Daily Thoughts of a Targeted Individual

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The Accidental Brand: Why “Targeted Individuals” Is Our Strategic Advantage



Kevin Boykin
Jun 18, 2026


"Every TI seems to have an idea on what we should be named. It seems to be consistent that the moniker “Targeted Individuals” is intolerable. ‘The name was thought up by the government to make us look bad, don’t ya know.’ At least that’s what some say.

The targeting program has spent decades perfecting its most effective weapon: not directed energy weapons, not nanotechnology, but confusion itself. Their primary strategy has always been to induce argument, fracture consensus, and prevent unity among those they target. Nowhere has this been more apparent than in the endless debate over what we should call ourselves. Yet in this psychological warfare, they have committed a strategic blunder. In preventing us from adopting new names, they have accidentally preserved our greatest communication asset."

Read the rest here:

https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/t...d-why-targeted

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Information for the interview tonight, at 6pm PDT

https://tievents.org/events/targetedwest-open-mic/

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Let's remember this gem:

It's just a jump to the left
and then a step to the right

https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/j...e-of-untenable

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I ordered some Targeted Individual stickers from Redbubble. Can you believe my order never got here?

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The Worm(tongue) in Your Mind: Will it be Action or Excuses?

Fact: We are not in contol of our command centers



Are we sure our desires are our own? Our reactions? Are we sovereignly-developed beings showing our honest selves? Might some of us be influenced by the electronics used in the targeting program? If so, how much? Where? When?

As a TI, I’ve seen two distinct levels of service to the designs of the targeting program. There is the mentally ill prospect that the program grooms and manipulates into service. This person serves gladly. They are unimportant to the targeting program- some of the cheapest resources around. This class, though, finds no value in themselves either. Either they were losers from their own determination from the start, or times became recently very tough by design, courtesy of a targeting program in search of a new tool.

This class has their minds abused, and their bodies too. Whatever is needed to keep these people on the job is done, and that comes down mostly to a large amount of manipulation of their brains. Sleep can be presented as an unnecessary thing when the correct cerebral manipulation is applied, so these folk are often worked into the ground.

Their joy centers are blown out. They are treated to a steady but necessarily increasing amount of endorphins, with predictable results. This is not how something of value is treated. The only class considered to be lower is the street urchins employed for the dirtier work like physical crimes, street theater, etc. They’re often criminals themselves that the state is applying pressure on to be cooperative with it all. The street urchins don’t have to be treated with much respect, but the primary mercenary class needs to be convinced they are being treated well or they will be less copacetic. It is provided out of necessity, but the ruling class sees this layer as the **** stuck to their shoe.

The second class are those in orbit in the lives of the Targeted Individual him/herself. Family, friends, coworkers- the whole crowd. The weaponry the program has affects the brain. It can instantly brainwash someone. It looks as if some are easier to manipulate than others, but all are available to the technology. Those in the lives of targeted individuals will find the TI distasteful, intolerable. They can be micromanaged at every step to provide a real-time tailored opposition. It can be done to many at once, making a situation where the TI gets ganged up on by their own loved ones.

My ex is one such well-controlled person. To this day she cannot entertain a conversation regarding the disgusting phenomenon. Not a single word. We have been apart for some time now- the program decided when it was time to part. For many years it found a use for her presence in my life though, and the entire time she worked for the targeting program.

I don’t mean that she did so consciously. I can’t say with certainty that she did. What I can say with certainty is that my considerable pattern recognition engine cannot distinguish between her behaviors and that of a paid perp. We have the same two options available: overt or strongly manipulated. I can’t claim to know- it was that close. It was that indistinguishable throughout our relationship as well. I would frequently tell her that if she was not being paid by the perpetrators then she needs to go and demand fair compensation.

This was not just an effective argument device- we were in financial straights and in need of the funds. I was being dead serious when I said I needed her to go and get paid for her work. How could I do this? It became very clear over time that I wasn’t able to get her to behave in my favor, that I couldn’t break the spell of the targeting program. The source of this is unimportant in the end, especially if it cannot be changed. Therefore acceptance was in order for me there: I had to accept that she could not be argued away from her pro-targeting program positions. The worm was too well-entrenched.

