Recent feelings: Any members on here 'on edge and sense of foreboding'

[mizo]

I'm kinda used to many years of researching and observing many ills and wrongness in our world, I usually can manage OK any negative information if it becomes too much to bear.

Although, during the last few days I have been feeling something awful is about to happen.

Anyone else sensing or feeling this?

It feels like a culmination of many catastrophic events are about to happen... I cannot put my finger on 'what or where' but the 'when' feels quite imminent.

It could be I need to take more time-out than I usually do, to take stock... it certainly doesn't help that there's been very little showing of blue skies it seems there's far too much dreary and inclement weather in the UK.

Please feel free to add your thoughts to this.

[Johnnycomelately]

Hi Mizo. Sounds like you are lacking what sunlight gives us.

If that is the case, and you could use some Vitamin D action, please note that the much more fast-acting ~metabolite “calcifediol” is available in Spain, according to Dr. John Campbell (Nurse Practitioner, Ret’d).

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9102909/

[Harmony]

There really are so many things going on in the world that seem to be on the verge of breaking point somehow. Also, some astrological forces with the planetary movements can really affect us as well, the sun and forces that are unseen with the eyes but felt deeply on other levels that we might be picking up, collective emotions and thoughts. I can imagine all the talk around the coming eclipse etc. are "in the air" as well as the usual cabal type plans around the world.


Keeping centered and staying in the most positive field we can create does help individually and collectively. It is possible unsettling energetics are purposefully being broadcast, so setting our own field can naturally deflect them if that is the case. This has happened a few times in the past years, this kind of overwhelming feeling of doom, and has been discussed on the forum every so often.


Being aware of those energies and knowing they are likely outside of your own thoughts can be helpful and shine a light on being present and retuning our energetics with our breath, thoughts and prayers, feelings of thankfulness and the power to readjust. Knowing you can move and make changes if necessary can be helpful and in the event of necessary action that might need to be taken, a clearer head to decide what may need to happen in our personal circumstances.. Thank you for bringing attention to what you are sensing

[DNA]

Of course.
There is this song from the movie Scott Pilgrim.
It's first couple lines are.

Hello again friend of a friend I knew so well
Our common goal was waiting for the world to End.

I often times find myself singing or humming this song.
It's a good song.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=jtrmWnFAHYE

Here is the original from the band metric that actually wrote the song.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=FP6nYVOyFSk

But the answer to your question is a resounding yes

[Jim_Duyer]

I spoke with my relatives in the USA recently, haven't for awhile, and one lives in Washington state in the mountains and the other in Florida. Both recommend that I start stockpiling food! They are experiencing a high level of anxiety that something will happen to Trump causing a Civil War type event by Nov.
I was nervous as well, much as you describe - some event about to happen that will impact on all our lives.
But then it hit me. With the sudden and unexpected changes going on - Hollywood now rejecting woke stuff, some Dems changing to Republicans, Police seeming to get tougher, not much talk about gun control as before, and everyone, literally, now worried about the influx over the border (which has been ongoing for years), and Trump winning crooked lawsuits one after the other, and Joe acting much more insane than usual, perhaps something else is afoot.
Perhaps this is all part of a plan to get Trump back, and back solid, with all of us cheering. And of course, when Trump tells us that digital currency is good, and the new improved injections are good and needed for the even more horrific plandemic, etc., then the deep state gets what they wanted all along - someone who can slip things in that we would not normally stand for. I voted for Trump twice but now I am having some problems. I don't like the shoe sales, nor the Bible sales, nor his sudden appearance of having come to Jesus, when previously he voted, as I mentioned in a prior post - to uphold the Noahic laws in the USA - and these laws run contrary to Christianity.
It would be the perfect way to put in place long lasting enslavement - one, make up an underdog, as if a Billionaire can even be an underdog, two, have him narrowly beat a great many unfair trials, three have him elected with outstanding percentages and beating whoever the Dems put in place at the last minute, because we all know that it will not be Joe, and four, have him begin to do things that he can sell - things that we normally would not buy.
We need to be especially careful in the upcoming months - and if that causes ill boding and anxiety so be it.

