Here and Now...What's Happening?

[1inMany]

DearRunningDeer, I saw what you did there. You are one strong lady. Strong and you are not hardened. I admire you so much. I disagree, I do think you were brave. And I wish I had seen the frozen state coming, and I would like to say I would have stopped it somehow. But I didn't see it coming, and I think the bug bit me. I am shaking that off. And believe it or not, something as simple as reminding myself of the steps it takes...first do this, then do this, then do this...one step at a time, one decision at a time...is going to be very helpful. Thank you.

And as for the inner spitfire b!tch...first of all, may I say lol. Because that movie clip has special significance to me, and I think you know that. So, from mine to yours...thank you for the reminder.



Much Love,

[1inMany]

You are right again, Flash. Thinking about the decision and future in this way, framed by what could happen, is actually worry. Not living in this moment. And that's not where I want to be. So I am staying in this here and now. This moment. Besides, we can't possibly plan for every contingency or every way things could happen. I could very well do some preparation, only to find I didn't prepare for what actually happens.

This Village has given me timely reminders and cleared my focus.

**

Oh, Nora.

My heart goes out to you. Seriously. What a spot to be in. Will it be possible that your father's health improves to the point that he will no longer need those treatments? I cannot remember if you have said.

Honey, you have to do things that fill your battery up, he needs your strength. If you do something that clears you and fills you up, you do it with a grateful heart, a joyful heart. Not guilt. You obviously share your "light" with everyone around you, so you have to plug yourself in sometimes. Otherwise, what have you to share?

Big ,

**

p.s. Ernie, I hope you enjoy your time away, and I hope it leads you right back here.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
DearRunningDeer, I saw what you did there. You are one strong lady. Strong and you are not hardened. I admire you so much. I disagree, I do think you were brave. And I wish I had seen the frozen state coming, and I would like to say I would have stopped it somehow. But I didn't see it coming, and I think the bug bit me. I am shaking that off. And believe it or not, something as simple as reminding myself of the steps it takes...first do this, then do this, then do this...one step at a time, one decision at a time...is going to be very helpful. Thank you.

And as for the inner spitfire b!tch...first of all, may I say lol. Because that movie clip has special significance to me, and I think you know that. So, from mine to yours...thank you for the reminder.



Much Love,

Thank you, 1inMany.

Busted. I get to removing things because I question if the post is about ego-me or for the other. The only way I know life is through my story. It’s been rich and like everyone else there’s been ups and downs.

My hope is when folks read them they can identity and remember those times when they’ve come out the other side. We don’t give ourselves enough credit and in some families it’s a sin to shine.

It’s coming up on Michael’s rebirth date. The holidays with family are a blessing, but there’s one less setting at the table.

Post readded:

Don’t you just hate it when you can see all the possibilities and they cancel each other out? Frozen is worse than movement in an unknown direction. When I look back over those frozen vs. unknown directions, I’ve come out ahead plus-plus some. Not so much because I was brave, but because I was scared of being frozen.

My inner spitfire b!tch drilled: one thing…one decision…one step..keep moving…I got ya back. Remember? One thing…one decision…one step…keep moving. I’m right here.

My lowest of low was after Michael's burial. Stripped of labels Mom and future Gramma, there was a serious battle going on, “Why keep on keeping?” There was no energy to tap into my inner spitfire b!tch. I kept my promise to stick to routines. It took some talking.

Put the toothpaste on the toothbrush!
Put the toothbrush in your mouth!
Swish-swish-spit.
Swish-swish-spit.

All the while my inners screeched, “See, Michael? You don’t F-in quit.”

I know everyone’s got an inner spitfire b!tch. Sometimes it takes a roar to fire it up.

Love,
P’er

Fried Green Tomatoes - Parking Lot Rage

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=lx0z9FjxP-Y

[Pam]

Posted by Ron Mauer Sr (here)
I suspect that if the Earth has shifted, we would get verification from amateur and professional astronomers, when they setup their telescopes and did not find what they were looking for, in the place where they were looking.

