The FE terrain is not safe for tinkering inventors to travel, and I am trying to do something very different than encourage anybody to become one, you included.

The way that I see this happening is that the beautiful visions that you just put on this thread can be part of waking up more people to FE’s potential. If enough wake up, maybe that worthy group can be amassed that can receive a FE prototype from an inventor with the goods, and can take it from there, but it has to be big and worthy, and when Godzilla shows up, they pet him and are not susceptible to his bag of tricks. Only a gathering of saints can do that. Nothing else has a prayer, not in today’s environment. I know that there are struggles happening at the Global Controller level, and in my interviews, I say that if I had to put money on it, what happens at the Global Controller level is the way it will happen in the near term. I wish it was not that way, but that is how it is right now. They can’t prevent us from awakening, however. It has been easy for them to keep humanity in deep slumber, but it is getting harder, and in that, I am trying to be a thorn in their side.

So, keep dreaming of what can be. That is important, but the tinkerer route to FE is a dead end at this time.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Dear Wade,

My deepest condolences to you at the loss of your Dear Friend and Mentor Brian O'Leary.

Blessings of Love to you, your wife, Meredith and Brian's Family and Friends. His Heroism lives on through you and all those whose lives he personally touched.

A Wonderful Human Being, and Beautiful Soul. Thank you for allowing us all to experience your magnificent essence Dear Brain.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Thanks for the kind words and thoughts. I am taking the loss of Brian a little hard right now. I am deeply blessed to have known him, and am going to miss him greatly. I suppose that he has now visited Mars on the way to heaven.

There will be more to say later, but for now I need to grieve a little.

Blessings,

Wade

[Steve C]

Dear Wade,

I just noticed Brian had passed on,i saw the news on camelot,i rarely visit camelot yet i just felt the need to.
I know he will go to heaven,he will be home,he will be loved eternal.

My condolences to you Wade.

R.I.P. Brian O'Leary.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I will be on a tribute show for Brian, and some other activities in the near future. I will be writing a “Memories of Brian” essay, and I am currently asking around, to see what I may be able to say publicly now. The essay will reveal previously unpublished anecdotes, that can’t hurt now to tell, but a couple of them may still be too hot to publish. I have a few purposes for wanting to publish them, and one is so that Brian’s legacy does not become the astronaut who doubted that we went to the moon. It was very painful to Brian that that is what his image became with the public. I am still trying to get this published someplace where the Wikipedia “editors” will not erase it as an unreliable source:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/brianbio.htm#statement

And I am still hoping to get a “visions” post done before too long.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I just heard from a media figure, and there is an intention to publicly reveal an incident that happened to Brian. Everybody who knew him well knows of the incident, so it is not going to remain secret forever, and at least one media figure plans to make it a public issue. It will help not only illuminate Brian’s perspective about certain subjects, including NASA’s moon landings, but will help inform people about how the land lies. All I will say for now is that the USA’s military is up to their eyeballs in the UFO issue, and Brian’s encounters with the military regarding that are partly why he was a little skeptical about the moon landings. That is all I am going to say for now, other than to say that I am pretty sure that the incident also shortened Brian’s life. FE and the UFO issue are joined at the hip, as many of Greer’s Disclosure Project witnesses know well.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#greer

James Gilliland deals with military officials all the time regarding the events at The Ranch and Mount Adams:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/ufo.htm

so revealing that the USA’s military is deeply into the UFO issue sure is not news to the initiated, and Brian also knew it in spades.

I just want to get that out there now, because of other work that I am doing with Brian’s legacy. He was unfairly pilloried from numerous ignorant quarters, partly because they did not know what the man lived through.

So, please, no questions about the incident for now. The story and details will come out when the time is right, but, as usual, I am not going to name names, to protect both the innocent and the guilty. Somebody else may reveal names, but I never will. I do not even know the names, and that is also part of my policy – there have been times when I have heard names, but I seem to have this ability to flush the memory from my mind, if I think that it can be dangerous information to know. That policy also comes with this territory. The names are not important, but the dynamics and concepts, are.