[Pam]

Yep, I feel it thick in the air. I almost feel a sense of panic to run away from it. What I have decided to do is just sit with it. When the "panic" level seems almost more than I can bare I have decided to just sit with the feeling. Not try to distract it, modify it, do anything but just sit with the feeling of it. I have to agree with Harmony, it's a combination. The sun and other astral elements are definitely sending out powerful information or energetic wave forms and we have the nasties doing their evil thing, it's all mixed together. It all has the potential to be crazy making because there is a huge amount of intensity out there. It manifests in a million ways, disease (dis---ease), mental instability, steps toward heightened awareness, it magnifies what is.

This will sound incredibly weird but I have been purging huge amounts of sorrow. Some of it is my own, but most of it isn't even from my personal experiences. I am just processing sorrow. I tell you, there has been incredible sorrow experienced in this realm, not just human, I am experiencing all sorrow, sentient life forms, the earth, all of it. I know that sounds really crazy, but I don't care if I sound crazy any longer. This whole thing is about manifesting authenticity. That is my take anyway. The closer you can get to your authentic self, to break the frigging programs down the better off you will be.

If you want to invert the inversion, become your authentic self, knock out as much cognitive dissonance as you can. This is almost an unbearable task, but it is the task we are given. We are not here at this time to be distracted weaklings, to pick sides, to get lost in distractions. We are here to find our highest selves and bring that out into the open, right up to the last breath we take in this experience. Have I mastered this, heck no, but I aspire to this. I am becoming this.

Another thing I have been doing every morning is working through the Hemi-sync Gateway experience meditations. Someone on the forum and I don't even remember who shared the Robert Monroe gateway tapes for free from The Internet Archive but I thank them now. The whole dang series is on there and they are amazing. If they haven't been downloaded to the Avalon library they should be. There are more these are just the first tapes.

https://archive.org/details/the-gate...erience-wave-i

[Pam]

Posted by Jim_Duyer (here)
I spoke with my relatives in the USA recently, haven't for awhile, and one lives in Washington state in the mountains and the other in Florida. Both recommend that I start stockpiling food! They are experiencing a high level of anxiety that something will happen to Trump causing a Civil War type event by Nov.
I was nervous as well, much as you describe - some event about to happen that will impact on all our lives.
But then it hit me. With the sudden and unexpected changes going on - Hollywood now rejecting woke stuff, some Dems changing to Republicans, Police seeming to get tougher, not much talk about gun control as before, and everyone, literally, now worried about the influx over the border (which has been ongoing for years), and Trump winning crooked lawsuits one after the other, and Joe acting much more insane than usual, perhaps something else is afoot.
Perhaps this is all part of a plan to get Trump back, and back solid, with all of us cheering. And of course, when Trump tells us that digital currency is good, and the new improved injections are good and needed for the even more horrific plandemic, etc., then the deep state gets what they wanted all along - someone who can slip things in that we would not normally stand for. I voted for Trump twice but now I am having some problems. I don't like the shoe sales, nor the Bible sales, nor his sudden appearance of having come to Jesus, when previously he voted, as I mentioned in a prior post - to uphold the Noahic laws in the USA - and these laws run contrary to Christianity.
It would be the perfect way to put in place long lasting enslavement - one, make up an underdog, as if a Billionaire can even be an underdog, two, have him narrowly beat a great many unfair trials, three have him elected with outstanding percentages and beating whoever the Dems put in place at the last minute, because we all know that it will not be Joe, and four, have him begin to do things that he can sell - things that we normally would not buy.
We need to be especially careful in the upcoming months - and if that causes ill boding and anxiety so be it.

Jim, very interesting post. This place is always an inversion. It is a very clever, cunning inversion and you are very likely onto something. Never, ever forget that this place is an inversion and it happens on a a fractal level. I marvel at how clever and sophisticated the inversion is. At the end of the day it is still a shell game. No matter how they dress it up and make it all pretty. The insanity that is happening is simply not organic cause and effect. It is now being played out to the max, it is worse than a cheap soap opera, it is ridiculous. It has to be made so obvious that anyone can get it. What wouldn't we do for a hero to come and save us? Even one that has never admitted the vax has caused any harm. We literally have a "commander and chief" who literally could not land a job as a Walmart greeter. I mean that when I say that.

When you look back and see the progression of events that have happened for generation, it is simply not believable that any humans on their own would make multi generational plans for a totalitarian world government. That is simply not the way we humans operate.Not unless they are being guided, manipulated, coerced or who knows what.

Anyway, I appreciate your level of understanding and realize the cunning nature of this drama we are participating in.

[Brigantia]

Yes, these are strange times with strange energies. I'm feeling a lot more 'flat' and de-energised with the start of spring than I normally do.