Ron, I wonder if this phenomena that they are observing is more extreme from their location. Maybe the change of position of the sun would be less and less noticeable as we move closer to the equator? Just a thought.......

[Flash]

Precisely, about anything concerning earth is more noticeable at the north pole. The angle at which we see the sun (the tilt of the earth) is more pronounce as we go north (or South). Therefore, any difference is more noticeable. Slight différences in weather, heat, down South, are much more noticeable at the north pole as well, for the same or different reasons.

Posted by peterpam (here)

Posted by Ron Mauer Sr (here)
I suspect that if the Earth has shifted, we would get verification from amateur and professional astronomers, when they setup their telescopes and did not find what they were looking for, in the place where they were looking.

Ron, I wonder if this phenomena that they are observing is more extreme from their location. Maybe the change of position of the sun would be less and less noticeable as we move closer to the equator? Just a thought.......

[1inMany]

I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

[onawah]

Barbara Marciniak touches on the issue here, about 20 minutes in:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=fUFuOK2aMXE

...although this is channeled info so of course, cannot be verified, and there is certainly still plenty of debate about who the Annunaki are and what role they have played in our history. She also asserts that the Moon was placed here by the Annunaki.

Posted by onawah (here)
I wasn't thinking of astrology-- not sure how this applies to that-- but of when digital clocks say 11:11 etc. and people attach such great significance to that.

Posted by transiten (here)
Would astrologers have the guts to abandon a system they've been working with all their life, a paradigm-shift of sorts? Or is the channeling above asking us to abdicate from being "augurs" all together like the Bible bans astrology?

PS Just like I learned to insert a Youtube video I will take up the study of inserting a picture and the rest DS

[RunningDeer]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

Yes! Good for you!
When I read your initial post, right off the bat, I got, "Go for it. Your world is opening up in cooollllll directions." (paraphrasing a tiny)

♡

[Flash]

Great, nice challenges, you will sometimes be in a summersault, other times reaaaally enjoy it, I am sure.

You may post a bit less though, our loss in terms of quantity and frequency.

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

Yes! Good for you!
When I read your initial post, right off the bat, I got, "Go for it. Your world is opening up in cooollllll directions." (paraphrasing a tiny)

♡

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

Cool. And how do you feel now?

[Sierra]

Aggghhh! I am so sorry 1inMany! I was punching my iPad virtual keyboard in frustration trying to respond to your acceptance of the job, when I hit "remove all" thanks on your post here! (wtf is *with* that option anyway?)

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...=1#post1022170

Everybody thank 1inMany again!

Anyway... I was trying to say:

Woohoo!

And to not worry if the shtf, because you will have family, and refuge still in your soon-to-become-old-house.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Flash (here)
Great, nice challenges, you will sometimes be in a summersault, other times reaaaally enjoy it, I am sure.

You may post a bit less though, our loss in terms of quantity and frequency.

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

Yes! Good for you!
When I read your initial post, right off the bat, I got, "Go for it. Your world is opening up in cooollllll directions." (paraphrasing a tiny)

♡

Hi Flash, if I understand your post, in terms of why don’t I say more? There’s no one answer.

Sometimes I only get flashes. Enough (as I understand it) to:
1) trigger what the other builds upon
2) confirm their thoughts and decisions

Sometimes I see whole pictures play out. But what I’ve learned is that it gets cancelled out by:
1) the person’s belief systems
2) beliefs about themselves
3) whether they follow through

Sometimes, I wonder if I see a timeline, but they’ve chosen a different one. It’s not something I actively do but a lot of impressions I get are confirmed on the forum and in daily life.

Another is I want to follow the guidelines of the Village. As I understand it, we support one another. Listen. Encourage. Share. Doing that automatically sends frequency.

More often than not, I don’t get a lot of words to write. I process in pictures and knowing. If I can’t put it to words, I don’t know it, at least not on a level to share.

In terms of lengthy posts, there’s a part of me that doesn’t want to have to defend what I’ve posted because much of what I’m learning changes so fast.

