Posted by Victoria
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Mike- YES- from almost everything we (my family and I) have experienced, and what I have heard him so far say (about 40% through listening) is fully supported in my own experiences. I have had the sigils appear on my skin
and had a related experience happen a few days ago (I will try to post video of in this space asap)..which feels very synchronous to you posting this. Thank you for sharing!
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Two days before you posted this, we passed a young person collapsed on the sidewalk. One might easily have missed him, a small pile of black clothing obscured behind roadside weeds. Backed by a wall and some trees, he was centered directly across from a church.
We were visiting Santa Fe on the east side, which is generally considered the nice end of town. There aren't typically any problems with homeless people or drug use in that particular area, and for the most part, not visibly in the tourist sections of Santa Fe. It's primarily a walking, hippie art market and summer tourist haven, so seeing a crumpled body on the sidewalk stood out in an obvious way.
Lovingly known as the City of Holy Faith, it is considered by many locals to be "incomparable" and uniquely spiritual. I have heard it be referenced as the latest "Sedona." Lots of new agey woo and UFO lore. Though Santa Fe has one of the darkest underbellies of any US town I have been to, going back to the 90s, that's not something visitors and tourists likely ever witness or encounter.
Anyway, as we passed I had an overwhelming feeling that something..not someone, but "something" wanted us to see...to stop. It was bumper to bumper rush hour traffic.
There used to be an adage when I was little that followed the ethos of, "be kind to others, you may not recognize the person who comes to your door asking for a hand"...or you may not be aware when you are actually helping an angel.
(Hebrews 13:2: "Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it.")
...and that's what came to mind as we drove by.
I circled around and began wondering out loud what had happened. A stabbing? Gun shot? Probably Fentanyl... or maybe heat stroke? I hoped he wasn't dead.
Frustratingly, there was too much traffic and we couldn't just stop. So I circled again. And again...and again.
My partner finally realized we were making strange maneuvers and asked why.
"I want to help that person."
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"What person? There's nobody there."
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"Yes, yes, there is someone there, right there on the right hand side, watch as we approach- there, in the center of the sidewalk...he's right there."
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"There's nobody there!"
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We circled again... and again and then finally saw him and stopped, holding up the never ending line of cars behind us.
My partner called out to him, tried to rouse him, and predictably got no response.
So we pulled over at the next road to walk back. As we did, someone else pulled over to check on us (!).... ...but not the man on the sidewalk.
100s of cars passed him, but nobody pulled over for the body lying on the ground.
The young woman parked in front of us, jumped out of her SUV that was plastered with colorful "save" animals, pro-human rights mottoes and bumper stickers to see if we needed help. She was frantically assistive.
"Are you okay? Is there anything I can do to help you? Are you having car trouble? What's going on? Do you want me to call for help?"
Bless her kind heart.
"No, no...we're fine"...I motioned behind me. "We're stopping to check on the kid over there." She walked around my car with me to see him as my partner was already bending over by his side.
"OHhhh- that's so scary! Do you want me to call police?" (Scary??) No, no...I assure her everything's okay, we've got it, we're fine, it's broad daylight...we'll call an ambulance and see what he needs. Gave each other a hug and many thanks. Off she goes.
As I turn around from saying goodbye to walk over and see what transpired, my partner is high stepping it back to our vehicle. Puzzled, I see the young man sitting up and looking towards us, but still mostly halved in a heap on the ground.
"What happened, is he okay?"
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"Get in the car"
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"But...what happened? Let me call the hospital.. he needs help."
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"No, no...get back in the car. He doesn't need any help"
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(WHAT??? Of course he needs help... I don't understand.) "I'm calling the ambulance."
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"He doesn't need help- he's fine! He's just fine! He's fine..he's fine..he's fine...DRIVE!"
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Okay. WEIRD. It's not making any sense. We pulled over to help him. He's clearly not okay. Obviously not fine.
We're first responders, what is going on? This feels crazy and wrong!!!... umpteen overdoses, suicide attempts, domestic violence calls, drunkards, 10-58/5150 holds, live fire, toxic explosive structure fires, etc... and he never just walked away. My partner's response is troubling and out of character.
I look back toward what appears to be an early 20s (or possibly late teens) young man, trying to compose himself, staring after us and I have the distinct impression he's not "nobody."
What a weird thought to have...
So, I begin to walk toward him and am immediately stopped by two hands on my shoulders.