I will make some passing reference to the event in my upcoming essay on my memories of Brian, but I plan to put his name on a number of other events that can do no harm to anybody now, other than make Brian look more heroic.

Let me just say that my public writings only hint at many events that I am not at liberty to publicly disclose the details of. Anybody who sails in these waters knows exactly what I am writing about, and it can make it very difficult to make a credible case regarding FE’s reality and its suppression, and similar events. That is partly why the Disclosure Project witnesses have been so courageous. The Big Boys were pretty successful in taking out a bunch of people who were pressing for public disclosure of the UFO/ET situation back in the late 1990s, when Greer mounted those Congressional hearings.

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/so...l_mj12_4_1.htm

Brian was a great, great man, and it is one of the highlights of my life to have been one of his spear carriers. So, I am off to some other writing in the next few weeks, and will probably be a little quiet at Avalon until I get that other stuff done (but I am still going to try to get a visions post done in August, Ilie! ).

Best,

Wade

[Ernie Nemeth]

Wade,

So sorry to hear of the loss of Brian O'Leary.

Do we know the circumstances? Was Bill and Inelia there?

Much love,
Ernie

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Ernie:

OK, one quick post before I have to get a bunch of chores done. I know little more than what the public does, but I’ll give what I know.

I first heard that Brian was sick with cancer (intestinal) just last Sunday. I started doing a lot of praying, and I am very grateful that I got in some quality praying time while Brian was still in his Earthly body. It was a blessed and “interesting” experience, to say the least. With his heart attack last year, it was obvious that he was probably nearing the end, but its quickness took many of us by surprise. A bunch of us are still reeling. On Thursday, I was trying to get a cancer treatment in his hands, shipped from North America, and then I heard the news on Friday. What I heard on Friday was a version of this:

http://nexus.2012info.ca/forum/showt...-left-his-body

When Bill was at Brian’s place in June (Brian invited me to go and be with them, but I had other commitments (no, I do not regret not going down there, as the other activities that took up my “free” time were also “last wish” visitations – I have been writing too many eulogies lately – Brian and I will have a blessed reunion on the other side one day, maybe in about forty years. )) some of the event’s attendees could tell that the end was near for Brian. He was old and frail for 71, and that event that I alluded to in my previous post had something to do with it, but not everything. Brian drank pretty freely (an occupational hazard of this path, for sure ), and stopped drinking only a couple of years ago, so the “oxidative stress” of that practice surely took its toll, too.

I think that Brian asking me to do his biographies at NASA and Wikipedia a couple of years ago:

http://www.jsc.nasa.gov/Bios/htmlbios/oleary-bt.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brian_O%27Leary

was due to his recognition, at some level, that the end was probably not far off. What a great blessing to write those biographies while he was still alive. I got heavy input from him on them.

So, his death was a “normal” one, and he died in his wife’s arms, with his children present. I can’t think of a better way to go. I think that he died happy and with a “mission accomplished” feeling, and people like me will carry on to the extent that we are able.

Best,

Wade

[Scott]

Well written Wade

The events of Thursday night were very interesting, almost like a physic cry going out.
In case anyone has not guested when I said I was helping a friend of Brian O'Leary's get a treatment for Brian, that "friend" was Wade Frazier who offered to pay for Brian's treatment.
When I contacted the Bill Chastain to see about shipment and he found out who it was for, he said " He will not be paying for this"

This is as much as I know.

I am looking forward to hearing the media discussion honoring Brian, I know some of the information about Brian's incident as I had to edit it out of our Interview with him when he had second thoughts, considering the information I do not blame him at all.
I have bumped Tuesday nights guest and will be re-airing Brian O'Leary's Interview, I will wait to add Brian's description of "The Incident" , someone may be the first to release that information in the future but it will not be me.