So what was left was compensation- pay her for services rendered! Either the money was coming in and she wouldn’t tell, or she’s easy and just gives it away. If she was honest, and I still don’t know if she was, then she gave it away. And allowed us to suffer financial issues.

I’ve seen posts by TIs ostensibly sick of the lack of action, labeling the apathy corectly among the TI community. When approached to organize, I can almost perfectly predict their responses. There are only a few excuses that are recycled over and over. I get claims of some individual activity, very little though. If the right psychology is used then I will get counter offers, where they essentially blunt the potential benefits of the meeting, and maintain their control while wrangling the situation toward a watered-down, bureaucratic alternative. Remember all I wanted was a one-on-one discussion.

Control. We should all lead.

If we all do this then no time will be right, fights will break out and things stay the same.

There’s a parasitic worm [Nematomorph hairworm (Spinochordodes tellinii)] that invades insects. It affects their brains, such as they are. It controls them, and when it’s time for the worm to advance to the next stage, an aquatic one, the parasite forces the insect into a body of water where it usually dies, but the worm continues. I wonder sometimes if some insects put their foot down verbally against the parasites only to wilt when called for action.

The job isn’t done until it’s done. Inevitably there comes a point in which we recognize our own fault in this matter. No we are not sovereign minds, but we have the benefit of knowing that, which in theory should keep resistance on the table. If we are not overriding feelings of distaste to pursue the end of our targeting then perhaps we deserve it. Recognize the clear minds in the community, align behind them. Select true leaders that will see us through- not popular types that please in the moment. Who among us is promoting ideas that will lead to victory? Who has proven they work hard? Who has provided solid contributions in place of a soliloquy? Choose with the mind, not emotion. The correct choice will likely be unsavory to us- this is what the program would do.

Organize or drown.

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I had a TI ask me to stop sending her DMs of my work when I release it. I do this because of how censored I am- it's the only way I can get it seen often. So she asks me to stop so I do of course. Now she's remarkably under-informed, and she leads a relatively large group of TIs.

I can see what needs to change for success but it relies on the pride of stubborn TIs. They still hold their emotions to be a higher calling than their health, freedom and lives.

It's frustrating. How would you feel? Those TIs in a place of authority are being relied upon by the TIs that follow them, and so many are straight up failing them horribly.

Virtually none want deliverance. I stand by those words until I see more desire to put away the pride and take their rightful place in an organized effort. They still hold their emotions to be a higher calling than their health, freedom and lives. They see their emotions and comfort as having more value than your health, freedom and life as well though. We aren't islands here, we are on the hook to fight for others if not for ourselves.

Shoutout to Ty Bennet who is an exception- he has been busy of late with legit effort, and has convinced me that he desires a place in an organization of TIs that effectively works against the globalist plans.

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Posting this here becasue I told the perps I would if they kept up their nonsense:

That side is Satanic, inhuman. It absolutely follows that they would say something like this. Whatever is the sleaziest option, the one that takes the most life, that takes the most freedom. They without fail pick the route that Satan would approve of.
Are they Satanists? Does it matter if they do everything that a Satanist would do? Does it matter if they think the very same thoughts a Satanist would?
The Elders of Zion- was it actually written by jews? Does it matter if they are following it to a "T"?

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Ever hire a lawyer? Do you want a kind, benevolent sweetheart or a vicous pitbull of a lawyer? Granted you wouldn’t want to go to a picnic with him, but wouldn’t we want the pitbull? So we have established that there is a use for this variety.

I would be your pitbull, but you have to be able to stomach the truths that come of it.

If victory came from posting about emotions on Facebook we would have won already. It will take something different. If we want something we don't have we have to do something we aren't doing.

War. It's a bloody, gory thing. Few that have seen it up close have complimentary things to say abut it. Do we believe that it should be easy? Do we think that our emotions are more important? Do we feel our opinions should keep us from saving ourselves?

Examine your reactions, your actions.

People aren't born with what it takes for war. It has to be effected. Armies do this. Humans desire immediate comfort, are hard-pressed to be separated from it. Our animal-like programming tells us to not do the things involved in war. The threat the army provides brings the power of separation. The brig is always waiting, and they aren't gentle about it either. Fight, or face the consequences.

