Losing it?

[Tyy1907]

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Tyy1907 (here)
Totally agree with WhiteLoves post above and as far as I'm concerned anyone who claims they're not experiencing or noticing a "quickening" of reality is flat out lying. Our baggage is coming to the surface exponentially and it seems karma is becoming instant.

Rather than ’flat out lying’ some may not have put together their reasons for over indulgence in drugs, alcohol, excessive work, shopping, eating, TV are symptoms of masking emotions that are too painful to confront. Others may be wrapped in the passage of time because of family obligations haven't had the time or energy to reflect on inner stirrings. And there are those who’s coping mechanism for pain and suffering is denial. Which has been reinforced by a game that’s been on tick-tock since the alteration of humanity.

The ’flat out lie’ comes from god(s) that perpetuate through layers and layers of manipulation of non-stop brainwashing. We’re teasing out what’s truth. Each one of us that does, helps those that stir out of their artificially inducted slumber. No words are needed on levels that the sleepy ones will hear and spark inner knowing. Exponential it’s happening. The lie cannot withstand the frequencies that the organic beings, the co-creators are manifesting at this historical juncture. The originators of the ‘flat out lie’ are soon to be space dust.

RunningDeer ♡

For sure I think that denial is used to cope with what's happening as well as alcohol, etc as you mentioned. When u think about it nobody has told us that things would speed up like they are. If everyone knew that changes in our planet would start affecting us would it help? Maybe it would help some to know as some feel like they're going crazy these days, myself included.

[ZooLife]

Posted by Tyy1907 (here)

Posted by RunningDeer (here)

Posted by Tyy1907 (here)
Totally agree with WhiteLoves post above and as far as I'm concerned anyone who claims they're not experiencing or noticing a "quickening" of reality is flat out lying. Our baggage is coming to the surface exponentially and it seems karma is becoming instant.

Rather than ’flat out lying’ some may not have put together their reasons for over indulgence in drugs, alcohol, excessive work, shopping, eating, TV are symptoms of masking emotions that are too painful to confront. Others may be wrapped in the passage of time because of family obligations haven't had the time or energy to reflect on inner stirrings. And there are those who’s coping mechanism for pain and suffering is denial. Which has been reinforced by a game that’s been on tick-tock since the alteration of humanity.

The ’flat out lie’ comes from god(s) that perpetuate through layers and layers of manipulation of non-stop brainwashing. We’re teasing out what’s truth. Each one of us that does, helps those that stir out of their artificially inducted slumber. No words are needed on levels that the sleepy ones will hear and spark inner knowing. Exponential it’s happening. The lie cannot withstand the frequencies that the organic beings, the co-creators are manifesting at this historical juncture. The originators of the ‘flat out lie’ are soon to be space dust.

RunningDeer ♡

For sure I think that denial is used to cope with what's happening as well as alcohol, etc as you mentioned. When u think about it nobody has told us that things would speed up like they are. If everyone knew that changes in our planet would start affecting us would it help? Maybe it would help some to know as some feel like they're going crazy these days, myself included.

As a people it sure feels like we, globally, are well on that path and in some ways we are already there and have been for a long time. Perhaps we are just perceiving it more accurately now?

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Tyy1907 (here)
For sure I think that denial is used to cope with what's happening as well as alcohol, etc as you mentioned. When u think about it nobody has told us that things would speed up like they are. If everyone knew that changes in our planet would start affecting us would it help? Maybe it would help some to know as some feel like they're going crazy these days, myself included.

When u think about it nobody has told us that things would speed up like they are.

I agree, Tyy. I’ve followed the speeding up for several years. Though, my experience of it began in 1994 and by 2004, I left the cuckoo-clock world.

I followed my heart-gut. It was time to go deeper. Into what? I had no clue. I only knew I needed time for a journey of reflection, research and continued honing in on the synchronicites that pointed along the way. Most important is/was to pay attention to the natural-body-GPS which includes the beyond parts.

Maybe it would help some to know as some feel like they're going crazy these days, myself included.

Absolutely, which is one reason why I’m on planet earth at this time. Too, there’s a sprinkling of my crazies over the roads of Avalon.

As for ‘out there’? I feel my way through the timing on how, what and when for the awakening ones. It’s natural to want to lessen everyone’s pain. Push too soon may cause them to withdraw. And there’s something to be said for others to empower themselves. A support role takes miles of patience. I drop small bits they can relate to. That builds relationship to share more.

Family is the challenge. Their comfort level is to see you in the role of yesteryear. Anything else is a reminder of how they've put off the poke-pokes of their Higher Self. I press on because I notice when I get them one-on-one, they’re more apt to ask questions. Peer pressure and group think…fingers crossed...that those vanish when the ickies and inorganics turn to space dust.

