Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Jean-Marie]

Prayers and intentions are needed... I waited until I felt sure that Kyle was doing well. Had a job, in a new apartment, seeing his children, a new start on life.

Then I got a call from the police around 5am that he was in the hospital. He decided to go out drinking last night. He knows he cannot drink. He got in a fight at the bar and is in ICU. I feel so helpless. I have no answers. I must cling to hope.

If the villagers can help again, with prayers and intentions. I would be most appreciative. I feel like the roller coaster ride is starting all over again.

-jean-marie

[araucaria]

Posted by Carmody (here)
Some lives will whack you hard, right from the get-go. I died in the last one in the middle of a life long beating, and woke in this one in the same condition...gotta work it off. The draw is into the stress to ..just feel normal. The more surreal, the better. When the going gets weird, the weird go pro. All lessons worth learning are intense, otherwise they would not be worth learning or even be noticed. (Not true, but it will do for the moment) Either rise to the challenge or burn to the ground; both are fine - some interesting new particle might be born from the collision.

So true Carmody, and yet part of that intensity comes from seeing people who come here for a cup of tea and a cucumber sandwich. Whether they are just beginners or past masters, they certainly help with both setting the challenge and the burning to the ground. Intensity is itself a major lesson. Tea and a cucumber sandwich are pretty much for the fingertips only, but watch anyone really good at something, they are totally committed. That’s where we need to be.

Great to see some old (young) faces back, and some new ones too.

[ulli]

Jean-Marie, here is a hug. I have no words.

[Dennis Leahy]

Posted by ulli (here)
Jean-Marie, here is a hug. I have no words.

Double down on the hugs (I'm in.) It is so hard to watch someone you love hurting.

[1inMany]

Oh my gosh, Jean-Marie. I am so sorry to hear this. So, so sorry. Gut wrenching.

You have mine... prayers, intention, hugs, shoulder...whatever you need. I am also doing what I do, in hopes that you feel you are not alone, you have extra strength to get through this.

Much Love,

[RunningDeer]

No words, no pictures. Sister #8 lived Kyle's plight.

I can't begin to imagine what it's like for a mother and a child and the effect on her other children and grandchildren and husband and...

Triple down on hugs.

[Stephanie]

Posted by Jean-Marie (here)
Prayers and intentions are needed... I waited until I felt sure that Kyle was doing well. Had a job, in a new apartment, seeing his children, a new start on life.

Then I got a call from the police around 5am that he was in the hospital. He decided to go out drinking last night. He knows he cannot drink. He got in a fight at the bar and is in ICU. I feel so helpless. I have no answers. I must cling to hope.

If the villagers can help again, with prayers and intentions. I would be most appreciative. I feel like the roller coaster ride is starting all over again.

-jean-marie

Infinite...heart blessings...
...and all my love.....

[Michelle Marie]

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Michelle Marie (here)
My cabin in the woods does not have Internet, so I can't keep up here most times. I don't have cell service there, either. The energy seems more pure, so I don't mind. Besides, it helps me keep the balance and do much inner work and contemplation.

The bottom line is, I made it Home. And I have many of you to thank for it. Thank you...from my heart.

Loads of love,
Michelle Marie

I appreciate it when family checks in with us.
You’re here even when you’re not.
Cuz, you’re in the place
that doesn’t require
google maps, GPS, or cell phones.

Visionary Solutions
S.M.I.L.E.

♡

Wow! What an amazing gift! I was quite taken aback with joy and appreciation when I saw this.
"Thank you" would be an understatement. Showers of love from the inner planes to you, my dear angel.
Profound blessings!

So much gratitude and love,
Michelle

[Michelle Marie]

Posted by Sstarss (here)

Posted by Jean-Marie (here)
Prayers and intentions are needed... I waited until I felt sure that Kyle was doing well. Had a job, in a new apartment, seeing his children, a new start on life.