All is not too bad at my local level, but the state of Britain with its politics and society in turmoil, public 'servants' who no longer serve the people and the high strangeness surrounding the royals aren't helping. It all feels like a mighty storm is brewing. Many people don't have enough money, are being evicted from their homes and relying on food banks to survive. Once-thriving urban areas are turning into ghettoes. Having lived through far more prosperous times I despair at what my country has become; though I miss them terribly, I think it merciful that my parents and grandparents aren't around to see our society turned upside-down.

I try to look on the positives and stay grounded; we can meet all our essentials and the rest allows for some treats and savings so we're nowhere near as badly off as some. I get something on every shopping trip for the food bank.

[avid]

Can’t quite put my finger on anything in particular - apart from Palestine/Ukraine/Israhell/lying governments/corruption/greedy corporations/stinking sewerage spills/potholes/continuous wet weather/NHS waiting and waiting lists/farming fiascos et al, just keep waking up in a dire despond lately, unmotivated, what’s the point? Ah well, if it wasn’t for my neighbour’s cat visiting me daily I might as well not exist. Bless him 😻

[ZenBaller]

Yes, what you're saying makes sense. We're in the middle of an eclipse period. Fears, insecurities and emotional wounds are surfacing for all of us, magnified.

It happens for a good reason though. It's a good chance for us to see what we fear, identify it and start the healing process.

[palehorse]

Hi Mizo, I hope you overcome it, because whatever is going to happen in this or in that timeline it will happen.. so just let it flow like water, like Mr. Lee said once.

[Paul D.]

The trouble I have with the " something really bad is going to happen " sentiment ,is , that it already has ...& has been happening for God knows how long . The past & the present have been & are plenty bad enough . I don't know, but such a sentiment could be mainly fear & maybe, presently that fear is being amped up as well.
They say the opposite of fear is love don't they .

[Losus4]

Sounds like you've just been OD'ing on all the fear porn. It's easy to get hooked on it. And not having your fix of "the next awful thing" can be just as bad as the "thing" itself. The issue with a lot of people is that their dopamine receptors are completely fried. The end result is that nothing feels good anymore. I've seen the same discussions about movies, music and videogames.. it's becoming harder to enjoy these simple pleasures without also doomscrolling at the same time.

We all had a lot of courage to volunteer to be incarnated at this moment in Earth's history. We're living in Godless times that's for sure. We're living in an era in which a woman can earn more money selling her dirty underwear than a qualified tradesman can earn in a month. A collapse is inevitable, and the sooner it arrives the better. I think many people are secretly hoping for this collapse, for something, anything, to come and change this current system.

[bojancan]

On both sides of my existing now, having home... here in beautiful Canadian Rockies and in beautiful Slovenia... everything what is happening is happening with the reason...
I am feeling myself the same... here or there... not different because of changes of arias, be more safe here or there... everything in the universe operates by the same laws....
Day is followed by night... What goes up must come down....

Thru my long life... I found out, that life is a series of opposites ... black and white... tall and short... light and dark... cold and hot...thick and thin... easy and hard... far and near... past and present... today and yesterday or today and tomorrow... beautiful and ugly... rich and poor... success and failure... good and bad... and the series is endless....

All of this, can contribute to our well being too... our inner knowing.. that we can live with the knowledge, that when things go bad, they will become good eventually....
Nothing is permanent....
This also precludes/ forecast unrealistic expectations for sure... such as permanent happiness... permanent joy... permanent pain or permanent sorrow... I am trying to accept life, as it is... and never say it can’t get worse... it always can... so accept life, and never say it can’t get worse, it always can... my funny philosophy of moments in my life...
Everything will be... as it needs to be!

[John Hilton]

Well, I have a slight sense of foreboding because I follow many of the predictions such as "any time now the deep state controlled UAPs are going to start shooting down 'planes" - and today my wife flew to the UK (and arrived safely). But I'm also a realist and I'm prepared to sit back and observe.

The weather here (Mediterranean) by the way is lovely. Clear blue skies with a noon temperature of around 22°C and most of the chemtrail dust from the previous week has blown away. Or it could simply be Sahara dust that happens to coincide with lots of criss-cross patterns drawn by aeroplanes.

Anyway, my back aches and it's my bedtime so I'm going to depart with a hot water bottle.

[Matthew]

Doesn't sound unreasonable, you're obviously smart and perceptive. Psychologically I've kind of blown a fuse which means I don't currently feel a rising anxiety appropriate for the world around me. I recommend it.