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"He doesn't need our help...he's coming out of whatever that was. He'll be fine. Just get in the car."
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Ok..? ok...but I don't understand. I get back in the car totally, utterly confused...and pull slowly into traffic feeling a swell of emotion and sadness. I don't typically cry..but tears fell for the man/the boy/the person who was clearly not alright.. poor soul who we were just leaving there, alone. Nothing made sense. Was he in trouble?
"Why don't you want me to call someone?"
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My partner was stony silent on the way home. No rational answers.
"No stopping the car- just drive."
He didn't want me to call anyone. No ambulance. No medics. No police. No filing of any report, not even with friends to check on the guy. It did not make ANY sense.
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At 2:30 a.m. the night before you posted, which was two nights after we left that person in the middle of the sidewalk, my partner woke me up. He couldn't sleep. He's wide alert and restless.
"They were black."
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"What? What are you talking about?"
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His eyes. His eyes were black."
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"Whose eyes?"
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"The kid."
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"What do you mean?"
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"I mean he had no white in his eyes..he looked at me and his eyes were black. No contacts. I don't know what was happening. Maybe it was drugs...drugs made his eyes black."
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"Could they have been bloody? like veins burst? Did he have brown eyes that you couldn't see fully? Because fentanyl and opioids tend to cause pinpoint pupils, they don't dilate. No drug I am aware of dilates the pupil to blacken the entire eye."
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"NO- they were black- entirely black. Not brown eyes. Black! His eyes were big. He opened them wide and he looked right at me and I don't know what I was seeing...they were all black."
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Okay, now it makes more sense...
"Is that why you left so quickly? Is that why you wouldn't let me call for assistance?"
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"Yeah, I don't know what that was. What was it? they were black-black with no distinction between the parts of his eye- what drug does that?" ..."Like, he was looking at me and I don't know what was looking at me."
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"You don't think it could have been contacts? or scleral tattoos? Was he a goth kid? ...he was wearing black... was he a gangster? There are a lot of south american members in death cults these days who go out of their way to make themselves look scary... "
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"No, not that kid. He didn't have money, he was plain..he wasn't a gangster...3rd or 4th generation, clean, no tattoos, no jewelry. He had an innocent but worn face..like he wasn't old- but his face looked old...something was off- it's like he wasn't there in his eyes- he was coming off being high or he was empty- or something...he was trying to come back. He couldn't see me clearly. He was opening his eyes really REALLY wide to see me and there was no white! His whole eyes were black except the corners near the skin and he was having a hard time seeing."
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"With contacts and tattoos you still can see color...the iris, the lines- his eyes were all black with no distinction, there was no distinction in the bright daylight"
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"So, don't you think that's exactly the kind of person who would need help? Don't you think we should have helped him or called somebody else to assist?"
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"No, I didn't know what I was looking at- I didn't want to involve anyone else."
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"You mean like possession?"
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"Yeah...but he was coming out of it...he was coming back, he was on his way back...we stopped. That's what mattered."
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1674710
Having spoken with a man while he had uniformly black/darkest brown eyes (no whites) who I now know for a fact was not wearing contacts at the time and happened to be in the throes of despair on that day his mother died, I believe someone or something else was likely also peering through the young man in Santa Fe.
Whether drugs had been the doorway, or some other sort of anguish that left him wide open/vulnerable ... he may have been in a darkest personal valley, peering back through himself.
I don't know if these things happen to people due to our emotional extremes, or substance abuse, or physical and mental illness, or just from being worn down through the constant bombardment of negative influences surrounding us...but I do know that we can literally be used and possessed and I think it has something to do with (misleading the public about) disclosure.
So your post of Nathaniel Gillis really struck me...it was more than ironic timing.
The short dialogue that had occurred between my partner and the young man is interesting considering how frightened and caught off-guard my partner was. He's seen a lot...it shouldn't have unnerved him this much... and yet, he's still very shaken.
Facing the "other" viewing us from inside a fellow human is paradigm shifting...and the theories that Mr. Gillis has developed and shared, fit.
I'm certain that much of what we know as separate entities and phenomena are related, if not the very same source.
As Gillis says,
“It's a masquerade…in order to evade our detections, it will diversify its identity in our eyes.”
