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Posted by Szymon
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It sure looks like some sort of entity/being/skinwalker/shapeshifter. I am curious to know what strange events happened to you afterward. The guys on the SkinWalker Ranch always mention that when they bring certain people into the ranch they get a weird response, and sometimes there is the hitchhiker effect and the phenomenon happens at the person's home.
Ok.
So in the weeks leading up to the trip I was going through a really intense period of flashblack/memory retreival of probably my youngest soul fragment parts, a preverbal child self. Very hard work, mostly involved me being up at like 3 am for hours (because that is when this baby part was active) and trying to work through it all.
So then we decide to go on the backpacking trip even though I am pretty destabilized. Utah is ALWAYS a challenge, so much of my eugenics projects memory stuff happened there - I reference a lot of that in my post on this forum entitled 'Eugenics Abuse of Children - whistleblower testimony. But... as a family we went anyways. Upon return home from the trip I basically had an AWOL program activate (see my recent post/thread about my Awakening as a TI it details that pretty well) and I ran away from home with backpacking gear. I was listed as a missing person for 3 days. Yes I know where I was in that time. I won't go into that those specifics because sometimes if time fields are still active (and I feel this one is) then they can be manipulated again if the location vector is known. Anyhow, I eventually land myself back at the door of my therapist's office, who had been helping me with the DID and recall work. From there I got taken by police to one facility, then transferred by ambulance to another, and by ambulance again to yet still another, then finally released. Three days at home and then I watched outside my bedroom window as our 5 year old neighbor girl was run over by her stepdad in his truck and died in a bloody mess in her mother's arms as she was cradled on the curb. I was already such a mess from the trip, then the mental facility retraumatization, this was just beyond. I had actually seen this happpen when in one of the facilities though as a clairvoiyance and I lost it and the hospital staff, on a locked ward, searched for me for 30 minutes and could not find me. I was right there the whole time under a blanket in the shower stall, but they literally could not see me. After that I sat in bed with a paper and stubby pencil (so I wouldn't hurt myself, or others) and wrote upside down and backwards the pictures I will attach below. That writing piece, written in very child like print script (not my handwriting) in fairly perfectly straight rows, written upside down and backwards, reads as follows:
The way to whip life is quietly frame the agony and put it to sleep in the abstract. Impossible places live in the ephemeral potency of the debilitating presence of the eternal now. The repitition of endemic proportion is a circumferential to the atmospheric destabilization of categorical implicit epidemiology that was technologically inspired from gruesome vigilance. Epistemologically speaking indemnity's co-occurance with alphabetical sculpture necessitates catagorical descriptiveness.
Referential mechanisms obviate the need for absolution without clarification. Equivalent remedies dialectically request representation amongst viable resources contained as vessels nonsequiter to theoretical happenstance.
Quandries obsequious to intent may form alternative realities generalistic in nature nevertheless holistic in nature yet overwhelmingly ignorant of seemingly obvious DETAILS.
Cleft differences in metallic uproar scream capacities of infinite consciousness without elemental protagonists.
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Anyhow, I got out of the mental brig, watched a child be murdered, then a few days later had several physical medical illnesses begin to overtake me. Two visits to ERs and the docs could not figure it out, nothing made sense. Antibiotics prescribed made me allergic and I got more sick and the second ER trip bought me an ambulance ride and an inpatient stay on a medical ward. More IVs and more dissociative episodes. Home again, then ill again, breathing problems and strange arterial blood gas/perfusion mismatches. I will say I have a very rare genetic blood disorder (which is why I was of interest in the eugenics projects, my current understanding is that this is probably evidence of alien hybridization. I literally have shapeshifting blood. Under certain conditions of medication interaction, high elevation and heat (fever) my heme molecule changes tertriary 3D structure and shape shifts, causing a small crystalline precipitate to form in the spleen, which results in sequestering and profound episodes of hemolytic anaemia. i am asplenic (it was taken 'for my benefit' but I also beleive so it could be studied, stolen organ trade for experimentation anyone?)