I literally believe we are in end times. This post may or may not help.

The Full Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
As it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make things right
If I surrender to His Will;
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life
And supremely happy with Him
Forever and ever in the next.
Amen.

[East Sun]

The WEFrs have to let their intentions be known, as part of their process of control.
I don't care what their reasoning is, that's their problem, not mine.

But now enough people are aware of what they are and that will be their undoing, Let It Be!!!

[onawah]

It's probably not just your imagination...
See: COVID Pandemic Made the Rich Even Richer — Wait Till You See What the WHO Is Planning Next
By: David Bell, Brownstone Institute
4/3/24
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/d...tm_id=20240403
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1607671

Posted by East Sun (here)
The WEFrs have to let their intentions be known, as part of their process of control.
I don't care what their reasoning is, that's their problem, not mine.
But now enough people are aware of what they are and that will be their undoing, Let It Be!!!

The Sun has entered a very active phase recently, which means more earthquakes, power outages, and mental and emotional stress for humans increasing due to the diminishing protective magnetic field and ozone layer.
And it also means that Earth is becoming more and more vulnerable daily to a large CME taking down the whole electric grid, and not just temporarily. See Ben Davidson's latest update:
The Catastrophe Evidence
Suspicious0bservers
4/3/24

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=-sGPCMIQZLw

Dutchsinse just predicted the possibility of nine 6 point [or more] quakes coming in the next week all around the world, and the possibility of another 7.4 in about the next 3 days on the opposite side of the planet from Taiwan, around Chile or Bolivia. See:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1607574

Also, from Greg Reese, See: MAJOR EVENTS SURROUNDING THE APRIL 8TH SOLAR ECLIPSE
April 2, 202
https://forbiddenknowledgetv.net/maj...solar-eclipse/

"The solar eclipse on April 8th is becoming a major event. The National Guard is being deployed and the people are being advised to have two weeks of food and to fill their fuel tanks. This could all be explained due to the fact that tens of thousands of visitors are expected along the path of totality. But many people believe they could be preparing for possible earthquakes due to the Devil comet aligning with the April 8th eclipse, and due to the fact that in 1811, a comet also appeared in the skies during a solar eclipse on the same path and was followed by the biggest earthquakes in American history.

Known as the New Madrid earthquakes, around 10,000 earthquakes occurred in just three months time. The biggest being measured at 8.8 magnitude. They were the most devastating series of earthquakes in recorded history. But it was a different comet. And while some claim that a solar eclipse can trigger earthquakes, this scenario seems unlikely.

This eclipse season is however, a very rare event. The recent eclipses in August of 2017, and October of 2023, along with the upcoming one on April 8th, forms an Aleph and a Tav over the United States. The Aleph and Tav are the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. These eclipses mark the end of the Great Year, a twenty-six thousand year period that starts anew with the dawning of Aquarius and a new golden age.

Manly P. Hall wrote that high level Masons designed America for a “peculiar and particular purpose.” A secret destiny to bring about a new Atlantis, or a New World Order, where in a King descended of a divine race will rule over all. In rituals, this King is symbolized as Apollo, Horus, or Nimrod, the father of Freemasonry. And is thought to be a descendant of the biblical Nephilim, or the Sumerian Anunnaki. According to Thomas Horn, this will happen in 2025. Which corresponds to several documents published by Intelligence agencies, such as, Global Governance 2025, Global Trends 2025, and the 2025 Deagle Forecast on world population.

NASA is notorious for performing Masonic rituals based on the Egyptian Mystery Schools. Apollo being the same character as Horus. Sirius representing Isis. And Atlantis being the new golden age they hope to restore. And during the eclipse on April 8th, NASA will fire three rockets named after Apep, the Egyptian serpent god whose goal was to devour Ra, the sun. And when the sun re-emerges after three minutes of darkness, it will be likened to the rebirth of Horus. Their new King of the golden age.

CERN, known for practicing occult rituals at a statue of Shiva, the Hindu god who symbolizes death, destruction, and the end of an age, will be firing up their Large Hadron Collider to full power during the solar eclipse.

And Israel, who is in the midst of committing Genocide, is preparing to sacrifice a Red heifer. A ritual sacrifice to prepare them for taking back the Temple Mount.