TIs don't have this to keep us on track. Add to that we have the targeting program telling us we don't need to stay on track, we don't need to fight, and harming us when we ignore them.

There is no happy ending here for us. Will we fight or just be ritually diminished daily until we die?

I am not thought of well by many TIs. I'm too gruff, too rough, arrogant. The arrogance is a misread of confidence plus urgency, the others are correct. It's because I am in a war. I don't have a flower for their rifle barrel. I have another rifle barrel.

I ask that more join me, and instead of giving in to the directives of the targeting and despising me try to see how a pitbull could benefit you in the role I am in. God bless the TIs

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Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
Ever hire a lawyer? Do you want a kind, benevolent sweetheart or a vicous pitbull of a lawyer? Granted you wouldn’t want to go to a picnic with him, but wouldn’t we want the pitbull? So we have established that there is a use for this variety.

I would be your pitbull, but you have to be able to stomach the truths that come of it.

If victory came from posting about emotions on Facebook we would have won already. It will take something different. If we want something we don't have we have to do something we aren't doing.

War. It's a bloody, gory thing. Few that have seen it up close have complimentary things to say abut it. Do we believe that it should be easy? Do we think that our emotions are more important? Do we feel our opinions should keep us from saving ourselves?

Examine your reactions, your actions.

People aren't born with what it takes for war. It has to be effected. Armies do this. Humans desire immediate comfort, are hard-pressed to be separated from it. Our animal-like programming tells us to not do the things involved in war. The threat the army provides brings the power of separation. The brig is always waiting, and they aren't gentle about it either. Fight, or face the consequences.

TIs don't have this to keep us on track. Add to that we have the targeting program telling us we don't need to stay on track, we don't need to fight, and harming us when we ignore them.

There is no happy ending here for us. Will we fight or just be ritually diminished daily until we die?

I am not thought of well by many TIs. I'm too gruff, too rough, arrogant. The arrogance is a misread of confidence plus urgency, the others are correct. It's because I am in a war. I don't have a flower for their rifle barrel. I have another rifle barrel.

I ask that more join me, and instead of giving in to the directives of the targeting and despising me try to see how a pitbull could benefit you in the role I am in. God bless the TIs

You have, by far, have contributed the most content that I have seen relative to TI. Now I first came to PA looking for more information on TI and there was some but there is and was little to no active commentary. Now frankly, I was not in a position to write scientific papers on the subject, although I have provided some details in the forum under TI or mind control, or what have you as I saw fit. But I have been paying attention to some of your content and I think the depth of your writing should be noted.

I think some of the push back you get and feel is typically because of the attitude that a TI is somehow an isolated soul or perhaps even a narcissist and some people just don't have any empathy or compassion. They think well what makes you so special that you are targeted?

I think they do have a point there. However; I think there was times my targeting was as real and intense as I thought. So the thing is, there is always a reason.

Anyway, I don't see you slowing down or anything and I would urge you to keep fighting like you're doing. People will notice and I think the topic may gain more traction in the near future.

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Posted by JackMcThorn (here)

Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
Ever hire a lawyer? Do you want a kind, benevolent sweetheart or a vicous pitbull of a lawyer? Granted you wouldn’t want to go to a picnic with him, but wouldn’t we want the pitbull? So we have established that there is a use for this variety.

I would be your pitbull, but you have to be able to stomach the truths that come of it.

If victory came from posting about emotions on Facebook we would have won already. It will take something different. If we want something we don't have we have to do something we aren't doing.

War. It's a bloody, gory thing. Few that have seen it up close have complimentary things to say abut it. Do we believe that it should be easy? Do we think that our emotions are more important? Do we feel our opinions should keep us from saving ourselves?

Examine your reactions, your actions.

People aren't born with what it takes for war. It has to be effected. Armies do this. Humans desire immediate comfort, are hard-pressed to be separated from it. Our animal-like programming tells us to not do the things involved in war. The threat the army provides brings the power of separation. The brig is always waiting, and they aren't gentle about it either. Fight, or face the consequences.

TIs don't have this to keep us on track. Add to that we have the targeting program telling us we don't need to stay on track, we don't need to fight, and harming us when we ignore them.