This occurred in may of 2019. I have looked up and down and through this series of events. I now beleive I was probably re-visted by ET's during my 'missing persons' episode, and then probably MiLab'd again after, that seems to be the pattern. I also have wondered if, more than 6 months prior to the 'official release' of the virus named in the plandemic (I won't type it, it gives it power) that I was infected with this as a test subject. at one point in the hospital the doc, who kind of understood my blood disorder despite its rarity because of his familiarity with the Tuskeegee airmen case (many of those guys were nonconsensual human subjects tested on military black projects, that is pretty well documented in the literature by now, they were infected with syphilis among other issues) said, 'well now we get to learn how to take care of THIS kind of patient'. It was... really ominous. I only ever saw him one single time, upon admission to the big city hospital after 3 nights in what they called 'the dungeon', a very strange separate holding area off the ER that only had a few 'overflow' beds for strange cases they wanted to 'watch'.
So.... yeah.
Pretty sure I was picked up again.
The happy ending is that since 2019 I really got down to my own inner work, got clear of all the addiction issues (no more smoking cigarettes or mj, no alcohol, just really purified out completely), got off all the psychotropics with the help of flower essences/vibrational essences, did a massive amount of reintegration of the dissociative parts and soul fractured aspects, have learned many more natural healing techniques for dealing with specific issues as they come up, because its all still quite an ongoing process, and of course energy and clearing work that I do on myself because I absolutely cannot have an external practitioner of any kind do ANYTHING for me because it makes it all such a mess (my holographic kinetics steve richards work that will pop up on an advanced search here on avalon related to my name was a very-publically played out part of that challenging discovery process I had to come to terms with) and I was able to finally truly break free of the eugenics controller/family of origin, their bribery money chains to my husband, and also the need to involve anyone who is consubstantial with what I term 'medical control pillar of society' , basically therapists and shrinks who however well-intended are still subject to laws of consent with groups like the CDC and such, which I will have absolutely NOTHING to do with. I was SRA'd by the WHO docs in Paris France 1989 so... not going there! Total absolute danger! I will say my therapist I saw for the DID and flashback integration was helpful to an extent in that for a time I really just needed someone to listen to me tell my story out loud as part of my integration. But once the plandemic hit, all visits when digital session and those were clearly being monitored and interfered with and were no longer private in confidence, and then the CDC mandates pushed the therapist into wanting me to sign legal acknowledgements for the CDC guidelines, well it was clear that after 3 years of telling my story he had truly 'heard' none of it and didn't grasp that the medical control forces are anything but benevolent and are frankly completely hijacked by alien interference.
But... all things said, even after this 2019 rude awakening part 2 (because the first one happened exactly 10 years prior in 2009) I would say things are far better for me than they have been in many ways. But I deal with weird as an everyday phenomenon. So, it does make it kind of hard for me to fully understand 'normal' people who are still in the 'gee I wonder if ghosts are real' phase. Ya. They are. Kinda way beyond that at this point.
So That said, yes I am still targeted and I have to work very diligently to clear those interferences as they come up, and 'do my work' of meditation and healing and self care integration basically every day. Just Tuesday of this week 2 military copters flew directly in front of my house, not far off in the distance directly over the body of water in view of my home, and I went out to look and immediately fell down to my knees vomiting. Pretty sure sign some kind of directed energy weapon was used. But I have made it this far and I just keep going and working to clear and most recently have felt it was time to start speaking out again, because the situation I live through daily is certainly not going 'away' on its own. Until far FAR more of the population wakes up and begins questioning the reality they are being told to accept as truth when it is in total misalignment with even their own experience, however they are interpreting or perceiving the weird stuff that is absoulutely everywhere now, the the TI's and MiLabs such as myself are still going to be fighting this war over consciousness, and the way the power elite and governments have sold out the rest of humanity to the various negative alien factions for their own reasons, on the front lines that we have known all our lives, largely alone.
And so I keep on following my inner cues as when to make safe and stabilized moves and I keep trying to share my narrative of experience and the skill sets I have learned to deal with it all as best I can.
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