Someone on Facebook said "A great soul has passed. In India they call a great soul a "Mahatma".
A Mahatma has passed." <-- I agree

Scott

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Scott:

Thanks for being out there. On “The Incident,” for now, as you know, the focus is going to be on honoring the great man’s life. I am recording something tomorrow for tribute purposes, and we will see how that all goes. Enough people know about that incident that it will come out eventually, and I want it to come out in a constructive and harmless way, if I can help it. I would like to see it come out in the proper media venue, and I also do not want to be the person who “breaks the news.” Brian alluded to the event publicly, but always kept it vague. I made it a little less vague in my post, but not by much.

What a crazy world we live in, when people have to fear for their lives, or retaliation on their families, if they tell the truth about what happened to them, through no fault of their own.

Let’s just say that when that incident is revealed, a few things should become clearer, especially about Brian’s journey.

I’ll reveal another incident, one that will harm nobody to reveal. This will make it into my “Memories of Brian” essay. When Brian told me about the incident, it was in 2001, when I drove down from Seattle to Sacramento and played his chauffeur for a couple of days.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#sacramento

That incident at the California Energy Commission became famous in FE circles, and it was pretty amazing to be a part of it. Our relationship really took off after that, although I met Brian ten years before that. While driving him around, we traded stories. That is when I told him about the exotic technology show that my friend got:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

As I said in an interview with Scott, Brian’s immediate reaction was, “So, he got a show from the spooks.” I might as well have been talking to Brian about the weather; what my pal experienced apparently is not that unusual in these circles. Brian was actually far more interested in the story of my CIA-contract-agent relative:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#cia

That diplomat, whose name you all know, even came to my house for a meeting when I was at work. Anyway, to get to the incident that I want to present in this post, when I was first told about Sparky Sweet in early 1990 by Mr. Advisor:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#sweet

I did not have a name, but Brian gave it to me when I first met Brian the next year. Sparky was about eighty, had a wife with Alzheimer’s that he cared for, and ice formed on his device when it ran. That was plenty to identify Sparky. Brian was friends with Sparky. It was well known that Sparky was harassed by the Big Boys, and was given a picture of himself taken in his home, by means that Sparky could not fathom. The picture was delivered by a “men-in-black” type of guy, along with the threat to stop his activities. Sparky was stubborn and would not give up, which eventually led to a meeting with Mr. Advisor.

When I met with Brian in 2001, he told me the rest of Sparky’s story. The final ultimatum was given to Sparky in a package. It was a stack of pictures taken of Sparky in his house, taken through the walls of the house. There was picture of Sparky in the kitchen, on the toilet, and so on, with what was described as the “final warning.” Sparky then fled into hiding in the Mojave Desert. Brian visited Sparky in his hiding place, a week before Sparky died of a “heart attack.” Brian said that at the end of his life, Sparky was tired and worn out. Sparky had no idea of the battle that he signed on for when he mailed those working prototypes to the big energy institutions. I know way too many stories like Sparky’s, so many that I really do not want to hear about them anymore. The stack of FE martyrs is plenty high enough for people to understand how the land lies. The frustrating part for me is the almost universal denial that I encounter in the field. Newcomers almost invariably think that they can sneak past Godzilla, or that Godzilla only exists in our imagination, or that he must have recently died, because he has not come to their house yet, and so on. I really don’t want to watch when another aspirant appears on the scene full of eagerness and naïveté. I was there, once, but did not have the benefit of hearing Godzilla tales, much less from those who survived such encounters.

I have lot to still do before I go to bed, so I will sign off for now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I have another busy week at the office ahead of me, but I will make another Brian-related post, putting his name on another anecdote. When I chauffeured Brian around in August 2001 in Sacramento, I had already been a fan of his work for several years, buying about 35 copies of his Miracle in the Void and giving them to friends. I called him the day that those new images from the Face on Mars were being downloaded and published. I spent a few months in early 2001 doing a deep dive on the moon landing evidence.

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#apollo

Other than a couple days when I thought that I stumbled onto something (and it scared me), none of the moon hoax evidence seemed to hold up. I had some areas where, while I did not quite buy the hoaxer explanation of the evidence, I still had some residual doubt. I published that cover-up essay in about June of 2011, and it unfortunately is about the most popular essay on my site (I wish that my energy and related essays were). The most popular essay on my site today is on Paul Bragg, where I expose the fact that he lied about his age in order to play “life-extension specialist.”