Lastly, I don’t know as much as I think I know. My strengths lie in experimentation and willingness to toss what no longer works.

For now, I serve through building frequency and sharing in that. What’s next is a mystery to me.

♡

[onawah]

About 1:38 into this video, she says that reality conforms to our belief systems and expectations, which goes in the face of the mainstream ideas about the role of individual consciousness in reality.

Posted by onawah (here)
Barbara Marciniak touches on the issue here, about 20 minutes in:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=fUFuOK2aMXE

...although this is channeled info so of course, cannot be verified, and there is certainly still plenty of debate about who the Annunaki are and what role they have played in our history. She also asserts that the Moon was placed here by the Annunaki.

Posted by onawah (here)
I wasn't thinking of astrology-- not sure how this applies to that-- but of when digital clocks say 11:11 etc. and people attach such great significance to that.

Posted by transiten (here)
Would astrologers have the guts to abandon a system they've been working with all their life, a paradigm-shift of sorts? Or is the channeling above asking us to abdicate from being "augurs" all together like the Bible bans astrology?

PS Just like I learned to insert a Youtube video I will take up the study of inserting a picture and the rest DS

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Aggghhh! I am so sorry 1inMany! I was punching my iPad virtual keyboard in frustration trying to respond to your acceptance of the job, when I hit "remove all" thanks on your post here! (wtf is *with* that option anyway?)

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...=1#post1022170

Everybody thank 1inMany again!

Anyway... I was trying to say:

Woohoo!

And to not worry if the shtf, because you will have family, and refuge still in your soon-to-become-old-house.

That's strange. I thanked 1inMany's 'job acceptance post' as soon as it hit the wires. I went back to see it didn't take. Now I wonder how many other times this has happened?


Yes, time for a new home and new people that will fill it. And still have all the other cool people your life, 1inMany.

♡

[Sierra]

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Sierra (here)
Aggghhh! I am so sorry 1inMany! I was punching my iPad virtual keyboard in frustration trying to respond to your acceptance of the job, when I hit "remove all" thanks on your post here! (wtf is *with* that option anyway?)

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...=1#post1022170

Everybody thank 1inMany again!

Anyway... I was trying to say:

Woohoo!

And to not worry if the shtf, because you will have family, and refuge still in your soon-to-become-old-house.

That's strange. I thanked 1inMany's 'job acceptance post' as soon as it hit the wires. I went back to see it didn't take. Now I wonder how many other times this has happened?


Yes, time for a new home and new people that will fill it. And still have all the other cool people your life, 1inMany.

♡

Hi Pauler!

Your thanks *did* take, and so did the thanks of others. When one is a moderator there is this STUPID button that allows one to remove ALL thanks from a post, which I accidentally did.

I have never seen this button used, I don't know what the point is having it here...

[1inMany]

Haha, Sierra. So...you are human? No worries here.

Thanks, guys. Really.

How do I feel? Relieved. Grateful. Nervous. Overwhelmed. Excited. Grateful. Sick. Nervous. Overwhelmed. You name it, I have probably been feeling it. I have even managed calm a few times between. Ha. Second guessing a lot. Then back to calm. Calm takes some doing. But there is still a calm center, so I bring myself back. Eventually.

Much Love,

[Dennis Leahy]

Posted by Sierra (here)
... When one is a moderator there is this STUPID button that allows one to remove ALL thanks from a post, which I accidentally did.

I have never seen this button used, I don't know what the point is having it here...

I don't have that button (thank goddesses) - must be an admin thang. :~)

[meeradas]

Posted by Dennis Leahy (here)

Posted by Sierra (here)
... When one is a moderator there is this STUPID button that allows one to remove ALL thanks from a post, which I accidentally did.
I have never seen this button used, I don't know what the point is having it here...

I don't have that button (thank goddesses) - must be an admin thang. :~)

... must have been implemented solely for a potential moderating term of... Chuck Norris.

