Daily Thoughts of a Targeted Individual

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This week I had a TI that has done nothing for the community insist on leadership. I had an overtly religious TI judge me casually. I saw intelligence framed as one of the seven deadly sins. I saw hypocrisy and dishonesty, very little of the worthwhile variety, little to no truth.

I'm trying to continue to tolerate this world.

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I think the beginnings of my thinking for "The Art of Pattern Engineering: From Force to Influence" was this FB post:

6/1/2025 Facebook post

Thoughts of the day: I realized that Socrates rhetorically bent the world to the morality of the gods in a similar way to how Einstein seemingly bent the perception of reality to explain observed phenomena. It’s a shared stroke of brilliance, this epiphanic recognition that there are more variables at play than originally thought, and the brand of multi-dimensional thinking can also be recognized in the works of Galileo, Copernicus, Thomas Kuhn and others. After considering him I see Martin Luther comparing more favorably to Prometheus, having brought fundamental esoteric knowledge to mankind and paying a price for the efforts.

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The perps only have three or four weapons they even bother with anymore. I mean 20 - 50 things are always happing, but neither of us pays any attention to them. They are background scripts. The perps have come to the conclusion that only these powers have any hold on me whatsoever:

1) psychotic presence of mind
2) Panic attacks
3) Suppression of thinking ability
4) They interfere with my shows on my computer.

They will only focus on these four things, leaving the rest for the AI only. The targeting program to my perps has been whittled down to four effective things, neutralizing the rest of their dog and pony show.

Now this is their testimony. They informed me that I am immune to their program save these few details. They cannot go a single hour without using these. Not a single minute- this is not an exaggeration. I have not had an unsuppressed mind even for a second in over a year.

So in their words I kicked their sorry asses, but they made it very easy. They sent the stupidest people on the planet who just fumbled their way through it all from the start, since I moved where I am. Before that they were smarter.

So not a second of unmitigated thinking, ever, immediate interference with my shows, panic attacks all day every day now since that's all they have.

And then there were four.

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You need to detox your body, particularly the heavy metals in your brain. I recommend Medical Medium for this. If you do this, you will notice a massive reduction in symptoms. They got to David via food, and they do the same with many individuals at various levels.

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From a Facebook post this morning:

Just woke up. I sleep here and there when allowed, though it's never certain to arrive and if it does it likely won't stay long. Today I woke up seemingly on my own, like I used to. There was no pain, no immediate panic attack or effected psychosis. I was able to keep my eyes closed upon waking, something I like to do as I consider the day. They disallowed that some time ago, but today I got a few minutes of it.

So I sat up and that's when my brain power is drained- immediately upon sitting up every time. I mean it's not left alone before that either, it just gets even worse. There has not been one second of free brain in over a year, and if there would be I wouldn't recognize it anymore and therefore would not trust them. So that part is over.
I did notice that they made me kick in the night and knock over one of my guitars that is bedside. I keep them there because the TI program makes my Rheumatoid Arthritis very bad and sometimes I can't walk. But they're by the window anyway so instead of getting mad I'm using it as motivation to move them.

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They aren't going to let me live much longer.

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"The Digital Prison: How Targeted Individuals Can Break Through to Real Communication

Kevin Boykin
May 10, 2026



The Parallel Internet They Don’t Want You to Know About

Communication is one of the most important things in the world. It’s why the cell phone became so popular. That tree that fell in the forest but there was no one there to hear it- anyone hear any updates on that? Communication is an event of the moment, and if the audience is taken away then so is that moment.

Some targeted individuals have begun to figure it out: you’re not browsing the same internet as everyone else. You’re in a carefully constructed digital facsimile designed specifically to keep you isolated.

Think about it for a second. How convenient would it be for them if every target was trapped in their own little bubble, unable to access authentic information or communicate with genuine outside perspectives? That’s exactly what they’ve built."

Read the rest here:


https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/t...ed-individuals

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They won't let me watch things without messing with them (some). They won't allow me to download. I can't close my eyes without panic attacks and psychosis. Same with laying back even now. If I use my hand they make it itch and hurt. Same with any and every other body part.

They won't let me read for long at all. They won't let me study in depth. Not at all now I think. They won't let me bathe sometimes. They won't let me buy groceries. They won't let me go to the store.

They won't let my cat stay comfortable around me. They won't allow any relationship with another person that involves more than a text a week. No phone calls. No family.

EDIT: Also ZERO JOY!

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Book title idea:

"I'm a Hemophiliac, or Please Be Extra Careful With Your Teeth Honey"

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Assumptions of Adequacy


Might a Higher Intelligence Reject Our World?



by Kevin Boykin
05/12/2026

The human mind has possibilities. It comes with some preloaded software and gains more through education and development. This suggests a specific order or arrangement- one that is taken for granted. The mind can potentially accommodate alternative software as it turns out, rearranging how it functions. There can be anomalies, one-offs, unicorns. They can fly under the radar since it is assumed that our experiences are all the same, and there is no established way of directly comparing perceived realities.