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/bragg.htm

But the cover-up and American Empire essays:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm

often take turns being the most popular, and every year when school begins in September, my Columbus essay becomes the most popular for about a month:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/columbus.htm

partly because it is used in a bunch of high school and college classes. But in June 2001, that cover-up essay made quite a splash. A professional Hollywood writer plagiarized some of my writings on Mickey Cohen, I got access to the JFK-researcher community, and eventually encountered Jay Windley on the moon landing issue, and he guided me to finding Armstrong’s Leap:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#paydirt

Seeing that evidence sealed it for me. I am still open to evidence that the moon landings were faked, but I have raised the bar pretty high for convincing evidence. For the next year, I still engaged the public, and it was educational to get besieged by people who presented their Apollo hoax evidence. It was almost always some weak recycling of evidence that had been deconstructed and discredited. I think that if anybody gets into “conspiracies,” it pays to at least once go deeply into the evidence and really get your hands dirty. Then you get familiar with the process of investigation, see dead-ends, false trails, and so on. Once in a while, you might stumble onto something good. I did it on JFK and the moon landings. JFK was certainly not killed by lone nut Oswald, and the NASA astronauts definitely landed on the moon, at least the level of certainty that can be achieved by not being there and instead having to examine the evidence.

It has been gratifying to see Gary’s account of his meeting with Bill Decker and Audie Murphy:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#wean

make it into serious investigative efforts over the past several years. I doubt that the crime will ever be solved, but maybe Oswald’s name can be officially cleared one day.

Anyway, on to my anecdote. When I was doing that research on the moon landings, that FOX TV show was aired, the one that indelibly linked Brian to the controversy. So, I spent about a month looking into Apollo 11 in particular. It was very educational to spin a globe and align it with the Apollo 11 mission timeline, and see that Australia came up, for instance, exactly when it was supposed to, when the astronauts took its picture from the capsule on the way to the moon, or compare pictures taken on the moon on the way back to Earth, and compare it to the moon’s surface that we can see from Earth, and see where the capsule was on its path back to Earth. That kind of research can put your perspective on solid footing, and makes the “hoax” theories more difficult to swallow.

When I found Armstrong’s Leap, I informed Brian of it, and I think that that is what inspired him to ask me to meet him in Sacramento, on that eventful weekend:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/cover-up.htm#governor

I put him up at my in-law’s house and I took him to dinner that evening, and we talked about many issues, including Armstrong’s Leap. Brian was highly impressed by it, and proposed some scenarios how it could have been faked, but the objections were pretty easily dealt with. For those who were not part of the controversy back then, the issue of low-lunar gravity and a lack of notable feats had been remarked on clear back to William Brian’s Moongate, and the hoaxer arguments and NASA’s statements never even acknowledged Armstrong’s Leap. Everybody was focusing on Young’s jump-salute and other “feats.” Armstrong’s Leap really changed the nature of the debate on that aspect of the lunar landings. I put Brian in touch with Jay, and at that time, Brian’s residual doubt about the moon landings was vanishingly small:

http://www.clavius.org/oleary.html

Brian was mercilessly hounded by the hoaxers ever since that Fox TV show, and sometimes he would forward to me the latest hoax advocate and let me deal with them. So, while I never saw any hoax advocate put forth credible evidence that the moon landings were faked, I can’t speak for what Brian thought. It seems that more doubt crept in since I found Armstrong’s Leap, and by March of this year, with the moon landing issue becoming a political football at Wikipedia:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk:Br...Hoax_edit_wars

Brian wrote his “last word” on the subject. I am still trying to find a place to publish it where the Wikipedia “editors” will not erase it for “credibility” reasons. The moon hoax crowd wants to keep Brian’s participation alive on this issue, but I am aiming to kill it. It was very painful to Brian to see that his legacy was becoming “the astronaut who doubted that we went to the moon.” He made the mistake of allowing that Fox TV crew to interview him. They ambushed him. They said that the interview would be about Cydonia, but they got him with those ten seconds that are seen on that FOX show, and it haunted Brian for the rest of his days.