[Flash]

Hi Paula,

I found very interesting to be aware of the process you go through. Quite transparent and I think quite rich.

However, this was my mistake, I did not notice that I took both post, yours and 1inMany at the same time. I was adressing to 1inMany. But..... I am very happy of my mistake, because the result is quite Worth it, knowing more about the beautiful being you are.

I will try to see my own process, since I found yours so interesting.

Love
Flash

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Flash (here)
Great, nice challenges, you will sometimes be in a summersault, other times reaaaally enjoy it, I am sure.

You may post a bit less though, our loss in terms of quantity and frequency.

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
I accepted the offer. Welcome to the next chapter of my life.

Yes! Good for you!
When I read your initial post, right off the bat, I got, "Go for it. Your world is opening up in cooollllll directions." (paraphrasing a tiny)

♡

Hi Flash, if I understand your post, in terms of why don’t I say more? There’s no one answer.

Sometimes I only get flashes. Enough (as I understand it) to:
1) trigger what the other builds upon
2) confirm their thoughts and decisions

Sometimes I see whole pictures play out. But what I’ve learned is that it gets cancelled out by:
1) the person’s belief systems
2) beliefs about themselves
3) whether they follow through

Sometimes, I wonder if I see a timeline, but they’ve chosen a different one. It’s not something I actively do but a lot of impressions I get are confirmed on the forum and in daily life.

Another is I want to follow the guidelines of the Village. As I understand it, we support one another. Listen. Encourage. Share. Doing that automatically sends frequency.

More often than not, I don’t get a lot of words to write. I process in pictures and knowing. If I can’t put it to words, I don’t know it, at least not on a level to share.

In terms of lengthy posts, there’s a part of me that doesn’t want to have to defend what I’ve posted because much of what I’m learning changes so fast.

Lastly, I don’t know as much as I think I know. My strengths lie in experimentation and willingness to toss what no longer works.

For now, I serve through building frequency and sharing in that. What’s next is a mystery to me.

♡

[Hym]

1inMany, You'll do Great!

This is a great time for you teaching, mentoring children, especially if the owner has major issues with public education, depending upon how far that dislike goes and how much you'll be given the opportunity to be balanced in your curriculum.

Irregardless of that, your presence makes a big difference because you, like many others here, are bound by the boundless energy and spirit of the HEART. I love who many of us are, and this goes to all on this thread. We see our faults and those of others and unsee them with love, suggestions, inspirations and the real love that transcends these keyboards, this electronic maze and the time and space that do not exist wherever the HEART IS.

Is there any greater gift than guiding the young with your life experiences, your example, your giving and especially your learning from them? Enjoy. Enjoy. Enjoy. As a single parent who home-schooled, life-schooled his son for 10 years I can say the years were filled with as much learning as teaching.

A hint about meditation that you may already know about. When you balance your life as a meditation-in-action, it all changes. Without being too technical, as a virgo moon, virgo rising eastern-westerner, I have all but abandoned the practices that are not activity involved. I got so much meditating, chanting, and singing done while driving in and out of L.A. that my normal practices, which were 3-5 hours a day, even with work, seemed tame in comparison to what I experienced. It is the same reason I gravitated to construction, as I would consider even the hardest jobs as exercises, both mentally and physically, spiritually.

If your present disciplines were sincere to your needs, and only you know that, then they will come along with you on your journey. Try whispering them if they contained any words, mantras, aphorisms. This is the language of love, especially when you do it from your core. One of my teachers, Acharya Sushil Kumar (Jain), often stressed that we shouldn't worry about remembering a prayer because the ones that touch our hearts remember us. That has been so true for me.

Another thing that might help is, at least once a day, eat one thing very, very slowly. Maybe after having your morning tea, coffee, make it a habit of taking that 4 or 5 minutes to allow yourself the time to enjoy just one thing. Eating fast creates fear. Eating slowly, consciously, sumptuously, creates fearlessness in the face of any challenge. It is one of many secrets that great warriors hold.

Blessings in your new adventures.