...Based on my own experience, and realizing several people near to us have witnessed the black eye phenomenon, this kind of thing must be happening more often and I'm guessing the frequency will likely increase in the years ahead. I think that the more strife, lack of balance and declining health in humanity as a whole, the more laid bare and susceptible we are.
I feel that "love and light" is what we need to extend to one another and our earthly cohabitants who suffer like we do. It is
not something we should extend blithely to beings with an advantage, who historically appear to seek to manipulate us or harness our energy.
I appreciated Gillis' analogy of the rationale in CE5 seeming a bit absurd.
"... or Hannibal Lecter for that matter, Hey Hannibal, Nice tie! I'm a very nice guy, therefore you've got to be a very nice guy to me..." (after 53:56)
To think being a good person will protect you seems absolutely foolish (to me) and the mistake of a few influential individuals in believing that should not compromise the well-being of humanity.
If the bible is correct, we are none of us perfectly good or without sin..and perhaps it is that original "sin," or our own "sinful" choices in this life which allow us to be further corrupted and co-opted by them, as though we sign an agreement to participate by the value of our decisions. (?)
We need to be much more cautious and aware.
Many people do not seem to be cognizant or care that we are living in/through literal physical vessels which can be used by others and without permission, especially if we are caught unsuspecting. Perhaps, we give permissions in the course of our lives through naivete and being misled without realizing what that entails.
I feel like there is an imperative to set well-defined boundaries and arm ourselves and our hearts with as much knowledge, truth and love for one another as possible in order to help other humans do the same...to protect the entire human family.
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What happened in Santa Fe to the young man reminded us both of our experiences there in 2014... which we gradually began to consider as demonic activity.
After having a really difficult time with the situation we were facing and subsequent to reaching a peak in the amount of supernatural and preternatural activity we could comfortably/sanely deal with, we put all of our energy into moving, cutting ALL ties (again) and taking care of ourselves by going after the most simple and hopefully wholesome things we had always wanted to do in an act of defiant self preservation and healing.
That period of time leading up to 2014 is a subject we try to avoid because bad things start happening like clockwork when we think about it, come to new insights, talk about it or write about it. This is where our experiences connect to what Gillis speaks of.
We have learned that a person, or family member, or even animals close to us will inevitably have a sudden emergency or die if I put too much energy into the subject at any point. Within moments to hours.
Electronics start behaving oddly: the stove and washing machine turn on and off by themselves across the room with little melodic notes that signify the start and end of their cycles all at once, repeatedly. New appliances stop working permanently. The power goes out. Breakers trip. Lights flicker. Animals misbehave. It becomes an instant and impossible to ignore circus.
Everything in the house begins to cause a ruckus of distraction. Dogs who were sleeping peacefully all morning get into sudden unprovoked fights, have seizures, or start howling and whining. Well behaved, spoiled cats that were minding their own business will randomly attack each other and us. Rabbits begin thumping like a threat is near. The barnyard creatures outside can't be silenced. Everything gets really stressful, really fast.
Similar to canaries in a coal mine, our animals act as sentries letting us know something is building up. It's that same sensation before an intense electrical storm but less unified.
You can feel the chaos energy flooding in when it happens. It's tangible. It affects everything in the vicinity. It creates a cacophony of negative mounting static surrounding you. A wave of ill will rising.
The reason that is important to mention is because of how it happens.
The mechanism of chaos flooding seems to mirror the same way a predatory instinct can take over and infiltrate perfectly normal, previously uninvolved people causing them to respond to targeted individuals in sudden and brash, uncharacteristic manners- like an invisible wave of contagion or viral emotion pulsing through- causing them to react, to pounce, on anyone in the vicinity or do mean things they wouldn't normally take part in. To hate, or mob and punish without pause or logic.
There's a spiritual negative energy afoot that can swiftly sweep through living bodies, completely unchecked, unexpected and unnoticed by people. A current that has the potential to change everything in an instant. It also made me think we are all potential targets by our interest in the subject matter, be it ufology, the paranormal or magical practices, as Gillis says, "baiting our gaze."
We saw those things happen in 2014 and the same energy builds as soon as we place any focus on the topic now. As though both are influenced by the same hands: unseen forces moving to change perspectives and control/enforce circumstances.
I've been trying for the longest time to put words to what we experienced then and which we learned to recognize as it begins to happen.
Gillis does an excellent job of describing and creating the terminology to identify what occurs.Chaos energy directed by invisible practitioners. Initiates.