"Red heifers, to be precise. Some Jews and Christians believe they're the key to rebuilding the historic Jewish temple in Jerusalem. And to beckoning the Messiah. To understand, you have to go back nearly 2000 years when the ancient Romans destroyed the last temple in the city to rebuild it. These believers point to the Bible's Book of Numbers. It commands the Israelites to sacrifice a red heifer without defect or blemish, and that has never been under a yoke. Only then can the temple rise again. Those sacred cows were showcased in Washington at a recent prayer gathering. Many evangelicals believe these red heifers will usher Christ's second coming." - Chris Livesay (CBS News)

"We need the Messiah to come, right? So for me, the red heifer, it's red for the blood of Jesus Christ." - Evangelical leader

"A massive altar already awaits where the heifers are to be burned. According to some believers, the ceremony needs to be performed right here on the Mount of Olives looking directly into where the temple once stood. But something else now stands in its place." - Chris Livesay (CBS News)

Once they forcibly take the Temple Mount away from billions of Muslims worldwide, it will predictably thrust the world into the peak of chaos that these secret societies have been designing for centuries. And their plan is to bring order out of this chaos with their divine King to rule over the world.

But these are just rituals, and fear is an illusion. We can always choose love.
Running Time: 5 min"

Source: https://www.rumble.com/video/v4kfxmu/?pub=ijro7

[Mike]

I used to chuckle when I saw these types of threads. I even did a parody thread of my own if memory serves. Someone queues up and announces a bad feeling and a sense of foreboding, everyone follows suit...and then nothing happens. There must be a dozen or more of these threads on the forum..

Well I am shamelessly on board with this one

I've had this feeling for about 2-3 years now, beginning when I was introduced to what I can only call the woke possession of our youth, the universities, governments, industry, military, big tech, legacy media, and professional sports. The woke possession of EVERYTHING basically.

And when I say "possession" I mean both in a practical sense and a spiritual one.

I took a good look around and realized we (the west) were maybe 1 or 2 moves away from being in a check-mate position. Since then some very smart, dedicated, high-principled heroes have been expending loads of energy educating the public on what's really going on...and now perhaps we're 4 or 5 moves from a check-mate position, but still on very shaky ground.

You can't be even vaguely aware of what's going on in the world and not have that sense of dread or foreboding at this point.

When I say woke I mean the following:

- the phony climate charade
- the erosion of borders (multiculturalism)
- gender lunacy
- the erosion of reason, rationality, common sense
- radical subjectivity (the death of empiricism and objective reality)
- the rise and normalization of sexual perversion
- the death of meaning
- the death of God
- the death of religion
- vaccine craziness
- fake pandemics
- election meddling
- the political prosecution of ideological opponents
- the pathological desire to make everything "fluid"
- the manufactured race wars
- intersectional victimhood
- a complete devaluation of the truth
- a sociopathic level of comfort with lying
- the distortion of language

...and on and on.

[onawah]

I haven't seen many "end of Earth scenarios" outlined, other than the bogus climate warming nonsense, which has been proven false over and over again.
The PTB would like to frighten as many people as they can into believing that, as they think it makes the public easier to control, or to self-destruct, as part of their tyranny/depopulation agendas.
But I do think there is an end coming to their plans and to the current dysfunctional paradigm, and coming earth changes will usher in a new one that will certainly be chaotic in the early stages but will put an end to much of the dangerous technology and destructive agendas that are currently destroying the planet and its lifeforms.
It will be a step up in humanity's evolutionary path in the long run; intense, difficult, with a steep learning curve, but that is what 3D reality entails right up until graduation time.
I think the PTB actually want Trump to win, and have had it in their blueprint for a while now; the only thing that might upset their apple cart is RFK Jr.
I think perhaps they weren't expecting him.
I just hope he doesn't meet the same premature fate as his dad and uncle.
He may not be right in all his stances, but he is in many of the most important ones. His is in the right place, and I think he is humble enough to be able to learn from his mistakes.
You really can't say that about most of the people in high office these days.

Also see: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1607692

Posted by Arcturian108 (here)
Sorry folks, but I am not being drawn in to all the foreboding, and end of the earth scenarios. Life in the Carolinas is good; my five ducks and four chickens are laying so many eggs that I don't know what to do with them all. On top of that, their behavior makes us laugh, as they splash in our pond and basically have the time of their lives.

I agree, however, that the powers that be might allow Trump to win, just to have the big banking crisis on his watch, instead of Biden's, to teach us all a lesson next year some time.