Then I got a call from the police around 5am that he was in the hospital. He decided to go out drinking last night. He knows he cannot drink. He got in a fight at the bar and is in ICU. I feel so helpless. I have no answers. I must cling to hope.

If the villagers can help again, with prayers and intentions. I would be most appreciative. I feel like the roller coaster ride is starting all over again.

-jean-marie

Infinite...heart blessings...
...and all my love.....

Sending prayers of unconditional love & some energy work. Close his aura, inspire and bless his inner Light.

It will be all right...all light.

Blessings to you, too!
Love,
MM

[Flash]

All my heart and intentions with you and your son Jean-Marie.

Nice to read you 1inMany.

What a turn around Michelle Marie, this gives me hope.

I haven't stopped to read you guys/gals, and could not resist putting my comments on some of your posts or bumping some of your thread I deemed important. Going to do that to one of Carmody's threads right away.

Posted by Jean-Marie (here)
Prayers and intentions are needed... I waited until I felt sure that Kyle was doing well. Had a job, in a new apartment, seeing his children, a new start on life.

Then I got a call from the police around 5am that he was in the hospital. He decided to go out drinking last night. He knows he cannot drink. He got in a fight at the bar and is in ICU. I feel so helpless. I have no answers. I must cling to hope.

If the villagers can help again, with prayers and intentions. I would be most appreciative. I feel like the roller coaster ride is starting all over again.

-jean-marie

[ulli]

Posted by Flash (here)
All my heart and intentions with you and your son Jean-Marie.

Nice to read you 1inMany.

What a turn around Michelle Marie, this gives me hope.

I haven't stopped to read you guys/gals, and could not resist putting my comments on some of your posts or bumping some of your thread I deemed important. Going to do that to one of Carmody's threads right away.

Posted by Jean-Marie (here)
Prayers and intentions are needed... I waited until I felt sure that Kyle was doing well. Had a job, in a new apartment, seeing his children, a new start on life.

Then I got a call from the police around 5am that he was in the hospital. He decided to go out drinking last night. He knows he cannot drink. He got in a fight at the bar and is in ICU. I feel so helpless. I have no answers. I must cling to hope.

If the villagers can help again, with prayers and intentions. I would be most appreciative. I feel like the roller coaster ride is starting all over again.

-jean-marie

Speechless again. This time with the thrill of seeing Flash back among us.
Now we are a team that no force can withstand.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Flash (here)
All my heart and intentions with you and your son Jean-Marie.

Nice to read you 1inMany.

What a turn around Michelle Marie, this gives me hope.

I haven't stopped to read you guys/gals, and could not resist putting my comments on some of your posts or bumping some of your thread I deemed important. Going to do that to one of Carmody's threads right away.

Welcome back, Flash!
♡

[TargeT]

I'm working with local community members to change the perception of a town from "dangerous, don't go there" to "friendly and open to visitors".

It's too easy to go negative and too hard to go positive... We are spearheading the Halloween event this year with a hayride, trick or treating on the main roads and a movie event for the kids at a beach bar afterwards.. should be a great event with a lot of positive attitudes going into it!

[Flash]

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Flash (here)
All my heart and intentions with you and your son Jean-Marie.

Nice to read you 1inMany.

What a turn around Michelle Marie, this gives me hope.

I haven't stopped to read you guys/gals, and could not resist putting my comments on some of your posts or bumping some of your thread I deemed important. Going to do that to one of Carmody's threads right away.

Welcome back, Flash!
♡

thanks, and glad to see you Paula, you have been absent for a little while too no?

Here life has not changed much, in appearances. But: Mini Flash is doing real well in College and with her boyfriend, which I am truly grateful for.

I quit a mentally sick boyfriend (diagnosed and hallucinating) in June, to find another one lately (real nice man, a giver, one who takes care of his woman). It is so strange, because while i am truly touched by this man, he iss much out of my patterns in terms of men (my habits, slim, intellectuals, dry irony, and quite selfish men), that I feel lost at times. Thrilled and lost. It is kind of too easy - yes, it can be easy!!! He is a really good person, reaching and touching my heart.