There is no happy ending here for us. Will we fight or just be ritually diminished daily until we die?

I am not thought of well by many TIs. I'm too gruff, too rough, arrogant. The arrogance is a misread of confidence plus urgency, the others are correct. It's because I am in a war. I don't have a flower for their rifle barrel. I have another rifle barrel.

I ask that more join me, and instead of giving in to the directives of the targeting and despising me try to see how a pitbull could benefit you in the role I am in. God bless the TIs

You have, by far, have contributed the most content that I have seen relative to TI. Now I first came to PA looking for more information on TI and there was some but there is and was little to no active commentary. Now frankly, I was not in a position to write scientific papers on the subject, although I have provided some details in the forum under TI or mind control, or what have you as I saw fit. But I have been paying attention to some of your content and I think the depth of your writing should be noted.

I think some of the push back you get and feel is typically because of the attitude that a TI is somehow an isolated soul or perhaps even a narcissist and some people just don't have any empathy or compassion. They think well what makes you so special that you are targeted?

I think they do have a point there. However; I think there was times my targeting was as real and intense as I thought. So the thing is, there is always a reason.

Anyway, I don't see you slowing down or anything and I would urge you to keep fighting like you're doing. People will notice and I think the topic may gain more traction in the near future.

Thanks a lot Jack. I go through cycles of inspiration which turns to feeling like I cannot help the TIs.

Regarding the "what makes me so special", it's less about being special and more about being a potential issue for the PTB. They recreate us to the best of their abilities in a computer program, then run probability/possibility testing. Those that shwo they will be a problem are limited.

And any person that puts out the breadth and depth of material that I have will garner government interest. The others?

https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/g...-they-might-be

I would love to stop writing for the community. The program desires me to continue it though, and I find it difficult to resist for long. It doesn;t take long before I have some piece of valuable insight come to me that I then need to write down and share, then I'm back in it again.

I'm trying to stay, but it ensures a wasted life.

Thanks again and God bless

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TI Futility Exercises: Communication

Here’s Hoping that Disorganization, Refusal to Listen, and Unverified Claims Lead to Victory




by Kevin Boykin
06/27/2026

I had an interesting conversation recently with another TI. He was only a few years into the TI life. He was younger than I, less experienced than I, wasn’t interested in those complicated technical papers I write. Despite this he interrupted me in the conversation to correct my verified facts with unverified speculation.

His posts display positive vibes, but his words on the call exposed him to be quite angry at specific areas of the country and their TIs. He didn’t get the reaction he was hoping for apparently, and while delivering this news to me he was failing my needs in the same way. Hypocrisy- it’s a thing. I attempted to point out the trap of negativity, and that the TIs are not really at fault, but it was as if I never said anything at all- this person was comletely unable to hear or absorb my words. It was unsettling.

No one wants to waste their life. I am currently doing that. I want to stop it, and I’m going to try again. I have a lot to offer, and I can pursue inventions, philosophy, engineering etc for the world instead of the TIs. This is what I want. I want to be effective.

I’m not blaming the TIs. It’s not that they won’t listen it’s that they can’t. Nevertheless I am speaking into the void, squandering my hours.

I may operate as a lone wolf. Any operations TIs make would have to be this way as organization is impossible.

This fellow, he didn’t want answers- he wanted confirmation, and when the facts didn’t support his desired view he became resistant. I know I got nowhere with him, especially considering he didnt want anything other than a yes man. This undereducated greenhorn wanted me to yes him.

Where is the path forward there? If we can’t be teachable then we are lost already.

I’m not certain what it takes to earn respect in the TI community, other than being harmless and having the program give it’s blessing. This is what happens: we are guided toward who to like, away from others and we never question it. The program rewards harmlesness and punishes effectiveness. We know we have our thoughts and emotions altered but never take the time to question where. Until we recognize our lateral mobility here, and learn to recognize the signs of the program leading us astray- it is over for us.

The harmless TIs and their work is popular, the harmful stuff is made to be unpopular. Emotions need to be dropped at the door, cold hard analysis is required if we don’t want to be stooges.