Where our attention goes, energy flows...but how often is our energy and intent being diverted or inverted? For years, I also attempted to figure out if something else is working through me. Do I have an attachment through which when I pour energy into something, the exact opposite of my intent happens and my energy is somehow used for a different purpose?
If I pray with my whole heart for something good, the exact opposite will instantaneously manifest. It has happened often enough, to the point that I stopped praying for fear of harming people or causing the worst outcome possible, despite what is in my heart and mind.
It felt like my intentions and energy were being misappropriated and commandeered by someone or something else, but I could not determine exactly how.
For a moment, I even questioned whether who we have been taught to think of as God/Source may be the opposite, but then realized it is more likely that my connection, perception and energy have been intercepted somehow...steered in a malicious way. It happened with hideous effect in a number of instances, before I started to put the pieces together.
That seems to be one logical dark motive for hijacking someone's energies: not only to groom them as a person toward a desired cultivation/outcome, but to violatingly manipulate their energies into manifesting much different outcomes than they would intend using the intensity of a clash in personalities; and the bonus byproduct of severing their direct connection to God/origin/source by sowing doubt, distrust and frustration. The same as hijacking thoughts. The intent would be to derail and repurpose energetic flow.
It is exactly what I feel is behind sigils being put into and on abductees and experiencers. Apparently, the designs don't have to be ornate.
Sigils are inscribed energetically in your living sphere and body using the combined frequency of biological excretions and intention (because the power is imbued in the sigils during peak moments of energy and extreme focus, such as at the climax of sexual release, trauma or emotional outflow in other acute states) intending the associated convergence of substance, symbol and purpose to be a form of ritual binding and portalled access to a victim's/target's being and energy.
The presence of sigils in ufology cases and abductions combined with the crosscurrent of those that are used or found in cases of possessions, demonology and witchcraft are crucial to acknowledge. "Conscious mind can read, but your subconscious mind operates on symbols." Installing sigils serves to bind the intent of another imperceptible individual to your mind and spiritual energy, as well as to steer your physical life force and mental orientation in a remotely accessible way.
If our souls are being sigilized as well, it would have ramifications beyond this life.
That might imply a human is hijacking/programming you, or another kind of entity entirely. Regardless, acknowledging this provides an avenue of exposure and a chance to develop protection.
Knowledge is power. Light needs to shine on this aspect to protect humanity...to back engineer the spells and discover the sources and intent behind them. Cui bono?
Maybe all of humanity has been sigilized and we just don't know it. That might have everything to do with the control structure here: keeping our memories, intuition and intellect subdued.
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"A chaos magic sigil is different from these historic sigils because we’re not calling upon any particular spirit. Instead we are using a personal intention or goal to formulate and charge a custom symbol." -
https://www.arcane-alchemy.com/blog/...witchcraft-101
"Chaos magic builds on the writings of Austin Osman Spare and in opposition to ritual dogma emphasizes that "nothing is true, everything is permitted". Unlike other, more culturally prominent magical practices such as Wicca or neo-paganism, chaos magic does not advocate any kind of religious belief, but merely provides magical technologies. Belief systems are considered as technologies, and as a result any kind of symbolism may be used as long as belief can be invested into it. As a system of pure techniques, the emphasis of chaos magic is placed in the embrace of all technologies.
Chaos magic explains itself through the language of quantum theory and perceives reality as a field of superimposed probability waves. Events have been observed in the subatomic quantum domain that belie concepts such as time and cause and effect. Carroll argues that quantum theory provides an endearing basis for a magical paradigm (Carroll, 1990)." -
http://scan.net.au/scan/journal/disp...?journal_id=35
"If we are artificial intelligence programs, living in a virtual reality, then we should be capable of evolving a program feature that allows us to hack into the system control computer and reprogram things to our own benefit. A successful piece of hacking would be undetected by the system and would remain uncorrected. Sometimes an error caused by hacking may be corrected, but not before the ripples of its effect have caused the world to head in a subtly different direction. This is exactly how most magicians argue magic works." (Frater M, 1999)
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Sigils: - Generally simpler and more abstract
- Can be any shape, often freeform
- Represent a specific intention or desire
- Often created by the practitioner for personal use
- Typically composed of lines and basic geometric shapes"
-https://www.magickandwitchcraft.com/post/signs-symbols-seals-and-sigils-what-is-the-difference
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