Well, that was all a detour from the anecdote that I want to relate. My moon landing research got me into playing Brian’s spear carrier. At the same time, I was helping get the FBI off of Ralph McGehee’s back:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/mcgehee.htm#protection

Helping out great men like them is where I have received many of my life’s joys. Dennis will always be the Big One, but helping out people like Brian and Ralph were immensely rewarding experiences. But, when I was helping Brian in Sacramento, I was more than a year into my mid-life crisis. Mine was about how my life’s work was an exercise in futility. A month after my encounter with Brian in Sacramento, 9/11 happened and the nightmare phase of my mid-life crisis began, and lasted until I was invited to the White House in the summer of 2006:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#crisis

Then I got professional help and the clouds parted. Brian contacted me right after the American invasion of Iraq in the spring of 2003, to found an organization that came to be known as the New Energy Movement (NEM). I had been publicly writing about Iraq since 1991:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#jesus

so, the entire drumbeat, beginning in the summer of 2002, was a complete nightmare, and I could clearly see what was coming:

http://www.serendipity.li/wot/wade_iraq.htm

I’ll never forget the agony I felt as the slaughter commenced, and the semi-relief that I had when the invasion accomplished its initial objectives of securing the oil fields and destroying all of Iraq’s institutions except for the Oil Ministry. While the death toll in Asia has reached Hitlerian dimensions:

http://www.worldproutassembly.org/ar...llion_ira.html

and I’ll never get over it, it is not as constantly agonizing as it once was. So, when Brian contacted me, I was a mess, and I should have never joined up with him. But I did. By that time, he had moved to the foothills of California from Colorado, living less than an hour from my wife’s parents. I went to his house several times in the next two years, for fun and board meetings. I resumed my career a month after helping found NEM, and was working 12-hour days. But I was also digging out of the debt that I went into to research and write my site, and wanted to help NEM out.

It is a long story that I don’t have time to completely tell today, but in May 2004, we began planning the conference that we held in September 2004 in Portland. Most of the board knew Eugene Mallove, and he was the first speaker to commit to the conference.

I funded the early effort, and I began to get our website professionally mastered, immediately after that weekend. My webmaster (who was not my first choice, but nobody was going to do it professionally for free, and he needed the work more than others did) pulled a rookie move by wiping out the original NEM site while making the new one. That original NEM site was Brian’s platform for engaging the public, and Brian was ticked. I could not believe that the web master did something like that (I am in the dot.com business, and what he did was as rookie a move as there is, and his desire to do the site in CSS and not standard HTML ended up costing me, too, but it was not all his fault).

While Brian hit the roof, I was working 12-hour days and trying to fix the situation after I got home. By Friday, all was back on track, and Brian sent me a conciliatory email. He thanked me for hanging in there, and wrote that the extreme emotions that were flying may have been part of a “psychic attack,” and that efforts like NEM were often strangled in their cradles by covert ops. Brian had his mystical awakening the same way that I did, with a remote viewing in a human potential class:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#silva

and he was “tuned in,” shall we say. I still have that conciliatory email that Brian sent me. As he was sending it to me, the police were discovering Mallove’s bludgeoned body:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#mallove

That was the beginning of the end for Brian’s involvement in NEM, and mine. I began falling out when I saw what was happening at NEM, when people that I had run-ins with, who attacked and libeled Dennis:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#libel

were being invited into the organization, and my warnings largely fell on deaf ears. Been there, done that! While I was getting cold feet, Brian pretty much disappeared, going to South America, spending time in the Amazon, and so forth. Brian moved to Ecuador right after the conference, and later admitted publicly that Mallove’s murder was what spurred his decision to move to South America (he could also live more cheaply there, as an expat), and I certainly sympathized. Brian got spooked, for good reason. I will probably never buy the “random murder” aspect of Mallove’s death, even if his tenants are convicted of the crime, as now seems likely. The Big Boys have quite the bag of tricks, and some do not operate on the physical plane.