There’s no perceivable path to effectiveness with the Targeted Community. I doubt I can extract myself completely from this poinless effort, but I would if I could.





https://grayetheory.substack.com/p/t...-communication

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Negotiating Chaos: One Way to See Turbulence



image: still from the film American Beauty (1999)

by Kevin Boykin
06/28/2026

The Traffic Jam of Air
We usually think of turbulence as chaos – that unsettling bumpiness when flying or the messy swirls in a rushing river. But what if we looked at it differently? Not as random chaos, but as countless tiny negotiations happening simultaneously?

Each air molecule is essentially trying to find its way through obstacles, following the path of least resistance. It’s not just avoiding things but simultaneously finding where it fits best in the moment. These two are the same thing, really.

The Holding Pattern
When molecules can’t find immediate escape routes, they get stuck in circular motions – what I’m calling “holding areas.” They can linger, circling like Clark Griswold in European Vacation, endlessly pointing out Big Ben and Parliament while going nowhere. They may never get left!

These circular motions aren’t random though – they’re temporary conditions where spatial constraints prevent immediate resolution of the path-of-least-resistance negotiations. Some molecules might never leave these patterns, perpetually circling while their negotiations keep failing to find resolution.

The Fractal Nature
What’s interesting is how these negotiations work at different scales. Mini-negotiations resolve into larger ones, which then potentially break down into smaller ones again depending on resistance. It’s a self-similar pattern operating across multiple levels simultaneously.

Beyond Earth
When freed from earthly constraints like physical obstacles, I imagine these negotiations would be powered primarily by temperature differences. The same path-of-least-resistance principle would apply, but with thermal gradients creating the spatial constraints and opportunities rather than physical barriers.

Variables in the Mix
Of course, any model would need to account for the standard variables – air pressure changing with elevation, temperature effects, physical obstacles. But perhaps seeing them as conditions shaping molecular negotiations rather than just mathematical inputs might offer a different perspective.

I’m not claiming this replaces existing models – they’ve clearly identified most of these relationships already. No if anything it’s a reframing, but maybe seeing turbulence as countless tiny negotiations rather than just mathematical relationships might reveal something useful.

Or maybe it’s just another way to appreciate the beautiful dance happening all around us.



https://kevinboykin.substack.com/p/n...one-way-to-see

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I'm done. I can't help these people- they are too well controlled.

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Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
I'm done. I can't help these people- they are too well controlled.

I quit too. It takes courage to stand up and say the "game" is NOT FAIR

It's rigged to the nines! You just end up sabotaging yourself or making things worse

I remember thinking it's like the more truth you tel, the more people think you are lying

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Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
I'm done. I can't help these people- they are too well controlled.

Its just one of those days... [Give me something to break!]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY

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Posted by JackMcThorn (here)

Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
I'm done. I can't help these people- they are too well controlled.

Its just one of those days... [Give me something to break]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY

I think you need the swear words bro

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=SibnQt-oh2g

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I can't write anymore anyway. They cranked up the level on all of us it seems.

It appears the severity is growing in accordance to the increasing public understanding.

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I wonder what they expect me to do. They dont want me to sleep, but they dont want me sitting up either. And when you get about 2 hrs of sleep per night its hard to not sleep if kept laying down. So then they hit me with panic attacks when it inevitable happens. The whole thing is retarded.

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Posted by Squareinthecircle (here)
I wonder what they expect me to do. They dont want me to sleep, but they dont want me sitting up either. And when you get about 2 hrs of sleep per night its hard to not sleep if kept laying down. So then they hit me with panic attacks when it inevitable happens. The whole thing is retarded.

I had to be medicated.. your situation sounds way different though. You are lucky to be allowed to sleep at all. Try melatonin?

For me, music helps. I can't exactly drown my thoughts out but it helps when I start to panic. I never want to go back to that panic!!! I thought I was going to be abducted by aliens all the time it was horrible! I'm not sure what you are panicing about but try to remember that it always goes away. And get your sleep... you need it.

I console myself by thinking that a higher power is watching and paying attention. Maybe you don't believe in that's kind of thing. I agreed to give up my privacy completely, because I just want someone nice to be able to see what's going on. It IS retarded. I hope you can manage to keep writing even if it's only a little bit.