My Personal Insight Dealing with Heavy & Controversial Topics that may help others too :)

[ExomatrixTV]

30 years, mostly full time, I was (and still am) a pro-activist since 1990 producing Alternative Radio & TV Amsterdam, Co-founder of 2 Magazines, organizer of several international conferences and gave over 80 lectures in 5 countries, building multiple sites using my own server since 1999.

Lately I noticed or realized after good sleep, when I wake up in the morning I am still in a half in "other world" or "other place" that this "in between state" is how I made over 950+ Stop5G Quotes since 11-11-2017 dealing with so many related of highly controversial topics including how mass psychology & reverse psychology works.

All what happened there (when I was sleeping) is mostly gone but the emotions are not gone yet!

Imagine yourself to have a summary of what happened when you were out with friends (before the idiotic lock-down) enjoying the companionships, the laughter, the surprises, the appreciation, the new insights etc. all connected to "intellectual" awareness ... this journey of yourself having all these experiences SHAPES who you are. When I have had a good sleep ... I always felt am in an "other place" or "other dimension" ... there I have a journey of emotions too ... the only problem is when I wake up I can only remember or recall of all kinds of emotions WITHOUT any "intellectual" interpretations why I have them. But it feels so harmonious & very familiar.

I can go back in time and track all the emotional journey as if it was allowed to have them EXCEPT why I have them! .... Sounds like a paradox, am I "spiritually tested"? ... Or is my "ego" not allowed to know it (yet)? ... What is the point to all of this you would say, maybe if I know all details I would not come back here (to earth). But they (whoever they are) protect me somehow even if that means I have (temporary?) amnesia for a good reason. The HUGE BENEFIT of having this awareness is I feel am not alone and feel guided but NOT in a "new age" way, nor in a "master teaches student" way, but more like healing my frustrations, anger, rage, deep sorrow, deep emotional pains (like loss of my twin-soul Iris who committed suicide half December 2019), also feeling totally understood, being appreciated NOT for what I know or do but for how I relate to them and that is equal ... not "below" them but just being with "like minded spirits".

When I started creating Stop5G Fb Group in 11-11-2017 every day i get 2 or more "Stop5 Quotes" helping to raise awareness what humanity are facing coming years ... and this means all related topics connected to the mass roll-out of 5G A.I. run "smart (surveillance) grid".

Those "Stop5G Quotes" I made can be short very "to the point" or a bit longer ... But when they are longer it is sometimes hard to remember all details later on ... but at that moment it seems "so easy" when I have them in the morning when I just woke up being in this: "half there, half here" in-between state.

Lucky me I found a way to create several (well chosen) key-words and memorize those keywords helping me LATER to unfold the whole package when I am totally awakened that day and drinking my coffee sitting behind my computer.

This is how I made over 950+ Stop5G Quotes since 11-11-2017 dealing with so many related of highly controversial topics including how mass psychology & reverse psychology works.

All happens effortless because I do not feel pushed nor do I claim to have the "only" (best) insight as I am not the only one doing this. There are 1000s of what I call "key-people" helping to find a way to go beyond dualistic thinking ... outsmarting defeatism & breaking the mass condition ... co-creating an alternative time-line that will be a template serving all time-lines.

cheers,
"Near Death Experiencer" John Kuhles 🦜🦋🌳
Founder of Fb.com/groups/Stop5G

• I created/started this Project Avalon Forum Thread 12 November 2017: Stop 5G before it's irreversible!

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[thepainterdoug]

John where can I read your NDE?
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