Joel Garbon and I were almost single-handedly getting that conference going, with Joel expending the lion’s share of the effort, as he had recently lost his job and devoted himself full-time to putting on the conference. I told Brian that I wanted out, but he begged me to stay. I did, but quit the day after the conference. I poured a lot of money into NEM. I will never again get involved in efforts like that. I am probably also finished doing any spear carrying. I have not talked to Dennis for several years, and have watched his latest travails from a great distance:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paths.htm#ftc

and with Brian’s death, I think that I am finished with that phase of my life, a phase that lasted 25 years.

We will see how my efforts at mounting something far more modest and diffuse go. I am not looking for heroes or inventors, but merely people who can lay aside their scarcity-based conditioning long enough to imagine abundance.

More anecdotes are coming, and we will see when I get them done.

Best,

Wade

[ulli]

From around 2001I became convinced that what was behind the moon-landing hoax confusion
was that Stanley Kubrick had done those photos, somewhere on a set in California,
and there were some errors, like that footprint in the sand underneath the lander,
where no astronaut's foot could have reached,
also rock shadows fanning out, instead of running parrallel,
as they should have, with the sun being the only source of light.
All this coming to light made people doubt that they ever went to the moon at all.

Yes, they went there, but what was really needed was extra publicity.
Better quality images than they had. Posters, even, to pin on the bedroom walls
of millions and millions of teenagers.
The elite know very well that what fuels their plans is the power of public enthusiasm.
Otherwise why use the media at all?
Covert operations might well have been there before, but at that point those working at NASA`
were still going by their book.
And we always must remember that because of "need to know"
no one but a few have the full picture.

[Ilie Pandia]

Just finished watching Brian's interview done by Kerry and Bill.

I can see now why Wade got along so well with him . I am sorry that I've missed it until now, but back in 2009 I would not have "got it" as I did today.

I thoroughly enjoyed his optimism and positive outlook on the future. Even though he acknowledged "Godzilla" he kept his focus on the potential of "solution energy".

He and Wade obviously talked a lot on the matter, and are in agreement . The problem is not the technology. The tech is here if you do the research (as Brian did). The problem is the awareness or lack of it.

It's fascinating that, just as Wade, Brian got groomed to be a scientist, and yet somehow did not end trapped in "Scientism". It was revealing to hear Brain say that, as a scientist, you are expected to laugh at and ridicule the UFO phenomenon, cold fusion and paranormal phenomena. I wonder how many of them laugh because they are expected to, and how many have truly closed their minds. The peer pressure must be enormous.

So if you did not watch the interview yet, or you'd like to watch it again, I can't recommend it enough. Brian was clear, funny, charming and think he did not gave up on humans in the end.

[ulli]

If we here had the organizational power to push the FE idea at the masses,
using every Madison Avenue trick and dollar there is,
it wouldn't take long to bring it's reality about.

[zebowho]

Hi Wade,

First I'd like to offer my (late) condolences as I know Brian was a great friend of yours. We have definitely lost a heavy weight of a human being, boy, did they gain a lot on the other side!

I know NASA has been a lot of things, I mean they are, after all, a charter to the DOD but the moon hoaxer view has always been a weak argument at best for me. The clincher for me was analysing NASA moon landing photos and finding the "masks" (photoshop masks) of the skies and poor attempts at that! What they were trying to cover, I don't know but there are strips between the masks and the moon's surface that are clearly the real sky!

-z

[Ilie Pandia]

Ulli... I don't know if pushing FE down the people's throats is the way. It's the people that have to do the pulling of FE into their lives. To turn of their TV, stop hanging on Obama's words about the debt ceiling, and start documenting themselves and *demanding* that research be done in this field. As Brian said in his interview: create the equivalent of the Apollo program just for FE research and development. The experiments are here, the proof of concept exists, but it requires a program to bring this to the market.

PS: I think Wade wants to distance himself and Brian's work from the moon landing. Hoax or not there are other more interesting and important aspects of their work.