Don't Date An Abductee

[petra]

Posted by Patient (here)
I think that we have lumped different things together when discussing portals. Although they are performing similar to each other (as far as we can detect) I think they are differences worth noting.

When referring to a mirror allowing "something" to come through (similar to a Ouiji board) I think there is a difference between that and a large portal, although i do not know what it is. But I have experienced a portal effect where when it possibly opened there was a loud clap of air and then there was a large physical distortion in the air. Looking through it, light and distance was distorted in a subtle way, unlike anything that I could relate it to. (The light just looked wrong - very difficult to describe. But there was definately something in the air between myself and where i was looking towards that affected how everything looked.)

When you have a Ouiji board for example ( but i do not recommend using one), you can open up a connection of some type, to some type of "things".

The light just looked wrong

Now that I can relate to. Also it's refreshing and relieving to see someone else dislikes ouija boards

[petra]

Posted by petra (here)

Posted by DNA (here)
My prescription is for those who have reached a certain depth in their pursuits.
For those who may have not reached said depth, this suggestion might seem silly.
I'm basically preaching "detachment" as suggested by Castaneda and well emphasized by some folks I've dialogued with.
When entering into hyper strangeness in full participation mode one needs to employ detachment however one can.
My suggestion was what I've done when the strangeness was overwhelming and I needed to ignore it so it would hopefully ignore me.

For me I could not ignore what was going on and I felt like I had to resort to begging... so that is what I did. Begging God I guess, certainly not those other things. I remember thinking "well gee, if this crap keeps up I'm going to have to tie some rocks to my feet and hop into the ocean". I feel a lot safer now but really I don't know what helped me and I'm not saying that begging for safety is any solution at all (really I'm just a big wimp lol)

Hi DNA, I've thought about this some more and I really don't think me begging helped any bit, AT ALL. What I did was more like a loud cry for help than begging, and it feels like I have at the very least got "something's" attention. I don't pretend to think it's God, but I also don't trust the motives of any other beings either.

To me it feels like something else helped me out, it's difficult to explain what it feels like to "feel like someone else" so I'll just skip that part for now.

I might be channeling something, I don't know. I really hope not. I'm trying really hard to think of any other "commands" my thoughts have told me other than "Don't read that!" (happened twice), and the only ones I can think of are all stupid.

One stands out... it said "BE GOOD" and it was so "loud" that it scared the crap out of me! I guess that can't be a bad thing can it? I don't even think that was directed at me... more like I "overheard" that one.

I wrote a cynical poem that at first glance, looks like it's to God. I called the poem "God Already Knows" I did not write the poem for God though... I wrote it as a TRAP for someone else. Then I forgot I wrote the poem, found it years later, and laughed so much that I nearly died from laughing. I'll post it in the Express Yourself area... and put a disclaimer on it... just in case! I really do not want to offend anybody with my horrible cynical poetry... but to me it's funny. Much better than "the day evil grinned at me"

Ah ha! I found a clue about my god already knows poem
I remember posting this but the search can't find it where god has only three letters

Update; lake found it for me, the title of it is cynical Innuendoey poetry beware it's a trap LOL

[petra]

Another failed relationship (we are still friends tho)

Anyone else failing at dating? Maybe I'm just not ready, it's lonely when no one around you believes aliens might be interfering. I'm half tempted to give up but something keeps telling me my person is out there somewhere

[DNA]

Posted by petra (here)
Another failed relationship (we are still friends tho)

Anyone else failing at dating? Maybe I'm just not ready, it's lonely when no one around you believes aliens might be interfering. I'm half tempted to give up but something keeps telling me my person is out there somewhere

I'm going to give some advice pertaining to something that has helped me quite a bit.

Obfuscate reality. Lie to yourself so you can lie to others.
There are some areas where the truth does not set you free.
I've seen people ruin relationships and credibility among family and friends all because they couldn't separate their personal otherworldly experiences from their daily life.
Know this
You are seeking validation, understanding and confirmation in the eyes of others who may not have the tools to do that when you try to include them in your experiences.
I know this thread raises the question of whether one should share these experiences in the aim of full disclosure.
You should not

I highly recommend Carlos Castaneda start with journey to ixtlan and read them in the order of publication after this.
He philosophically waxes on detachment and the need for it on areas we become to fixated.
When fixation brings nothing but problems it must be tamed .

I've communicated with aliens while awake.
I've communicated with the dead and helped lost souls cross over.
And I never let this intrude on my day to day life and I never talk about it.
Regular folks don't have the tool set for this.
We want desperately to be understood in this world but the reality is we most certainly never will be.
And that's okay.
Take care Petra

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=mtaOvR0lNyw

[Flash]

Posted by DNA (here)

Posted by petra (here)
Another failed relationship (we are still friends tho)

Anyone else failing at dating? Maybe I'm just not ready, it's lonely when no one around you believes aliens might be interfering. I'm half tempted to give up but something keeps telling me my person is out there somewhere

I'm going to give some advice pertaining to something that has helped me quite a bit.

Obfuscate reality. Lie to yourself so you can lie to others.
There are some areas where the truth does not set you free.
I've seen people ruin relationships and credibility among family and friends all because they couldn't separate their personal otherworldly experiences from their daily life.
Know this
You are seeking validation, understanding and confirmation in the eyes of others who may not have the tools to do that when you try to include them in your experiences.
I know this thread raises the question of whether one should share these experiences in the aim of full disclosure.
You should not

I highly recommend Carlos Castaneda start with journey to ixtlan and read them in the order of publication after this.
He philosophically waxes on detachment and the need for it on areas we become to fixated.
When fixation brings nothing but problems it must be tamed .

I've communicated with aliens while awake.
I've communicated with the dead and helped lost souls cross over.
And I never let this intrude on my day to day life and I never talk about it.
Regular folks don't have the tool set for this.
We want desperately to be understood in this world but the reality is we most certainly never will be.
And that's okay.
Take care Petra

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=mtaOvR0lNyw

Impressive answer. I totally agree with DNA.

No man (or childless woman) can understand what is and what it demands giving birth. Put ET’s experiences in the same basket.

You would not force a man into hospital pulling his pelvic bones apart plus electric chocs so that he understands (not kidding with the crude example). And yet he still would not understand hormonal changes rushing in, tender breasts, and the whole 9 months. And this is all human related.

Now just imagine the almost impossible effort of understanding you are asking from regular folks regarding outwordly experiences.

So not understanding events is all in the same basket.

Live your regular life with loving regular people and learn to live for what is.

Much better and fuller life like that.

Plus nobody but absolutely nobody owe us any understanding, regarding anything. This is too much to expect.

[petra]

Thanks DNA and Flash
I had to lie to get out of the mental institution so I get where you're coming from
It's lonely sometimes

On the bright side I got back together with my boyfriend and we are moving in together. It's an open relationship and it feels really free and perfect. We are a good match, I just don't know how I'm going to feel once he hooks up with someone. Hopefully not too jealous. Haha