Great minds of the past and present are cherished, their work studied ad infinitum. People strive to increase their educations, they take nootropics to enhance their cognition. Being smart is seen as having value.

But it’s also seen as dangerous. The Killing Fields of Cambodia saw the murder of children that required glasses simply because they looked smart. Pinochet made examples of the artists and intellectuals. The fear is real. It’s fear of the unknown, and while the dark may hold mysteries, the intelligent definitely do.

It’s a popular movie trope- the super smart guy or girl. I’ve seen the title “The Smartest Person in the World” used in shows and flicks. It’s an idea that has been around for a while now, that of the ultra-intellectual. Humanity fantasizes about the possibilities, and projected realities follow understandings held by available intelligence- what else can they draw from? So it’s likely wrong.

Speaking of movies I love the film The Brother From Another Planet (1984). It displayed human themes through extra-human means. Our protagonist is an alien from another world, ostensibly mute, being chased by others from his land. Those in pursuit are essentially primitive enforcement mechanisms against advanced awareness. They are the future soldiers of Pol Pot, Pinochet.

In the film this alien Brother had different abilities, powers. It makes sense that a different cognition arrangement would elicit different results. It got me thinkin…

What if such an alien was born somehow on earth? What if their original cognition allowed them to see an underlying code to the world that unifies? What if this advanced mind, instead of benefitting mankind, was shunned, oppressed, suppressed and dismissed?

What if on review they look at that code and are unsatisfied with how it comes together? What if this world was never meant for such an intelligence?

What if its deepest instinct was simply to leave?



https://kevinboykin.substack.com/p/a...might-a-higher

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I just made a live vid on FB. In it I covered roughly the symptoms and severity of the torture I receive from the targeting program. Afterward I speak on my recent article "Assumptions of Adequacy". My hat wasnt sitting right, which made me think of the fact that my head is smaller than average, against what we might expect all things considered. But then brain size does not immediately equal intelligence, we know this to be true, or whales would own us.

Still they are smart though, and better yet well balanced to their environment. Perfectly balanced actually, intelligence being a factor also under consideration. I see there being a balance that can be struck in this way, and this IMO is the most advanced, most perfected life form in the environment.

I was just rereading my newest article again when I realized that it essentially says the same thing with it's example of an outlier. It argues that perhaps deviation from that balance via elevated intelligence could present an intolerable situation for the subject.

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Making History: Today's Unprecedented Crimes and Atrocities

Evil Evolves



Kevin Boykin
May 15, 2026

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“In war, the strong make slaves of the weak, and in peace the rich makes slaves of the poor.”- Oscar Wilde

If we know anything about humanity it’s that it is capable of tremendous depths, with shocking organized efforts at intentional harm, often toward the completely innocent. Of course we see this subhuman trait all over the Targeting Program today. Let’s look at some recognized examples of this behavior from the past.

Genocide
Always a favorite among powers. Cold-blooded murder is apparently a slippery slope. You’ve heard that “a single death is a tragedy, a million deaths is a statistic”- a recognition that the human mind can only process so much grief at a time. It’s hard-coded into the human mind as a saving event, but paves the way for authoritarians to commit all manner of sin.

The Holodomor saw the mass murder of at least 3.9 million Ukrainians (mostly Christian) through a deliberate famine policy. This came straight from government- trusted government. The Armenian Genocide (mostly Christian) was an exodus on paper, a genocide in reality. It killed 1.5 million people.

Today war returns to Ukraine, with similar..."



Read the rest here:

https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/m...-unprecedented

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My perps are old- 80ish. They dont have much time left in the best of circumstances. The targeting program knows this. To keep them in line they make them absolutely terrified of death. I've never seen anything like it. The fear I've seen with them has been legit, not just imagined. They fear my mind but on top of that they fear what their owners make them fear, and mostly its death.

Whenever I bring it up they react differently than any other topic. They are scythe bait as it is, yet still afraid as one can be of the inevitable. Had they prepared before the targeting they would be in a good position.

I did a lot of that. God knew I would be facing this and my whole life was a bootcamp for the targeting program. They know it though and when it began they started near top levels. I only recently really disclosed what it's like.

Believe me if it were my perps they would be whining like babies. Zero toughness.

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I see that though information on this technology and how it's being used has increased tremendously, with even President Trump admitting to US possession of it and use, nothing has changed among those that think they haven't been affected. This is the death bell- it's over.

They will lower world populations down to 500 mil, killing off 15 of every 16 people. You and your family will not make the cut. How it will arrive will be varied as we have seen but once enough power has been centralized the process will change names and run much faster.

It's time to be real. The future of humanity is largely of criminals, the greedy, those that have to pay for company. "It's a big ****in club and we ain't in it".

The apathy present is too much to cut through. The divide and conquer was too effective. The modern world with it's empty space where common respect used to be is the perfect setting. We judge 20 times before we attempt to understand.

The future will be jewish influenced, atheist, with a slave caste.