RunningDeer ♡

[jounai]

Posted by 6pounder (here)
i feel like im being disconnected from who i am. its like all i preach about the bad side of human beheiviour is what im becoming now... i cant really put it into words.
simple things that showed me that im losing it:
1. my ego - its kick out in every single action i make if its words or decisions.
2. i lost my kindness - i treat all who surround me like im superior to them.
3. thinking im better - ive noticed that what ever i say sounds like im tryng to proove im better then someone.
4. ive become very angry - practicly about every single thing around me.

does any one feel the same lately or had this issue and can give me an advice to figure out how to get back on my feet? any help will be highly appriciated.

Might be that you are starting to clear out your unconscious mind, bringing it up into the light of your consciousness. Most people on Earth carry around hate, fear and whatnot without knowing it in their unconscious mind. Someone can be very nice but still be deeply in fear when you start looking on the unconscious patterns. What you experience doesn't have to be something negative. Use it in a positive manner and you will get an positive effect out of it. When you are really brave you can be deep in fear and still be unaffected. When you truly love you can be deep in hate and still be in love. When you are really happy you can be deep in unhappiness and still be happy. The experience of your created negative unconscious is a necessity for you to create a positive overall experience.

[Arcturian108]

6pounder, a couple of things that have worked for me are Seraphim Healing work from this group: http://www.seraphimblueprint.com

Transcendental Meditation

Knowledge that we may have more than one soul in our bodies, controlling us sequentially. See book: Your Multiple Souls available on Amazon.

[onawah]

I've been reading an astrologer recently whose descriptions of how it feels to be living on planet Earth now seem very accurate to me, though I don't know much about charts or any of that. See a bit of what he's been saying lately here:
http://angstoic.com/2016/02/full-moon-in-virgo/
Also:

From: http://angstoic.com/2016/02/full-moon-in- Personal baggage. Emotional, psychological, infantile clingings that we employ as crutches or as weapons over others - culturally implanted baggage that rings through all of us, like some inherited, unsigned agreement to play along to a ballgame that we don't necessarily enjoy, let alone ever chose to be a part of...
Baggage.
Dead weight we cannot take along with us on our amazing journey forward.
All the money and resources in the world will soon not be able to secure a safe place. We are about to enter a most tense period in our social history. After a 3 year spell of squares from outer planets Uranus/Pluto, responsible for forming a revolutionary shift within our personal/global nervous system not felt since the mid 1960's, we are about to embrace a 3-4 month crisis that involves squares between socio/spiritual planets Jupiter/Saturn/Neptune - peaking on June 5 - in the very tense phenomenon of this Mutable Cross. The tight inclusion of Venus in the Gemini New Moon suggests that we come to a major crossroads in our evaluation of all of our relationships, and in an evolutionary sense, we are really about to release centuries of pent up karmic baggage.

[lightseeker]

6pounder, I am glad to hear what you have shared, I too feel disconnected and alone at times when I try to share what I know and have discovered. I have been called all kinds of things, conspiracy nut, crazy, and some words I can't type here.

Yes it makes me angry and I at times have become very defensive and intolerant to others ignorance and dis belief. it has caused me to pretty much keep things to myself. it has also created a rift between my partner and myself. it is up and down and not always like this. But like many others here whose posts I have read share similar feelings and experiences as your self and myself.

I am grateful to know that I am not alone with these frustrations and feelings, it gives me comfort to know this and I hope it does the same for you.

I have been a member of projectavalon for a long time but seldom post comments or sign in to do so. But I do read the posts almost daily. I have learned a lot from this community and am grateful for those who take part in it.

I hope you feel less frustrated and alone 6pounder. The feelings that you have and are experiencing have been felt by many. We are doing what we should be doing, and the fact that we all care deeply as you have also articulated your feelings, is a testament to our concern for others, and commitment to truth. I often forget that some people are not always ready to hear what any of us has to say. This use to puzzle me because I thought everything I was learning about false flags,cabals break away civilizations etc., was so clear and easy to grasp why couldn't others grasp the truth as I did.

I have learned that we every one sees and learns at a different pace. You might plant the seed of thought with some one and let it go. When they are ready that seed you planted will bear fruit some where down the line, when they are ready .

Thanks so much 6pounder for bringing this thread up and posting it. I have been feeling pretty alone for similar reasons. I guess I was drawn to PA and your post. It is just what I needed to hear from you and everyone else who has offered their thoughts and feelings. None of us are really alone certainly not on PA.
I will have to start commenting more frequently instead of just reading from the side lines.