And I am still looking on how to make money for life expenses (and more if possible). That is the only thing left - may start a new venture by next week (i have a few meetings, wish me luck).

My step dad died,one month ago (Mini adopted grand dad) and I have to care more for my old mother, with whom I never got along lolllll I can see her frailty, physical and emotional. I just do not know how to reach her yet without claming out.

But, the most important thing, I feel deeply that I have changed - much more stable Inside while also much more open to the unstable. I grew, inner growth!! and I cannot define how yet, but it is there.

I truly loved 1inMany descripiton of your meeting with your brother. THis is an example of inner change that could describe in parts how much i changed as well.

So, now, you are all up to where I am in my life here in this city hosting my body.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Flash (here)
thanks, and glad to see you Paula, you have been absent for a little while too no?

Yes, sometimes I go on overload when I absorb vibes from others and/or environments. This last time it got ahead of me. I assumed it was an energy surge of from space or Cern or one of those energetic growth spurts. I have a feeling it was more than that but as per usual information finds it’s way to me. Like always, I come back stronger with a few extra tools in me powerbag.

I was off in my guess-ta-mation of your return. Either that or you’re a week late. Maybe it's because of your new sweetie. Good that you recognized the other guy wasn’t a good fit before too much time. I admire how you put yourself out there both in relationships and work.

And I am still looking on how to make money for life expenses (and more if possible). That is the only thing left - may start a new venture by next week (i have a few meetings, wish me luck).

I’ll definitely send luck. Perhaps at the interview with active intention, merge atmospheres, i.e. auric fields so they feel the value you offer to their organization?

But, the most important thing, I feel deeply that I have changed - much more stable Inside while also much more open to the unstable. I grew, inner growth!! and I cannot define how yet, but it is there.

Sorry for the loss of your Step Dad. Mini-flash in college and her relationship ticks on, Step-Dad’s passing and Mom to care for, a new lover…how do you juggle it all?

Versatility is one of your many strengths. And the willingness to flow with change that fosters the balance of discovery of inner strength and outward action.

Flash, the fire-walker. The ballsy woman.

Love,
Paula ♡

[ulli]

Costa Rican sunset. Arenal volcano.

[1inMany]

Posted by araucaria (here)
Great to see some old (young) faces back, and some new ones too.

I see what you did there.


Here and now, just walked in from Little One's ballgame. He still grins and waves at me from the outfield. Or the pitcher's mound. Or when he is on deck. And it warms me up, fills me totally. Man, I love him.

And what do I see...but...FLASH! Oh. My. Gawd. It is so good to see you, I can't even tell you! Great to hear Mini is doing well. I'm sorry to hear of your loss though. Life is so full of ups and downs that it can certainly be a wild ride (thanks, Ron...that video was awesome.)

Must sleep now. These are busy times. I will have to go back through this recent activity and try to reply to a few things I just haven't had the chance to. I hope I can do that.

Much Love,

[Guest]

Ocotillo




A friend sent the above picture to me. The Ocotillo is my favorite desert plant. They turn a dark green and bloom the most beautiful red flowers in the Spring. A bright whimsical contrast to the seemingly stark desert. Next month when the weather is cooler, I plan on doing a few hikes. I love walking in the desert and discovering its hidden treasures. And it's a wee bit warmer than the mountains in the Winter. lol.


Jean-Marie prayers for your son and your family.

1inMany and Flash so nice to see you back and happy.

Carmody, I haven't heard or seen the video, Life in a Northern Town in a very long time. Thank you


Love

Nora

[Dennis Leahy]

hiya, Flash! Nice to hear about this new good man in your life.

[Calz]

Posted by Dennis Leahy (here)
hiya, Flash! Nice to hear about this new good man in your life.

Yes ... you had been gone too long Flash.

(although sounds like you had good reason to do so ... )